350 will be happier than we are
When Gu Niannian came home after the injection, it was already late, Fang Yaru was still a little worried, staying in the child's room and refusing to leave, Gu Nianbin persuaded her to go to sleep, saying that he would just stay here, Fang Yaru asked Du Xiaoxian to stay too, after all, she was more experienced.
So everyone left, leaving only Gu Nianbin and Du Xiaoxian. One sitting, the other standing, and the atmosphere was quite awkward.
Gu Niannian was already asleep, her little face was red and simple, her long eyelashes fluttered gently like butterfly wings, the orange night light shone on her black hair, flashing with a faint light, she looked quiet like a little angel, Gu Nianbin squatted down by the bed, quietly looking at her daughter.
She looks a little like Du Xiaoxian, but she is more like Gu Shanshan, and even her personality is similar, although she is still young, she can already see that she is a beautiful embryo, and she doesn't know which blessed boy can marry her home in the future!
Gu Nianbin smiled dumbly, how could he think of such a long-term thing?
He leaned closer and smelled a milky smell, he was five years old, and he still had a milky smell, it turned out that the ancients said that the milky smell was not dry, but did she eat milk or breast milk when she was young?
If it's breast milk...... A picture suddenly popped up in his mind, and he suddenly looked up at Du Xiaoxian.
Du Xiaoxian was sitting there in a daze, only to feel two hot gazes shooting over, she instinctively raised her eyes, looked at each other, and time stopped abruptly at this moment......
The man's gaze is no longer cold, but warm and full of belching, Du Xiaoxian is no stranger to such a gaze, there have been countless nights, he looked at her like this, slowly approached, and told her how much he loved her!
There was still a cold wall between them, but if he wanted to, he really wanted to...... She won't object either!
Du Xiaoxian thought about it in a mess, his face turned red for a moment, he hurriedly staggered his eyes, and stood up at a loss, but he didn't know what to do when he stood up, so he sat down again and looked down at his toes. The blood in her whole body boiled, as if it was gurgling and bubbling, and in the midst of anxiety, the light and shadow flickered, and it was the man who stood up, and she was even more nervous, her hands clutching the hem of her clothes tightly.
But the feet didn't come to her, but they froze, maybe for a minute, maybe longer, and she heard the man's low voice: "I'll go out and smoke a cigarette." ”
She didn't look up, the man seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then said, "Mom is worried about Niannian, you can sleep with her tonight." ”
She still did not speak, so the man went out, walking slowly, stepping on the carpet silently, as if afraid of alarming her. Although there was no sound, she knew he was out because she heard the sound of the door being shut.
She breathed a sigh of relief, vaguely disappointed, from strangeness to intimacy, it may be a thousand mountains and rivers away from others, but it is just a decision for them. And the man's decision is: he doesn't need her!
She kept her head down and remained motionless until her neck was sore, and she had to lift it up.
Gu Niannian slept soundly on the bed, the pink room was like a dreamy fairy tale world, it was a happy thing to be able to live in such a beautiful room, with such a person's love, Gu Niannian was happy, Du Xiaoxian looked at her sleeping daughter with relief, and a faint smile rose on the corner of her mouth.
The doctor said to pay attention to observation at night, Fang Yaru was not at ease, she was also worried, so Gu Nianbin asked her to sleep here, she had no objection, pulled out the quilt and lay down quietly, hugged her daughter in her arms, and closed her eyes quietly.
Gu Niannian has a good smell of milk, she is used to falling asleep in such a smell, after returning to the Gu family, without her daughter by her side, she sleeps very unsteadily, always wakes up in the middle of the night, habitually covers her daughter with a quilt, but her hand is stretched out but it is empty, stunned for a while, only to remember that they have returned to Gu's house.
Probably because Gu Niannian was by her side, she quickly fell asleep, someone was folding the quilt for her in a daze, her movements were gentle, and her warm fingers brushed the top of her head, who was it? Is it Gu Nianbin? She tried hard to open her eyes, but her eyelids sank as if they weighed a thousand pounds, and she couldn't lift them, maybe it was a dream, she thought, maybe it was just a dream!
The next day was a good day, the sun shone through the thin gauze curtains, and the room was full of light, and the bright sunlight was like flowing golden sand, light and dazzling.
Du Xiaoxian opened her eyes and glanced at Gu Niannian beside her, the little girl was still asleep, probably because she was too tight, she was a little hot, her hair was up, her face was red and simple, and she gently pulled off a little quilt, and it exuded a rich milky fragrance.
Du Xiaoxian gently kissed her daughter on the face, and then turned over and got out of bed, someone should have come in, because the thick curtains were opened, leaving only a thin gauze curtain to let the sunlight in.
She quietly opened the door, wanting to go back to the bottom to wash while Gu Niannian didn't wake up.
Almost at the same time, the opposite door also opened, Gu Nianbin stood at the door, looking like he had just woken up, probably didn't expect Du Xiaoxian to come out suddenly, he was a little stunned for a while, but he came back to his senses in an instant, and his eyes became indifferent again.
Du Xiaoxian wanted to ask him for a good morning, but seeing his cold appearance, he dispelled his thoughts again, and walked in front of him with his head down. It wasn't until she reached the corner of the stairs that she glanced back, Gu Nianbin was pushing open Gu Niannian's door and walking inside.
It's rare for him to come and see his daughter together, Du Xiaoxian is a little relieved, as long as Gu Nianbin treats Gu Niannian well and loves her like a normal father, she is already very happy.
