251 I can't adapt to your world
A glimmer of hope suddenly rose in his heart, he rushed over and grabbed Du Xiaoxian's arm, and said eagerly: "Look at my eyes, you can't fool me, you never tell lies, look at me!" ”
In the end, he was almost roaring, Du Xiaoxian slowly raised his head, frowning slightly, because he caught her very painfully, but her eyes were very calm, her gaze did not dodge, and her big eyes were still as clear as a stream.
She said slowly: "You know that I won't tell lies, let alone lie to you, and I can't fool you." I'm really, I really don't want to go on like this anymore, even if the Gu family is okay this time, your family still won't let us be together, do you want to make the old man angry again? ”
"You're scared of them, aren't you? You don't want to embarrass me, do you? Gu Nianbin gasped, and his snort sprayed onto her face, burning like fire.
"No, I just don't like complicated," Du Xiaoxian tried his best to endure the pain in his arm: "With you, there are always people who come to me for trouble, Xia Manyin, Xia Xiaowan, maybe there will be others in the future, plus your family, I, I really can't deal with it, I just want to live a simple life, even if it is as lonely as before." I can't adapt to your world, so ......"
"So, you want to escape, don't you?" Gu Nianbin gritted his teeth: "You still can't face it bravely, can you?" You want to leave me and run away when you're in trouble, don't you? You're a coward! Gu Shanshan came to you, you surrendered immediately, my mother came to you, you surrendered too, you never thought about me, you kept saying that you like me and want to be brave for me, it turned out to be a lie! ”
"I'm sorry," Du Xiaoxian's voice lowered, "I didn't want to lie to you, I tried, but I couldn't do it, I really couldn't do it, I was just a very ordinary girl, I shouldn't have set foot in your world, so I was wrong......"
Gu Nianbin slowly let go of her, sat back on the carpet, picked up the cigarette case on the table with trembling fingers, and took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, but he didn't light the fire, his face was blank and helpless, as if he was an abandoned child.
Du Xiaoxian kept biting her lip, clenching her fists tightly, her nails digging deep into her skin, but she didn't feel pain, because there was a place where it hurt even more, where the blood was dripping and shocking, and she couldn't even bear to look at herself. Sweat broke down on his back, and the cold line fell straight down, the cold pain was piercing, and he fell to the most painful place, and it became a blur of flesh and blood.
Tears kept trembling under her eyes, but she forced her back again and again, she couldn't cry, she must not cry, she couldn't be weak, it wasn't over yet, for him, and her, she must not cry!
Slowly reaching out and putting the test sheet into his bag, the man's cold gaze swiped over: "Leave it behind, I will go to verify, if I find out that you lied to me," he squeezed out from between his teeth word by word: "Du Xiaoxian, you are dead!" ”
Du Xiaoxian put the test sheet back on the coffee table and said calmly: "You know that I never tell lies, you'd better not check it, so as not to feel uncomfortable again." She stood up: "I'm done, let's go." ”
Gu Nianbin also stood up with her on the ground, watching her slowly walk towards the door, her thin little body seemed to be delicate and timid, which made people pity.
"Xian'er," he stopped her, and there was still attachment in his painful eyes: "If what you said is true, then, as long as you are willing to stay, all the problems will be left to me," his voice trembled: "Leave it all to me, okay?" ”
He abandoned his dignity and almost pushed himself into a desperate situation, just to beg Du Xiaoxian not to leave.
Du Xiaoxian stood there with a very calm expression, in fact, she was almost calm during the whole process, and not a single tear fell. Gu Nianbin knew that something was wrong, this Du Xiaoxian was almost unfamiliar, this was not his little girl.
Sure enough, Du Xiaoxian shook his head: "Don't you know it yet?" He didn't force me, I did it voluntarily. It's easy to be with him, it's a hassle to be with you, I just like the simple life. ”
"That," Gu Nianbin's voice was hoarse: "What about our feelings?" ”
"I still like you," Du Xiaoxian shook his head gloomily: "But I also like him, as long as he is a good person to me, I like it." You, forget about me. She turned around resolutely, opened the door and walked out.
The door was like a slow motion in a movie, slowly closing, and he could see Zhou Ting, who was sitting outside, raised her head with a slightly surprised expression, and then the thin figure walked out lightly, gradually disappearing in the narrow light, and the door finally closed.
Gu Nianbin stood dumbfounded, just dazed, what happened? It was sunny outside the window, but he only felt a chill to the bone, as if he was in the ice and snow. Looking around, there was a white thing on the ground, picked it up, but it was the cigarette that was in his mouth, and he didn't know when it had fallen to the ground, he put the cigarette in his mouth again, but he couldn't find the lighter, he looked everywhere, but he couldn't find it, on the table, in the drawer, in the cabinet, on the shelf, under the coffee table, all of them were gone......
