Chapter 178: Guilt
But Yan Xiaoxi's own head was bigger, she didn't understand why Mo Li would suddenly do such a thing, was it because she and Mo Lingtian were too intimate and stimulated her during dinner.
If it was really because of this, if Mo Li fell into any illness because of this matter, Yan Xiaoxi felt that she would definitely feel guilty.
Lin Xue pulled Yan Xiaoxi to her side: "Why did Mo Li do this, do you know?" ”
Yan Xiaoxi shook her head helplessly, she herself was confused what else to say: "I don't know, this reason is probably only known to Mo Li." ”
"This Mo Li is also, what can't you think of if you have to commit suicide," Mo Xingyun still couldn't understand, and when he heard the news, he thought it was fake: "Could it be because of her depression attack." ”
After Mo Xingyun's reminder, Yan Xiaoxi also felt that it was possible, after all, Mo Li had this disease, so it was also possible to choose suicide for a moment.
But before Mo Li woke up, these reasons could only be guesses, not real reasons, but she still vaguely felt that Mo Li's doing this must be related to her, it should be related to her and Mo Lingtian.
"Mom and Dad, go up to sleep, and we'll go to the hospital tomorrow to have a look, otherwise we won't be able to stand sitting like this." Yan Xiaoxi saw that Mo Xingyun's eyes were bloodshot, and she couldn't bear it.
Lin Xue nodded, got up and went upstairs with Mo Xingyun, and before leaving, she didn't forget to say to Yan Xiaoxi: "Xiaoxi, you also go back to sleep, you are in a special physical condition now, and you can't be the same as before." ”
"I see, Mom." Yan Xiaoxi nodded obediently, and watched the two go upstairs before going into the kitchen and pouring herself a glass of milk.
This sudden incident made Yan Xiaoxi almost weak in fright, fortunately Mo Lingtian was present at the time, otherwise Yan Xiaoxi felt that she would definitely faint on the spot.
Now as long as she recalls the scene in the bathroom, Yan Xiaoxi is still a little afraid, the bathroom must still be a mess now, it seems that Mo Yichen and Mo Lanlan's room has to be changed, that room can't let the two of them continue to live, otherwise it will be a great harm to Mo Yichen.
Thinking of Mo Yichen, Yan Xiaoxi's speed of drinking milk also unconsciously accelerated, and Mo Yichen and Mo Lanlan were still in their rooms.
Mo Lanlan has always been in a state of deep sleep, but Mo Yichen is awake, although he just looked at Mo Yichen and closed his eyes, but Yan Xiaoxi knew that Mo Yichen would definitely not be able to sleep tonight.
Yan Xiaoxi tiptoed back to the room, Mo Lanlan was still asleep as she expected, Yan Xiaoxi felt that the luckiest person tonight should be this little guy, because she didn't know what happened the whole time.
Mo Yichen opened his eyes wide in the dark, and he couldn't sleep at all, although he tried to close his eyes and wanted to sleep. But as soon as he closed his eyes, the picture would appear, and Mo Yichen was so frightened that he had to open his eyes.
"Yichen, have you slept?" Yan Xiaoxi carefully lay down next to Mo Yichen and asked in a low voice, afraid of waking Mo Lanlan on the other side.
"Yes." Mo Yichen replied softly, proving that he was not asleep.
Yan Xiaoxi put her hand on Mo Yichen's stomach and began to pat it rhythmically: "Yichen, what about today's incident, I also encountered it for the first time, but I don't think it's terrible, don't you have such a picture every time you watch a TV series, it's similar to today's, let's just think this is watching a TV series." ”
Yan Xiaoxi didn't know how to comfort Mo Yichen, after all, the person who was lying in the bathtub just now was Mo Yichen's mother. It seemed inappropriate for her to use the metaphor of watching TV, but she couldn't find the right words to comfort Mo Yichen.
"I want to see her in the hospital tomorrow." Mo Yichen didn't listen to Yan Xiaoxi's words at all, thinking about whether he would be able to see his mother when he went to the hospital tomorrow.
Yan Xiaoxi's hand didn't stop: "Okay, I'll wait for you to wake up tomorrow." I'll take you to see your mother. I promise she's still the same intact mother, okay? ”
Mo Yichen didn't speak, feeling the rhythm of Yan Xiaoxi's hand patting on his body, he slowly began to feel sleepy, and his eyelids finally became a little heavy.
Yan Xiaoxi saw that Mo Yichen was asleep, and finally put her mind at ease, originally thinking that Mo Yichen would definitely have a hard time falling asleep, but his psychological quality seemed to be much better than she imagined.
Yan Xiaoxi walked out of the room lightly, took out her mobile phone and dialed Mo Lingtian, they should have arrived at the hospital.
"Ling Tian, how is it? Is there anything wrong with Mo Li? As soon as the phone was connected, Yan Xiaoxi couldn't wait to ask, she hoped to hear a satisfactory answer.
