160. Yourself
Brutal mental torture, experienced day after day. Finally, Ishtar fell into the point of exhaustion, and saw that the staff nodded to Rem: "My lord, it depends on the situation, it should be okay!" ”
After making sure that everything was ready, the staff put on an instrument for Ishtar. This is a brainwave co-frequency device, which can connect with human brainwaves, so as to achieve the means of control.
The instrument was activated, and an electronic pulse shot into Istta's brain, and with a scream, he was plunged into darkness.
This phenomenon gives people the feeling of being asleep. However, his spiritual thinking was rapidly expanding and becoming active.
Groggy, Estah's mind seemed to have entered a different dimension.
I don't know what kind of place it is, but he seems to be dreaming about many people. Your own father, your own mother, and even an old man who has long passed away? And the person he loves the most, Anna!
But suddenly, he was woken up by a voice of resentment: "Why? Why do this to me! ”
When he came back to his senses, he saw Mina, the kind of look that had made her forget it so far, deeply imprinted in his heart.
He took a few steps back and looked at her incredulously, as if in a dream, and said, "Mina, is that you?" ”
"You don't love me at all!"
Dropping this sentence, Mina is gone, gone?
It was only then that Ishtar came to his senses, and he knew that he might have fallen into some kind of illusion, or an illusion. It should be those bastards, it should be some means used to control his brain!
He's going crazy, he's screaming, he's howling. Trying to break the illusion and let your brain get rid of the interference of common frequency. But the wish is beautiful, but the reality is very cruel.
You know, this is one of the reasons why even Kerrigan is so disgusted with Rem, how can it be that Ishtar can break it?
But it's also strange to say, just when he feels hopeless, it seems that a warm current rises from his heart?
When I looked closely, it was his ability, the black light that swept through the entire space.
He could feel that he was surrounded by supernatural abilities, but that was not something he could control. The hellfire that devoured all things had a miracle - all things reincarnate and live endlessly.
At the same time of destroying the heavens and the earth, in the original area, there was vitality, and green plants grew wildly, showing the tenacious side of life.
He had never seen this scene before, and it seemed that he could only watch, and could not do anything. This made him still think that everything here was an illusion in an illusion.
But at this moment, the original vibrant world suddenly collapsed, and Wan was disintegrating and turning into powder, just like when the glass was broken.
"This is the universe?"
What he saw was a Milky Way, as far as the eye could see, and he didn't know how many billion miles long it was and how many billion miles it was wide. But he knew that there should be an end here, but he couldn't see it.
Thundered!
Heart-pounding fluctuations, Ishtar saw, a shocking explosion at one end of the river. The spread has been widespread, and the whole long river has been promoted.
The waves splashed, and every drop of water, Ista saw it, as if someone was fighting!
"Where is this?"
A huge wave starts from one end of the long river, the back waves of the long river push the front waves, and every splash of water means this big battle.
Sometimes, there will be a flash of light that explodes, but only for a moment. The waves passed quickly, approaching the front of the river at great speed from the far side of the long river.
When the huge wave was about to be submerged, a figure suddenly appeared, blocking the front of the wave, stretching out a hand to block the monstrous wave.
Ishtar was stunned for a moment, and saw who it was: "Are you-"
"You should know."
In the sky above the long river, countless interstellar warships suddenly jumped in, and the huge number of warships covered the sky. Faced with the direction of the shocking explosion, this fleet faced forward without fear.
"Where are you going?"
Ishtar asked.
The man was silent for a while before he slowly spoke, "The beginning of the end of everything!" ”
"Stop!"
Seeing that the other party was leaving, Ishtar stopped him, "I have something to ask you." ”
Turning around, the man looked at Ishtar and said, "I know what you want to ask me, you and I are of the same mind, but you can't know much right now." ”
"Is that a reason for you to cover up your guilt?"
Looking at this person for a moment, he looked at Ishtar with complicated eyes: "I just did what I thought was right for me, if you insist on wondering why." You should think, I'm you! ”
What does this mean?
I believe that my brain is turning fast, and I will react at the first time. What this man meant was that it was Ishtar himself who killed his parents! Kill Mina! Kill Anna!
The words "I am you" echoed in his mind.
The death of his parents, Mina's expression, Anna's corpse, all of this, it all filled his mind. And the person who killed them was none other than himself, the one who thought he loved them!?
"No, how is it possible, it's you!"
Ishtar doesn't want to believe it, and still thinks it's this man's doing!
"Don't you believe it?" The man said coldly, "Look at your feet!" ”
At the feet of Ishtar, the flowing water of the long river looks through the bottom of the water. He saw his former self, a rebellious man who was still in his teenage years.
"I hate you!"
"I hate you all!"
"I'm leaving this house!"
"I'll never come back!"
Again and again young rebellion, saying rebellious words again and again, and even doing some excessive things.
Yet every time he couldn't see, his parents would sigh or cry. They love their children, but their children will do things that make them sad again and again. They can only secretly wipe their bitter tears in the dark corner.
These images are real, or rather, real. Because there are some scenes here that Ishtar still remembers vividly. That's right, these are real people!
- "You see? It's your heart that kills them again and again. ”
"Nope! It's just my ignorance as a kid. Ishtar refused to admit it.
But that's okay because there are many more examples. On the night of Desa Kawa, Ishtar takes possession of Mina's body and vows to this pure and kind girl with faith.
But the result? Just after he went back, he forgot about the girl.
"At this time, you are already an adult, you are not young, are you still ignorant?"
Ishtar is out of words.
Soon I saw Anna again, but wasn't that the same way? Concealing her, raping innocent girls at will, when she carried Anna behind her back, didn't she have dealings with other women?
Yes, all this, the one who killed them, was none other than himself!
It was he who killed his loved ones, killed his beloved. Now it's even more important to kill yourself!
The furious energy swept through his body, tearing his soul apart, breaking the gloom in his heart. He wants to cut off the past, and if it is not only destroyed!