185. The obscure past

It dawned on me that the person I saw dying in the hospital was not Xiang Wan. In other words, she didn't even contact someone on the phone, from beginning to end, Xiang Wan was the person who was hidden behind her, she paid someone to do something, and let her act in a play from the beginning to the end of the play.

My mistake came from being too confident in my own recognition and judgment of audio, and after a year of keeping in touch with the customer named "Xiang Wan", my first reaction to her voice was like a card reader. This is a kind of recognition that belongs to human instinct, and she said that I was simple, implying that I was stupid, did he really want to throw his face in the past, when everyone played that palace scheming, who would inexplicably suspect that their customers were playing Li Dai Tao's stiff drama? Unless I'm really a prodigy as a madman would say!

And then the real Xiang Wan, that is, the one in front of him, the only time he appeared was the last photo. Even if the person I saw before was out of shape and full of sickness before death, it didn't match the delicate appearance in the photo at all, and it would only be regarded as being tortured by illness to become the same as later.

Coupled with her insistence on sending text messages on behalf of her for a year and her instructions to continue to insist after death, no matter how much she cares about herself, she also has sympathy, a person has to arrange the funeral before death, and even the cemetery is bought by herself in advance, and there is no relatives or lovers around to see him off, which puts this person into a miserable situation. Thinking about it at this time, it was a waste of my feelings.

When it appeared one after another, seeing that the recipient of the text message was such a young and handsome man, he naturally began to arrange the script in his mind, thinking that it was the story of an infatuated woman and a negative man. For a moment, I felt that "Xiang Late" was not worth it. She thought she loved this man so much, but he didn't find him until a year after her death.

I feel like I'm going to laugh when I think about it, and when I see him for the first time, I identify him as a person who is unlucky. After getting acquainted with each other, I never asked him about the paragraph about "Xiang Wan".

As for how Xiang Wan bought that woman to play her own for her, she didn't have to think deeply. There are too many people on the sickbed, and there are people who can't rest assured, and they want to seek future benefits for some people, including the cemetery where they are buried behind them, and then money is precious.

I don't blame this dead man for cheating, she is just a poor person, and she doesn't even have a loved one by her side when she dies. The motive for the whole incident is actually that Xiang Wan wants to use me and that woman to create a false image and proof that she is dead, and then pave the way for today.

With this traction, something slowly surfaced, and it was originally analyzed and speculated that the whole bureau might have been set up as early as the time of Golmud, but I didn't think it would be earlier, as early as when I received the first call from "Xiang Wan".

Before I could reorganize my thoughts, I had to figure out one thing, and I turned my head to look at one another, "What's the relationship between the two of you?" ”

Couple? It's not like he had Han Dongling's girlfriend before he met me, and he had love for her, so it is impossible for him to have that kind of relationship with Xiang Wan, unless he is really a bastard who has two boats on one foot. From what I've observed, he may be a little bit bad, but not bad enough to be a bastard.

Excluding the relationship between lovers, in terms of intimacy between the two, there are only sisters and brothers. Although the surnames of the two are different, one can change the surname, and the other may be the same mother, so when I saw each other, I asked again: "Is she your sister?" ”

Xiang Wan didn't make a sound, I don't know if I was thinking about it, but when I saw that I shook my head slightly, I came up in one breath and blurted out, "She can't be your mother, right?" One after another, his face darkened, and he was just about to speak, but Xiang Wan next to him had already scolded angrily: "What nonsense? I have no blood relationship with Ah Xu. ”

"Oh, that's right." I nodded knowingly, in fact, I was thinking in my heart: why didn't you say it just now?

finally waited until the answer was announced: "Wanwan is the old man's student, and after the old man left, there was no one at home, and she was the one who took care of the whole family." I didn't hear it right, so I interrupted him and asked, "She is your father's student, how did she become a family with you?" ”

went to see the night one after another, "Wanwan, can you say it?" She whispered, "It's no secret that you can say what you want." Then he said: "In the early years, Wanwan's family was in a car accident, her parents died, and her father had promoted the old man, and after that incident, the old man brought Wanwan back." ”

This thing is strange, Xiang Wan's parents died, even if she was young, the custody should be taken over by her relatives, why did it become Lu's father who brought people home? As if he knew the doubts in my heart, he slowly explained: "Wanwan was only sixteen years old, and when I witnessed the tragic situation in front of my parents' death, my mind collapsed almost instantly. I remember that when the old man brought people back, she was completely closed in her own world, and no matter who talked to her, she ignored her. In this case, her relatives all evaded their responsibilities and were unwilling to take care of them, and then the old man came forward, almost grateful to Dade for sending people out. ”