Zhou Ting probed at the door and looked at him with a panicked expression: "Boss, what are you looking for?" ”
He looked up blankly, and suddenly saw that the room was in a mess, and at some point, everything fell to the ground, the drawers were open, the cabinet doors were open, and he, standing in the midst of the mess, his eyes glazed over, his voice was hoarse, and he said, "Do you have a lighter?" Mine can't be found. ”
Zhou Ting walked in, picked up the silver lighter from the ground and handed it to him.
"Thank you," he politely thanked and lowered his head to light his cigarette, only to choke on his cough.
Zhou Ting hurriedly brought him the tea, Gu Nianbin took it and took a sip, suppressed the cough, and said again: "Thank you." ”
Zhou Ting didn't dare to make a sound, and silently squatted down to clean up the house. When Du Xiaoxian walked out, she knew that something was wrong, there had never been a time when the little girl had that kind of expression, and Gu Nianbin stood in the door, her eyes full of pain and despair. At that moment, her heart was almost clenched, her high-ranking boss has always been the boss who has collapsed in front of Mount Tai and has not changed his face, how can she be desperate? For a moment, she suspected that she had misunderstood.
But there was a noisy sound in the room, like Gu Nianbin was throwing something, crackling, she was frightened when she heard it, and finally calmed down, she opened the door and looked inside, and sure enough, the house was as chaotic as if she had just been fighting. And the boss she admired the most was standing in the middle of the room, looking dazed and helpless. Seeing that her heart was suddenly sour, she was sour.
"Don't pack up, get out." Gu Nianbin took a few puffs of his cigarette, seemed to come back to his senses, and suddenly turned around and walked to the window.
Downstairs, Du Xiaoxian's thin body dragged a long shadow in the sun, waiting for Du Huayue on the side of the road to hurry up, Du Xiaoxian naturally snuggled in his arms, so natural, just like for him.
She really likes him, Gu Nianbin frowned, bit the cigarette butt, and punched the glass, so frightened that Zhou Ting, who was about to go out, opened her mouth and covered her heart, fortunately it was a double-layer tempered glass, otherwise that punch would definitely break the glass.
Zhou Ting suddenly had an intuition that something more serious than the company's crisis must have happened between Gu Nianbin and Du Xiaoxian, otherwise the boss would not look like the sky was falling. She quietly withdrew and ran to the window of her office to look.
This frightened her almost screaming, Du Xiaoxian was hugged by a man and was walking towards the bus stop on the street.
This...... Flagrant...... What happened? Zhou Ting couldn't believe her eyes. Du Xiaoxian abandoned Gu Nianbin and was with another man?
She thought about the possibilities of Gu Nianbin and Du Xiaoxian, but she didn't expect this, in her consciousness, Du Xiaoxian was the weak party, only she was abandoned, or dismantled, she never expected that she would abandon Gu Nianbin first, and in the most difficult time of the company, the most simple and kind little girl actually did such a shocking thing. It's incredible!
No wonder Gu Nianbin is so desperate, he loves her so much, loves her to the bones, melts into the blood, loves them until they are all red and envious, but in the end, it is just in vain......
Zhou Ting was very sad, and angrily scolded Du Xiaoxian in her heart for being a little white-eyed wolf, blind, conscienceless, and shameless...... After going through all the derogatory terms she could think of, she felt a little more comfortable. The anger is a little out, but she is even more worried, what should the boss do? What about her incomparable boss?
I was really angry, and I started scolding Du Xiaoxian from beginning to end with the words I just thought of: Little white-eyed wolf, blind, conscienceless, shameless......
Gu Nianbin punched out, the glass was not broken, but his hand hurt. It turns out that the ancients said that the ten fingers connected to the heart are true, and the pain travels along the veins and reaches the heart. It was as if a sharp sword had cut his whole body open, and he watched as his heart was cut in half, dripping with blood, but it hurt, so painful that he couldn't breathe, almost suffocated.
Weakness he had never felt before, his legs were weak and his hair was dizzy, and he held on to the window frame with his hand. His eyes were fixed on the figures of those two men, and if his eyes could breathe fire, he would burn them a hundred times, no, a thousand, ten thousand times......
Ten thousand times is not enough to quench the anger in his heart! It was she who said that she was going to go out for a while so that he could concentrate on the company's affairs, and it was she who said that she would stay well and wait for the news of his victory. It's all she said, but when he racked his brains to turn the company over, and when he wanted to finish the battle early and bring her back, she went to someone else's bed! What a joke, a big joke, the love that he Gu Nianbin worked so hard to maintain turned out to be just a joke!
It was really weak, he couldn't support it anymore, so he slowly slid down the wall and sat on the ground.
There was a slight burning sensation at the corner of his mouth, it was a cigarette that had reached his head, and he saw that the cigarette case was not far away, so he leaned over and took it, and shook one in his mouth, but what about the lighter? Why is the lighter gone?
He began to look for it, lying on the ground and looking around, and finally found it under the table, but it was golden, not the one just now, but it can be used, it is good to be able to use it, he is a little relieved, he pressed his fingers, and spewed out a small blue flame, trembling as if dancing, he looked at it for a long time, and then lit the cigarette and smoked sullenly.