468 It's too late

Lu Xiaoxian got up early and went downstairs to breathe fresh air as usual, originally she wanted to run, but the doctor suggested that it was best for her not to run, for fear of burdening her heart, and asked her to walk every day.

In the thick of spring, the sun is shining, the flowers are red and willow green, and even the grass on the side of the road is thriving, but such a scenery does not make Lu Xiaoxian's mood better, she has been thinking about a question: Why did Cheng Ruizhang tell her those things?

Is it because you know she won't call the police? Or do you want to deliberately anger her when you say it?

Lu Xiaoxian walked back and forth on the garden path a few times, felt a little tired, and sat down on a bench by the side of the road to rest. Suddenly, I heard someone talking from behind.

"You know what? The patient in the twenty-nine beds of the third district died last night. ”

"You know? Dr. Shao had already made up his mind that she wouldn't survive last night! What kind of news is this? ”

"Why isn't it news, big news, but don't spread it," the speaker lowered his voice, "Yesterday someone asked the family of the twenty-nine bed to buy her heart!" ”

"Really!" The listeners were taken aback: "This kind of thing is not allowed, our hospital must stop it!" ”

"What to stop, the two sides don't admit it, they just say that they donate organs, what can you do? It's over-the-counter trading. This kind of thing is not unusual, but do you know how much the buyer is paying? ”

When Lu Xiaoxian heard this, she turned her face slightly, it turned out that there was also a bench behind her, and the two nurses were sitting there chatting, she was hidden behind the tree, and the two nurses couldn't see her, but she could see them as long as she had a side face.

She saw a nurse hold up a finger and say, "So many! ”

The other looked a little surprised: "A million? That's rich enough! ”

"You don't say a zero, 10 million!"

"Ten million! God, what a tyrant! The listener was surprised and asked, "Who is the buyer?" ”

"There's just one over there waiting to change the heart, you should know, right?"

"I know, the patient's name is Lu Xiaoxian, he fainted yesterday and went to the emergency room, the situation is not very good, if he doesn't change his mind, he may not be able to wake up if he faints once. I heard that she is Gu's young grandmother, but she is quite kind, not like a rich person at all. ”

"Hey, it's a shame, marrying into a wealthy family but not enjoying it, I remember when the plane crashed last year, her husband disappeared, and there is no news until now, and now she has this disease again, it's really pitiful."

"Forget it, everyone has their own creation, it's useless for you to sigh for her here, let's go, let's come out for a while, let's go back."

The two nurses walked for a while, and Lu Xiaoxian still sat still.

It turned out that this was the truth, and she was not allowed to be discharged from the hospital because she would faint at any time and her life would be in danger. Trapping her in the hospital is not because she won't be treated, it's because she wants to change her heart, but where to find her heart?

No wonder Lu Haochen always looks down-hearted, no wonder Fang Yaru cries when she sees her. They all know that she won't live long, and they all know that they are hiding from her alone!

Lu Xiaoxian felt so close to death for the first time, she was not afraid, she was just sorry, she couldn't watch her daughter grow up, she couldn't wait for her husband to come home, her time became a countdown, everything was too late!

Sitting still, she slowly stood up, instead of being sad here, it was better to do something practical. Birth, old age, sickness and death, the laws of nature, no one can resist, she must race against time, before the next fainting, do everything that needs to be done.

Back in the ward, she called Cheng Ruizhang, and the man smiled on the other end of the phone: "Didn't you say that you don't want to see me again?" Why did it change in one night and just think of me like that? ”

Lu Xiaoxian didn't have time to laugh with him, and said calmly: "You come over now, I have something to tell you." ”

Cheng Ruizhang heard that she was not in a good mood, but he just accepted it when he saw it, and hung up the phone, he was a little strange, he told Lu Xiaoxian everything yesterday, and her reaction was also expected by him, thinking that he would never see him again, why did he go over again?

He actually didn't want to go, but he was curious about what made Lu Xiaoxian change his mind, and after thinking about a cigarette, he finally took his coat and went out.

Last night, he was wondering, would Lu Xiaoxian call the police? Or will you tell Lu Haochen? With his understanding of her, he shouldn't be able to, this woman is too simple, she can see through it at a glance, and it's not worth his brains at all, but she is not too simple, she knows what awaits her, but she has no turning back.

I was thinking all the way, what did Lu Xiaoxian want to say when he asked him to go to the bottom? I thought about it a lot, but I didn't guess it, and with his IQ, I didn't guess it.

Cheng Ruizhang sat on the sofa and looked at Lu Xiaoxian in surprise: "You called me here to say this?" ”

"Yes," Lu Xiaoxian looked serious: "You have done so many wrong things, everyone thinks you are heinous, but I think your heart is not bad, as long as your heart is not bad, you will be saved, the most important thing is that you are Nianbin's brother, a member of the Gu family, Gu can only rest assured if I entrust it to you, this is also my father's greatest wish before his death, since he gave you the shares, he also hopes that you can carry forward the Gu family, and think that you have this ability, I think so." So, Cheng Ruizhang, I ask you to manage the Gu family well, and please treat your mother and Shanshan well, they are both very good people. ”

"Are you giving an account of what happened?" Cheng Ruizhang frowned, he now understood a little, Lu Xiaoxian already knew about his condition, so he told him this.

