Yingning waited quietly in the palace until it was dark, and I didn't hurry back from the palace. She sat in her study and heard Steward Zhong whispering to him outside the door. I didn't really hear it, but I could hear from the occasional few words and phrases that his mood was sluggish, probably because he was reprimanded by the Queen Mother, or maybe the relationship between them was hopeless, and he was not in good spirits. In short, he won't bring any good news, Ying Ning already knew the outcome from the moment he stepped out of the palace gate.

It was already autumn, Yingning was dressed thinly, and she felt a little cool on her body, and she couldn't help but shiver. Then I pushed the door open and entered the room, and he looked at her deeply, walked to the cupboard in a corner, and took out a black cloak from it. Silently walked up to her and carefully put the cloak on her. The movement of his hands was slow, but Ying Ning sensed his nervousness, and his fingers kept shaking. Even if he went into battle to kill the enemy, he shouldn't have been so panicked. He had been tying the two straps for a long time before he could barely tie them together.

After he finished doing this, he stroked her face, there was endless tenderness in his eyes, and he said softly: "Listen to Steward Zhong, you have been waiting for me?" ”

Ying Ning looked up at him and nodded slightly. I laughed bitterly: "I know what you have to say, but I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear a word." I don't want to hear any cruel words from you, I know it's going to look like I'm cowardly, but I'm really afraid. ”

He turned around to leave, but Ying Ning wrapped around him from behind, pressed his face against his broad back, and tried to keep himself calm and said: "I have worked hard, but there is no way, we are doomed." I have to go, I don't want you to fall out with your mother because of me. She gave birth to you, and the grace of birth and nurturing is greater than heaven, and she is not worthy of me. ”

Wu Qi straightened his back, his whole body was tense, he raised his hand to cover Ying Ning's hand, her fingers were slightly cold, she must have been sitting here for a long time. He turned around and took Yingning into his arms, using all his strength, he wanted to rub her into his body, so that no one could snatch her. His chin rested on the top of her hair, and his voice was hoarse: "Yingning, I've never been so powerless. I've fought on the battlefield, and how many times I've almost never come back, and I've never thought about the despair I have now. ”

Yingning's heart contracted as if a big hole had been broken, and her tears fell uncontrollably, falling on his chest and soaking his clothes.

"Yingning, I don't want this boring prince's position, let's go together, okay? Is it good to find a paradise, stay incognito, and be a free couple? He patted her gently on the back, his voice soft, as if to seduce her, which seemed to be a thought he had always had, not a whim.

Ying Ning had a momentary heartbeat, he refused to even ask for glory, wealth, fame and fortune for her. She wanted to nod her head and say yes, but she couldn't be so selfish. He is a nobleman, and she can't selfishly keep him by her side and live the so-called idle clouds and wild cranes. He is the god of war, he should stay here and make achievements, this is the life he should live.

Ying Ning closed his eyes and listened to the sound of his heartbeat. She used to like to snuggle up in his arms and count his heartbeats, which reassured her. There was a sour feeling in her heart, and she probably won't hear it again. She rubbed against his chest, regardless of whether snot and tears rubbed against him. She said with difficulty, "I'll stop here." ”

She heard the sound of my teeth clucking, his arms tightened, and for a moment she wondered if he was trying to strangle her.

My face became very ugly, his eyes were cold, it was clear that it had just entered autumn, but his eyes looked like a heavy snowfall.

Ying Ning raised his head, seeing his look like this, he didn't know how to comfort him for a while. The words she said could not be recovered, and besides, it was the result of her careful consideration, and it was the only result.

Wu Qi looked at her painfully, his brows furrowed, and he asked, "Yingning, do you really want to draw a line with me?" Will you give up me? Can we break it clean? ”

Ying Ning shook her head, tears falling straight down. Wu Qi sighed and wiped it off for her, Ying Ning choked up and said, "Wu Qi, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't have appeared in front of you." You could have lived in peace, but I broke the peace you should have. If it weren't for my obsession, you wouldn't be in such pain. ”

Wu Qi lowered his head and kissed her crying red eyes, and said in a low voice: "No, it's not such Yingning. I'm glad you were in front of me, and you made me appreciate what it's like to love a woman deeply. I have lived for more than 20 years, and I have never been so concerned about anyone. Yingning, I can't convince myself to let go, if you leave, I'm afraid I will have no soul in the future, just a walking corpse. ”

Yingning cried, and she said, "You don't understand my period, it's not so simple between us." Everything is my fault, you don't know, I used to ......" She hesitated for a moment, and finally said it, which had been hidden in the depths of her heart, and was about to be forgotten by her, she gritted her teeth and said: "I once cursed you, I cursed you not to grow old or die, to be lonely for life, and never to be loved." I suddenly understand now that I am your love, and when I curse you, I am actually cursing myself. It was I who put us in this desperate situation, it was I who made us love each other but not be together. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then, as if thinking of something, he asked, "Did we know each other before?" ”

