98. Love

It is said that it is unsociable, but in fact, when everyone chats in private, a few of them will not join, but they are still busy with many crew members when they work.

I struck a good time, and as they set sail together, I ran close and pretended to look up in curiosity, unafraid that someone would suddenly back away and knock me out, and behind me was the guardrail along the ship's edge. The guardrail had been broken by a black fish, but now it was stopped by a heavy hemp rope, only up to a person's leg, and this one fell backwards, and was bound to roll over the edge of the boat and fall into the water.

As soon as the exclamation began, a strong hand grabbed my arm, stopped the overturn, and pushed me to the middle of the deck. I shook my head with a pale face in horror, looked straight at the dark face and turned around to continue working on the canvas. I was advised not to get too close, but to stand farther away to see if it was safe.

I silently walked to the side, and in the corner where they couldn't see, I put away the horror on my face, and the corners of my lips curled a little. It's him! Lao Zhao is Sheng Shiyao! Among the several people, although I was the most suspicious of him, I couldn't be sure, so I deliberately caused that little accident just now, and the position where I stood happened to be near him. The force of the crew's push and collision was actually not enough to knock me over, it was I who took advantage of the situation to lean back, and the reaction of ordinary people was never so fast, only Sheng Shiyao could make a judgment to save me at the first time.

In addition, the moment he pushed me to the deck, he stared at me fiercely, this kind of look can't be wrong, it is his special way of looking at people. It's not that I'm struggling to find him, it's that I'm not sure who he is, and my fluttering heart can't be calmed.

Then I also settled, at noon in the restaurant or served a meal and sat next to "Sheng Shiyao", halfway he asked me if I almost fell into the water when I sailed before, I nodded and told him what happened. He was somewhere else at the time, so he didn't see it, and someone must have told him about it later. After that, he didn't speak again, but when he got up, he said, "If it's convenient for you during the lunch break, come to the old place to find me." ”

My heart moved, and I tried to act as surprised as I could, "Okay, I'll go to you later." ”

Seeing him leave, I was thinking about how to deal with it later, and as soon as I walked out of the restaurant, I met Jian Ningyi, and when she saw me, she smiled and asked, "Are you done eating?" I nodded, and she stepped forward and took my hand as she walked, "Do me a favor, okay?" ”

I had no reason to refuse, so I acquiesced. Pulling me into her cabin, she saw that there were scattered papers all over the place, and she said with annoyance: "This is the material that several doctors are going to discuss at three o'clock, I forgot to take something on the table, I hurried to prepare a meal for the doctors at lunchtime, forgot to close the hatch, and when I came back, it was scattered like this." Can you help me sort it out? I'm sure I won't have time to get it done by three o'clock. ”

I wanted to say that I had fulfilled Ahan's appointment just now, but after thinking about it, I didn't think about how to deal with it anyway, so I might as well use it as an excuse. So he happily complied, leaned over to help Jian Ning pick up the paper, and paid attention to the words on it while picking it up, and found that it was really about medicine. However, since Jian Ningyi claims to be a life assistant of a medical doctor, he naturally wants to create a false impression to show me.

Wait, since there are no PhDs at all, why do you have a medical seminar at three o'clock? There was no meeting, these materials were waste paper, and Jian Ningyi asked me to "help", what was her intention?

I soon understood what she meant, and after I had buried myself in picking up a lot of papers, I overheard her ask, "I heard that you had a fight with Khan last night." I paused in my hand and said with a little bitterness, "It's so fast." ”

"It's because ...... Me? ”

I didn't turn my head and said sullenly, "No, it's between me and him." ”

She was silent for two seconds and then said, "Do you mind if he saved me yesterday and didn't save you, actually...... Maybe he didn't see you at the time, and I was half exposed, so that's why I was like this. At first, you asked me if I had taken care of Khan a few days before he was rescued, but I didn't take it to heart, thinking that you were just asking, but when I heard about it this morning, I thought that you must have misunderstood. ”

Turning his eyes to look at her, if I hadn't discovered the truth last night, I might have really been moved by the sincerity in her eyes. I whispered, "Maybe I'm thinking too much, but if he really ...... you"

"Absolutely not!" Jian Ning said categorically, "He can't be interested in me, Cheng Xiao, don't worry, I won't have any other thoughts about him." ”

"Why? He should be a good-looking man. ”

"Good-looking?" A shallow sneer appeared in her eyes, "There are more good-looking people in this world, not to mention that my heart has long been lost." She raised her hand and touched her heart, with a faint look miserable, "This is already empty." ”

I didn't look like she was pretending, and I couldn't help but ask, "Do you already have someone you like?" ”

She was stunned, sat down on the ground, looked up and fixed somewhere, sadness emanated from her again, she said: "That's not like, it's love, I have loved that person for more than ten years, since I was a child, I have been chasing him since I was a child, and I have been chasing him until adulthood, and finally chased him as I wished." If I say that he is good-looking, he is the best-looking person in my eyes, but what can he do? It is destined that I will eventually become strangers to him and go in the opposite direction. ”

"Why? Didn't you already catch him? I asked, puzzled.

