Chapter 138: It's a useless waste

As a woman, she doesn't even have the courage to confess her love for a man.

As a mother, you can't protect your own children.

I feel that my life can be described as a failure, a failure.

All the negative emotions of my lifetime exploded at this moment.

Zhongyi ran to the wine cabinet and took several bottles of wine, opened them, and drank them into his stomach regardless of it.

After several bottles of wine, Zhongyi's consciousness was a little scattered, she looked at the unknown place, and muttered in a low voice: "Pity Xing, Pity Xing, Mom is sorry for you." ”

"Mercy Star, Mom misses you so much."

"Pity the ......"

“……”

As he spoke, he read and read, and Zhong Yi suddenly cried.

Her tears dripped down the expensive floor, splashing a small stain of water.

After Ye Xuan learned the truth about Lin Feng's rebellion through many friends, she was about to tell Zhong Yi when she saw a few wine bottles poured in front of her, and she herself looked like a little fool.

Ye Xuan was slightly stunned, and then walked forward quickly, grabbed Zhongyi's shoulder, and called her in a low voice: "Ah Huan, what are you doing with so much wine?" ”

What do you do with alcohol?

Because it's uncomfortable.

It's really uncomfortable, it's so uncomfortable that I'm dying.

Zhongyi's fingers pointed at his heart, forehead, and the back of his head, and he burst into tears: "Brother, I'm in so much pain, here, here, here, here, it's all so painful." ”

Zhong is sad, Ye Xuan knows.

If it were possible, Yexuan would be willing to bear all this instead of Zhongyi.

Can...... There aren't that many possible probably ifs.

All the suffering, adversity, in this world, no one can replace it except the person concerned.

Even if Ye Xuan was distressed, he could only stand on the sidelines and watch.

"Ah Huan, I know you're uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable you are, you shouldn't drink so much wine, if your own body collapses, ......"

I don't want to listen to these exhortations, like flies, annoyed to death.

She waved her hand, and because she didn't pay attention, it hit Ye Xuan's cheek directly, making several red marks.

Ye Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then found his thoughts and voice after realizing it: "If you feel uncomfortable, vent it, it's comfortable to vent." ”

"No matter what happens, I'll always be there for you."

"Ah Huan, you must be strong. Otherwise, it will only hurt the relatives and the enemies will be happy. ”

“……”

Ye Xuan didn't know how much he was babbling about, but in the end, Zhong Yi couldn't listen to it anymore, so he took a breath, tried his best to stabilize his thoughts, and called Ye Xuan seriously: "Brother, don't persuade me, I don't know the meaning of my life now." ”

"If I can't even save the stars, what else can I do?"

"I'm a useless shit, I'm a shit......"

"Woo......"

“……”

Zhongyi's self-abandonment made Ye Xuan very distressed, he hugged her whole person into his arms, smelled the strong smell of wine on her body, and said with great certainty: "No, Ah Huan, in my brother's heart, you are a very strong and brave person." I'm sure you'll pick yourself up and do something big. ”

Zhong Yi shook his head wildly: "I can't, I can't, I can't do it." ”

"You can, you can, you can do it."

Zhong Yi still shook his head: "No, no, no......"

"There must be hope in life, as long as there is hope, then everything is possible." Ye Xuan held Zhongyi's face with both hands, and the words were clear and determined: "Ah Huan, have you forgotten?" You also have a magical eye. ”