It's just that the relationship between her and Gu Nianbin is always not good for children. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sigh again.
Du Xiaoxian was not comfortable in the Gu family, and similarly, Lu Haochen was not comfortable in Yawan. The woman he loved was gone, as if he had taken away his soul, and for days on end, he was like a walking corpse, unhappy or angry, often with blank eyes.
Xiao Meiyuan was very worried, did not let him live outside, stipulated that he had to go home every day, and when her son was at his lowest, she hoped that she could soothe his wounded heart with family affection.
Lu Haochen is very obedient, every day obediently comes home, Xiao Meiyuan will cook herself, cook two favorite dishes for her son, the family around the table to eat and laugh, Lu Dingshen accompanied Lu Haochen to drink red wine, holding the cup and saying with emotion: "Son, thanks to you, Dad can eat your mother's dishes every day!" ”
Xiao Meiyuan glanced at her husband with disgust, "When you were young, did you eat less?" ”
Lu Haochen looked at his father, then at his mother, and suddenly grinned: "Is it appropriate for you to show affection in front of me?" ”
Xiao Meiyuan was afraid of stimulating her son, so she hurriedly said: "No, no, your father and I are both old husbands and wives, what kind of affection do you show!" ”
Lu Dingshen said: "Do you and your mother still need to show?" Haven't we always been in love? ”
Xiao Meiyuan bumped her husband under the table and signaled him not to talk nonsense.
Lu Haochen smiled again: "What are you doing when you hit your father, Dad is not wrong, I also think that you have always been very affectionate, if my wife and I can be like you in the future, it will be considered happy." ”
"Of course, son," Xiao Meiyuan looked at her son lovingly, "You will be happier than us in the future." ”
Lu Haochen nodded, "I hope." Saying such words is actually just to comfort his parents, but he knows that happiness has long slipped away from his fingers, and he was once so close to him, thinking that it was within reach, but after all, it was just empty joy.
After eating, he sat at the stone table in the courtyard with a cup of hot coffee in his hand, looking up at the sky.
There were stars in the sky, shining brightly, not many, scattered on the velvety canopy.
Is there such a bright star in the night sky of G City? Is she okay? Do you think of him once in a while? Is Gu Nianbin good to her? Anyway, when she returns to her lover's side, she should be happy, right? As long as she is happy, he is at ease.
But he still thinks of her so much, thinks of her smile, thinks of her delicate look, thinks of her thin figure, and thinks of her clear eyes......
A shadow slowly moved over, Lu Haochen turned his head and saw that it was Xiao Meiyuan, she was also holding a cup of coffee, and looked at him with a smile: "Mom is sitting here and won't hinder you, right?" ”
"Mom, you sit." Lu Haochen stretched out his hand to help his mother.
"What for?"
"It's nothing," Lu Haochen took a sip of coffee and looked up at the starry sky: "I'm looking at the stars." ”
Xiao Meiyuan also raised her head, "There are not many stars tonight, and I'm afraid it will be a cloudy day tomorrow." ”
Lu Haochen said: "It's been sunny for a long time, and it's good to rain!" ”
Xiao Meiyuan didn't answer, drinking coffee silently, Lu Haochen knew that his mother came to persuade him, these days, Xiao Meiyuan persuaded him as soon as he seized the opportunity, and said some comforting words, he knew that his mother didn't want him to think nonsense, he always listened silently, but he didn't go to his heart.
It's probably the same today, but as soon as Xiao Meiyuan opened his mouth, he was surprised.
Xiao Meiyuan said: "Son, you have always felt that I and your father are very affectionate, but you may not know that your father does not love me the most. ”
"Mom, don't think about it, you've been here with your dad all your life, and he won't ......"
"No, Haochen, listen to me," Xiao Meiyuan interrupted her son's words: "Your father and I have been married for decades, and he has always been very good to me, and we can be regarded as loving each other, but I know that there are other people he really loves in his heart." But your dad never lied to me, we were married and we had you, but suddenly one day, he confessed to me that he was deeply in love with another woman. In fact, even if he doesn't say it, I know that women have a sixth sense in this kind of thing. He confessed to me with respect. ”
Xiao Meiyuan paused, her eyes were far away, as if she was immersed in the memories of the past.
"But that woman doesn't love him, he is heartbroken, just like you now, always sitting there in a daze, talking to him is always absent-minded, I forgive him, because I love him, without him, I don't know how to live, so, I give him the greatest space, give him the greatest freedom, as long as he is happy, as long as he can forget the pain, he can do whatever he wants. Eventually, your dad came out, he learned to love me, and he managed our marriage, and he said that after you took over the company, he would take me around the world and make up for what he owed me all these years. Regardless of whether he can fulfill his promise or not, I feel very happy with his words. ”
"Son," Xiao Meiyuan said earnestly: "Your father has not been able to be with his beloved in his life, but he is also very happy, my mother believes that you will also find your own happiness, fate is destined, if it is not yours, it is not yours, don't force it, one day, you will meet your own destined person." ”
Lu Haochen didn't expect that there would be such a story between his parents, he was really shocked, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Xiao Meiyuan got up and patted Lu Haochen on the shoulder: "Son, learn from your father." ”
"Mom," Lu Haochen called her, "Who is the woman that Dad loves?" ”
"He didn't say it, and I don't want to ask," Xiao Meiyuan smiled: "Sometimes, it's not a good thing to know too much. ”