293. Think long-term

"An Ran, you can take your mother to have a look." Mom's sudden opening surprised me, why did she suddenly say this? Although she and I have been talking about everything in the past few days, of course, we have talked a lot of things. But such a request is really too sudden.

I knew what she meant, but I didn't know what to do about it.

"Go and see, everything has to be remembered for a long time."

In fact, I already had such an idea in my heart, and to put it bluntly, I just didn't dare, because I didn't dare to face it, so I didn't go. If it was really the hurdle in my heart in the past, maybe I would have gone to see it a long time ago. Thinking about Shen Qingzhi is also pitiful, is it really worth it to make yourself like this just because she loves someone?

If it were me, maybe it wouldn't be like this. Even if it is love, if I can't have it, then I will only bless, not want to possess it by any means.

Maybe that's the difference between people and people, those strange ideas exist, but they haven't encountered them.

As Mom said, some things have to be considered in the long run.

Actually, I still don't quite understand what my mother meant, in the long run, can this solve the matter completely? If I could, that's what I'd like to do the most.

Thinking about what my mother said, Shen Qingzhi is the pride of the Shen family and the favorite child of the Shen family. In terms of ability alone, it has been recognized by everyone, but it's a pity that what her parents did can be regarded as ruining her. Otherwise, she is really the most suitable candidate for the Xu family. For this, my mother said it very directly, and there was nothing to be embarrassed about. That's the way it is, but now that she's approved of me, I'm satisfied.

"Any idea why I like you? Not only because of your kindness, but also because of your easy satisfaction. You're like that, kid, just be satisfied. I really don't know how you've come here after all these years. Like you used to ...... Hey, let's go over the past, we don't want to think about it. As the saying goes, before meeting true love, who hasn't experienced a few scumbags. ”

This was said a little suddenly, but then Mom seemed to realize something, and when she changed the topic, it was also the end of the sentence.

Obviously, Mom knew about my past. However, it was her words that moved me to the point that I couldn't do it. I knew it but still accepted it, and if it were someone else, it might not be the case. After all, this kind of thing is not acceptable to everyone, and no mother wants her son to marry a divorced woman.

"Mom, it's my luck to meet you." Looking at the woman in front of me, I said with a little stumbling. My heart was uncomfortably tight, and I resisted the urge to cry, but my eyes were still red.

"Silly girl, alright, now let's go and have a look." This is the most critical time, and my mother has been thinking about watching it.

I couldn't refuse her, and of course I couldn't run away from it.

The moment I got in the car, my heart inexplicably began to become tense.

"Don't worry, it's okay." Holding my hand tightly, Mom said softly. Especially the smile on his face, with the help of the sun, looks particularly good. I have to admit that even though she is old, her mother is still a big beauty. Especially the delicate facial features, even if there are traces, it does not affect her beauty at all.

Looking at this familiar hospital and thinking about the child I lost, my heart is not so uncomfortable. I've always felt that this is my own fault, but I don't think it's her Shen Qingzhi's own fault. If it weren't for her, the child wouldn't have just disappeared. If he still exists, it would be big by now.

It's not my fault alone, but it's unfair to think that I have to bear it alone. But is there less injustice in me? It seems that it was destined to be unfair from the beginning. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became. If I hadn't met Xu Yi, I think I might have really put an end to this mistake.

Coming to the ward with my mother, we could clearly see the pale face through the glass.

Shen Qingzhi just lay quietly on the hospital bed. If it weren't for the instrument plugged all over her body, she would really look like a sleeping beauty. It's a pity that she doesn't make people feel pitiful like this. If I really want to say it, now I just want her to die quickly. Lying here, it's cheap for her.

I did want her to die, but I had to think about it, because I couldn't do it. Life is in your own hands, but some people are cowardly and can only be pinched flat. That kid has always been in my heart, but it's never been mentioned.

Xu Yi wanted another one, and he always hinted at it openly and secretly, but in the end it was all over by my psychological pressure. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't cross the hurdle of children. Especially now looking at Shen Qingzhi's appearance, my hands are clenched unconsciously.

