Chapter 47: Low self-esteem

After chatting with Lu Shiyu for more than half an hour, Liu Haoran was in a good mood, and the negative emotions brought by meeting the middle-aged man disappeared completely.

Isn't he the president of the National Feng Shui Association? Okay, the master did it, can they still eat Lao Tzu? Girl, let's kill one by one, kill one by one, kill all three, see who dares to deal with Lao Tzu!

A wisp of murder flashed in Liu Haoran's eyes.

Whoa!

After figuring it out, Liu Haoran stood up, then dried himself, and planned to go out like this, but after thinking about it, he still put on his clothes.

Blow dry your hair and smile at yourself in the mirror.

Strive!

This line in Xingye's movie is Liu Haoran's motto!

Life does not die, struggle does not stop!

Blow dry your hair and get out of the bathroom.

He just saw such a picture: Murong Xue sat quietly at the window, quiet like a quiet snow lotus; The evening breeze gently blew her hair, and the delicate red dress was like a burning flame, setting off her tall and graceful figure, like fire and ice, extremely contradictory but perfectly integrated.

What a woman!

Liu Haoran couldn't help but be stupid.

At this moment, how dreamy.

Such a woman, such a woman!

Lu Shiyu is a mischievous beauty, like an elf.

Fang Yi's indifferent beauty is like a ball of ice that will not melt for thousands of years.

Murong Xue is a quiet beauty, like ten thousand years of ice, like a scorching flame, and it is a contradictory beauty.

It's a pity that she's a ghost.

Liu Haoran sighed in his heart.

People and ghosts have different paths, his grandmother's.

Liu Haoran looked at Murong Xue quietly, and he couldn't help but think of Lu Shiyu, is this considered a mental derailment?

It shouldn't be counted, because Lu Shiyu is just unrequited love, and Lu Shiyu doesn't like herself at all.

"The male pig's feet in the online novel can have a lot of women, and now that I have the Tianji Destiny card, can I also be eroded?" Liu Haoran stared at Murong Xue's back and thought secretly, then shook his head again, "This is real life, not an online novel." Everyone is the main character, and everyone is a supporting role for everyone else. Even if I have the Destiny card, I can't do whatever I want. There are a lot of onmyoji on the side of the Wa Kingdom who can kill me, and Huaxia is also Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, so my strength is nothing at all. People are self-aware, but fortunately, I didn't get lost because I had the Heavenly Destiny card. ”

After all, reality is reality, and it is impossible for Liu Haoran to dominate the lives of others. In fact, he felt that he couldn't even control his own life, and no one knew what would happen in the future.

The only thing he can grasp is: life does not die, and struggle does not stop!

Strive.

If you can't control your fate, you will try to grasp the direction of your destiny.

He believed that sooner or later, he would take fate by the throat. Give someone a hard slap in the face.

For himself, and for the man who is still working the construction site in his forties.

Liu Haoran took out the seven-yuan Hongta Mountain, took one and lit it, and then took a hard sip.

It's thick, a little choking, but it can make people sober.

"Do you have a plan for your life?" Murong Xue turned her back to Liu Haoran and asked, there was no indifference in her voice before, nor the charm when she teased Liu Haoran before, there was just silence.

It was as quiet as the moon in the sky.

"When I was in high school, I thought about it, but then I didn't come out to work before I was admitted? So I just wanted to make some money, and I really didn't think about anything else. ”

Liu Haoran took another puff of cigarette and spit out a smoke ring, he didn't smoke when he was in school, and slowly began to like smoking after he came out to work. In fact, I can't talk about liking, but when I am very irritable, confused, and tired, I can suck one, which can relieve fatigue and calm down and continue to work hard.

The dog's life is still going on, so he has to continue to work hard, and no matter how hard it is, he can't give up.

"And now?" Murong Xue still didn't turn around, her voice was as calm as the air at this moment.

"Now?" Liu Haoran was stunned.

To tell the truth, after the appearance of the Heavenly Machine, his original life was completely disrupted, not only did he come into contact with people who he had never been able to contact in his previous life, but he would also become the president of the National Feng Shui Association.

These things that never dreamed of happening really happened.

In the past few days, I helped Lu Shiyu treat cancer, helped the municipal hospital suppress the black evil, and then had a fight, and then went to the capital. That's six days.

I haven't reacted yet, so where do I have time to think about my next life plan?

Life played a big joke with him.

But what's next? Be the president of the National Feng Shui Association for the rest of your life? Fighting with the Japanese people?

He didn't even think about it, and the vague things had developed to this point.

"You wouldn't have thought about it, would you?" Murong Xue turned around and looked at Liu Haoran in surprise, she really couldn't figure out how a genius like Liu Haoran could not have her own life plan.

In Murong Xue's opinion, any genius has his own clear goal, otherwise he will only end up being oblivious to everyone. A person, especially a genius, if he does not have his own life plan, life will be very boring, and life is also a walking corpse.

"Of course····· Thought. ”

Liu Haoran didn't tell the truth, and he didn't know why he didn't admit it, as if he vaguely felt that it was right to say this, let him say his true thoughts, it felt like being stripped naked and standing on the street for everyone to watch, he didn't like to be peeped at by others What he was thinking, so he rarely spoke.

"How could I not have thought about it." Liu Haoran snuffed out the cigarette butt, "It's just that I haven't completely thought about it yet." If I had to make money, I needed a lot of money. ”

Murong Xue is convinced, this guy is not in the eyes of money, but has not come out of the eyes of money. If someone else said that, she would definitely throw that person into the group of evil ghosts and be eaten alive, but Liu Haoran just wanted to laugh a little when she said this.

"What are you doing when you're so tired?" Murong Xue asked suspiciously.

Liu Haoran stood against the wall as if he had no bones, smiled and didn't speak.

"Life is fun, you might as well try something else." Murong Xue stood up, closed the window and closed the curtains, "There are many ways for people to live, there is no need to live so tired. You have now become an Onmyoji, and if you have the right chance, you will most likely continue like this. When the time comes, you will realize that your life is actually very long. If it's just to make money, then it's boring. And with your current ability, it is not difficult to make money, but what is difficult is what you have to do in the future, or what kind of achievements you want to achieve. Although ambition is very unrealistic, a person, especially a man, if he has no ambition, then he will not have much success in this life. You are different from everyone else now, and you are not the same as Wang Daoqian's ordinary onmyoji, if you don't redefine your life goals, you will not know how to control your abilities, so you will fall into confusion, and even fall into the magic barrier. ”

Murong Xue looked at the thoughtful Liu Haoran, and then said: "You may not understand what I told you now, but you remember that how ambitious a person is, then how strong his ability to burst out will be." When you really grow up, you will find that the world is bigger than you can imagine. ”

Li Haoran looked at the night view of the capital shining through the cracks in the curtains, and fell into deep thought.