Chapter 165: How to be peaceful, anger and resentment in my heart

"That's it, it's okay, you go and do things first." Rubbing his eyebrows, Han Shuo continued to bury himself in the desk. Don't think about it, it's a thing of the past after all.

Xie Rong glanced at Han Shuo suspiciously, and swallowed back what he wanted to say. Taifu seems to be absent-minded.

Han Shuo chose to retreat in this step, but Sima Zhen chose to advance.

has been pretending to be stupid for a long time, to be honest, he is very helpless in the face of the clouds now. It used to be natural to be silly with her, but now ......

He stood in front of Yun Yun and sighed helplessly: "Ai Concubine." ”

After all these days, he finally stepped through the door and came to talk to her. Zhang Shu looked at it from the side and wanted to sigh, finally, finally!

His eyes flashed. Keep your head down and don't look at him.

"I... I'm here to ask..."I almost bit my tongue as he spoke, and the emperor twitched himself fiercely in his heart, how could he be like a young man who was just beginning to fall in love, so useless.

Taking a deep breath, Sima Zhen looked at the person in front of him. asked seriously: "Ai Concubine, you... Hungry? ”

What? Yun Yun couldn't help but look up at him, there was no expression on his face, but he smiled in his heart. Aren't you stupid? Why do you still ask such a stupid question? I lingered at the door for half an hour, just to ask her if she was hungry?

She didn't answer, just looked at him. The person in front of him is still familiar eyebrows. But it was clearly not her little fool, but another person. He lied to her, using her trust to isolate her from his world. The resentment was remembered little by little, and the face of the clouds became a little colder.

Sima Zhen was a little flustered: "You... You wait for me. ”

Turn around and run out. The emperor wearing the dragon robe finally had the momentum of dominating the world, but in front of her, he suddenly reined in and panicked.

What are you waiting for him to do? Yun Yun thought coldly.

"Actually, the minister thinks that the emperor is quite cute." Zhang Shu touched his chin and said seriously: "There is a kingly demeanor to the outside world." Internally, it is warm like water. If you have this gentleman, what more can a woman ask for? ”

"Mr. is here to pull the red line today." She finally spoke again: "It's a pity, this red line can't be pulled, I don't like people who have deceived me." ”

Zhang Shu slowly untied the braid on his beard, and said with a smile: "There are no absolutes, Niangniang, there is still a long way to go, and you can't go alone." ”

Yun Yun sneered: "What's wrong with walking alone?" At least, I don't lie to myself. ”

Zhang Shu raised his eyebrows: "Niangniang really didn't lie to herself?" ”

In his opinion, this little girl is the best at deceiving herself. Say nothing, admit nothing, stubbornly like a stone.

He was silent, stood in the hall and waited for a while, and then saw the emperor's shadow again.

"This may not be the same as Luoyang's." A plate of bean paste buns was brought to her, and Sima said sincerely: "This is the only thing I know you like." ”

Steaming hot, the aroma of bean paste and noodles was steamed, and his eyes moved, and he reached out to take the plate. Walked over to his seat and sat down. Enough trouble, it's time to break it down. Although he was very annoyed and resentful, the master was right, there was still a long way to go, and it was not a wise thing to do if he couldn't get along with the emperor.

Zhang Shu retreated with amusement and closed the door by the way. The emperor sat beside Yun Yun and watched her slowly pick up a bean paste bag, finally breathing a sigh of relief.

"I didn't expect you to be so angry." Pinching the jade pendant around his waist. Sima Zhen whispered: "It's no wonder that the situation was not right that day, if I slowly told you the truth at a peaceful time, would you be more acceptable?" ”

If it weren't for the fact that he used her as a guise without telling her, he restrained Han Zihu. Will it be that he is not so angry? The emperor thought bitterly.

Chewing slowly, this bun has a lot of thin skin and bean paste, it is very fragrant and soft and delicious, after eating one, she opened her mouth and finally spoke to him: "The concubine was very angry and heartbroken when she understood that you had been pretending to be stupid for so many years. If you talk to your concubine at another time, your concubine will probably be shocked and angry. ”

The emperor nodded: "I'm sorry. ”

"The concubine doesn't want to hear these two words anymore." He smiled and said, "Enough has been heard. ”

Sima pursed his lips, his eyes overflowing with pain. It is forgivable to be forgivable if it is really a sin, but it is impossible to live if it is a sin. He was really as stupid as Han Shuo in this matter of dealing with Yun Yun.

