When Song He woke up, she looked at the white and blue decoration style in the room, and knew that she was already in the hospital.

Hospital......

Song He suddenly grasped this key word in a trance, and then, all the memories immediately rushed into her mind, Song He remembered the pool of blood that flowed at her feet in Jason's car, and the cold pain in her lower abdomen.

After every picture flashed in front of Song He, every time a picture appeared, Song He's face turned white, and he quickly broke out in a cold sweat.

"Hmm......" As Song He thought of this, she felt a dull pain in her lower abdomen, which made Song He subconsciously reach out and helpless her stomach, just like that, Song He felt the slightly bulging arc of her stomach.

Song He was even a little incredulous, rubbing the arc on his stomach back and forth repeatedly, until he confirmed that what his subordinates touched was real, I don't know why, Song He suddenly had an indescribable, almost tearful impulse in his heart.

Although Song He expressed to Yin Zheng how many times he was unwilling and disliked this child, and even during the period when Yin Zheng forcibly restricted Song He's freedom, Song He would deliberately show his dislike and dislike for this child when facing Yin Zheng, but Song He still knew in her heart that she was actually gradually trying to accept the existence of this child.

Even after the last time Sun Yiran happened, and this time she woke up and found that she had not lost her child, Song He even had a very grateful feeling in her heart - she had even lost Yin Zheng now, and there was only this child, and fortunately, this child did not abandon her.

After Jason entered the door, he saw such a scene, Song He was lying on the bed almost in tears, her hands were tightly on the quilt, protecting her stomach, as if she was holding a precious treasure.

After seeing this scene, Jason couldn't help but feel that his heart was a little complicated.

For Song He's child, whether from the doctor or from a personal emotional point of view, Jason actually doesn't want Song He to keep it, Jason clearly knows that Song He's current physical condition is simply not able to bear the indicators needed to conceive a child, and even after the rescue is over, Song He's rescue doctor said that it is already a miracle that the child in Song He's belly can be saved.

Maybe all the medical staff are relieved to save the child in Song He's belly, but only Jason knows that if this child stays, it will be a real trouble for Song He.

"You're awake."

Jason stood at the door, looking at Song He's current mood fluctuations, and was afraid that this fluctuation would cause Song He's body to fluctuate again, so he had to interrupt Song He's emotions immersed in sadness.

Song He was a little frightened by Jason's voice, but then realized that she was in the hospital, Song He also breathed a sigh of relief in an instant, she opened her hazy teary eyes, looked at the door at the same time, and tried her best to restrain her emotions, after all, for Song He, no matter how much Jason trusts, he is also a friend, not as close as Yin Zheng is to her.

Song He's eyes were red like a rabbit, and when she looked at Jason, Song He couldn't help but want to hide the mottled tears on her face, and she said to Jason: "Jason...... Thank you. ”

What Jason wanted was not just Song He's gratitude, so the man didn't express too much reaction and attitude to Song He's gratitude, just nodded coldly, and then sat down next to Song He.

The man was silent for a while, and at the same time as the silence, a gentle emotion appeared in Jason's deep eyes, which quietly flowed on Song He's face.

Song He was a little embarrassed to be stared at by Jason, for so long, even if Song He didn't say it directly, but Song He is actually not stupid, at least Jason's attitude towards her is ambiguous and vague, Song He knows that Jason's attitude towards himself is actually not a simple, simple appreciation and appreciation between friends.

Song He knew what Jason meant, but Song He didn't want to lose Jason as a friend, so he could only pretend that he didn't know anything, and when he faced Jason's courteous statement to himself, he diverted the topic.

Song He feels that he is a selfish person, but in fact, there are not such selfless people in this world, Song He feels that he is not, so for Jason, it is even more not.

It's not just out of concern for Song He's body, Jason doesn't want Song He to keep this child at all if he only looks at it from a personal point of view.

After all, the child is with Yin Zheng's blood, leaving the child, with Yin Zheng's dedication to the child, it is destined that Song He will never ask Yin Zheng, and at the same time, he will never let go of the seal.

