253. It is difficult to eliminate the hatred in the heart
"Little bamboo, come here."
He suddenly beckoned to me, and I, who was standing a few paces away from him, walked up to him obediently. He pulled me forward, rested his head on top of me and said, "This is the drive lever, this is the steering axis, this is the ......" One by one, he introduced the functions of each button and the lever on the control panel, although I didn't understand why he wanted to tell this, but I still listened carefully. After half an hour, he let go of his hand and took a step back, and then said, "Now it's up to you to operate, I'll go to the side and squint for a while." ”
"Huh?" I was stunned.
"No, you can't go wrong by following the direction on my compass." After saying that, he turned around and walked to a single couch next to him, lay down, and really closed his eyes. I absolutely believe that he is angry, although I don't know what he is angry about, but it is a punishment to throw this nautical stall to me, a person who can't even talk about novices.
He had the guts, but I didn't. Immediately softened his voice and asked: "Gao Cheng, it's better for you to come." ”
He didn't even raise his eyelids and said, "Xiaozhuzi, you have this potential, I believe in you." Then he turned his back to me, and there was no more movement. I wanted to cry without tears, obviously I was still nervous a moment ago, why did it take a sharp turn at this moment, and it turned into my stiff hand control on the lever. Even if he hadn't forgotten what he had just said in his mind, he was still terrified.
It's a pity that I haven't even driven a car, but now I'm sailing directly, and Gao Cheng really looks up to me, so I'm not afraid that I'll turn the boat over. As soon as the thought flickered, he immediately muttered in annoyance, and he couldn't beak a crow. Concentrate your mind, don't dare to blink your eyes more, and stare straight ahead. I don't know how long it has been, I suddenly felt the breath floating behind me, and slowly turned my head, only to see Gao Cheng standing there refreshed, his eyes clear, and the corners of his mouth grinned: "Are you awake?" ”
He glanced at the operating instrument panel, "Don't deviate from the course, drive at a constant speed, and adapt well." ”
I took it as a surprise and retracted my hand: "Come for you." Seeing that he smiled and didn't refuse, I took over, and then I stepped back away from the crook of my arm that was already stiff to the point of cramping. He must not know how I survived this process, seeing that the night was dark, all kinds of fears in his heart came up, and the black and vast river surface seemed to be countless beasts with huge mouths open.
"I thought you'd pull me off or wake me up." Gao Cheng said suddenly.
I was stunned, "Can I stop the boat?" He said, "If you are already afraid of the six gods and no master, why don't you stop the boat?" ”
Well, it's not enough to be left without a master, and I can only be thankful for that. As for calling him halfway, it's not that I didn't have this thought, but I didn't get that mouth after turning my head to look at his obviously emaciated back.
The hatch knocked lightly, and when he turned his head to see that Luo Jinghan was outside, he pushed the door in. His face was still pale, his complexion was not good, and he called softly when he walked over: "Brother Cheng." Gao Cheng glanced at him, "How's the situation?" I thought I was asking about his body, but I heard him reply, "Everything is ready, just wait for the fish to take the bait." ”
My heart is skipping half a beat, and what game I don't know about has been quietly set up? pricked up his ears and listened to the following text, wanting to learn from their conversation, but the two did not speak again between questions and answers, and stood silently. The atmosphere was sluggish, and outside of the breath of Gao Cheng, it was all the gloomy atmosphere of Luo Jinghan, and just by standing on his side, I felt a deep sadness.
I felt that I wanted to break something, but after finding a half-loud word, I finally got dry and asked, "What about Quxin painting?" ”
Luo Jinghan seemed to be stunned, and only after two seconds did he turn his eyes to look at me, as if he realized that I was asking him, and the corners of his mouth quickly pulled up a smile, endless mockery: "How do I know." I stretched out my hand and covered his eyes emptily, "Han, don't smile with such sad eyes, sad is sad, there are only Gao Cheng and me here, don't pretend to be strong." ”
He still smiled and grabbed my hand, shook his head and said, "Women are sentimental, where is it as complicated as you think." After speaking, I let go and said to Gao Cheng again: "Brother Cheng, I'll guard it." ”
Gao Cheng responded lightly and then Luo Jinghan turned around and went out, looking at his depressed back, I couldn't help but have a sour nose, and asked lightly: "Aren't you worried about him?" Gao Cheng sneered: "Han is right, you think too much." Men may be sad, but they are never as strong as the senseless pretense you said, and some things can be put in the heart, and there is no need to put them on the face. As for his feelings for Qu, there is no need to worry about him, he will handle it himself. ”
"How? Do you want to give up? "I asked a little impulsively, although I don't have a good impression of Qu Xinhua, and she has never been kind to me, but I watched Luo Jinghan come with her all the way. The two laughed and scolded and chased Chengying, how cheerful they were, how sad they were at this time, even if they didn't think of Qu Xinhua, I also thought about Luo Jinghan. And Gao Cheng's tone was too indifferent, didn't he know that Luo Jinghan would really give up this relationship because of his loyalty to him?
