87. Self-inflicted

I wanted to dig a tree hole to hide from the rain before learning, but along the road, the thickest tree was as thick as a person's body, and it was not hollow to dig in. Because of the slippery slippery, it was more difficult to walk under my feet, and he slipped and fell a few times, but fortunately he pulled on to the side, and then he held my hand tightly.

Later, when I think back to this moment, I can always smile on my face. We are in the same boat through thick and thin, let's say that this is the situation at this moment.

When I finally saw the mountain rock in my confused sight, I was happy, and the presence of mountain rock means that it is possible to find a cave to shelter from the rain, and even an inch of land is good at this time. The cave was not found, but the inch of land was really found, and after walking along the rocks for about 50 meters, I saw a rock that was sunken inward into a clearing of less than one meter, and the stone was still dry, so I got into it without thinking about it.

With a space of less than one square meter, it is really reluctant to accommodate two people, and at this time, I can't take care of avoiding suspicion, so I and I are close to each other and shrunk together. Seeing that there was nowhere for him to get into, the head wolf had to take a few steps to the side and cowered under the sloping rock.

Finally, there is no need to get drenched in the rain anymore, but the body can't stand the cold that comes from this layer, when the hands and feet are frozen to numbness, the brain is cranky and remembers the "hypothermia" that I just said, so if it goes on, the two of us are estimated to be on the road of hypothermia.

When I just thought about it, my shoulders and backs were suddenly wrapped, and the whole person was pulled into one after another's arms, and he exhaled cold air and whispered in my ear: "Xiao Jiu, I don't want to take advantage of you, it's that you are shaking like a sieve." Two people are closer to each other and are able to keep each other warm. I wanted to open my mouth to say something, but not only my lips trembled, but even my teeth were fighting, I didn't spit out a word, and my stiff body was allowed to be encircled in his arms, obviously numb, but I really seemed to feel a trace of warmth from him.

The rain had no intention of stopping, but the direction of the wind was changing, and the position where we had been sheltering was to block the wind and shelter from the rain, and the direction of the wind changed, and all of them hit the face and body, instantly extinguishing the warmth that had just risen. I looked up blankly and thought to myself, "I'm not going to freeze to death in this hellish place." As soon as I turned over this thought, I felt that the position next to me was moving one after another, slowly exposing my back, and suddenly there was less wind and rain coming in.

In the dark night, there was no light, and I couldn't see him clearly, but I heard him say in a mocking tone: "The work of sheltering women from the wind and rain is usually done by men." ”

My eyes suddenly soured, as if something was about to well-rise, and I stared at his silhouette with wide eyes. I have known him for so many days, and I have never felt more handsome than now, even if I can't see his face clearly.

Little by little, I gently buried my head in his shoulder, clenched until my stiff fist passed through his waist, went around behind him, and then crossed my fingers and hugged him tightly. I heard a suspiciously gentle voice in my ear: "Xiao Jiu, don't cry, we won't die." ”

I want to say that I didn't cry, and I wasn't afraid of death, but I suddenly wanted to hold him like this and bury him on his shoulder. But I don't know if it was the rain that rolled down my forehead and spilled into my eyes, or because of something else, my eyes were so wet.

After a long pause in a gloomy place, thinking that the world was like this, that maybe it would never change, then suddenly someone broke into life with a rampage. The original layer remained unchanged, and gradually made waves, and when the warm embrace and gentle words came around, it was just like the sentence: a long drought is a rain. It was so desperate to absorb the taste of this nectar.

The voices are still repeatedly drilling into the eardrums: "I have communicated with Brother Liang, this gang should not have noticed that our support team is approaching, they are infighting, what is the specific situation, Brother Liang and the madman did not overhear, in short, it sounds like a big thing." I guess the support should arrive in these two days, and this criminal gang can be wiped out by then, so we just need to hold on for two more days, and your friend will be fine. The madman took Brother Liang out of the mountain, and there is a high possibility that he will run into our support team, he will point out the specific direction and tell you and me about the situation, so don't be afraid. Little Nine? You can't sleep, answer me. ”

His voice was soft and magnetic, and he was really confused when he heard it, but he immediately woke up when he pushed and shook it, and replied sullenly: "I didn't sleep, you're so noisy." After a few seconds of silence, I asked, "Why don't you speak?" ”

"Don't you think I'm noisy?"

I was silent, licked my lower lip and said, "When did you become so obedient?" I only heard him smirk twice, causing my shoulders to shake, and I couldn't help but smile on my face buried there.

After a while, I asked him, "How are you sure that the madman can take Brother Liang out?" With such a big wind and rain, they shouldn't be much better than us, Brother Liang is injured, can he hold on? ”

"It's not too much of a problem, the madman has been in this mountain for a few days before, the terrain is more familiar than ours, and he has already seen that there is rain at night, so he will definitely find shelter in the first place. Where like us, like headless flies. ”

It's a mouthful, but it's true when you think we went blind.