"No, compared to me, you are more suitable for the Gu family, you have the brain, education, experience, and energy." Lu Xiaoxian said: "I understand the loneliness and unbearable of growing up alone, you need a home, home can make you warm, can make you feel the beauty of life, can remove the anger in your heart, Cheng Ruizhang, come home, we are a family." ”

Cheng Ruizhang was silent for a while, took out the cigarette case and came out, but he closed it with five fingers, held it tightly in the palm of his hand, and threw it into the trash can after a while, his expression was a little serious, "Lu Xiaoxian, I will say two points, first, whether I am a family member or not, and secondly, my life does not need other people's arrangements." The Gu family and the people of the Gu family, you should still watch it yourself. I still have something to do, so I'm gone. After saying that, he got up and hurried out of the door.

Lu Xiaoxian opened her mouth, wanting to stop him, thinking about it, forget it, she said everything that should be said, I hope he will do it himself.

As soon as Lu Haochen left, Lu Haochen and Gu Shanshan entered the door one after the other.

Lu Xiaoxian said: "You guys came just in time, I have something to say, sit down." ”

Seeing her serious appearance, Gu Shanshan smiled and said, "So serious, what do you want to say?" ”

Although Lu Haochen was surprised, he didn't speak, and sat down obediently.

Lu Xiaoxian looked at Gu Shanshan, then at Lu Haochen, sighed and said, "I see that you are really a good match, if you are not together, it will be a pity!" ”

Gu Shanshan laughed, and Lu Haochen said angrily: "You just want to talk about this?" ”

Lu Xiaoxian also laughed and patted Lu Haochen's hand: "I mean seriously, if you can do it, I will die." ”

Gu Shanshan smiled, "Bah, what can't die!" Bad luck! As he spoke, he looked at Lu Haochen worriedly.

The man's face was really a little unsightly, he didn't look at Lu Xiaoxian, and his voice was a little heavy: "Don't think too much, recuperate with peace of mind." ”

"Actually, I already know, there is nothing to avoid, birth, old age, sickness and death, the laws of nature," Lu Xiaoxian said calmly: "Let everything go naturally, it is not easy to find a healthy and matching heart, you don't have to worry about me, leave it to fate, thank you for everything you have done for me, especially my brother, to take care of three companies, but also to take care of me, it's really hard......"

"Don't say it." Lu Haochen's hand was on his lap, trembling slightly.

"No, let me finish speaking, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future," Lu Xiaoxian ignored Lu Haochen's increasingly ugly face, and his voice sped up: "Brother, in case I really leave, please take care of your parents, after Dad wakes up, don't tell him about me at once, and infiltrate slowly, otherwise he won't be able to stand it......"

"Tell you to stop talking!" Lu Haochen's eyes were red, and he roared at Lu Xiaoxian angrily: "Who told you to say this?" Who said you'd die? With me, you won't die, if you hear it, don't think about it in the future, it's the right thing to take care of! ”

Lu Xiaoxian lowered her head and kept silent, she knew that Lu Haochen was not happy in her heart, so it was good to vent it properly.

After Lu Haochen finished yelling, seeing Lu Xiaoxian's low-eyed and pleasing appearance, he felt distressed again, annoyed that he couldn't hold his breath, and he was usually reluctant to even say anything heavy about her, but now that he is sick, he roared.

He softened his voice: "Xiaoxian, I'm sorry, brother shouldn't yell at you, believe brother, you will be fine." ”

"I hope so, too."

Seeing Lu Haochen's face soften, Lu Xiaoxian smiled, turned around and looked at Gu Shanshan, "Shanshan, I want to ask you for something." ”

"You say, don't say one, even ten I promise." Looking at the scene just now, Gu Shanshan's eyes were already red, she didn't dare to cry, she held on very hard, afraid that Lu Xiaoxian would be uncomfortable, and she was afraid of angering Lu Haochen.

"I want to entrust my thoughts to you." Speaking of her daughter, Lu Xiaoxian's eyes were also red: "Mom is too used to her, it's not good for Nian Nian like this, you will take care of it in the future, she will listen to you." ”

Gu Shanshan couldn't hold back any longer, burst into tears in an instant, and couldn't cry: "Xiaoxian, what do you want to do?" Why do you entrust Niannian to me, I don't care, you hurry up and heal your illness and teach her yourself. Woo woo, good look, you say all that...... Woowoo woo ......"

Lu Haochen stood up suddenly, walked to the window, and tilted his head slightly, Gu Shanshan knew that he must have cried too. She cried even more fiercely, Lu Xiaoxian went over to hug her and comforted her softly: "Don't cry, it's all my fault for making you sad." Don't say it, I won't say it, don't cry, if you cry again, I want to cry too. ”

Gu Shanshan bit her lip and tried her best to calm herself down, now is not the time to cry, the one who needs to cry the most should be Lu Xiaoxian, but no, there is no fear and fear on her face, she just calmly explained the aftermath to them. Compared to Lu Xiaoxian, she is really too weak.

Lu Haochen had no choice, Lu Xiaoxian had a tendon, he lost his temper, but she still had to say what she wanted, without delay at all. His temper could no longer be released, and he said that she would not have died without him. In fact, he has no bottom in his heart, and his heart is far away, and she doesn't know when she faints and will never wake up.

He lived every day in horror, he didn't have the heart to do anything, he was always afraid that the hospital would call him, and he was so scared that he had auditory hallucinations, thinking that the phone was ringing, and when he picked it up, there was nothing in the receiver.

When will this kind of torment end? The heart source that made him so tormented, when will it appear?