But Gao Cheng replied to me: "If you can give up, it proves that you don't love deeply enough, so why bother with it?" He choked all my thoughts, leaving me with the question, "Are you ...... Removed the Twist Painting from your companions? "It's just like she's a pawn in the layout, isn't that right?
"If so, do you think she's still free?"
Therefore, Gao Cheng actually painted it by Gu Nianqu Xin, because he pulled her down in this troubled water. If it weren't for the fact that he had arranged for Qu Xinhua to approach Qiu Yuebai more than half a year ago or earlier, all the chess pieces behind him would not have been able to play. In this process, it is normal for the upright personality to be painted with Qu Xin, and it is normal for Qiu Yuebai to have a heart-to-heart relationship, so how can all the responsibility be put on her.
Cause and effect were there, and Gao Cheng was not as cold as he appeared, especially to his companions. His treatment of Luo Jinghan is by no means what I just thought, maybe it is really the way that their men have men to express their pain, which is different from women.
With his mind racing, he couldn't help blurting out: "What about Qiu Yuebai?" ”
His breath sank suddenly, and Gao Cheng said in a cold voice: "Cramps and bones can't eliminate the hatred in my heart." ”
I looked at him in amazement, and I was still angry, and everything started from her. I ask because I want to be sure that this person is still not a companion in his heart, and that I have always had no quarrel with the world, but the only thing I have the urge to kill is to her. A person who is so crazy that he can extinguish his love and only want to be strong, live together, and become a demon is demonized in itself.
A scream pierced the sky, shaking my heart, which had sunk into thought, and I almost turned my head in shock, what happened? Behind him, the sound of the operating lever pulling quickly came, "After watching the boat stop, get off the gate and come out again." Shen Ling was in his ears, and he saw the figure quickly sweeping out of the cabin. I'm so anxious that I can't leave this place alone, the ship is moving, and this operation room is related to the fate of the whole ship. The boat was already slowing down, and it should have stopped in ten minutes, but I was getting more and more panicked, for the whistle was getting more and more terrible, like the original high city.
But not him, I'm sure. Then, a thought arose somewhere, and it rolled louder and louder, and the howl was like a howling wolf, yes...... Aman! And what caused Ah Man to be like this must be someone who provoked him, and it is unlikely that he would be injured with his ability, so the only person who was injured was a madman. I analyzed it rationally, my knuckles white, and at last the ship stopped, pulled down the gates, and hurried forward.
There was only about 50 meters between the bow and the stern, but I ran in the corridor outside the cabin, and I thought it was maddeningly long. Finally I saw people, my eyes swept around, and I didn't see a madman! Not even on the deck, nor in the cracks of the people. Wait, I kept thinking that something was wrong with a madman, so my first instinct was to search for him, but after two seconds, I suddenly realized that something was wrong, not only a madman, but among the dozen or so people gathered, there were not only no madmen, but also no Aman, not even Gao Cheng.
What about people? Where did they go?
A voice came out of my heart: Didn't you notice that the whistling had stopped a long time ago?
During the ten minutes of waiting, I wanted to concentrate on stopping the boat, but the whistling sound stimulated my eardrums, but before I could pull the brake, the whistling stopped, and I didn't hear it again.
I rushed over with an arrow, and I didn't care who the person who pulled it, and asked urgently, "Where are they?" ”
The man seemed to be stupid by my attitude, and couldn't speak, so he pointed in the direction with his daze. I rolled my eyes in confusion, and he pointed out the outside of the boat? Suddenly eyes widened, outside the ship? I grabbed him by the collar, "What did you say?" I ask you, what about the people of the high city? What are you referring to? The other party spoke in confusion: "I didn't point my fingers, but I saw with my own eyes that the man with messy hair was thrown into the river by the captain first, and then the tall man went crazy and fought with the captain." Later, Mr. Chu rushed over and asked me why, and even jumped off the river, and then jumped down one after another like evil spirits. ”
"All?" The other nodded in horror. I finally understood that this person was not stupid by my attitude, but by this scene, not only him, but the rest of the crew present were stupid. I heard a sharp roar: "Then what are you still doing in a daze?" Take a life-saving tool and come out to save people! When I yelled out, I realized that it was my own voice.
I have an indescribable anger, but I don't know where it comes from and I don't know how to express it...... He also jumped off the hurdle and jumped down the river. After I roared, someone woke up like a dream, panicked to get life-saving equipment, I rushed over to pick up a lifebuoy and grabbed a life jacket, while running and wearing, suddenly someone shouted: "Come up, come up, come and help!" ”
The footsteps slammed, and he threw down his things and ran away.
At first glance, he saw Gao Cheng, who had already grabbed the rope thrown down from the boat, and when his eyes flickered, he saw that he was holding a madman, and the madman closed his eyes. Pushing aside the person in front of him, he grabbed the rope and lifted it up hard, knowing in his heart: something was wrong. <