Jason can wait for Song He, wait for the day when Song He forgets to forget Yin Zheng and is willing to start a new life, but Jason doesn't know how long he can wait for Song He when Song He and Yin Zheng are separated, but they will still maintain a broken state forever because of their children.

Moreover......

As the thoughts kept pouring out of his mind, Jason involuntarily looked at Song He's belly hidden under the quilt and could already hold up the quilt in a small arc, Jason's eyes involuntarily darkened, and there was a trace of unclear emotion, which flashed quickly from Jason's eyes.

Song He kept his head down, and his expression looked very nervous, after all, when Yin Zheng forcibly locked her up during this time, in the face of the delicious food and drink that Yin Zheng personally delivered, Song He always had a cold face, and in the face of the food sent by Yin Zheng, Song He either overturned it casually, or was unwilling to eat it at all.

She held on for a few days, but then it was really because her body couldn't support it, so Song He began to eat a little.

Song He admitted that he was out of revenge against Yin Zheng, so that Yin Zheng watched Song He spoil his body while also affecting the child in his belly.

Even sometimes, when Yin Zheng proposed that 'at least consider how much the child should eat', what Yin Zheng replied to was Song He's indifferent and indifferent attitude towards the child.

Song He knew that he owed too much to this child, and even now that he thought about it, Song He had a tool that this child was used by him to tie Yin Zheng, and when everything was out of control, when Yin Zheng's attention to the child was far greater than that of Song He, Song He couldn't help but want to give up the child.

When she was locked up by Yin Zheng and stayed alone in the bedroom to face the loneliness and despair of the long night, Song He sometimes couldn't help but think that if this child didn't appear in her life, maybe Yin Zheng wouldn't be so stubborn about her, maybe she would still feel that Yin Zheng's feelings for her were very pure.

"Alas......" Song He sighed deeply, and then raised his head, although there seemed to be some moist tears in his eyes, but at this time, the expression on Song He's face had calmed down, Song He looked at Jason in front of him and asked, "Jason, is the child okay?" ”

Song He who appeared in Jason's sight, to be honest, couldn't see a kind of worry out of maternal love at all, if it weren't for the fact that when he was in the car that day, Song He reacted so violently, and even said a lot of strange things in a low-grade fever, Jason even felt that Song He actually didn't have any feelings for this child.

Jason understands Song He's heart knot - Song He doesn't need children, she doesn't need to be a mother, what she needs is a man, or Yin Zheng, who cares for and loves her wholeheartedly.

This may be because of the influence of Song He's original family on Song He, the early death of his mother and his father's derailment, so that Song He actually does not have a great sense of trust and security in the family, so that Song He is unwilling to have children to form a sound ordinary family model, in Song He's view, 'family' is the most unreliable, only sincere love can make Song He feel safe.

Jason felt a feeling of being helpless for Song He's current state, and even to put it bluntly, Jason was helpless, because Jason knew that Song He didn't need him the most, and he didn't want to see him the most.

Just like when Jason entered the door just now, the moment Song He raised his head and saw Jason, even if Song He didn't call out his name, Jason saw the disappointed expression in Song He's eyes that couldn't be hidden, and he knew that what Song He actually wanted to see more was actually Yin Zheng.

It is said that love doesn't talk about what comes first and comes first, but Jason doesn't think it's true, at least Jason believes that if he could meet Song He first, there would be no such situation now.

Jason couldn't help but think a little distracted, Song He looked at the solemn expression on Jason's face, his heart sank, and then he said, "Yes...... Is it a child...... What's a problem? ”

There was an irrepressible tremor in her voice, and Song He found that it seemed that only when the child had a problem could she perceive the importance of the child to her, and the mood of the child she didn't want to lose.

Let's talk about it...... This child, after all, is the common blood of Yin Zheng and her, and the crystallization of their love.

Jason was pulled back to his senses by Song He's words, he raised his eyes, looked at Song He's face and finally couldn't hide the worried expression, first shook his head quickly, but after a hesitant pause, nodded.

"What do you mean?" Song He obviously didn't understand the true meaning of Jason's two actions, and asked, "Why are you shaking your head again and nodding?" Is there anything wrong with the child? ”