289. Enchantments
Walking on the street, because the night is not too deep, the road is busy, sometimes one or two horns will ring next to me, but it can't affect me, because the earbuds are plugged in my ears and connected to the mobile phone, there is a song that is looping repeatedly, this song, I have listened to it for three years.
The past three years seem to be so long that I already feel like I'm going to be in a hurry, but when I think about it, I can't tell you a single thing that impresses me, and then I think about it like a car speeding by. The only thing that I won't forget is the sentence sung by the female voice in my ears: You are really cruel, make up for it by disappearing......
Standing at a certain crossroads, I looked around in a daze and found that every road in the bustling city seemed to be deserted and unbelievable. I once walked into a path to hell, and I should have come out of it anyway, and even the king of Yama gave me a chance, but when I walked at such a fork in the road countless times, I deeply realized that I couldn't get out because my heart was lost.
When I opened the door with the key, my nerves tensed, and the faint smell of smoke in the air told me that someone had entered the room first.
Suddenly, the last bit of strength in my body was drained, and I leaned all my weight against the door panel, unable to lift my hand to turn on the light next to me. It was not difficult to see the sparks flickering on the couch in the darkness, and this scene overlapped with many scenes, intertwined into a fishing net that overwhelmed me.
I smiled and spat out two words: "Why bother? ”
If you're gone, why go back? If it's back in circles, why bother going around in circles? Do you think that I can't escape the net you have cast, or do you think that I will fall into the whirlpool again and again?
If it weren't for the lack of strength at this moment, I would have opened the door and turned around and left, leaving this place where he exists just like I had left him from the hotel. One thing has been clear and profound to me from beginning to end: he is the devil who tempts people to hell!
The devil I had been thinking about again and again in my heart gradually approached after the spark was extinguished. Standing in front of me in my helplessness, my palms propped up at my sides, the aura of aggression drowned in. At the moment when I was about to touch it, I said in a cold voice: "Mr. Gu, please respect yourself!" ”
After a second of heaviness in his breath, he asked, "What do you call me?" ”
These were the first words he said to me after the goodbye, and the voice and intonation were the same as they were when I dreamed back at midnight, and I was stunned for a moment. Fingers ran softly across my cheek and landed on my chin to lift my face to the dark eyes, and I heard him ask again, "What do you call me?" ”
Suddenly, a certain string in my heart broke, and I couldn't be calm and self-controlled, so I couldn't help but roar: "Gu Xi, you get out of here!" My anger pleased him, he chuckled and put his lips to his ear, and the evil voice hit my eardrums: "Little wish, three years and one hundred and twenty-eight days, I think about you every day." ”
Hell miss me! I used to believe every word he said, but after that day three years ago, I told myself: don't believe anyone.
Including Su Qian!
If it is an accident that the first time we met on the bus, I left a tissue message of "gain and loss, go and stay, and there will be the other side", then meeting me again in Y City will never be regarded as a coincidence. Where can there be such a coincidence, the coffee bar in Pingcheng is called "Time", and the restaurant opened by Su Qiankai is called "Time Allure", but different business models also leave me a corner to paint.
I also thought about how Zhixu's instruction was, but when I deliberately used Luo Shaoyang's matter to force the person behind me to appear, but I saw that it was Qin Fu, I suddenly understood who instructed and what the difference was, didn't they all obey the orders of the person in front of me? Therefore, after destroying all my beliefs with the power of destruction, he declared to me without even the slightest concealment: I cannot escape the confinement of his soul.
Later, I realized that if I could have self-hypnotized and forgotten certain information, then three years ago! He Zhixu's "confession" was instructed by him at all, and he didn't want me to really be hypnotized to forget about him at all.
Even the possession, murderous intent, and underground siege of the next few catties were all designed to strengthen my strong feelings for him, which included not only love, but also hatred and fear. That search game, from the first round to the third round, destroyed my mind little by little, then carved it into the depths of my soul, and finally gave me a fatal blow by disappearing, and from then on, no matter how far I went, no matter how long time stretched, I could never get out of his spell again.
That's why I hated calling him the devil.
One was ruthless, I lowered my head and bit on his shoulder, but tears came out of my eyes, how could I not hate? If you don't love that, why do you want to trap me in this purgatory?
When my mouth was full of fishy sweetness, I still didn't let go, how to release the hatred that I had been holding on to for three years?
But as my voice cleared my ears, my teeth loosened little by little, and my body slid limply to the ground. He was right there but didn't come and pull me, but let me sit on the ground.
