Chapter 476: I want to pour out all my love

Can you say this?

Of course not.

The result of this may be to provoke the child to burst into laughter, and then she will pat him on the shoulder and say, "Hey, wood, what country are you kidding, are you my brother?" Don't mess around. Be a good brother. Don't be cranky. ”

Yes, at that moment, he suddenly figured out his heart: from teenager to young adult, he has never looked for a girlfriend, what is it for?

For this girl, for Aunt Jin's joke: If you are a girl, you will be your daughter-in-law.

But the problem is, that's wishful thinking.

In Xiao Jinghuan's heart, his positioning is: brother, not man.

She likes him, but, that kind of like, it's just her sister's dependence on her brother, one day, there will be a man she looks up to, who will enter her heart and steal her heart.

Later that day, he didn't say anything.

As for her, she said that she was tired and fell asleep, and she lay on his back, and slept very sweetly.

And he carried her on his back and walked a long way, until he could no longer walk, and then stopped the car that had been driving slowly behind them after sending people off, sat in, and went home together.

When he got home, he carried her upstairs, put her in the room, and put her on bed.

After the girl went to bed, she hugged her quilt and fell asleep.

And he sat quietly on the side, looking at her beautiful sleeping face in a daze, and never came out of the truth of discovering where his heart belonged. Then there is suffering, and then there is suffering and loss.

Because, palely, he knew that there was a distance of 108,000 miles between him and Jing Huan, and that was not something he could cross.

Even if you like it, you can only hide it in your heart: first, she is still underage; Two, she didn't think the same way about him; Three, he didn't dare to embarrass the relationship between them.

Even if he shamelessly wants to confess, it can't be now.

At least until she's eighteen years old, or a little older.

In the end, he chose to be silent, hiding the shadow of love deep in his heart, and only with a loving gaze, guarding her room until dawn.

He thought that in the future, he would love her even more.

But fate didn't give him a chance.

When she finally became an adult, he lost the opportunity to confess - she fell in love and fell in love with a high-achieving student, a boy who was excellent in both appearance and knowledge, and Shao Feng, an aspiring young man.

If Shao Feng does not die, if their love can bloom all the way to the palace of marriage, then Shao Feng will definitely become a lucky man with a bright future - the identity of the fast son-in-law of the Xiao Jin family is enough to make him invincible on the road of life in the future.

Sadly, he withered away and perfected him.

Such an opportunity is definitely a gift from God.

How could he let her go stupidly and easily-even if she complained, but when she appeared on his marriage certificate as a wife, his heart was destined to sink completely for her, and it was no longer possible to let go.

At this moment, watching her sleep in her own bed, the sense of happiness fills her heart.

From the age of twenty-three to the age of thirty, he lost the opportunity to love her because of Shao Feng, and because of Shao Feng, he regained the opportunity to protect her for a lifetime.

After many years, his extravagant hopes have finally come true, and the future depends on how he conquers her......

You should do everything you can to love, don't you?

If the final result is still love, then he can only choose to give up to fulfill her.

Jin Changning's thoughts rolled and stared at the side for a long time, and at the end, he covered her with a thin blanket, quietly withdrew, and then, took the car keys and went out.

Why don't you buy groceries and try to be a home cook!

*

Dinner was simple, a bowl of barely good soup, and a plate of fried three fresh foods that didn't look very good, plus four hairy crabs......

In the face of food, Xiao Jinghuan was very depressed, sighed, and looked at him with a little sadness:

"My brother's skills are so good, why don't you follow the learning?"

"Brother used to rarely cook by himself. I don't have anywhere to learn if I want to. Let's try it, it's really not good, and then we'll buy ready-made ones to eat at home. ”

Jin Changning smiled faintly.

"If it were before, give me this kind of food, and I would definitely crusade against you, but forget it now."

Now Xiao Jinghuan is not partial to eating, as long as the taste is okay, she can endure it - this spirit of hardship and hard work was learned from Shao Feng.

"It doesn't taste bad."

Xiao Jinghuan ate it and commented like this.

Jin Changning looked at her, and was surprised in his heart, Huanhuan now is really different from before.

"Don't look at me like that. It's just my habitual compliment to respect the fruits of other people's labor...... So don't be too impressed. ”

She ate quickly, and when she finished eating, she offered to help clean up the dishes. This is not the same as her before-how could she understand this kind of housework before.

He looked a little rare.

"Hey, please don't look at me like you've discovered a new world, okay?"

When she was washing the dishes, he followed, and the look of surprise made her roll her eyes indecently, and she said something.

"Huanhuan in my memory has become so diligent, and I don't ...... used to it"

Jin Changning told the truth.

"I'm no longer the little Jinghuan you remember who has to rely on you and my brother for everything. I'm twenty-five and a half years old, why do you still treat me like a child, and you have to take care of this and that...... If I don't have this self-care ability, how can I live a good life when I am away alone all these years...... Facts have proved that I can survive without relying on my family and on my own...... And, still alive and well......"

She wiped the bowl dry, put it in the cupboard, and smiled: "Thank you for dinner, I'll go back to my room and play a game for a while." ”

After speaking, he wanted to slip away, but was stopped by Jin Changning.

