Wind, slowly.

Night, deep and blurry.

A van crossed the West Dam and climbed up a hill.

The headlights are bright, piercing the night, and the road ahead is white.

"Whew!"

But halfway up the mountainside, the wind suddenly became stronger, and it came very fiercely and violently, constantly beating on the window glass.

In the car, in the back seat, Chen Xi's long hair was flying, and her eyebrows were like two bends of the willow moon, frowning slightly.

"Xiaoxi, what's wrong?" Qin Feng asked, she sat beside Chen Xi and noticed Chen Xi's abnormality.

"I don't know!" Chen Xi shook his head.

An inexplicable feeling. It made her panic.

But, she couldn't tell.

"Giggles, you're homesick!" Qin Feng smiled and clenched her hand, "It's still in this barren mountain and wilderness, are you scared?" Xiaoxi, don't be afraid, my sister is a policeman, an ordinary person, don't dare to be presumptuous in front of her! ”

"That's it!" Chen Xi smiled reluctantly, "In Chengdu, the two suspects who were about to rob us were trembling when they saw Sister Zhen!" ”

"That's how a woman is!" Qin Feng smiled flamboyantly, "Do you know what my parents call her?" Sadako, giggles, the name is scary to think about! Those suspects, seeing her scared normal! ”

"It's just a name, what's so much to be afraid of, it's good!"

Chen Xi was puzzled, "Sister Qin Zhen's name is also in line with her character, a chastity word, how good, Sister Zhen is heroic, do things, don't let men!" ”

"Giggles!" Qin Zhen laughed very much, "You don't know, there is a Japanese movie, the heroine, is called Sadako, that is a female ghost, dressed in white, with a cloak and hair, crawling out of the TV, tsk......t"

"Dead girl, make fun of me, aren't you, if you don't obey, I'll spank your ass!" In the cab, Qin Zhenjiao shouted, "I have been crazy for a day and have no shape, if I go on like this, I have to bring Xiaoxi badly, hum, my parents are not here, dare to talk nonsense again, see if I don't clean you up, I see who else can protect you!" ”

"What I'm saying is the truth!" Qin Feng pouted and said, "Look at you, where do you still look like a woman!" ”

"What did you say?" Qin Zhen was furious.

This girl always mocks her as soon as she opens her mouth.

It's just a matter of saying that she works, and now, she doesn't look like a woman.

"It was meant to be!" Qin Feng said dissatisfied, "You're almost thirty years old, and you don't even have a boyfriend, why?" It's not that you're not beautiful, it's your temper, you can teach people a lot at every turn, who dares to get along with you? Also, everything is strong, which man can stand you, I am your sister, there is no way, I can bear you, but...... It doesn't matter if you don't get married, it hurts me! ”

"What?" Qin Zhen's eyes widened, she couldn't believe that her little sister would say something like this, "I have a boyfriend or not, it's my business to get married or not, how can I hurt you?" ”

"If you don't get married, and you're far away in Chengdu, your parents can't control you, I'll be miserable!" Qin Feng was dissatisfied, "They can't control you, so they start to take care of me, I'm afraid that I will be like you, I won't be able to get married, and I will stare at me every day, like this and ......that."

Qin Zhen was silent.

"Sister, why don't you find a boyfriend?" Qin Feng asked.

"There's no time, so many cases, how can I have time to find a boyfriend!" Qin Zhen said casually.

"Sister Qin Zhen is not out of time!" Chen Xi opened his mouth and said with a smile, "You are above the top, you can't look down on it, a woman with ability, you have high eyes, you can't look down on the weeds on the side of the road!" ”

"You little girl, what do you know!" Qin Zhen turned around and glared at Chen Xi.

"Why is that?" Qin Feng asked, she was really curious.

My sister has been single all these years, which is obviously not normal.

Thinking of this, Qin Feng's eyes widened, and he exclaimed, "Sister, you can't be that or something!" ”

"What?" Qin Zhen frowned.

"You don't like men, do you?" Qin Feng asked.

"Dead girl!" Qin Zhen stepped on the brakes, and suddenly, the car stopped.

Why does she think about this and that all day long?

This clearly says that she is gay!

It's just ......

Qin Feng's face was pale, and he was angry.

"Sister Qin Zhen, what's wrong?" Chen Xi's eyes flashed, and he didn't know why.