"The concubine wants to know." After eating the second bean paste bun, Yun Yun seemed to be in a little better mood, looked sideways at the emperor and said: "For so many years, you have endured Han Shuo's domination of the dynasty, endured so many people bullying you and scolding you, and endured... endure the concubines and concubines... How did you get here? ”

The emperor's face was a little dark, and he turned his head lightly and said, "When I was a child, when I was still talented and intelligent, I was assassinated several times. Once, he was pushed into the pond in the palace and almost drowned. After they rescued me, I sat in bed for the day, thinking about how I could avoid these things in the future. ”

"Maybe I've been sitting for too long, and they've all said I'm being stupid, and then I'm going to do what I do, and I'm going to live my life pretending to be stupid. Later, several of my older and younger brothers died, and I was the only one who remained. No one would be defensive against fools, and when the Gao family was dominant, they chose to support me in the ascendant position and treat me as a puppet. ”

"The world of fools is actually quite good, they can do whatever they want. I felt like I was watching a play, I could see everyone's true face, I could see the greed under Gao's serious face, and I could see Han Shuo's loyal ambition. I can see you, too, under your bechanting garment. Sincerity and strength. ”

She was stunned, thinking of the previous Agarwood Palace, and remembering that every time she hugged this person to sleep, she was silent.

"It's hard to endure a lot of things." The emperor smiled bitterly: "Especially." Watching your beloved like others and feel sad for others, you have to pretend that you don't know anything. ”

"Every time I see you sad, I wonder when I can get rid of this mask and stand by your side to protect you. Although the fool is comfortable, he has no way to protect the person he loves. ”

The warm confession was naturally spoken. Yun Yun's heart jumped, and he looked at Emperor Jin Hui with some surprise. She wasn't a loyal woman, and she did enough things to make her die ten thousand times. However, Sima Zhen actually said, is she his beloved?

In that case, should she believe it or not?

Ordinary husbands can't tolerate their wife Hongxing going out of the wall, and he is the king of a country, can he really accept her without guilt?

"I know what you're thinking." The emperor looked at her sideways, with warmth in his eyes and some regret: "But a long time ago, I was moved, even if I knew that you were someone else's person, even if I knew that a stubborn woman like you would not give up Han Zihu and fall in love with me, but I still liked it." ”

Yun Yun blinked and smiled: "The concubine doesn't like Han Shuo anymore." ”

Sima Zhen was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes lit up.

"No one will like the concubines anymore."

A heart flew into the sky and fell down again. Sima stroked his forehead and said helplessly: "Sure enough, she is still a concubine, and she knows best how to make me happy and how to make me uncomfortable." ”

Yun Yun grinned and continued to eat her bean paste buns.

"He... Is that really good? After a while, someone asked unwillingly: "Is it that I am late, or are you only destined for him in this life?" ”

He licked his fingers, thought about it, and said, "It's not easy to say about fate." The concubine is just too stubborn, and the things she liked before, even if she doesn't like it in the future, she won't like anything else. ”

The emperor's heart fell straight into the ice cave.

"However, the emperor has stood at the door for so long these days, and the concubines also feel guilty." Yun Yun continued: "The concubine has nothing to be angry about, but she is still a little angry in her heart. The emperor can come in directly next time, and there is no need to wait. ”

Well? It seems that there is still room for maneuvering.

Sima Zhen smiled slightly: "Okay." ”

Take a step forward. You can take the second step. Now that there is no Han Shuo here, at least Shen Xin is his alone. He doesn't have to rush, he can take his time.

Han Xiao inquired about the whereabouts of the Chu family, but there was really no one left in Luoyang, only a few servants were found, and she also said that the original nurse had already returned to her hometown. As for where her hometown is, no one knows.

She went to Chu Mansion, and when people went to the empty place, it was quiet. Some weeds had grown in the yard where she had lived, and the things in the room had not moved. But I couldn't find any clues.

A little deflated, Han Xiao walked out sullenly. She always felt that something was wrong with the beginning, or she selfishly felt that if it was really the second brother who misunderstood, the person who saved him was actually a strange word. Between the two of them, there may be a possibility of redemption.

However, if it is really the second brother who misunderstood, then how wronged should they be in this life? Missing the right person, hurting the loved one, almost forgetting this life.

Sighing, seeing that he really couldn't find any clues, Han Xiao turned around and planned to go out.

"Smack." Someone stepped on a branch, a crisp sound.

"Who?" Han Xiao looked back keenly.

A woman carrying a burden was startled by Han Xiao's roar, trembling in the corner, and said hesitantly: "I... I just came back to get something..."

A woman about her age trembled with fright. Han Xiao couldn't help but approach her: "This place should be blocked, how did you get in?" ”

The woman hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "Behind the courtyard wall of the second young lady, there are... There are dog holes. ”

Han Xiao remembered that there was indeed a dog hole in the courtyard wall. But the person in front of her was very raw, as if she had never seen it, how could she be so familiar that she knew where there was a hole in the wall of the courtyard?

"Who are you?" Han Xiao half-squatted down and looked at her with slightly squinted eyes.

The woman looked at her for a long time and whispered, "I used to be a maid here...... Girl, let me go, I have an urgent matter at home, so I have to come back and steal some things, I... I'm not a bad person. ”

The second watch is 12 o'clock, and the third watch is 2 o'clock