Later, for a long time, Shao Feng liked to do such a thing:

Barefoot, walking on the soft beach, facing the morning sun, facing the sunset, letting the waves rush against his feet, feeling the bursts of laughter, as if she loved to laugh and never left.

If you open your arms, it seems that you can feel that she is giggling and throwing herself into her arms, hooking her neck, it is a passionate kiss, and that kiss can make people forget what night it is.

It's just that now, when he opened his eyes, all he embraced was a gust of sea breeze that came and went, bubbling hot, with the fishy smell of the sea, and disappeared between the vast world in an instant, unable to catch anything.

Day after day, thoughts plagued him.

Especially on a day like today.

Yes, she got married, just n hours ago, in a distant place - Shanghai, married the man who watched her grow up, the man he respected, and formed a family from now on, which was a dream he longed for and could not be fulfilled again in this life.

Get married, in the past, when Jing Huan and him wanted to get married, he felt that he was just a student, and he had achieved nothing, how could he enter marriage so easily.

Especially after knowing that Jing Huan has such a family background, he feels more and more that if he has no achievements to marry the daughter of someone else, it will be a little too wronged for her.

He had to work harder to be worthy of her.

It's a pity that she has such a relationship with him.

"Mr. Fu......"

Someone was calling him.

Shao Feng turned his head.

On the beach, there was a crowd of people, and not far away, Ding Zhou was waving at him.

He stood still and watched, the person was a little dizzy, and his face turned pale.

Ding Zhouben walked up to him, helped him, and heard him let out a rough gasp.

"Thank you."

His body is getting worse and worse, and he doesn't know how long he can survive.

He often thought that maybe he would sleep at night and never open his eyes. Therefore, he always sleeps late, and before going to bed, he must watch some videos of Jing Huan before he closes his eyes.

"You've been out for too long, so let's go back and rest......"

Ding Zhou looked at it a little worriedly, his face was getting worse and worse.

"Did Lao Peng already send the video?"

He helped him to walk forward slowly, his heart beating faster.

Alas, this useless body is getting worse and worse now, and it has only been out for less than an hour.

"Yes, it was sent. That's what I came to tell you about. ”

Ding Zhou nodded.

Shao Feng smiled slightly and looked at the bright sky:

"Okay, let's go back and see if we're happy, maybe I'll be fine...... You say, don't you? ”

Ding Zhou opened his mouth, his nose was sour, and he couldn't answer.

*

In the rooms facing the sea, you can hear the sound of the sea tide, because Huanhuan likes to listen to the sea.

Walking a little tiring.

After he sat down, Haizhou poured him a glass of water, and then turned on the LCD TV for him and forwarded the video he had just received to it.

is the video of Brother Changning and Huanhuan getting married:

The new house is very festively decorated, showing a kind of festive red everywhere, and Xiao Jinghuan on the wedding photo, each one is round and jade......

The one hanging at the head of the bed is infinitely magnified: a fiery red dress, she smiles like a flower, and the man in the white suit stands on the side and stares, affectionate and infinite......

There are also a few pregnancy photos: the bride's belly is slightly bulging, the groom is holding it reverently, the two of them are wrapped in glue, with a smile on their lips, and the deep affection and sweetness are self-evident.

Shao Feng looked at it, and the corners of his lips unconsciously raised.

It's beautiful.

Men are masculine, women are delicate, and they have beautiful eyes, and whoever sees them will say, well, they really have husband and wife.

After the photo is shown, it is a kiss.

The groom is dressed in a black suit, with a beautiful groom flower pinned to his chest, a refreshing hairstyle, a smile on Wen Jun's face, a bright bouquet of flowers in his hand, and a few groomsmen behind him, all of whom are full of appearance, but they have not been able to compare the groom, and he is more and more handsome.

I don't know who shouted:

"Pick up the bride...... You can't miss the auspicious moment......"

Jin Changning smiled and raised his hand, got into the wedding car, and more than a dozen luxury cars drove out of the high-end community.

After a while, the camera turned, accompanied by calm footsteps, Jin Changning came to the Jin family's villa, and was warmly received by the Jin family, after drinking a few sips of tea, he came to the second floor surrounded by the best men and knocked on the door.

After the bridesmaids asked for the red envelopes, the beautiful bride, dressed amazingly, stood in the middle of the room with a smile and watched him slowly come in.

As soon as Jin Changning came up, he wanted to hold the bride's hand, but was stopped by a bridesmaid named Ah Zi on the side:

"No, no, you have to get down on one knee and shout at our goddess three times: wife, wife, I love you, I want to ask you to marry me...... If the goddess of our family is willing to answer you loudly: Okay, in this life, I will not marry you...... Only then will you be able to take the Goddess away...... Marry her off, or don't you think about it, don't you think so......"