It's okay just now, these two sisters, she can't interject at all when you say a word to me, and besides, she likes to be quiet, and she usually doesn't say much.

Listening to Sister Qin Feng's words, coming and going, the haze in her heart also dissipated a lot.

However, why did Sister Qin Zhen suddenly get angry again?

"Girl Feng, do you think it's so easy to find a beloved? There is a vast sea of people, but it is difficult to find a confidant! Qin Zhen sighed.

"Finding someone is a lifelong thing, and I don't want to end up halfway."

Qin Zhen said, "Now, many people are unwilling to get rid of the fantasy of lovers, and to really know a person's inner world, they only want to see the good in their imagination, and would rather label the person they love with all kinds of beautiful labels than contact with the living soul......

When I was disillusioned and sighed, I was blind again, and I met the wrong person again, the red rose became mosquito blood, and the next hero and beauty became the white moonlight, and the cycle repeated, not endless......

It's hard to find a confidant, but we are willing to poke ourselves in the eyes, choose not to see who is right in the end, and blindfold to create a perfect fairy partner......

What I want to find is a true soul mate who can connect with my heart, rather than blindly looking for it, blindly expecting and fantasizing...... What I'm looking for is someone who can live with me for the rest of my life......

I don't want my love to become a dream of Nanke! ”

When Qin Feng heard this, he was silent.

She is already a flower girl, and she understands many things.

My sister's words touched her a lot.

What my sister wants is practical, a living person who can resonate with her soul, rather than blindly pursuing love.

Chen Xi was also silent.

Although she was young, she could understand what Qin Zhen meant.

The night before, her aunt had told her about it.

Some things, due to her young age, although she is ignorant and can't appreciate the mixed tastes, she can understand.

My aunt said that in the future, she would grow up and meet the boy she liked.

Her aunt told her to be vigilant, but at the same time, as long as she was sure that she really liked that person, she would be bold enough to like it and live up to her youth.

Now, Sister Qin Zhen also said that in the vast sea of people, it is difficult to find a soulmate, and it is not easy to find someone you really like.

It turned out that she didn't have time, she wasn't arrogant, but she didn't meet someone she liked.

No wonder, more and more people are getting divorced.

Sister Qin Zhen said that it was because she was blinded by her beautiful fantasies, and at the beginning, she didn't see each other clearly and didn't see her heart clearly, so she was lost.

People hope that the person they like is what they imagined, and when they are in love, they always instinctively ignore each other's shortcomings, and when they get married, all their shortcomings will be exposed under the sharp knife of life.

It turned out that he, or she, was not what I imagined.

He or she, changed.

Actually, we haven't changed, we just think of him, or her, too perfectly, he is still him, she is still her, but, before, we all pretended not to find out.

Once you find out, it's the opposite of the person you want.

Parting ways has become inevitable.

This is not right or wrong, it shows that the three views do not agree.

In many cases, in fact, both parties are seeking a better way of life, but they think from different positions and angles, and this essential contradiction is precisely the most fatal in marriage.

Marriage is not a love grave, it's just that a lot of love is blind, like a bunch of bubbles, very good-looking, but it can't withstand the wind and rain of reality, and this kind of love is illusory, both parties imagine too beautifully, and they don't recognize the person they want, to put it bluntly, this person is not the person they love at all, it's just that they imagine him, or her, as their best partner as a matter of course.

If you love, love deeply, there will be no problem.

Most importantly, know your heart.

"Sister, I heard that a woman's first time hurts?" Suddenly, Qin Feng spoke, breaking the silence.

Chen Xi turned his head and looked at Qin Feng, his eyes were full of incredulity.

Sister Qin Feng, her mind jumped too fast.

Qin Zhen smiled bitterly, her sister-in-law, she understands, it has always been like this, eccentric, sometimes, she can make herself angry, and the next moment, she can also make herself happy.

"When the time comes, you will know when you meet someone you like!" Qin Zhen said.

"But, I don't want to fall in love, I don't want to get married!" Qin Feng said, "It's enough to have Qin with me!" ”

"You're too young to understand!" Qin Zhen shook her head, "Qin is Qin, people are people, when you meet someone you really love, you will give everything you have for him, you won't say that!" ”

"So......" Qin Feng's eyes flashed, and he asked tentatively, "Sister, are you still ...... You haven't tried it? ”

"What nonsense, look at you, Xiaoxi is still young, why are you talking about this!" Qin Zhen's face turned red, she glared at Qin Feng, started the accelerator, and the van slowly drove forward.

