151Marry me
Shao Baiqing was speeding through the streets, and his heart was also flying, he couldn't wait to take a time machine, as long as it was an instant, he could change him into Nina.
He wanted to go to the department store, but it was too late and the department stores were closed. He saw a long one of the stalls on the side of the road, selling clothes, trinkets, mobile phone cases, and shoes...... There is everything, but it seems that the stalls are being closed one after another, it is cold, and now they are closing the stalls earlier, Shao Baiqing ran over, found a stall, looked at it carefully, picked one he thought Nina would like, paid, he took his things and ran.
When he arrived at Nina's door, his heart was pounding, and the stairwell was dark and dark, but he was so familiar that he was in his own home, and he strode up without falling.
Nina didn't expect him to go and return, the moment the door opened, her face was full of surprise, and she was about to speak, but Shao Baiqing suddenly knelt on one knee and took out a ring as if he was playing a trick: "Marry me, Nina, please marry me!" ”
Nina seemed to be frightened, and didn't come back to her senses for a long time, just stared at him blankly.
"This is what I just bought, it's not valuable, but it represents my heart, Nina, I know I was wrong before, too wrong, it was your departure that made me realize that what I wanted has always been around, but I don't know how to cherish and miss you. Without you, I feel uncomfortable every second, every day is very tormented, I miss you, I miss you very, very much, really, you used to sit outside, I sat inside, my heart was very stable and content, but now you are not there, I am like staying alone in the ice and snow, lonely and cold, Nina, I beg you to come back, come back to me. In the past, Zhou Ting used a line to make Gu Nianbin and Du Xiaoxian get along as before, I thought about whether to recite a line to you as well, I thought about it for a long time, and finally thought of it, is it okay to recite it to you? ”
He only paused for a second, for fear that Nina would not say it well, so he quickly opened his mouth and recited: "There was once a sincere love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this." If God could give me a chance to do it all over again, I would say three words to that girl: I love you. If I had to put a deadline on this love, I would like it to be...... 10,000 years! ”
Nina was about to collapse, she had never seen such Shao Baiqing, in the middle of the night, he knelt at the door, holding the ring he bought from the street, and said this long paragraph with deep affection, and also memorized the classic lines in "Journey to the West", such an old movie, he still remembers.
The two of them watched that drama together, right at her house, because she had learned a new dish, she told Shao Baiqing to listen, but he was interested, so he had to go to her house to eat that dish after work, after eating, she searched this old movie to watch, Shao Baiqing laughed when he saw it, laughing and saying cheesy, but he actually remembered such cheesy lines, and recited them to her word for word.
Tears fell unexpectedly like that, more and more, blurred her eyes in an instant, Nina cried sullenly, as if all the strength of her body had been drained, and her body slid down softly along the door frame, Shao Baiqing was busy getting up to help her, but she pushed her away, and shouted hysterically: "What are you going to do?" , I said don't come to scratch my life, why don't you listen, why don't you listen? You don't know me, you don't know me at all, you don't even remember my name, why are you pestering me like this? , get away, I don't want to see you......"
She cried so loudly that she choked, her cloak was scattered, and she looked like crazy, such a big movement, the door on the opposite side opened, and there were people upstairs and downstairs who came out to look, but no one made a sound.
Nina was trembling all over, she hated Shao Baiqing, hated him for messing her up, hated him for making her embarrassed, and built a steel-like solid isolation board between them with her own hands, but it collapsed in an instant, she planned for so long, and in the end she still lost all the games, but she couldn't defeat the enemy, Shao Baiqing was the demon in her heart, she couldn't drive it away, she couldn't suppress it, as long as he wanted, he could destroy everything wantonly and let her be shattered, how could this man be so hateful, so hateful, really hateful......
Nina slammed the door hard and stopped Shao Baiqing outside.