"Wait a minute."

"Why are you pulling and pulling? Let go. ”

Xiao Jinghuan glared at the big hand, and made a sullen request.

"It's still early. Let's talk in the living room. We haven't talked in a long time......"

He pleaded.

Since Shao Feng was taken to England, and after she went to England with her, he was really sad to see her; Sometimes I want to make a phone call, but I find that there is nothing to say to the strangers of each other. Love is hard to open in the heart. He just helplessly let the relationship between them become weaker and weaker day by day.

Xiao Jinghuan twisted his brows, met his expectant gaze, and had to turn his head.

"I don't think we can have a common language!"

She elaborated quietly:

"That's the main reason I want to divorce you. Brother Changning, in my opinion, between the two husbands and wives, they should at least have similar interests. Two people who live together will have their own jobs during the day, and they will spend time together when they meet at night. If this man and a woman can't talk about it together. How long do you think they can get better? ”

This question is indeed thought-provoking.

Jin Changning was silent.

"Let's use an analogy! Brother Changning, my brother and my sister-in-law, they have common hobbies. These two people are very interested in design. So, they can talk about it very well. In addition, although my brother is strong and complex, my sister-in-law is easy-going and simple, and they can complement each other in personality......

"Looking at us again, at work, you were a lawyer before, and now, you help my mother manage the company, do things, and behave in a proper manner.

"As for me, I only like to do exciting things, I like to find the truth in dead people, and I like all kinds of extreme sports.

"In terms of personality, I'm strong and you're weak. You've never been the kind of guy who can make my heart pound. Although when you grow up, you become handsome. But at this point, you should understand. You can't hold me down......"

These few words have picked out their relationship enough to be white.

In any case, she has always obtained a psychologist's license, and she still sees people quite thoroughly.

It's also too straight, so it can easily tear people's hearts.

However, today's Jin Changning will be easily blocked by people and speechless.

He is not only a lawyer, but also a senior member of a group.

The next moment, he immediately retorted:

"Huanhuan, I think that between husband and wife, it should not be a relationship between you and me pressing you, but a combination of mutual understanding, mutual support, and mutual love. If you say so, Huang Rong can't marry Guo Jing. Huang Rong is so smart, Guo Jing is so stupid, how can Guo Jing suppress Huang Rong? ”

"It's very simple, because Huang Rong likes to be familiar with Jing......"

Xiao Jinghuan gave a very clear answer: "Because I like it, I can tolerate it." Because I don't like it, I reject it. Brother Changning, I don't have the kind of affection between men and women for you. I only have brother and sister affection for you......"

At this moment, she saw that Changning's expression darkened, and the color of Yin Yin just now was gone, and she turned into a bitter smile:

"Forget it, you're busy with your business! I'll go back to my room and read! ”

He turned to leave.

Xiao Jinghuan bit her lip, inexplicably a little uncomfortable, a little distressed, so she stopped him:

"Brother Changning, I'm not...... I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm just telling the truth. I have always hoped that our relationship can still be the same as before, and it can be a relationship between relatives and me. I apologize if I hurt you when I spoke, I just wanted to state my opinion on our relationship. ”

"I know. I don't blame you, go to bed early, I'm going to the hotel early yesterday morning......"

He patted her on the shoulder and turned to go into his study.

When the door closed, she felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

Alas, it's better to be a child.

When she was a child, she liked Brother Changning so much, she liked to watch him smile at herself, and she liked to bully him, but now...... How could their relationship be so messed up?

*

Xiao Jinghuan returned to the room, and really got on the game, a game that she had been playing for ten years.

And in the past ten years, the people in the game have changed many times when they come and go, and only she, like a lone traveler, lingers on it. As for the level, from level zero to more than one hundred and forty levels, she not only spent a lot of time on it, but also spent a lot of money.

At this moment, in the face of the beautifully made picture, she was inexplicably stunned.

Here, she is the leader of a big gang, and there are nearly 1,000 disciples under her disciples. However, in recent years, she has rarely had time to play. The matter in the gang has already been handed over to the deputy gang leader to deal with. Occasionally, she would go online, and gradually, her gang leader became unimportant.

In fact, with familiar people, quitting the game one by one, this game, for her, except for nostalgia, seems to have no special significance.

Oh, by the way, there's a friend in the game, and that's one of the reasons she's always been here. It's just that they don't have a chance to meet again.

It seems like half a year ago the last time I met it.

"Huan, come to me......" The human head, which had been black, suddenly lit up, and a word was transmitted.

Her ID is "Be proud", and the person's ID is "I walk alone".

Because of these words, her eyes lit up, and she hurriedly followed: "Brother Lone, it's such a coincidence, you are actually online...... Looks like I'm not bad luck today......" plus a few happy smiles.

Haikuo also sent a smiling expression when I was walking alone: "What, are you lucky today?" ”

Separated by a wall, Jin Changning had a faint smile on his face, and looked at "Proud and Happy" with a painful expression:

"That's right, I was forced to marry by my family, you said it was miserable......"

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