275. I was wronged
I still seem to overestimate Fang Ziqing's ability to understand, I don't know what else to cling to, after all, I have said it so clearly, but Fang Ziqing's thoughts, I still can't understand. As I said earlier, the path is chosen by oneself, so what you go has nothing to do with others.
It's what it's like, even if it's a grievance, it's only when you break it and swallow it in your stomach.
That's what happened to me, and I felt that way, both before and now.
But it seems that I have overlooked one point, that is, Fang Ziqing is no longer the man my grandson knew at the beginning.
How to say it, now he feels like an angry little daughter-in-law, who will only complain at any time, and complain all kinds of when he has nothing to do. Just like now, this is not enough time to love nothing, and now it is still complaining endlessly. To say that he is really annoying like this, that's what I think now. From sympathy to hate, it's only a few hours in between. I don't care about it, after all, it's the same existence as my ex-husband, and it's good that I can still listen to him complain, I don't want this to always look like an inch, which makes me speechless.
"Enron, we really don't have any chances? I know that you are not happy at all now, in fact, it is true to be with such a man, just like when I was with Lin Xiao. I thought it would be good to be together, but now I realized how ridiculous I am, and I even thought that I could soar at once. Even if you don't have it, life is better. But look at the present, I'm so sad now, you see all this. Enron, in fact, Xu Yi is not suitable for you at all. Don't you feel inferior? You should be clear about how big the gap is between you. And you also see the excellence of his Xu Yi, if one day his feelings for you completely disappear, then what will happen to you, it may be worse than me. Rather than this, it is better to end it early, and save yourself from being sad and sad in the future. I don't know if you can understand me when I say this, but Enron, you need to know that I really say this for your own good, I just don't want to see you hurt too deeply. So Enron, let's separate, let's get back together. "I said a lot of words, and I was speechless to the extreme.
What else can be said? This man clearly came with a purpose, and I thought he was pitiful before. Now it seems that he is pitiful, and he is hateful at all.
also persuaded me to separate from Xu Yi, "Fang Ziqing, do you mean this or Lin Xiao?" Or is it your collusion? "I don't rule out this possibility, anyway, there is nothing that he can't do now.
Sometimes in the face of temptation and confusion, there is really no one who can hold on, at least he is one of them. I don't need to say this at all, anyone with a discerning eye can see it.
But what I didn't expect was that Fang Ziqing's means were not only this. Perhaps, this is the real him. I don't seem to have seen him for what he really is, either before or now. However, "Enron, remember when we first met?" When we first met, we were both a little kind of each other but didn't dare to say it explicitly. If we hadn't been in the middle, we wouldn't have come together. The youth at that time was really beautiful to think about. Of course, if I could have kept things like that from happening, maybe we'd be fine. But none of that matters now, I don't care if there is anything. Enron, as long as you can give me another chance, I will definitely not be a jerk like I used to be.
So Enron, we're together all over again, and only we're the best fit for each other, just like before. ”
There is nothing wrong with Fang Ziqing's words, after all, it was really beautiful before, and when I first met, we were so young at that time, and I felt that love was a wonderful feeling. And at this time, everything has long been irreversible.
In the past, now, such a gap is not just because of the grievances of the previous generation.
looked at the time and saw that it was not too early, "Since everything that should be said has been said, you better go back quickly." I didn't want to listen to his nonsense anymore, so I spoke directly. Rather than listening to him complain about wasting time, I'd better be on my own.
This one is light, and it's a pity that the two people who are so well matched by Lin Xiaoting are not together.
Fang Ziqing seemed to want to say something, but I directly interrupted, "Fang Ziqing, do you think you are so interesting?" Even if Lin Xiao is targeting you everywhere now, have you ever thought that there are still people in the Lin family who are good to you, and you don't let down the good people who treat you. No matter where you and Lin Xiao will go in the end, there is some kindness, you can't just say that you don't care. Don't forget, part of the reason why you can continue to be here is because of the Lin family. ”
There are some things that I really don't want to say, after all, it hurts a little bit to say them. But some people themselves just don't know how to cherish it, so no one can be blamed. All in all, death can't be stopped, and I've done my best.