She smiled desolately, "Cheng Xiao, you haven't really tasted love yet, and when you taste it, you will know that there is not only sweetness, but also bitterness and pain." When two people live together and find that their hearts are not only not close, but are getting farther and farther, you will understand that loving someone is not something that you can insist on and go to the end. ”

I'm also silent, love? Is my relationship with Sheng Shiyao considered love? I'm pretty sure I like him, but I've never thought about it. Ning Yi said, the taste of love is sweet, bitter and painful, haven't I already tasted it? I was ecstatic when I found Sheng Shiyao next to me, I felt distressed when I saw him forbearance in all his ways, and I was so angry that I went crazy when I saw that fake Sheng Shiyao being locked in a cage.

Many of these emotions come from him and because of him. It turns out that this is love, and I fell in love with Sheng Shiyao.

Jian Ningyi's words not only touched me, but also made me believe her, such a look, such a sorrow that is greater than the death of the heart can not be disguised. She can't be the mastermind of these things, but there is no doubt that she knows that "Sheng Shiyao", so what is her role in this bureau?

I thought for a moment and asked, "How did you come out after you were separated from him?" In fact, when I look at her, she hasn't come out yet, and a deep sadness fills her eyes.

"Traveling, I traveled from one city to the next by myself, and let the wounds heal slowly."

This answer was somewhat unexpected, but it gave me the opportunity to ask, "Did you do your current job later?" ”

"Well, it was introduced to me by a friend, don't talk about it, it's really bad, I actually talked to you about forgetting the information." Obviously, she didn't want to talk about it too much, so I didn't ask any more questions, but helped her pick up the papers together, and when she had picked them all up, she sorted them one by one, and it was already 2:50 when she was done. She hurriedly rushed out of the cabin, and threw down a sentence as she walked: "Cheng Xiao, thank you, I'll look for you later." ”

After coming out of Jian Ning's cabin, I went down to the deck of the cabin, and after a circle I didn't find "Sheng Shiyao", the kind crew told me that he went back to the cabin to get something. I happened to meet him in front of the cabin and explained that Jian Ning had something to do with me just now, so I couldn't go to the appointment. He frowned and lost his sentence: "It's nothing, I'll do things." ”

After he walked away, I squinted my eyes and exhaled secretly, now it is all psychological warfare, and I have to be extra careful with every step, including every word. But even though I was so cautious, I couldn't escape.

It happened in the evening, and there was a sudden commotion on the lower deck, and I went out of the cabin to inspect it, and saw everyone running in one place. I wondered if I had met a black fish again? I plan to do more than less, and this time I won't be nosy, but when I was about to turn around, I found that something was wrong, and the crew members gathered there seemed to be life-saving tools.

Someone overboard? His eyelids suddenly twitched twice, and he was a little uneasy. After a little hesitation, he still ran downstairs, and when he got there, it was already a mess, and he grabbed one of the crew members and asked what was wrong, and he said that someone fell from the top of the sail, and I asked how the person climbed to the top of the sail? It was said that there was a crack in the canvas, because he was about to sail with the wind, so he didn't wait for the sail to be repaired after the sail was dropped, and climbed directly to repair it.

I was listening to it like this, but suddenly I heard someone else saying, "It seems to be Lao Zhao", and suddenly my brain exploded, grabbed the man's arm and asked urgently: "Is it really Lao Zhao?" The crew member was a little inexplicable, but still answered truthfully: "I'm not sure, but generally this job is done by Lao Zhao." ”

Looking around blankly, looking for the dark face among the faces of the crew, but no, he was not in this group. When such a big thing happens, even if he is unsociable in order to disguise his identity, he will not come back to help when there is a sudden accident.

I wanted to tell myself to calm down, but I couldn't control my senses, and I wanted to grab the life-saving tools and jump into the sea to save people. No, what about Zhou Tong and Liuzi? Why aren't they there either?

I don't know who is shouting: "Come up, come up!" "The crowd all pressed forward, I couldn't squeeze in, I could only bend down and see a few people wearing life-saving equipment through the cracks, but there was no Sheng Shiyao Yi Rongcheng's Lao Zhao. After taking a closer look, I found that it was Zhou Tong and Liuzi who were facing this side, and it turned out that they had gone into the water to save people.

But looking at Zhou Tong's face, he could condense the water, and an ominous feeling floated in his heart.