I subconsciously looked at Xiang Wan, I couldn't say why, I just wanted to see her reaction at this time. I saw her eyes down, expressionless, as if the person she was saying was not her. Instinctively asked, "How did that happen?" Looking for a doctor? ”

shook his head one after another, "The doctor has seen it, but it has no effect, and even the old man has found a psychiatrist, but it is useless." During that time, she lived in a world that only belonged to her, and no one could walk into it until ...... A special experience. ”

At the end of the talk, he seemed to be astringent, which made me wonder what kind of special experience it was, so that Xiang Wan's symptoms of autism could not even be seen by doctors, but miraculously recovered.

At this time, he suddenly heard Xiang Wan ask: "Ah Xu, how old were you that year?" He groaned one after another, and replied, "Eleven, I was eight years old when you came to the house, and it was almost three years before you were well." Xiang Wan's voice was much sharper and gentler than before, and there seemed to be a lot of emotion: "I didn't expect you to remember those old things so clearly, even I forgot myself, you have twenty-eight this year, and in a blink of an eye, it is seventeen years, and if you count the three years in the dream, it will be twenty years." She unconsciously touched her sideburns and whispered, "I'm old." ”

"Wanwan, you're not old, you're still like the sixteen when I first met you."

Xiang Wan laughed out loud, "Your mouth is really not like when I was a child, when I was even a fool, you could bully me vigorously and scold me blatantly, but I was not less smoked by the teacher." ”

Laughed one after another, low and slow, with a thick voice, "You are not a fool, or you can't hear the outside world for the time being, but you really respond to good words and can't hear bad words but listen to Baili, I talk to you well and you are indifferent, but when I point to your nose and scold you, you will look at me, and then occasionally speak, but most of the time you are scolding 'you monkey', and I don't know what it means 'you are a monkey' or 'mud monkey'." Later, you don't know how proud I was at that time, even the old man was helpless, but I can talk to you. ”

I found myself completely incapable of interfering with their words, and I should say that I couldn't intervene in their world. It was a past where I could never have had a place, it happened in the past, not before I knew each other, but because I might not have been born yet, or I was just the child of an ungrown tiger and lion in the forest. I remember when I was in Heizhugou, I heard stories about monkeys one after another, saying that he was called a mud monkey when he was a child, and it turned out that this title originated from Xiang Wan. He must have missed her then.

Then came the voices one after another: "Later, I thought, maybe that's why I pushed you ashore when we drowned together, and you see that I am gradually sinking down, so I can scream out and attract the old man." The old man is really ruthless, he fished me out of the water and threw me on the shore, and when he turned around, he picked up you who were screaming and ran to the hospital, without looking at me whether I was alive or dead. Later, I got up and went home, and when I turned around, the old man led you back, and when he settled you into the room, he gave you a hard beating, and scolded me for not taking you to the water's edge, and that time I lay in bed for three days and three nights without getting off the ground. ”

I couldn't control my gaze from looking at the succession, was the drowning he was talking about the time he dreamed back after he was drunk in the Golmud Hotel and was drenched by me? No wonder he was stunned like a child, it turned out that he was only eleven years old that year. It's hard to imagine an eleven-year-old child who has to be rescued by a nineteen-year-old adult and sent to shore after drowning, while he himself sinks to the bottom. Lu's father is inevitably a little ruthless, and he is his son one after another, as for saving an outsider and ignoring his own son?

But looking at the tone of succession, it seems that he doesn't blame anyone, even if he buries his father in his mouth, he doesn't see that he has unwilling emotions. Recalling that night, before falling asleep, he muttered: ...... It's okay, I said I'll save you.

The previous title was vague, it was muttered between my lips, I didn't hear it clearly, and I felt sour at the time, thinking that it was Han Dongling. If I had heard his name at that time, I would have asked him about Xiang Wan to the end, and I wouldn't have been so easily fooled and deceived by him the next day.

From the memories of the past, I can feel that the relationship between the two of them is very good. Xiang Wan is eight years older than one after another, and from the attitude of their conversation, it doesn't look like a couple, but more of a family's intimacy. This has a lot to do with Xiangwan's unfortunate early years and loss of sanity as a child. One after another, it is equivalent to finding a playmate who has no emotions, and the two have walked together for three years, and then Xiang Wan woke up, even if he is no longer mentally immature, it has been integrated into the hearts of the Lu family, including the Lu family's father and son.