Just now he said: Chang Yuan, since the day you drank my blood, you will not rest until death, do you think you can escape?
I don't remember when I drank his blood, but it was certainly not at this moment, so he had no intention of letting me go since he approached me, and even if he died, he would not be able to escape the shackles of this blood.
Sitting on the ground, my mind was blank, and I didn't feel that I had no love, but I felt that those long-entangled obsessions were gone. Really, what about carelessness? He had bound me long before I fell in love, so all my three years of pain and hatred were in vain. It has long been judged that he has no heart, and it is a fantasy to expect feelings from him, it is better to actually think about his reappearance, what value is it in me that is worthy of his use.
So I asked bluntly, "What are you coming to me for?" ”
With his palms on top of my head, I felt like a slave at his feet, and he decided life and death.
I just heard him say, "Shouldn't I be the one to ask this question?" I smiled sarcastically and lonely: "Gu Xi, you can come as soon as you say, and you can leave as soon as you want, why have you ever cared about me?" How could you show up because I played a little trick? It's just that there's something in this city that you're intimidating to, and I might be able to help you. "Otherwise, he would definitely not have made me feel a trace of his breath even when I set foot in Y City, which is why I still do it even though I know that it is futile.
Gu Xi didn't leave this night, and after my heart lake fell silent again, he Shi Shiran treated the apartment as if it were his own home, and occupied my master bedroom in a grand manner, while I, the master, curled up on the sofa and opened my eyes until dawn.
I thought that Qin Fu's aura was great before, but who in this world could have a greater aura than him Gu Xi? He can make you feel that he is omnipresent whenever he wants to; And he didn't want to, and he could disappear without a trace.
I didn't do anything in vain, just lay there motionless until the door of the master bedroom opened and I walked up to me, my quiet gaze resting on my hunched shoulder. I closed my eyes and continued to hold the corpse, but I didn't know.
But how could Gu Xi be such an easy person to deal with in the past, only to hear him chuckle and say briskly: "Xiao Yuan, after you get close to me, your breathing has changed from thirty-five beats per minute to seventy beats, and your whole body muscles are tense, can you still pretend to be asleep like this?" ”
I buried my face in the couch and buzzed, "Which eye did you see that I was pretending to be asleep?" ”
His breath was close, his scalp tightened slightly, and it was roughly clear that he was curling a strand of my hair with his fingers. I felt that his soft voice was in the back of his head: "Are you coquettish with me?" It's fresh and I like it. ”
I rolled over and got up, and I saw a strand of my hair slip gently over his right index finger, strode to the bathroom, and slammed the door shut. Looking at myself in the mirror, with a blank and helpless look and a panicked expression, I don't know how to get along with this person after three years.
Last night I was still there with the strength to scream at him, and now I was hiding in the bathroom like an ostrich, spitting on myself. Originally, I was squatting on the ground in a daze, and suddenly I heard a lot of movement outside, I was stunned and reacted to the sound of the door closing, he left?
I couldn't help but stand up on the ground, but after squatting for too long, I couldn't straighten my legs, and it took a while to barely stand up. I listened intently for the minute or two I had just waited, and there was no more movement outside.
Hesitantly, he opened the door and walked out, but he didn't expect to see Gu Xi Shi Ran sitting there in front of the dining table, eating slowly.
At a glance, those on the table are takeaways, which explains the origin of the door sound just now.
He glanced at me and asked with a smirk, "Did you sleep there?" I silently lowered my eyes and turned around and walked into the kitchen, and I cooked a bowl of noodles and ate them in the pot for a while, only to feel that my mouth was dull and tasteless, this was the worst noodles I had ever cooked. By the time I walked out, there was no longer a figure of Gu Xi in front of the dining table, and my eyes were uncontrollably searching, and when I really didn't find him in any corner of the living room, the wound in my heart suddenly broke open.
It's one thing to hate this man for pulling me into the quagmire by all means, but if he disappears again as he did three years ago, then I may really be in this quagmire. I have been comforting myself in my heart: no, he must have a purpose when he appears, and this purpose is related to me.
But no amount of comfort came as quickly as the coldness came, and he leaned against the wall by the kitchen door. Suddenly, someone knocked on the door, and my heart immediately tightened, my doorbell was broken, and I haven't called anyone to repair it, is he going and returning?
He was still hesitating in his mind, but he couldn't help but want to take a step under his feet, but at this moment, a shallow order came from the bedroom: "Go open the door, it's Qin Fu." I was stunned, and I stared back to the bedroom, where he ...... Inside?
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