The text is a chapter of the beloved wife Chu Yunyun, and the father-in-law Han Zihu
Uncle Pei's heart tightened at night, and his breathing became lighter.
"For so many years, the old man watched from the side, and knew that she had won, she was living comfortably, but some people had been suffering for seven years." Zhang Shu grabbed his beard and chuckled: "Winning or losing between men is the country, and winning or losing between men and women is always feelings." The old man didn't break his word. ”
"She's still alive?" Uncle Pei choked for a long time before he spit out such a sentence.
Zhang Shu laughed twice: "It's still alive." ”
Uncle Pei pursed his lips at night, his eyes seemed to see through him: "What kind of calculation are you making?" A place like Mochizuki Cliff, how can it be..."
"If someone jumps off the Moon Cliff, they will definitely not survive." Zhang Shu interrupted him and said solemnly: "If you really fall, I'm afraid that there will be no bones." ”
"Then ......" Uncle Pei pursed his lips at night: "Then what you are talking about, are you joking?" ”
Zhang Shu laughed. Shaking his head: "No, the old man is serious." She really can't survive if she falls, but who said she really fell in the first place? ”
In the quiet of the night, Zhang Fuli was the only one awake. The cat at his feet rubbed Zhang Shu's hand. Yawned lazily.
"Mother, is this Luoyang?" Lang Xing leaned on the window and looked out, the street was full of people, much more lively than their town.
"Well, you and I grew up here." She was covered with a face towel. He also wore a hat on his head, leaning on the other side of the carriage, a little distracted.
"Luoyang is so lively and prosperous, what is my mother doing in the town?"
"There is more killing behind the prosperity, didn't I tell you that ordinary is true?" Yun Yun reached out and poked Lang Xing's forehead: "Don't frown." ”
Lang Xing sat obediently. After looking at it for a long time, he said in a low voice: "Over the years, the child has looked at his mother, and he doesn't think you are happy. Although I don't know what happened, my mother seems to remember something. Laughter is not real. ”
Yun Yun turned his head and hugged Lang Xing into his arms with a smile: "How old are you, do you know what to remember or not?" ”
Lang Xing opened his mouth, but he still stopped talking after all.
probably doesn't understand why my mother looks happy, but there is a sadness between her eyebrows. He only felt that although his mother liked ordinary life very much, no matter her appearance or her style of doing things, it was incompatible with ordinary life. Although there has been no wind and waves in the past few years, it is light in the end. Except for playing with the second dog of the house next door, he didn't meet any interesting playmates.
That feeling is probably like a big fish living in a small pond, although there are no bigger fish to bite, but it is also lonely in the end.
The carriage stopped at the back door of a house, and a servant opened it with quick hands and feet, helping them carry their belongings. Lang Xing looked around curiously, but Yun Yun took his hand and walked in very calmly.
The house is not big, the location is also in a relatively remote place in Luoyang, and there is no plaque at the main gate of the house with the surname written on it, but this place has always been free from the harassment of the government. No one will dare to go wild.
"Mother, where is this?"
He walked to the main courtyard and said softly, "This is where some old people lived. ”
Old friend? Lang Xing pursed his lips and followed.
A servant had reported it, and there was a lot of noise in front of them, and in a short time several people rushed towards them.
"!" Bi Zhuo's eyes widened, looking at the smiling woman in the distance, his throat tightened.
It's really alive! It's still alive!
"It's time for a different name, right?" Yun Yun smiled and said, "Where else is there a mother." ”
Jiang Suiliu, Xie Yuchen and others all came around, and the quiet courtyard suddenly became lively.
Seven years apart, except for Zhang Shu. No one knew that Yun Yun was still alive. Now, however, they have received news from her and know that she is coming back.
Moreover, everyone looked down at Xiao Budian next to him, and they didn't know what to say for a while.
"It's been a long time coming." Yun Yun followed the river and walked out to see her own grave: "After so many years, you are all old. ”
Jiang Suiliu pursed his lips and turned his head, glared at her and said, "The minister can't wait for the year of standing, where is the old age?" ”
"Ah, I was wrong." Yun Yun smiled apologetically, and said solemnly: "It's time to change the title back, what kind of minister, let's use the same name." ”
People come and go in the marriage temple, and the river follows the flow in, goes straight to the back of the temple, and turns left is a peach blossom forest.
"There really is a tomb." Yun Yun looked at the stone tablet in the distance and stopped: "What's buried in it?" ”
Jiang Suiliu sighed and said, "It's naturally your thing to be buried, don't you go and see the tombstone?" They were all hand-carved by Han Shuo. ”
He was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "He has a heart." ”
"It's been seven years, I don't know if your mind has changed, but the emperor, even in the eyes of others, is sincere to you." Jiang Suiliu said in a low voice: "Although he was the one who failed your sincerity at the beginning, but so many years have passed, isn't it enough?" ”
Enough? Yun Yun smiled a little coldly: "Sui Liu, do you know what Ning Jin whispered in my ear on the Moon Cliff back then?" ”
Seven years ago, on the Mochizuki Cliff, the dying man in his arms pulled her down and whispered in her ear.
