"Xiao Jiu, I'm ......" choked in the middle of the conversation, as if he wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to phrase it.

I buried my head and didn't even dare to float to him, so I suppressed my voice and said, "You can untie these handcuffs first." "I didn't think there was anything before, I was handcuffed. But now he suddenly felt that the place where his wrist was surrounded by a metal ring was hot and hot, but he gritted his teeth and decided: "Go back first, and I'll explain to you when I settle down at the hotel." ”

After saying that, he restarted the car and drove slowly and at a constant speed. This situation is difficult for him to open this lock!

On the way back, both of them were like deflated balls, silent. My mind was very messy, and a lot of thoughts flashed through me, but I didn't straighten it out, and when I saw that I was about to enter the city, I heard myself say bluntly: "One after another, it's not good for us to be like this, you are the one who has a girlfriend, in case she knows, it will affect your relationship." Find a place to put me down. ”

I will never forget the scene I saw in the van with Cheng Xiao and others on the day they left Golmud, he walked side by side with his girlfriend Dongdong. When he was in Heizhugou, because he only heard about it, he would express it vaguely when he was moved by emotions when he came; When I really saw that graceful and beautiful figure and standing together in such harmony and match, I was ashamed of myself.

They didn't make a sound, as if they didn't hear me, and drove the car. When the car stopped at the downstairs of a hotel with an okay façade, he turned sideways and looked at me seriously: "Xiao Jiu, I have broken up with Dongdong, long before Heizhugou. ”

I smiled and fixed my eyes a little, "You will be so nervous after breaking up, and you will not hesitate to risk your life to go into Heizhugou to find her?" I don't know if you are forgetful or I am forgetful, but on that rainy night, you explicitly rejected me with her as an excuse. ”

He said with annoyance, "I was ...... at the time."

"One after another," I cut off his words and turned my head to meet his eyes, "I admit that in Heizhugou, I have a good impression of you because of the current situation, but you did a good job and made me sober up in time and put myself in the right position." Now that I've regained my position, you shouldn't have crossed that line again, and I saw you walking side by side with her on the streets of Golmud that day, and you said that you broke up with her, will anyone believe it? Or, do you want to step on two boats with one foot? Maybe you have the heart, but I will never be your second ship. ”

The remarks can be described as serious, and they have always stared at his eyes and never left. This is indeed what I really feel in my heart, even if I am still moved by him, the kiss he printed on his forehead last night, shocked and my heart beats faster, and it is true that at this moment, it is also true. But I still won't be a third party who intervenes, thinking about it, I think it may be beautifying the person in front of me, and he can't escape the root of the man's illness.

He didn't rush to distinguish it, but squinted his eyes and looked me up and down, and then said, "No matter how you look at it, I didn't find that you have the potential to be a boat, and it's almost the same as being a stupid bear." Do I need to lie to you about that? A breakup is a breakup. I admit that I did come to Golmud to find her, firstly, to make sure that she had been missing for so long, and secondly, for other reasons, which I will tell you later. Anyway, I kissed you today, it's legal and valid, and your brain is probably filled with water and can't listen to anything, so go upstairs with me first, pour the water and then talk. ”

I couldn't help but say that I was dragged across the driver's seat, and there were people coming and going in front of the hotel, unless I didn't want to be embarrassed to mess with him here, I had to follow him into the hotel gate first. When the girl at the front desk saw us coming in, she wanted to open her mouth to greet us, but she retracted when she saw that the room card was shining one after another, but her eyes couldn't stop drifting to me.

I never felt that I was thin-skinned, but when they saw it, they felt weak, and they wanted to get into the cracks of the ground. When I arrived at the door of a certain room upstairs, I didn't know why I looked up at the house number on the door frame, and I was stunned.

One after another approached me with a wicked smile, "What? Do you remember that again? As he spoke, he opened the door and pushed me into the room. The first instinct was to look around, although from his performance he knew that it was impossible to see her in the room. Needless to say, the room is very clean, except for a male bag on the ground, there is no indication that there is a person living here.

With a click, I felt a loosening of my wrist, and when I looked down, the handcuffs that had bothered me for a long time were finally unfastened, and then I threw them on the bed. He took my hand and walked to a certain door, and when the door opened, he found that it was a bathroom, and he pushed me rudely inside, and I patiently asked, "What the hell do you want to do?" ”

He was justified: "Help you pour out the excess water in your head." ”

I really had the urge to beat him violently, grinding my teeth and saying word by word: "If you have something to say, don't talk nonsense." He snorted through his nose one after another: "Don't talk to people who haven't taken a bath for a month, hurry up, go and wash." ”

"Wrapped in your downstairs car, what clothes do you let Lao Tzu take to change them?" I couldn't help but yell.