"Giggles, my sister is shy!" Qin Feng laughed.

Chen Xi rarely spoke, and kept listening to Sister Qin Feng talking and laughing.

As the van drove slowly, her heart began to tremble.

The closer you get to the school, the stronger the feeling of uneasiness.

The wind, which continues to blow, grows stronger and fiercer.

Chen Xi's cheeks turned from red to white, and her heart became more and more uneasy.

What scared her the most was that she didn't know what was going on.

Time passed slowly, the van turned around a mountain forest, and suddenly it lit up in front of him.

It was a small town, surrounded by mountains and rivers, between green mountains and green waters, and dotted with lights.

Among them, there is a building with exceptionally bright lights.

"Xiaoxi, it's here!" Qin Zhen said happily.

"Hmm!" Chen Xi bowed his head slightly.

Soon, the bread on the side of the road stopped.

In front, there is a row of walls, and there is an iron gate, which is wide open.

Inside, there are several buildings, with green grass and fragrant birds.

She arrived, back to school.

"Two sisters, I'm leaving!" Chen Xi got out of the car and kept waving.

"We're free to see you!"

"Xiaoxi, you have to be good, come to play at home when you have time!"

As the words of the Qin Feng sisters fell, in Chen Xi's reluctant gaze, the van gradually moved away.

Chen Xi was stunned, carrying his schoolbag, walking across the court and towards his dormitory.

She felt strange.

Under normal circumstances, the court is very lively.

Now, it's empty.

The whole campus is exceptionally deserted.

And the feeling of uneasiness in her heart became stronger and stronger, which made her terrified.

Chen Xi quickened his pace, trotted forward, and came to the door of a room.

She pulled out the key and opened the door.

"I'm back!"

Chen Xi entered the house, turned on the light, and closed the door gently.

This is her room, and it's all hers alone.

The room was spacious, forty or fifty square meters, clean and tidy.

In the room, the layout is very simple, a desk, a chair, and an iron bed.

Putting down the schoolbag, Chen Xi opened the window.

Looking at the vast night sky, she was stunned.

Now, she finally knows why the school arranged a separate room for her, and also arranged a set of desks, chairs, and a table lamp for her.

This kind of treatment is undoubtedly very special.

Chen Xi asked herself, how can she be virtuous.

Even if she has excellent grades, is among the best, and represents the school in the piano competition and wins the first prize, it is impossible for the school to take care of it.

She asked the principal, who smiled and said that she could study with peace of mind.

She didn't want to be like this, she didn't want the school to treat her differently, she was just an ordinary student.

However, she was helpless. , can't change anything.

Until this time home, she met someone.

It all makes sense.

That was the person she respected the most, the wise and kind old man, Grandma Wang.

It turned out that she was helping herself, but she never said it.

This school has two teaching buildings, both of which she funded and built, and a lot of teaching equipment, which she also arranged and came in from other provinces.

With her words, she can have such a good treatment.

"Thank you, Grandma!" Chen Xi said softly.

She turned around, walked over to the desk, and opened her bag.

It was time to review her homework, although, boring, although, in her heart, she was still terrified.

However, she has to suppress the emotions in her heart, and she has to study hard.

This is Grandma Wang's hard work, she doesn't want to live up to her grandmother, her parents and aunt, and she doesn't want to live up to herself.

Her family is poor, and she wants to change, but she can only strive for self-improvement.

She has long learned to be strong, and in loneliness, she forges ahead.

"Bang bang bang!" Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and it was very urgent, like a raging storm.

"Who?" Chen Xi put down the book and asked.

"Xiaoxi, are you back? Open the door! Outside the door, someone shouted anxiously.

With a frown, Chen Xi walked to the door and opened the door.

"Xiaoxi, you're finally back, woo woo!"

Suddenly, a young girl, twelve or thirteen years old, hugged Chen Xi and cried.

"Sister Ling, what's going on?" Chen Xi asked in a trembling voice.

This girl, Chen Xi knows her temperament, she has always been very calm, if it wasn't for a big thing, she wouldn't be like this, she hugged her head and cried when she saw herself.

Could it be that kind of uneasiness in my heart, that bad feeling......

"Xu ...... Teacher Xu has an accident! ”

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