"Yes, yes, yes......"

The other bridesmaids on the side were in harmony with each other.

Jin Changning was very helpless, so he had to kneel on the ground:

"Wife, wife, I love you, I want to ask you to marry me......"

And, three times in a row.

The bride pursed her lips lightly and smiled, nodding heavily: "Okay, in this life, I will not marry you ......"

There was thunderous applause all around, and the newcomers hugged and laughed.

Then, he took her by the hand and walked slowly downstairs in the rain of flowers. The bride hugged her parents, hugged her brother and sister-in-law, and then got into the wedding car and rushed to the hotel.

At this time, the picture turned again and turned to the lively wedding scene.

The grand auditorium, full of seats, red carpet, spread to the center of the ceremony, the bride held her father's hand, walked to the groom with a happy face, in the master of ceremonies, exchanged rings, kissed each other in the rain of petals......

The wedding went smoothly, and there was a kind of intoxicating happiness everywhere.

Whether it is the groom or the bride, whether it is the man or the woman, everyone has a bright smile on their faces, and the hearts of others are warm.

She was happy.

Their wedding was perfect.

This made him happy, and at the same time, a little sentimental......

……

Yes, Shao Feng finished reading it with a smile, but when he saw the end, his smile gradually became a little bitter.

The lives of Brother Changning and Xiao Jinghuan will have a long way to go in the future.

That section of the road will be wonderful, rich, and complete; And his life is moving towards eternal darkness step by step.

Although everyone will have such a day, but his day came so many decades earlier than many people......

When the light and shadow were still, when the moving wedding march was sung and he came back to his senses, the sunset went west, the wind became cool, and he sat there, becoming a statue.

Looking at the video screen, their wedding photos, he finally picked up the cooled boiling water and gently wished:

"Huanhuan, Brother Changning, happy newlywed...... I wish you a hundred years of good togetherness and love never gets old. ”

The door was ajar, and Ding Zhou sighed there:

Asking what is the situation in the world makes it difficult for people to give up life and death......

*

Later, Shao Feng's body became weaker and weaker.

He chose to return to England and found a quiet place to wait for death to come.

He didn't want to go back to the hospital, he didn't want to be a guinea pig......

Day after day passed.

He became thinner and thinner, so thin that he almost didn't recognize himself, but he didn't choose to end this difficult life by himself.

Because he's waiting.

Wait for the good news to come.

He can be defeated by illness, however, he is not allowed to be defeated by himself.

First of all, he could no longer walk, his feet could no longer support his body to walk upright, and he was confined to a wheelchair.

In the early morning and evening, he would go to see the sunrise and sunset on time, and he would use his camera to take pictures that he thought were beautiful, because she liked it.

In normal times, he reads books, listens to music, or plays chess...... Together with Lao Peng.

Yes, Lao Peng would come to see him from time to time, accompany him, and protect him - as a friend, he did his duty to take care of him.

He said to Lao Peng with emotion: "In this life, it is my luck to meet you." ”

Lao Peng smiled and said, "In the next life, remember to find me." ”

He nodded and agreed, "If there is really a reincarnation, I will definitely look for you." Then, we have to start with the open pants brothers and continue to die of old age. ”

"Well, okay, in this process, if we marry a wife and give birth to sons and daughters, we will marry them and daughters." Lao Peng smiled, and imagined such a scene very rarely.

He listened and laughed: People's *** can be infinite, but it will always be tightly bound by reality and fate......

Later, he lost his hearing, and all the good sounds disappeared.

In the silent world, he smiled and watched everyone busy in front of him.

Lao Peng will come to see him as usual, but their conversation can only be carried out through words......

His heart became more and more lonely, but he could only bear it silently.

Later, the organs in the body had problems, and I couldn't eat anymore, so I could only rely on nutrient solution...... People have finally become skinny and skinny.

While he could still move, he wrote many, many words.

It should be said that it was all a love letter he wrote to Xiao Jinghuan.

He told Lao Peng: "Help me keep it, if you can, please help me keep it for a lifetime, it's best never have that opportunity to hand it over to Huanhuan." If one day, Huanhuan knows that I will live for a while later, if she has a conflict with Brother Changning, I will consider whether to show her or not...... Otherwise, let it sit at the bottom of the box. ”

Lao Peng put them in the safe and solemnly promised: "Don't worry, I will remember what you explained to me for many years." ”

Later, Shao Feng's vision gradually blurred.