Through the door, her cry seemed to be quieter, but it was still very clear in Shao Baiqing's ears, he was like a lost soul, leaned against the door and sat down, and said in a slow voice: "I know your name is Li Diandian, graduated from the Business School of East China University, your family is thousands of miles away in City C, your parents are civil servants, I know that you like mousse cake and American almonds, like hot cocoa, like watching movies, like swimming, like eating hot pot of Red Sixi, you can run fast in seven-inch heels, you like to keep curly hair, Because you can make your face smaller, you like to lie in bed, so occasionally you will be late, I said it's okay, it's your privilege as the general manager's secretary. Every time you are unhappy, I invite you to dinner, and when I am happy, I like to call you little baby, maybe ......" His voice became lower and lower: "In my heart, you are my baby, but I don't know it." On the first day of your report, wearing a white shirt and black skirt, with a ponytail, you look beautiful and a little shy, and I tell you: don't be interested in your boss. This is not only to restrain you, but also to restrain myself, my reputation is just outside, after all, I am a general manager in the company, and there is still a bottom line. Maybe it's this sentence that really restricts me, or maybe I don't even know myself, when you start to occupy the most important position in my heart, you say you're not happy, I pushed all the dates, accompanied you to eat and drink, you like to eat snacks, I bought it every once in a while, lied to you and said that it was sent by your girlfriend, you called to ask for sick leave, I put the phone and ran to your house......"
Nina behind the door stopped crying, there was no sound at all, but Shao Baiqing knew that she must still be there, he continued: "After you left, I began to feel wrong, the whole person is not good, I don't know why, I don't want to go home, I walk around every day, I don't know what I want to do, it's like I lost something very, very important, but I don't know where to get it back, until that night, I saw you in the supermarket, I immediately understood, I lost you, I lost my baby." I asked Lingyun to find out your address, I go every day, but I don't dare to call you, I'm afraid that as soon as I call you, you will run away again, during that time, I was dazed and scared but happy, I have grown so big, I have never suffered from gains and losses like this. ”
He stopped, gasped very lightly, and couldn't care about anything, he cut open his chest, and showed her the heart that had become so broken because of her, whether she accepted it or not, and took advantage of this courage to say all the things in his heart, and show all his pain in front of her. Even if he dies, he must die without regrets, after all, he said it, and after holding it for so long, he can finally tell her everything.
"I was so careful, but you still found out, you said such cruel things to me, I was very angry, thinking that since this is the case, I will never come to you again, but there is no way, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't control my own heart, I can't control my feet. Du Xiaoxian's departure made me understand one thing, cherish the people in front of you, don't really find it, only to regret it, and live in regret for the rest of my life, so I came to you again and again with a cheeky face. He sighed, "I don't know if you're listening, but I've said all the things in my heart, and I haven't reserved it, I'll tell you all about it, whether you want to accept me or not, Nina, I just want to say," Shao Baiqing suddenly paused when he said this.
Nina leaned against the door and listened quietly, but her heart beat violently, as if she was afraid, she was so frightened that her body shrunk into a ball, and there was a voice in her heart called frantically screaming: No, no, no...... Don't say it......
"I love you!"
After saying this, Shao Baiqing was silent for a long time, and finally spoke, those three words seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, but when he finally said it, he suddenly seemed to breathe a big sigh of relief, and stretched his legs a little like prostration.
There was also a long silence behind the door, Shao Baiqing took a deep breath, and then closed his eyes, maybe silence is the best ending, spanning the love field for several years, such a spring breeze is proud, and the final result is like this......
The corridor was dark and silent, and the sound of the wind outside could be heard, whistling through the dead branches, which was a sharp and poignant sound.
Shao Baiqing sat against the wall, his whole body was numb, but he was unwilling to get up or move, and those words seemed to exhaust all his efforts. His eyes were closed in frustration, his mind was blank, and he didn't want to think about anything.
I don't know how long it took, Shao Baiqing was almost in a daze, but the door suddenly opened, and Nina stood by the door with a pale face, "Come in." ”
Shao Baiqing was overjoyed, and he was about to get up, but his body was stiff, and he didn't stand up at once, but because he was in too much of a hurry, he stumbled and fell down.
Nina stretched out her hand, Shao Baiqing took her hand, and finally stood up with the help of strength, Nina didn't say anything, and silently turned around and walked towards the room.
Shao Baiqing closed the door and followed to the room, Nina uncovered the quilt and lay on the bed, and Shao Baiqing also lay on the bed. Nina still didn't say a word, turned her back to him, and fell asleep like that, Shao Baiqing was stunned for a while before daring to lean over and gently hold her in his arms. Nina remained motionless, as if she had fallen asleep. Shao Baiqing didn't dare to move, he was a little dazed, as if none of this was true, just now he was still sitting outside the door, cold and stiff, but now he was lying on Nina's bed, holding his beloved, as if it was a dream, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes, if it was a dream, then keep dreaming!