"When will the rain stop?" I leaned my head on his shoulder and asked softly, and his breath was next to his face: "I don't know, I have taken various subjects, but I have not studied meteorology." There was a tone of annoyance, which made me feel very unpleasant.

I found that I was actually really close and I could still see him clearly, especially the black eyes, I still remember that his first impression to me was that his eyes were very dark and bright, and even if I was in trouble at this time, my eyes were not covered with dust. I could see the sparkle in it, and naturally knew that he was also looking at me, feeling the breath that was close at hand, and my heart suddenly beat hard, but his next sentence made me feel like falling into an ice cellar: "In the past, Dongdong always liked to talk on my shoulder like this." ”

My whole body stiffened, and I heard him say as if to whisper: "She always said that I was a monkey who jumped out of a rock, that I had no feelings, that I did not know how to understand her, and that I was not gentle with her." ”

Isn't it gentle? Why do I think this man who whispers "don't be afraid" to me is gentle enough to drown people? This is not the first time he has told me not to be afraid, the last time in the hollow of the tree, snakes and insects crawled outside the cave, tormenting the mind, he wrote those two words in my palm, in fact, he is not less afraid than me. At this moment, he was also afraid in his heart, so one moment he could tell me the details of his discussion with Brother Liang in a coherent manner, and the next moment his mind was deflected to his girlfriend.

Yes, when it was life and death, he was thinking about the girl named Dongdong. Or, when he hugged me, he treated me as her......

The smile arc that was originally pulled at the corner of his mouth turned into bitterness, and he didn't let go of the hand that wrapped around him, such an environment, not only do I need comfort, but he also needs it. I only heard him say: "Xiao Jiu, don't sleep, listen to my story." ”

I hummed softly, and he spoke: "When I was a child, everyone called me a mud monkey, because I rolled all over the mud all day long, and I was not afraid of heaven and earth, and a group of friends were beaten by me one by one, and later they respected me as the boss." When I was older, some people scolded me for being a wild monkey, saying that I was always wild outside and didn't know where my house was. Then when I became an adult, I met Dongdong, and she said that I was a stone monkey and had no human feelings. Look, I haven't taken off the burden of a monkey all this way, but how can there be such a handsome monkey as me in this world? ”

I thought he was telling me interesting stories about his childhood, and he listened very carefully, but at the end of it, he couldn't help frowning, is there anyone more narcissistic than him? It's handsome and can't be eaten, so you can boast about it like this. I thought about it for a moment and replied, "Yes." ”

It is estimated that he was immersed in narcissism, and did not react to my words, so he asked in a daze, "What?" ”

Kindly explained to him: "Didn't you ask if there is a monkey as handsome as you in this world?" I said yes. ”

"Who? You say, who is more handsome than me? ”

I said at an unhurried pace, "Monkey King." He choked, and if there was a light on his face, his expression would be comical. It took him a long time before he could hold back the words between his teeth: "That's an apocryphal figure, and he's a monkey, I'm a human." ”

Nodding from the admonition, "It's a monkey, but it's a human." ”

I choked again one after another, and after a while I said sullenly, "It's so hard to talk to you." ”

I chuckled, and since it was laborious, it was better to keep quiet. But he couldn't stand it anymore, and only paused for a few seconds to see that I was silent and then spoke again: "Actually, I want to say that people like me are very unreliable, except for a face that can be seen, there is basically no merit." The sense of security that you women often put on your lips is probably hard to find in me, so ......"

At this point he didn't go any further, and I roughly understood what he meant, and removed my head from his shoulder, and withdrew my hands behind his back, and shrank to my sides, leaning in as far as I could, to distance myself from him.

I heard him call: "Little Jiu......"

I interrupted him with a chuckle, and the tone of my voice was surprisingly gentle and drizzly: "One after another, in fact, you don't have to turn around and talk so hard, you can directly scold me and say: You are a person who has a girlfriend, and that shoulder is not something you can lean on casually." ”

No wonder he said that it was difficult to talk to me, it turned out to be my elm pimple brain, to understand wrongly, thinking that he was a little incoherent because of fear and fear, but he didn't think that his head was sober, when I first took the initiative to approach him, I felt that my heart was changing, and I realized that my emotions were progressing, so I talked about his girlfriend Dongdong "in time" tried to remind me, but I still leaned on his shoulder ignorantly, thinking that his flustered heart also needed to be comforted at this time, and in the end, It's just a confirmation of four words: self-inflicted.

As for that, it's already so white that I can't even pretend to be stupid.