8. Real reasons

As soon as I heard that there was a door, did Wong Tai Sin know his grandmother? But how can his age be called an old man with his grandmother? He laughed out loud and asked me how old I thought he was, and when I told him what was on my mind, he smiled more and more proudly, and then told me that he was about the same age as my grandmother. This answer was greatly unexpected to me, in fact, when I said the word Huang Xingyuan before, I also gambled, thinking that maybe Huang Xingyuan was the elder of Wong Tai Sin or something, where would I think that it was him, who was similar in age to his grandmother, wouldn't he have to be more than sixty? Is he a monster, how can he be so young?

Wong Tai Sin proudly told me that the greatest subtlety of soul art is the rejuvenation and longevity, and he promised that I would go to collect the soul for my grandmother, but I had to promise him a condition, I wanted to stay by Sheng Shiyao's side to do internal response, so that I could wait for the opportunity to move. At that time, I didn't have a choice, I was subject to him as soon as I came, and my whole body couldn't move; Second, I still want to use him to save my grandmother, so I can only respond; Third, I plan to act when the opportunity arises.

But what I didn't expect was that Wong Tai Sin was more vicious than I thought, and he used his soul sound to control my mind and hurt Sheng Shiyao. Dongming confronted me in the woods, and when he finally climbed the tree, he didn't completely faint, and secretly stuffed a tracker into my hand and lip-shaped me. I suddenly felt a chill all over my body, and he said three words to me: Cheng Qingping.

I knew he was reminding me that if I wanted to save my grandmother, I had to bring the tracker with me. And I got close to Sheng Shiyao, with his shrewdness it was easy to be discovered, and when I found Zhou Tong and the three of them, they were bitten by the mastiff and injured, so when I bandaged Zhou Tong, I quietly wrapped the tracker into his wound.

Later, in the middle of the night in the lost forest, I had such a nightmare, Sheng Shiyao said that my dream has the power of prediction, at that time I said that I was both weak and frightened, only I understand, I was thinking day and night. Because I know that as long as the tracker is on Zhou Tong for a day, we will not escape from Wong Tai Sin's clutches.

At this time, even if I began to regret it, it was irreparable, and I couldn't find a chance to take out the tracker on Zhou Tong's feet and destroy it. We were so exhausted from the dangers that we were so focused on finding a way out that we forgot about the tracker.

But when Sheng Shiyao and I went to the mountain village to explore and came back, we found that Zhou Tong and Liu Yue were gone, like a bucket of ice water coming down, pouring my whole body into wood. Therefore, in the process of finding and rescuing them, I did not even notice it, and I was very anxious and uneasy, because I was not only weak-hearted, but also guilty.

If I agree to Wong Tai Sin's conditions, I can still abandon all distractions, just to save my grandmother, because I met them in Pingshui, and I have only known each other for more than 20 days. But after the five of us went through the trapping of the forest, the whirlpool of the green lake in distress, and the cave fighting apes and lake monsters, I couldn't say in good conscience that I didn't care about them.

In these many dangers, if Sheng Shiyao wants to leave me behind, I can't live now. People are mutual, others will never abandon you and sacrifice themselves to save you, but you stab others in the heart with a knife, how can you not feel guilty and uncomfortable? So I fought with my life to save people later, even if I really left my life in that cave, there would be no complaints, but I regretted that I couldn't save my grandmother.

I didn't say anything about the situation after that, because Sheng Shiyao already understood. Now it is up to him to take his attitude, whether to go or to stay. I noticed that he was always calm during my narration, even when he mentioned the several encounters between me and Wong Tai Sin, he did not show a trace of surprise. The only change is that after he finished burning a cigarette, he lost the butt and would burn another one, and now he has quite a few cigarette butts lying under his feet.

I didn't understand what this gesture meant, but I could only see that mockery gradually appeared on his face again, and his dark eyes stared at me, which made my heart flutter. I only heard him ask: "Then tell me, what do you want to cooperate with me?" ”

I was dumbfounded by the question, and the reason I just said was just casually, so that I didn't want to be driven away by him with ruthless words again. But now that he asked, I couldn't reply to him and say that he should just talk about fooling him, his mind was spinning quickly, and his face was silent, which was really embarrassing for me.