Ying Ning regretted a little after speaking, he shouldn't have known about the past, it wasn't very pleasant. It's just that since she opened her mouth, she couldn't escape, she said slowly: "We have been entangled in three lives, and we have missed each life. Yejun said that we have no fate, and forcing it will only hurt the two of us. I don't wonder others, it's all my fault. ”

Ying Ning admitted her mistake again, she felt that the culprit of all this was actually herself. At that time, I hated it so much that I said such a curse fiercely. How could she be so ruthless at that time, she still can't understand that she loves him so much. After going through so many things, she suddenly realized that it was all her curse that had been fulfilled. Although there has been a divine obstruction, it is not crucial. In the last life, her soul was scattered, and in this life, she didn't dare to force it, she couldn't gamble, not every life I could be lucky enough to be reincarnated in the mortal world. The best way is not to let go of himself, as long as he can live safely, everything else seems less important.

I relieved myself for a while, and then asked, "Brother Huang and you also knew each other before, didn't you?" And he has memories of his previous life, he remembers you, and he remembers me, there are irreconcilable contradictions between the three of us, so he will obstruct them in every way. I don't understand, what the hell is going on? What is the inextricable barrier between us? ”

Ying Ning was silent for a long time before she replied: "I have a deep enmity with him, but I have already avenged it, he wanted to kill but killed you by mistake, I killed him in the end, and you were wiped out together." It's just that I didn't expect him to be reincarnated with you, and what I didn't expect was that he had a memory, but you didn't remember anything. ”

Wu Qi smiled helplessly, reached out and tucked the broken hair in her ear, and said, "But I'm still in love with you, Yingning, there is a constant fate between us." Otherwise, how could I still be in love with you when I don't remember you. ”

Yingning was silent for a while, and after a while, she sighed and said with regret: "Not all people who love each other can be together in the end." I'm determined to go. I'm waiting here, waiting for you to come back, just to say goodbye to you and get acquainted, I don't want to leave quietly. I mean, you deserve better. ”

Wu Qi's fingers pinched Ying Ning's shoulder, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Ying Ning, if you leave, there will be no best woman." The queen mother limited me to marry Su Yuanruo in five days, and I have already agreed. On the way I came, I kept thinking, if you will flee with me, I will be this unfaithful, unfilial and untrustworthy person. ”

Ying Ning smiled bitterly and said quietly: "It's a pity that I disappointed you." Su Yuanruo's scheming is a little heavier, but she likes you wholeheartedly, not to mention that General Su is frank and loyal, presumably Su Yuanruo's character will not be too bad. Since you have promised to marry her, you will be born to her. From now on, take care. ”

A cool breeze blew outside the door, and Yingning pushed away my period and said softly: "I'm leaving, my period." ”

She walked slowly to the door and opened it, and there was Yejun standing outside the door. He was dressed in white and fluttering, like a god in the heavenly realm. She didn't expect Yejun to come to pick her up, in fact, she didn't need it at all, she knew the way back. Maybe he was afraid that she would regret it.

I don't remember Yejun, but I'm still a little familiar. He inexplicably couldn't have a good impression of Yejun's face.

He stepped forward to hold Yingning's hand and asked in her ear, "Who is he?" ”

Yejun clearly heard the unfriendly question, and he hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Who I am has nothing to do with King Jing, I am here to pick up the Hades King of the underworld." ”

I guessed the identity of some Yingning, but I didn't know that her status was so high. He squeezed the palm of her hand, Ying Ning looked at him, and said softly: "His name is Yejun, he is the ghost king of the underworld, and I am indeed the king of the underworld." I didn't mean to hide this from you, but I was afraid that you wouldn't accept it. ”

Wu Qi chuckled, but there was a little bitterness in his smile, and he said, "Yingning, no matter what kind of identity you are, I can accept it." But what can it be? You don't belong to me after all. ”

After he finished speaking, he raised his head and looked at Yejun, and asked with a cold gaze, "Do you like Yingning?" ”

Yejun glanced at Ying Ning and said with a smile, "Yes." ”

His fingers clenched into fists under his sleeves, his nails sinking into his palms, and he felt a pain, but the pain was not worth one-ten-thousandth of the pain in his heart. He heard his own sad voice say, "Good life for her." ”

When Ying Ning heard it, tears fell uncontrollably. She raised her sleeves to wipe them clean, raised her head, and said to the Night King, "Let's go." ”

All of a sudden there was silence, and I sat in the study, which seemed to be very clean, and even the smell of incense was gone. It seems that Yingning has never come, dust to dust, road to road......

One part, two wide, no more joy.