He was taken aback by my sudden outburst, "Wrap it downstairs, I'll just get it for you." When he turned around and closed the door, a deep voice penetrated from the side of the door panel: "What a cross, still Lao Tzu!" It's really barbaric enough. Then there was a knock at the door, and it was finally time to go out.

The space fell silent and chaotic thoughts began to run. Successively just made a statement, resolutely denying his boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with Dongdong, but I witnessed his deep feelings for her. You can be sad for a long time in front of a photo, and you are still angry when you break the photo by Aman, and you will do whatever it takes to find her. Didn't he admit that he came to Golmud to find her?

Is it because there is a problem in the relationship between the two that I can take advantage of it? In my answer to this is no. Undoubtedly, he has feelings for her, even if he is now shouting that he has broken up, it is just a gamble between lovers.

At this moment when I still have my senses, I don't want to lie in this troubled water. And I found that in terms of the emotions of men and women, I have much more experience than I do. So without thinking too much, I decided to take the thirty-six plan as the upper plan, as for my own backpack...... If you have the opportunity to get it back later, it won't be of much value anyway.

When I went out and turned left, it was the door, and I went directly to the revolving doorknob, but I turned it and found that the door could not be opened, and I pulled it hard, but it still didn't move, what happened? It stands to reason that the door of this kind of hotel cannot be locked from the outside. I went back and searched all over the room, but I found that it was a windowless room, and I didn't have a chance to go down the window. At this moment, the footsteps outside the door were approaching, and you didn't need to look at them to know that they were one after another.

When the door opened from the outside, I immediately understood. He seemed stunned, and after closing the door, he looked at me suspiciously: "Have you washed it?" So soon, you don't have to wait for me at the door, I'll be flattered. ”

Seeing that I was staring at the iron rod in his hand, he chuckled and said, "Like this stick?" For you, this is a must-have weapon for me to defend myself at night. He was about to hand it over, but he retracted his hand, "Forget it, it's indecent for you to take an iron rod with a girl." ”

I turned my eyes to his face, and found that after meeting him again this time, I couldn't hold him in many places, and I was always led by his nose. Either he let me before, or I became dull after changing my identity back. Moreover, he seemed to be like a hippie smile, but there was a cruelty hidden in his eyes, which began to appear when the metal piece was found in the poplar forest.

Thinking about it, I snatched my backpack from his hand, unzipped it for a change of clothes, and went headlong into the bathroom, locking the door. An hour later, there was a knock at the door, which I ignored and pondered. An hour and a half later, there was another movement outside the door, this time directly slamming the door, and asking outside one after another: "Xiao Jiu, have you washed it well?" If you don't make a sound, I'll knock you in and kick in the door. ”

When I opened the door and saw the faces looking anxiously one after another, my mood was not as complicated as before. In an hour and a half, I digested some things and figured out some things, so I was very calm when I spoke: "If you are not in a hurry to take a bath, then let's sit down and talk." ”

He seemed slightly surprised by my attitude, and his eyes flashed and he turned sideways and let me out. There was only one sofa and chair in the room, and I chose to snuggle up in it, because the air conditioning was on, it was a little hot to dress like me. After a little hesitation, he took off his thick coat and hugged it in front of him. He didn't sit down one after another, leaned against the wall, and looked like he was waiting for me to do the following.

didn't want to go around the bend, so he went straight to the point and said: "One after another, you actually have a plan for me, otherwise there is no need to lock me around you like a wolf." He sneered, "That's what you summed up after an hour and a half of drilling in that bathroom?" Okay, you can tell me first, what can I do to you? ”

I ignored his sarcasm and said: "First of all, according to what you said, you think I am dead after Heizhugou, and you are also very guilty and blame yourself, so I was very shocked when I suddenly saw a traveler exposed on the Internet in Golmud." This means that anyone will be as anxious as you are to ask around to find me, maybe because of this, the relationship between you and your girlfriend Dongdong that was already going to be reunited has split again, and she left in a fit of anger. Of course, this is only possible, but it is not necessarily the case. ”

I heard this one after another, and nodded matter-of-fact and said, "Well, the analysis makes sense, go on." ”

"After so many days of searching in the Kunlun Mountains, I believe that you are sincerely looking for me. But at this time, you have actually realized one thing: in that situation, the snakes are besieging you, and I can return and protect you with my whole body, I must not be an ordinary person. And you want to know the reason for this, so when you actually find me, you can't wait to find out what happened. I didn't hide it from you, I told you all about what little skill I had, and after that, you had a calculation in your heart.

Originally, this explanation didn't make sense, but after the trip to the poplar forest, everything became clear. Obviously, you stayed in Golmud to do anything other than go to me, and I am far less important than you say, and that map is your real purpose. The map must be in some dangerous place, and you need my ability to drive the animals to help. So you thought of the incident on a rainy night in Heizhugou, if you want me to really help you, what could be more touching than feelings? ”