However, I have to admit that Fang Ziqing's words did remind me of the beginning, and I thought of the past. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have gone through so much, let alone suffered so much.
It was my insistence that made Fang Zi get out of the house completely.
But instead of feeling happy, I became depressed. Anyway, I can't say it, maybe it's because of Fang Ziqing's words. For those things in the past, the feeling of being buried in my heart being dug out again is really unpleasant, but I am so powerless.
So when Xu Yi pushed the door in, I was sitting on the sofa with a depressed face.
In the intervening half hour, I have comforted myself countless times, but it has never worked.
Looking at this man who suddenly appeared, without saying a word, I directly reached out and hugged him tightly, buried my face in his stomach, and didn't say anything.
We don't need to say much as a couple, sometimes we can fully understand it with just one look.
So even if he doesn't say anything now, Xu Yi knows.
"Fool, wronged? Isn't it still me, just cry if you want to. Stroking my head, Xu Yi said softly.
Crying? I really didn't think about this, but I didn't want to hear him say such things, and I actually had an urge to laugh, which I couldn't say, and it could be said that it was inexplicable.
In fact, I was just depressed, and of course I wanted to cry a little bit. After all, some things don't really pass after they are said, at least I don't feel that way. As for this crying, if you think about it carefully, it seems that after being with Xu Yi, the crying thing no longer belongs to me. Because I know that even when the sky falls, he will stand beside me.
And now......
Xu Yi didn't ask about this afternoon's affairs, in fact, he was waiting for me to say it himself. I didn't bother to talk about it, so this matter turned the page.
The sudden phone call made me a little nervous, and the family party in the evening, which sounded good, was a big problem for me.
Family reunion, the family reunion of the Xu family. Xu Yi's family alone is a little unbearable for me, let alone facing his relatives and elders.
In the mall, I was stunned for a long time before I came out of the fitting room, and it was not a problem with the clothes, but I didn't think about how to open my mouth at all. It's getting closer and closer to the agreed time, is it really okay for me to temporarily retreat? Come to think of it, Xu Yi should have agreed.
There was always some endless tolerance in his eyes, and there was no impatience at all. He really made me a little embarrassed to speak.
"It's a rare gathering, you should also let the Xu family know about your existence. Don't worry, the aunts won't be hard to serve. They didn't show up when we got married, but they were clamoring to see you. Don't worry, with me, they won't eat you. "Tidy up the clothes on my body, Xu Yi said seriously.
What else can I do, when it comes to this, can I still refuse?
I just didn't want to, we were the last to arrive. There were more than twenty people looking at this large table. It's a bit embarrassing that the two of us are the last juniors to arrive.
"Xu Yi, come and sit with An Ran." But Mom spoke first, so she didn't let us continue to stand there.
I was directly placed next to my mother, and looking at the people at this big table, I still felt a little weak. Especially the inquiring eyes on the other side......
Under Xu Yi's introduction one by one, I can be considered to have figured out this big table of people. The previous generation of the Xu family only had one son, his father, and he was also the most favored child in the family, and the sisters above were in pain. In Xu Yi's generation, except for an older brother, the others are also sisters. But I have to admit that the genes of the Xu family are really strong. From grandma to niece, all of them are good-looking. But I looked out of place in it, and it made me a little sad.
If you want to say that my appearance is worthy of Xu Yi, then I really earned it.
There is always something to talk about after dinner, but the attention of adults is always on business. After a few words of greeting, I called Xu Yi over to talk about business, but I sat obediently on the side alone and was not cared for.
It's good to think about it, at least be quiet, otherwise you really don't know what to say.
Looking at Xu Yi who was surrounded by the circle, I couldn't sit still and walked towards the small balcony outside.
I didn't even notice what it was when I came, and I didn't notice the door until after dinner. I heard Xu Yi say that it is an open-air platform, where you can go to drink tea and entertain during the day and watch the stars at night.
However, on such a night, there are very few stars. Take a deep breath, maybe this air is the best. Looking up at the night sky, I wish this tranquility could go on like this.
I never expected too much from Xu Yi, who just wanted to spend the rest of my life safely, even for Xu Yi.