Mo Lingtian was finally busy here, and said with a long sigh of relief: "It's okay, the doctor said that it was sent in time, so there will be no danger to life." ”
Hearing such an answer, Yan Xiaoxi's originally hanging heart was finally able to land safely: "Did the doctor say what the reason was, don't leave her...... Will it be? ”
"She had a depressive episode, and she said she was stimulated."
"Ah," Yan Xiaoxi was still able to accept the previous sentence, but the latter sentence made Yan Xiaoxi suddenly feel a little uncomfortable: "Ling Tian, is it because of me that she is like this." Yan Xiaoxi was really scared, fortunately, Mo Li had been rescued now, if she left like this, she would really feel guilty for the rest of her life.
Mo Lingtian quickly sensed that something was wrong with Yan Xiaoxi's mood: "Xiaoxi, it's none of your business. You know what. She's like this because of a depressive episode, and it has nothing to do with you. ”
But this kind of comfort sounded so pale and powerless to Yan Xiaoxi, because she had already decided in her heart that she had stimulated Mo Li, if she hadn't pulled Mo Lingtian to show affection in front of her, maybe she wouldn't have done such a thing.
"Xiao Xi, Xiao Xi. Do you hear me? Yan Xiaoxi didn't make a sound for a long time, and Mo Lingtian shouted a few times with some unease.
Yan Xiaoxi finally reacted, but her voice was already running out of strength, and she didn't have too much thought to continue chatting with Mo Lingtian: "I want to go and take a rest, you also find a place to rest, you haven't slept all night today." ”
Yan Xiaoxi felt a little sorry for Mo Lingtian, he really didn't have a good rest today, when he was in the company, he was at work and had a meeting, and when he came back, so many things happened, and he was finally able to rest, but such a big thing happened.
"Okay, you have a good rest." Mo Lingtian knew that Yan Xiaoxi still had some self-blame, although he repeatedly emphasized that this matter had nothing to do with her, but Yan Xiaoxi, who had such a strong self-esteem, would definitely not forgive herself easily.
Yan Xiaoxi's eyes were a little sluggish, and Mo Lingtian's words were still in his ears just now. Mo Li is responsible for his own affairs, if he is not so strong, Mo Li will not choose this path.
Yan Xiaoxi walked downstairs aimlessly and sat on the sofa, her mind blank. I can't remember what happened between myself and Mo Li. Yan Xiaoxi began to be afraid of how to face Mo Li in the future.
Mo Lingtian sat on the edge of Mo Li's hospital bed, and looked at Mo Li, who was still closing his eyes with some complaints: "Why are you so stupid, why do you have to use such an extreme way." ”
Mo Lingtian knew that Mo Li couldn't hear or answer his own words at the moment, so he said with confidence: "The previous things have passed, and the relationship between you and me is only the ex." It's hurtful, but do you know what kind of life I had when I learned of your death? ”
Mo Lingtian was actually very reluctant to recall that time, it was the first time that Mo Lingtian had been decadent since he grew up so much, because when he learned that Mo was leaving, Mo Lingtian felt that his whole life seemed to be over, if it weren't for Mo Yichen and Mo Lanlan, Mo Lingtian felt that he might not be able to survive.
At that time, he lingered in the land of wind and moon every day, and the women around him changed one after another, Lin Xue persuaded him many times, but Mo Lingtian just didn't listen, until he saw the two children, Mo Lingtian felt that there was hope in life again.
Mo Yichen and Mo Lanlan lay in the shaking bed, sleeping quietly. Mo Lingtian had never seen such a beautiful little baby, Mo Lingtian felt that these two children were like angels sent to him by God, and it was from then on that Mo Lingtian gradually recovered.
Mo Lingtian was also very glad that he was able to recover at the beginning, otherwise he would not have met Yan Xiaoxi, since he was with Yan Xiaoxi. Mo Lingtian felt that every day had become extremely pleasant, even if he quarreled with her, Mo Lingtian could look at Yan Xiaoxi's puffed little face and laugh.
He has walked out of those painful days, but Mo Li has just come back. Coming back when he was the happiest, Mo Ling naively didn't know how to face Mo Li, he was unwilling to let go of Yan Xiaoxi, after all, this was the woman he had identified as a woman for a lifetime. As for Mo Li, he could only cruelly say sorry, but he still hoped that he could give Mo Li everything except for his feelings.
Yan Xiaoxi really slept on the sofa all night, and when she woke up, she realized that she had fallen asleep sitting on the sofa like this, and it was already bright outside the window, Yan Xiaoxi gathered her clothes and walked to the window.
The sun was unusually bright, but Yan Xiaoxi's mood was not bright at all, and she still couldn't let go of what happened last night. Her only luxury now is that Mo Li can get better soon, so she doesn't have so much guilt.
"Little stepmother, when are we going to the hospital?" As soon as Mo Yichen woke up and saw that Yan Xiaoxi was not around, he immediately ran downstairs to look for Yan Xiaoxi.
Yan Xiaoxi turned her head when she heard the sound, and saw Mo Yichen standing barefoot in the hall, his eyes full of expectation: "Go over after breakfast, let Xia Ling prepare a little more porridge and we will bring it over, your father shouldn't have eaten either." ”