Sometimes you can't see anything, sometimes you can see everything.

He became extremely frightened, and said to Lao Peng:

"I want to see her again, I want to see her again...... I'm afraid I'll forget her, I'm afraid I'll never find her again in my next life......"

Lao Peng red-eyed and showed him a video of Xiao Jinghuan.

Those videos were all taken by Jin Changning.

The bits and pieces of her entire pregnancy have been recorded, and it is these videos that support him to live a good life every day.

It's time for her to give birth!

He kept counting the days, waiting, staying up, just wanting to take a look at the baby she gave birth.

Finally, at the beginning of September, Xiao Jinghuan gave birth to a daughter, and the entire production process was filmed with a camera, and finally Jin Changning cut his daughter's umbilical cord with his own hands.

After being pushed into the ward, Jin Changning specially took a close-up photo of Huanhuan and his daughter sleeping with each other, and sent it to Lao Peng as soon as possible.

Shao Feng was covered with a respirator and was in a critical state, Lao Peng had been guarding the side, and when he received the photo, he hurriedly used the tablet to call it out, and then pushed him:

"Ah Feng, give birth, give birth...... Open your eyes and see...... Huanhuan gave birth to ......"

Shao Feng, who had been asleep, finally opened his eyes, his emaciated eyes were opened so wide, a little terrifying, staring at the infinitely large photo, looking at it for a while, tears welled up from the corners of his eyes, and he muttered in his mouth:

"Cute, so cute, Huanhuan, in the next life, I also want a daughter......"

On the second afternoon, Shao Feng closed his eyes forever in a deep sleep, and when he left, he held the photocopied photo of mother and daughter in his hand.

Lao Peng personally sent him away, his eyes were red and he watched the curve that represented life become a straight line, and then he picked up his mobile phone and dialed a call out:

"Lan Ning, he's gone."

At that time, Jin Changning was sleeping on the pillow.

Xiao Jinghuan was breastfeeding the child, and said to him with a smile on her face:

"It's an amazing feeling...... I'm talking about the feeling of being sucked by her......"

His heart tore a little, and he glanced at the smiling woman in front of him, but he had to pretend to say as if nothing happened:

"Oh, I see."

After hanging up, he leaned over, teased the child, and watched her desperately exert her strength to breastfeed, her cheeks bulging, very cute, and said:

"It's really delicious. I've been eating it for a while......."

"yes, I have such a big appetite, but it's okay, I'm full of milk."

After Xiao Jinghuan answered, she rolled her eyes and asked:

"Who's calling?"

Because his face had just frozen, as if something had happened.

Jin Changning replied: "Oh, Lao Peng." ”

"What's the matter?"

He said, the baby has finally been born, congratulations to me. He also said, when the moon is full, let me take you and the baby and go to Victoria Harbour to worship together. The UK is too far away to come and go, and Victoria Harbour is a place where you and Shao Feng used to like to go. He asked us to go over there and talk to him and we were doing well......"

No wonder his body stiffened.

"You promised?"

"Hmm."

"Thank you!"

She rested her head on his shoulder.

She really wanted to talk to Shao Feng.

At the beginning, when she was in England, she personally agreed.

Jin Changning smiled, touched her head, and said in a low voice:

"Silly."

*

A few days later, dressed in a black shirt and holding an urn, Peng stood in front of a speeding motorboat and scattered a handful of ashes to Victoria Harbour, watching the white powder sink into the water......

Ah Feng, you're finally home......

In the future, they will come to see you often, and you won't be lonely anymore......

*

A month later.

In October, the autumn of golden osmanthus, the air is full of the fragrance of osmanthus flowers.

Xiao Jinghuan, who was dressed beautifully, hugged her daughter who was sleeping sweetly, looked at the four animals on the table of the Eight Immortals, and the candle flame was burning warmly in the breeze.

They are worshipping the dead.

Ah Feng, I brought my child to see you.

……

Jin Changning is also looking at the scenery, and his heart is full of memories:

The young Shao Feng and the young Huanhuan chased on the embankment; Terminally ill, he asked him to marry his most beloved girl on the bed; When it exploded, he protected her underneath; The last dinner, the last time he was alone, he burst into tears and his eyes were full of sorrow......

He was so unlucky, and it contrasted with his luck.

This man is destined to live forever in their hearts.

He doesn't run away and will always be remembered.

Shao Feng, the child's name is chosen, just call: Lan Xifeng, she is the little phoenix of our Lan family, and also your little phoenix.

(ENDS)

--- digression--- see you tomorrow.