Just when I opened my mouth to make up a reason, Sheng Shiyao slowly warned: "Cheng Xiao, I advise you to stop lying. ”

Some people are born with a deterrent power, even if it is just a very bland word, but it can shock the other person. Sheng Shiyao is that kind of person, his warning tone is not fluctuating at all, and his eyes are not sharp, but he blocked my mouth alive. In the end, I could only disarm and surrender, drooping my head and whispering: "I can't help it, just say it." ”

Because he lowered his head, his perspective was only parallel to the ground, and when he saw those feet moving towards me, his heart couldn't help but lift, and his voice came from overhead: "Then what is the real reason why you came to me?" ”

This...... I can't say it, in fact I'm confused myself. There is Lin Miaomiao's advocacy, there is the tangle of discovering that the sore mood is actually like, and the unwillingness to repeat the sentence "you and I are strangers" in my mind every day, in short, I don't want to be driven out of his world from now on.

Since I was eleven years old, my childhood and youth to adulthood have been different from others. I'm always on a journey of aimless searching, so that I don't know how to deal with the relationship thing, and I don't know what to do when it happens.

As soon as my chin tightened, my slightly cool fingers clasped it, and I was lifted up slightly, and when I looked up, I saw Sheng Shiyao looking down at me condescendingly, and a strange feeling crossed my heart. It felt like he was like a king looking down on the world, looking down on the courtiers at his prostrate feet, and I was the courtier in his eyes. Immediately shook off the cranky thoughts in his mind, and his cool gaze fixed on my face, and he said: "I want to know the real reason, there is only one chance, and if you miss this time, then even if I have a heart, it will also drive you out of here, believe it or not, I can let you never find it?" ”

Letter! He definitely has that ability, and the fact is that he can find him this time, if he hadn't deliberately left a flaw, I wouldn't have found anyone even if I wanted to break my brain. The hesitant end was that he dragged me directly from the sofa, and before I could react to what was happening, I was dragged to the door, and I was about to be thrown out of the door, I grabbed the door frame and shouted, "Don't! I say! ”

He paused, I licked my lips, opened my mouth a few times, but I couldn't speak, and he completely lost his patience, only to feel a pain in his wrist, and the fingers that grabbed the door frame were uncontrollably released, and then "bang", the door almost hit me in the face.

I stood there in a daze, from the time he questioned me to the time I attacked, but it was just negligence, and I was actually shut out of the door by him. Why did he suddenly lose his temper, wasn't he quite patient before? Does this mean that I have lost that last chance? Suddenly, I was flustered, I didn't even want to knock on the door, but after the shooting, I was bold, and shouted regardless of it: "Sheng Shiyao, you open the door, I haven't said it clearly." ”

But the door was kept closed, my voice was hoarse, and the man inside was indifferent. The hand that banged on the door stopped, and put his ear to the door to listen carefully, but apparently the soundproofing was well done, and no sound came out. Gritted his teeth, no matter what he was reserved, he closed his eyes and shouted at the door: "Sheng Shiyao, I like you, that's the reason." ”

One second, two seconds, three seconds...... Silence continues. When I opened my eyes, I felt a little discouraged, and I couldn't say the reason, it turned out that even if I said it, I couldn't save the decadence, and I even wondered if Sheng Shiyao really wanted to give me a chance, or was all this just a tease for him? Staring at the closed door, my mind was spinning around, if I ran to the bottom bar and lied that the room card was lost, and then reported the room number next door, I wonder if I could fool around and get a spare room card for this room? In that case, I'll open the door and go in, and the people inside will be surprised.

If he is driven away by him like this, he really can't save face, and the most important thing is that he is unwilling. It's better to act, turn around and run to the elevator, and before you can run two steps, you hear a "click" behind you, as if it was the sound of the door opening. I turned my head to look as I ran, and this time my feet stopped, because Sheng Shiyao was standing by the door, staring at me with gloomy eyes.

"Come here." He spoke to me like a commander giving orders to the minions. This time I didn't dare to hesitate, and immediately turned around and trotted to him, respectful and respectful, like a little soldier waiting to be trained. After a slightly cold gaze swept over my face, he lost a sentence: "Did you let you go?" ”

I replied, "You shut me out, I thought ....."

"Hmph, throwing you out of the house is to make your head clearer, don't make up one set of lies after another to deceive me."

"Where did I make up one lie after another?" was so aggrieved that I just had to show him my heart, and I actually said that I was lying to him. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Did you make up a lie and I'll settle it with you later, what did you say noisily outside the door just now, I didn't hear it clearly through the door panel, say it again." ”

Glancing at his face suspiciously, I just said it with a roar, and I dare to ensure that the surrounding rooms can hear it, and he either did it behind his ear or on purpose. After thinking about it, he had already lost his face today anyway, and he didn't have to say it again, so he took a deep breath and fixed his eyes on him...... At the neckline, he said word by word: "I just said: Sheng Shiyao, I like you." That's why I came to Jingzhou to find you. ”

Whether it's ridicule or sneering, I'm in the mood of breaking the jar now.