"There are some things that you don't want to think about anymore, and if you can't let go, it's just a thought. I know you hate her, but looking at her now, can you still hate her in your heart? Turning her head to look at me, my mother said this very indifferently.

Can you hate it? I asked myself in my mind.

In fact, what if she hates it or not, she is like this now, is it possible that I can do something? Maybe, but I know how bad this is. Anyway, I don't think they want to see me like this.

In fact, this is also Shen Qingzhi's own fault, and of course it is also the best destination for us. Selfishly, if she is still standing in front of us now, then I don't think it is possible for me and Aunt Xu to be so idle. Not to mention Lin Xiao, even Shen Qingzhi is powerless for us. I still remember all the things I have experienced before, and I can't even say that I dare not forget them.

However, now, after leaving Shen Qingzhi and Lin Xiao, this matter is really troublesome.

Some things are not surprising, just like Mom's calmness after learning about it, as if it was expected.

"It seems that Lin Xiao has really found the right way, and he is really smart enough to threaten you with Shen Qingzhi." sighed in a low voice, but then continued: "It's okay if you don't come back, Shen Qingzhi who comes back this time will inevitably be valued by the Shen family." Being smart has always been the focus of the Shen family, and her ability makes the Shen family even more important. It's okay not to come back, but this time it's probably not that simple. and Shen Fei, it is estimated that this kid will also ...... Hey, what a pity for that kid. "Full of regret

Shen Fei? When I heard the name, I was a little surprised. Unexpectedly, my mother also knew Shen Fei, it seems that this man is not simple. But Mom said that Lin Xiao had found the right way, is this really okay?

"In terms of how much the Shen family cares, if Lin Xiao really says this smile, then the Shen family is really likely to come to the door. But it's good that you came to find me, otherwise I guess Xu Yi can really leave me directly. She said this as if she was angry, and the seriousness of her face made me not feel that she was angry at all.

What my mom said is also true, I did think about leaving without telling anyone. I can only leave such a thing.

It turns out that Lin Xiao didn't lie to me, so now? Even my mother said this, I can't believe it.

"Don't worry, with my mother here, it will definitely be fine."

This is reassuring, and I am relieved in a word.

If there is anyone else in this world who is good to me, it is estimated that only the Xu family is the people. Because they are the only ones who care about me the most, and I really feel that.

"Don't worry." This was the last thing my mother said to me, and I looked at Shen Qingzhi lying on the hospital bed again, and then we left.

The phone was still clamoring, even if it was muted. Looking at the names on the screen, I was also entangled. To pick up or not to answer, this is really a big question.

However, just when I was still hesitating, my mother directly snatched my phone and pressed the power off button directly.

"I don't think it's better not to involve him in this matter, otherwise it will only get more and more troublesome."

"Okay."

I thought the same thing as my mother, and I didn't want Xu Yi to participate. After all, it's really hard to say about Shen Qingzhi's affairs. If Lin Xiao is really allowed to say it, then the relationship between the two families is bound to break down.

"Let's take a long-term view of this matter."

However, when Lin Xiao's call came again, her mother pressed the amplification.

A familiar voice came from the first time, which showed how anxious Lin Xiao was. Not a preemptive move, but a threat that can't wait.

"Well, I've given you plenty of time to think about it. What about you? I know it's painful for you, but I don't think you want to see him end up in your hands. If that's the case, then your so-called love is really disgusting. ”

"But I'm very good, where did you go during this time, and you didn't come to the company. You know? Xu Yi is looking for you, and you are already crazy. You say that you are not a scourge, because because of your disappearance, he becomes not like himself. What the hell did you say you did to him, you slut. ”

In the end, Lin Xiao scolded directly, how ugly it sounds.

On the other hand, Mom's face is already so dark that it can't be done.

Obviously, Mom was really angry this time, listened to those ugly words, and finally hung up the phone directly.

"Hmph, is it true that there is no one in our Lin family? How dare you bully our family like this. "As soon as I slapped the table, the anger might have really come up. Looking at such a picture, I can only comfort except comfort. Actually, I didn't expect Lin Xiao to suddenly call to say such a thing, but this time, it completely angered my mother.

Looking at my mother's unhappy face, I could only choose to be silent after comfort.