502 sunbathing
Lu Xiaoxian didn't expect Lan Kaize to really plan to let her sunbathe, looking at the bikini in the man's hand, she was stupid. suddenly remembered the first time I was coaxed by Gu Nianbin to wear a bikini.
At that time, she was timid and shy, and under the coercion and temptation of the man, she put on her bikini and stayed on the terrace for only two minutes before rushing back into the house. The shy appearance makes the man laugh!
Now, she is not so shy, and her attitude towards accepting new things has changed a lot, but she still refuses, because she has changed her heart, and there is a deep scar on her chest, and she is afraid of scaring men.
Seeing that she didn't answer, Lan Kaize said with a smile: "What, I'm afraid that I will eat you?" ”
"I'm not used to wearing this kind of clothes, so forget it."
"Ole is different from yours, even on the street, there are a lot of people who wear bikinis, you can get used to it, we are all beautiful with a healthy wheat complexion, you are too white, it is good to do sunbathing."
Lu Xiaoxian still shook his head.
"Don't worry, I won't really eat you," the man pretended to be displeased: "Keep saying that you like me, but you still guard it so strictly." If it were another woman......"
Lu Xiaoxian asked, "How about other women?" ”
The man laughed: "The other women have already knocked me down." ”
"Have you ever been?" Knowing that he had amnesia, even if something happened to other women, she could see it, but she couldn't help but ask.
The man shook his head: "No, I only give you a chance, but you don't cherish it." ”
Lu Xiaoxian frowned slightly, when she didn't think about this problem, she didn't think it was a problem, but when it came to the end, she couldn't get over that hurdle.
But they are husband and wife, and there will always be a day when they confess to each other, even if they turn off the lights, they can feel it with their hands in the dark.
Lan Kaize saw that Lu Xiaoxian was very embarrassed, and he was also a little interested, and said: "If you don't want to, forget it, don't get me wrong, I don't have any other thoughts, I really just want you to feel the sunbathing here." ”
Lu Xiaoxian still lowered her head and remained silent, but she was fighting fiercely in her heart, she never thought that one day, she would mind this scar, in the end, did she mind herself, or was she afraid that men would dislike her?
Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the man's clothes stuffed into his bag, and she suddenly said, "Wait." ”
The man was a little surprised and looked up at her: "What's wrong?" ”
Lu Xiaoxian walked over slowly, and her voice was soft: "I don't wear it because," she felt her lips tremble a little, so she paused, "Because I have a scar on my body." ”
The man was quite surprised, he thought that Lu Xiaoxian didn't wear a bikini because he was shy, or he was afraid that he would have bad intentions, but he didn't expect this.
The man sat down on the bed, pulled Lu Xiaoxian in front of him, and raised his eyes to look at her: "You don't mind if others see it, do you?" ”
Lu Xiaoxian shook his head slowly: "I'm afraid you mind." Because that scar is really ugly. ”
The man took her to his lap and sat down, and softened his voice: "Fool, I'm not so superficial, I won't dislike you because of a scar." ”
Lu Xiaoxian bit his lip, this scar will be exposed to him sooner or later, it is better to show it sooner rather than later.
She said, "Do you want to see it?" ”
"If you want me to see it, I'll watch it."
Lu Xiaoxian stood up and began to unbutton it, and the man stared without blinking.
The placket was slowly opened, and the man saw that there was a scar about seven centimeters long under the underwear, and the dark red color against the flawless skin of the white jade next to it looked more and more hideous, like an ugly centipede, crawling on her chest, which was indeed ugly. He never thought that a woman like Lu Xiaoxian, who was as pure as a pool of spring water, would have such a deep scar on her body!
But Lu Xiaoxian's hand didn't stop, she backhanded to the back and untied the bra, the small bra slipped down from her arm, and the part that was covered by the bra also had a scar, looking at it this way, the scar was at least ten centimeters long.
The man was very shocked and stared blankly, and the emotions in his heart were so complicated that it was difficult to speak, doubt, anger, anger, sadness, pity, compassion...... Mixed flavors!
Lu Xiaoxian observed the man's expression, and was very nervous, if he abandoned her like this, if she couldn't get close from now on, if ...... Just thinking about it, he suddenly felt a little itchy, and when he looked down, the man was gently stroking the scar with his fingers.
"You," his voice was bitter and astringent, "how?" ”
"I had surgery on my heart and it's healed now."
Fingers slowly went down the scar, stroking inch by inch, "Isn't it painful?" ”
"I was given anesthetic, and it didn't hurt at all."
"Doesn't it hurt after the anesthetic?"
Lu Xiaoxian smiled and shook his head, "It doesn't hurt." ”
Lan Kaize knew that she was lying, he also had major surgery last year, and when he woke up, he broke out in a cold sweat, he still endured it hard, how could Lu Xiaoxian, a weak woman, not be in pain? It's just to comfort him!
Lu Xiaoxian saw that he was stunned and didn't speak, he was a little apprehensive in his heart, and said in a snort: "You, you won't dislike me, right?" ”
Lan Kaize suddenly laughed and asked her, "How can you dislike it?" I have a scar on my leg, you have a scar on my body, just the right match! ”
Lu Xiaoxian's heart was relieved, a big stone fell to the ground, and the man could accept it. She was about to put on her clothes when suddenly her waist tightened, and the man pulled her over.
Lu Xiaoxian's heart jumped violently, a little expectant and a little scared. Sure enough, the man's kiss fell on her finely, making her tremble, her warm lips lit all the way, her face was red and her ears were red and her heart was panicked, and her legs were so weak that she could barely stand, but suddenly she felt that something was wrong.