"At that time, I had the heart to die with him." Yun Yun said calmly, thinking of the cold person in his arms, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
"Do you know why I jumped off the Mochizuki Cliff and didn't die?"
Jiang Suiliu looked at her curiously.
"That's because there's a cave just a few steps below Mochizuki Cliff. Someone had already laid out a thick net in front of the cave. As soon as I fell, I was taken to the cave, and even the child was saved. ”
Jiang Suiliu's eyes widened in shock, and then he understood: "It's Master..."
Zhang Shu had been to Moon Cliff once a long time ago.
"Hmm." Yun Yun smiled and said, "That's what he promised Ning Jin." That's why Ning Jin went so safely. ”
The pale-faced person looked at her with tenderness in his eyes, then pulled her down and said softly: "Concubine Ai has two paths to choose, one is to go back to Han Shuo's side." You're still in love with him. ”
"If you don't want to, then go and live the life you want, grow flowers and raise chickens, ordinary... Live ordinarily. Below the cliff, someone will pick you up. ”
That was his last tenderness for her.
She survived, but she was holding his cold body. After Han Shuo and the others left, she asked them to seal the entrance to the cave and count it as his mausoleum.
After that, I never dared to go to the Moon Cliff again.
The most negative thing in life is lovesickness. Han Zihu lost her, didn't she lose Sima Ningjin? In this life, it should be a lonely life to be fair.
But...... Recently, I often dreamed of him, and I dreamed that Sima Cheng was sitting by the Nai He Bridge, looking at her with a smile and saying:
"You can't let me go, how can I go, concubine."
If she can't leave, then she'll let him go. The days have passed enough, Lang Xing has grown up, she lives just struggling in memories, guilt, resentment, heartache, entanglement, it seems that she is living a peaceful life, how can she suffer in the past seven years? Every time I think of Han Shuo, my heart hurts. Thinking of Ning Jin, it was even more difficult to breathe. If you continue like this, you will live in purgatory on earth, and it is better to die happily.
In the past, she had always cherished her life, and she was reluctant to easily throw away her little life, because there was still a lot to do in life.
But now, there is a feeling that life has come to an end. How many winds and waves have passed, and the calm days have been tasted, and further down, I don't know what to do.
Lang Xing is a very talented child, and she has nothing to worry about when he is handed over to Bi Zhuo and them.
When I came back to Luoyang, I thought so. Very selfish, very irresponsible thoughts.
"Ripple." Jiang Suiliu shouted at her, a little worried.
She came back to her senses, chuckled twice, picked two handfuls of weeds, walked over with her eyes down, and placed them in front of her grave.
"I have always had a wish that one day the world will be stable. Can I find a place where no one knows me, without wearing palace clothes or painting? eyebrows, happily live to the gray hair. She said softly.
Jiang Suiliu looked at her back and pursed his lips: "Haven't you done it now?" ”
A simple body, not dyed with fat powder and natural. Yun Yun turned around and smiled, "Yes, I did it." ”
It's just that the deepest wish in my heart can't be realized after all. She longs to retreat to the mountains and forests. What I have always hoped for in my heart is that there is someone around her to accompany her.
It's a pity that that man won the world.
It's ridiculous that she is as smart as she has such childish wishes.
Slowly standing up straight, Yun Yun finally glanced at the tombstone.
Crooked words. At first glance, it was carved by someone who had never carved a stone tablet. It is clearly a well-dressed mound, but the names of two people are written.
His pupils constricted slightly, and he looked at the two lines of words and took a step back.
Beloved wife Chu Yunyun.
Xianggong Han Zihu.
"His mind is all engraved on it." Jiang Suiliu supported Yun Yun from behind and sighed: "This tombstone has caused a lot of controversy, but the emperor ordered that this side of the tomb should be protected, and no one should approach it." ”
Yun Yun glanced back at Jiang Suiliu in a daze, and didn't react to what he meant by this.
"That is." Jiang Suiliu closed his eyes and said, "Once someone approaches, the one in the palace will know." ”
There was a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and I was stunned for a long time before I realized what I meant. She's been here for a long time, that is, does the man know, and is coming?
His face was slightly pale, he bit his lip, pushed Jiang Suiliu away violently, and ran out with his skirt.
She fell into the trap again, these people, lied to her again!
She came back to say goodbye, not to throw herself into the net. Zhang Shu, an old treacherous and cunning person, said that he would help her, why did he turn against her again!
"!" Jiang Suiliu shouted with a smile: "You are running in the wrong direction." ”
Before he finished speaking, the shadow crashed into the back door of the Marriage Temple, a panting man.
His body was clutched, and his bones felt like they were about to be crushed. Looking up, is it a pair? Yao's eyes.
"Walk slowly, be careful with your step."
A hoarse voice sounded in her ears, and she opened her pupils slightly, and the soft fabric enveloped her whole body, and the warm body temperature smeared from every inch of her skin. She tried to push him away, but was pressed into her arms.