I remember when I was still on the sickbed, Hengyuan once gave me such a promise:

"When you're all right, we're going on a trip, going to many, many places, and tasting many, many foods......"

The places this guy said were so far away, but after his description, those scenery were extremely clear in my brain, and I was looking forward to it.

Later, I made a big cut.

This knife can not only save my life, but also kill me, and turn me into a waste person, or a vegetative person.

What the fate will be, no one knows.

That's when I said, "I want to take a gamble."

Because, I want to live normally. It's also because I want to die happily.

If it is destined that I have to leave him so early, then it is better to leave early, at least, for him, it should also be a relief.

Of course, I can't say this to Hengyuan.

will be scolded to death.

Fortunately, fate favored me very much.

After the surgery, everything recovered well.

But no matter how good it is, it has always undergone major surgery, if you don't take care of it well, you will have to regret it for the rest of your life.

During that time, Jin Hengyuan's job was to accompany me to recuperate.

Early in the morning, we go for a walk and buy groceries.

In the morning, we stay at home together, or draw, or learn English, and the time is always fleeting, hurried and busy.

At noon, cook together, chat about today's online news, and talk about all kinds of gossip.

In the afternoon, we took a nap together, he stuck to me, and I stuck to him.

In the evening, take a walk together on the boulevard, holding hands, and walk slowly.

At night, watch bubble dramas together, read books and do homework together, cuddle and sleep together, and welcome the arrival of a new day together in each other's breathing and breathing.

……

In order to make my life not too boring, Hengyuan enrolled me in an undergraduate self-study course majoring in English, in order to prevent me from being bored and wasting my time without any growth.

All people who have had a serious illness know that recuperation is a very painful process.

Doing nothing all day long will only increase anxiety, and setting a goal that is not particularly far away will give people the strength to struggle.

In addition to recuperation, learning something will make people yearn for and longing for life.

And he is my teacher, who can guide me from time to time and make me improve quickly.

What I like to do the most is to have a spoken conversation with him in English that I don't know very well.

My greatest joy is that I always get excellent self-examination results with high scores in the four self-study exams every year.

Every time I get the report card and look at the scores on it, I feel that my days of recuperation have not been in vain, and I am more worthy of his careful teaching to me.

And in the process of learning, time flies unconsciously, my body recovers very well, a year later, I went for plastic surgery, and another year, I was myself - that healthy and beautiful Su Jin, quietly came back.

After two years of getting along with me at home, after the doctor confirmed that there was nothing wrong with me, he began to take me to Shuangfei to find the famous mountains and rivers that he had walked alone.

Yes, we are very affectionate, and our relationship is deep.

Mom saw that we were always so good, and she also sighed for it:

"Hengyuan is really rare to have such a child, although he was born rich, he is not a little delicate, he is never domineering in front of his family, he is always so pious, so gentle, so polite, so likable."

Yes, he is likable, charismatic, and easily loved by women.

I remember that one day before the trip, Hengyuan and Jing Huan seemed to have a quarrel.

For what, I don't know, I only know that the result of that time caused Jing Huan to be angry, and people stole Hengyuan's Weibo, and prankfully posted all the photos of Hengyuan and me on the Internet.

This trouble, bloggers charmed tens of millions of women overnight.

Why is he so sought after?

Later, after some careful consideration, I came to this conclusion:

Because this is an impetuous society, the high divorce rate makes marriage fragile, and the betrayal between two ~ sexes is always terrifying.

This fear comes not only from women, but also from men.

You don't see, how many couples who shared hardships and hardships when they were young, after achieving success in wealth, but in their families and marriages, they have come to the end of the road.

In life, there will be pursuits.

When you are young, get a good score in the exam; When working, seek a good career; When you are poor, you hope to have no worries about food and clothing; When you don't have to worry about food and clothing, you want to get more spiritual satisfaction and happiness......

I think that once upon a time, when young men and women came together, they all made an appointment to go to the world together and make themselves live a chic life.

But when they became famous, although the two people at the beginning had their own chic, they only had anger and sadness for each other, and they went their separate ways, became strangers, and talked less.

People in this era want to find a harmonious relationship where both men and women can feel comfortable.

Therefore, once the story of me and him was spread, the positive energy in the man, his unwavering indevotion, and his deep affection were widely appreciated.

Women long for such a man to be with them for life, because it is a great blessing in life.

The men are also in awe: talented, virtuous and professional, loving wife like life, personality bull, must be praised.

And I became the lucky one who made everyone envious.

Sometimes, I also eat a little vinegar.

Especially when others show favor to him despite his married status, I always have a sense of crisis.

Sometimes, I sigh to myself.

What kind of shit luck did I go to meet him in this tragic life, and I was loved by him, and I never let go of it again, until now, his heart is only full of me.

Sometimes, I laugh out loud in my dreams.

Because of him, life is wonderful.

In the journey to the end of the world, you can feel the joy of living, the joy of life, the fun of culture, and the fun of history......

I don't remember the day I had this conversation with him:

I said, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have had such fun." Hengyuan, thank you for giving my life too much meaning......"

He said, "You're welcome. This meaning is two-way. Xiao Su, fortunately with you, I feel the value of existence...... Not for money, not for fame and fortune, just for your smile, beautiful bloom around me...... Then, in all corners of the world, we breathe together, witness together, and leave our footprints together......"

Later, we ended our trip and returned to Shanghai, Jiashi, and the most ordinary life.

Why?

Because, I'm pregnant.

Another crystallization of love, in our anticipation, quietly re-conceived in my body.

I remember that day, we went to the temple of Vishnu, whether there were gods, Buddhas and ghosts in this world, at that moment, the only hope in my heart was: God has mercy and give me a child......

We didn't have contraception, but I didn't get pregnant anytime soon, which made me a little anxious, afraid that my body would lose that function because of too much medication.

Hengyuan always comforts me, take your time, take your time, even if you don't have it......

But I know that's what he thinks in his heart.

That day, I climbed the steps in the temple, crawling and climbing, I was dizzy for a while, so I fell into Hengyuan's arms......

When I woke up, Hengyuan told me very seriously: "We have to go home." Can't play around anymore...... And, from today onwards, you have to listen to me obediently, and you can't jump around anymore......"

I was taken aback: "What's wrong with my body?" Are you going to be so nervous? ”

He hugged me, tightly, and then, kissing, sighed, "Can you not be nervous?" You've got another one in your belly. I've worked so hard for so long, and finally planted it, of course I'll have to keep an eye on you. ”

At that moment, I was ecstatic, and he laughed with joy.

Yes, I am finally pregnant, and it is healthy and growing in my womb.

Now, whether it is me or Jin Hengyuan, they are enjoying the process of getting bigger and bigger day by day.

Yes, the process is important.

Just like life, it is a process from being to nothing.

From the moment man is born, he is moving towards death.

If you are pessimistic that life is a death, then life is a despair.

If you know how to enjoy the process of life, face the joys, sorrows and sorrows given by life optimistically, and inspire yourself to live happily and bravely, then life is a journey home with a full load.

Yes, life is a journey.

Luckily, I met him halfway, and then, he took me, and I took him with me, and we enjoyed a different scenery together.

It's gorgeous, and it's intoxicating.

And in the future, he and I will accompany our angel to complete another part of our life.

It doesn't matter if there is wind and rain, or sunshine, flowers, or thorns on the road, the important thing is that the family stays together until the end, until the end of our story.

--- digression--- see you tomorrow.

ps: Tomorrow there is the last chapter of Su Jin and Hengyuan's story.

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