The man just kissed the scar, over and over again, small and gentle......
Obviously it was a warm lip, but it had a slightly cool touch, Lu Xiaoxian felt strange in her heart, and wanted to gently push him away, but the man's big hand was like an iron tong, firmly clamping on her waist, the harder she worked, the tighter he clutched, and finally simply buried his head in her arms.
Lu Xiaoxian became more and more strange, and asked him softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
The man was silent, his shoulders trembled slightly, and after a long time, he replied in a low voice: "I'm uncomfortable." ”
Lan Kaize didn't expect him to be so uncomfortable, the more he kissed him, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, as if someone pinched his heart hard, making him unable to breathe, almost suffocating, but it was not enough, he had to use a knife to cut, inch by inch, the knife saw blood, and he was peeled off alive. Finally made him emotionally out of control.
Lu Xiaoxian's heart palpitated, and she hugged him tightly, she knew that the man was sorry for her, just like when she saw the scar on Lan Kaize's thigh, she would cry sadly. They love each other deeply, even if the man doesn't recognize her now, but the love in the subconscious hasn't changed at all. That's why he's so sad.
"It's okay, don't feel sorry for me," she gently stroked the man's back, "It's all over, we should look forward." ”
The man's voice was still hoarse: "No matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side, and I will not let you bear it alone." Slowly let go of her hand, but she didn't let her go, and sat on her lap with her arms, "Xian'er, promise me that you must tell me anything in the future." ”
"Well," Lu Xiaoxian nodded, and said, "I finally came to your side, I won't leave again, and please don't leave me again." ”
If Lan Kaize pondered these words carefully, he would find the language problem in them, but he didn't doubt it at all, and looked at her with a firm expression: "Okay, I promise you that I will never leave you again in this life." ”
Lu Xiaoxian smiled happily, but she didn't shout happily: "Husband." "That's it.
"Now, can we go sunbathe?"
Lu Xiaoxian was slightly stunned, sitting naked in his arms, the man was not moved? And urged her to sunbathe!
She was still in a daze, Lan Kaiser took out a bikini from her bag and put it on for her, "I'll wear it for me in the future." ”
didn't wait for the woman to react, just hugged him horizontally and walked to the sunroom.
If it was Gu Nianbin, she would have been wiped clean on the bed a long time ago, and replaced it with Lan Kaize, Lu Xiaoxian couldn't figure out his thoughts.
There is a soft rattan mat in the sunroom, it is very comfortable to lie on it, and the sun is not dazzling, Lu Xiaoxian stretched out comfortably, lying on his stomach like a baby, and looked carefully, only to find that there were many bottles and cans on the shelves by the wall, which were fragrant, probably sunscreen and the like.
Lan Kaize picked out a few small bottles, poured a few drops of each into a small pottery bowl, mixed them with a small brush, mixed them with a large amount of flower dew, and brought them to Lu Xiaoxian to smear on his back.
Lu Xiaoxian asked, "I see how many you used, what are they?" ”
"It's all essential oils, soothing, beauty, whitening, moisturizing, all mixed with a little bit, and then with flower dew, as well as sunscreen oil, to keep your skin as delicate as before after sunburning, and healthier. Don't underestimate this sunbathing, UV sterilization is the best compared to cleaning or medicine. ”
Lu Xiaoxian admired him again, "How do you know so much?" ”
"You don't know, do you?" Lan Kaize gave her a massage, looking a little proud: "The Lan family also does the business of essence and sesame oil, and has planted a large number of flowers and herbs to refine essential oil flower dew, if you are interested, I will take you to see it next time." ”
"Yes, of course there is," Lu Xiaoxian replied busily: "I like flowers!" ”
"What flowers do you like?"
Lu Xiaoxian couldn't answer, thought about it, and said, "I like them all." ”
"Okay," said the man, "I see." ”
"Know what?"
The man glanced at her, smiled but didn't answer.
Lu Xiaoxian's dark eyes rolled: "What, don't tell me?" But he scratched his hand at the man's waist.
The man was afraid of itching, his body shrank, laughed and fought back against her, and the two of them giggled and rolled around on the rattan mat.
Lu Xiaoxian is petite, naturally no match for the man, and is resisting his big hand with all his might, but the man turns over and kisses her, his hot lips and tongue are tightly entangled, and the breath of the sigh pounces on her face, as if it can ignite a raging fire......
Lu Xiaoxian's hand groped down, slowly slid to the man's waist, and just reached the waistband of his pants, the man held it down, panting heavily, "What are you doing?" ”
Lu Xiaoxian's face was so red that he was about to drip blood, it's all like this, do you still need to ask?
Lan Kaize suddenly stood up and walked out, Lu Xiaoxian was a little frustrated, it was rare to take the initiative, and the man didn't seem to appreciate it.
It took a long time for Lan Kaiser to come back, and his hair was still dripping with water, obviously from a shower.
He wrapped himself in a bath towel, sat down cross-legged, and looked very calm: "Xian'er, I ......"
Lu Xiaoxian's eyes widened, waiting for him to continue.
The man's expression was a little serious, as if he was embarrassed, and lowered his eyes: "I'm not ready." ”
Lu Xiaoxian was stunned for a moment, and instantly burst into laughter, how could she make it look like she was going to force him.
"If you don't want to, I won't force it." Lu Xiaoxian felt even more awkward after speaking, this should have been a man's line, right?
"I just don't want to hurt you. Do you understand what I mean? ”
Lu Xiaoxian looked at the man's eyes, sincere but with a hint of confusion, she instantly understood, Lan Kaize was really not ready, he wanted to be responsible for her, but there was still a trace of confusion about the future.