276My life is in your hands all along
The deafening sound of music, the men and women dancing wildly, the charming laser lights flickering non-stop, through the swaying red wine glass, Jiang Kaiwei's eyes were deep and blurry, he obviously drank a little too much, his eyes were red, the corners of his mouth kept bending, and he looked more cute than usual when he poured, like a big rabbit.
He showed her the text message on his mobile phone: "Your brother said that you value sex and ignore your family, and obviously the family has prepared a birthday party for you, but if you don't go back, you want to run out and drink with me." ”
Xia Xiaowan smiled and said, "I'm willing." ”
"Is it really just the two of us, and no one else?"
Xia Xiaowan hesitated for a moment and said, "Maybe Yajing will come, she said she would come later." ”
Jiang Kaiwei was in a good mood, laughed a few times, and said, "It's better not to come." ”
Xia Xiaowan was happy when she heard him say this, and said, "Why? Don't you usually like her? ”
Jiang Kaiwei didn't answer her, but glanced at her meaningfully.
Xia Xiaowan's heart was pounding, she was holding the wine glass, her expression was a little nervous, because of the wine, her cheeks were red and hot, and in the dim light, there was a different kind of shyness, "Jiang Kaiwei, am I beautiful?" ”
"Of course," Jiang Kaiwei blinked his bright eyes, "you are very beautiful." ”
Xia Xiaowan was still nervous, sweating in her heart, but she looked at him bravely: "Then, do you like me?" ”
"I like it," Jiang Kaiwei said with a somewhat casual look: "You are Nan Ze's sister, of course I like it!" ”
Xia Xiaowan was a little disappointed, "If I wasn't Xia Nanze's sister, would you still like me?" ”
Jiang Kaiwei looked at her steadily, suddenly raised his head and drank not a drop of wine in the cup, two small flames suddenly rose in his eyes, and he looked at her warmly: "I like you." ”
She was stunned, and the unprecedented ecstasy swept over, drowning her whole being, from that kiss in Hawaii at the age of sixteen to now, she had loved him for seven years, but he had been hot and cold to her, careless, and the more he was like this, the more fascinated she became, many times, hesitating and struggling, saying to herself again and again, forget it, forget it. But the ghost was confused, so she still went to him.
She was the moth that put out the fire, and he was her only light and heat.
"So, let's get along?" The hand holding the glass was trembling, and his heart was beating like it was about to jump out of his throat, but he finally spoke.
Her face was as red and simple as a big apple, which made people want to take a bite, and her eyes were covered with a layer of mist, shining under the lamp, and she looked at him expectantly.
He reached out and put his hand on the back of her hand, holding it tightly, and his voice was low: "Okay, let's date." ”
It was so noisy, but she could hear her own heartbeat, like a dense drumbeat, but it was chaotic.
She was still stunned, he had leaned over and kissed her, she was dizzy for a moment, so she grabbed his clothes tightly, she felt like a dream, waited for so long, hesitated, struggled, thought that this life was hopeless, but in the end, God treated her well, and gave her the best birthday gift.
His lips were as hot as fire, and as slippery as a fish, as if he had been thirsty for a long time, and she was a spring of clear water, poured out perfectly before him, and he was hungry and thirsty, and she replied with stubbornness......
Over the years, he rarely kissed her, and occasionally he was in a good mood and only felt like a dragonfly, and sometimes he didn't even touch her at all, she seemed to be his taboo and couldn't be touched.
But now, he was so enthusiastic that he lit her up, I don't know how long the kiss lasted, Xia Xiaowan only felt that the oxygen was withdrawn from her lungs little by little, she was about to run out of breath, and finally gently pushed him away, but found that at some point, she was sitting in his arms, and his hand had already reached into her clothes. Although she was lively and outgoing, she was still very conservative in this kind of thing, and she was busy getting off him, her face was so red that she was about to drip blood, and she didn't dare to look at him, she took a cup of wine in disguise, choked in a panic, coughed earth-shatteringly, he slapped her back, and her hot big hand gently patted her, like a caring boyfriend.
No, Xia Xiaowan thought sweetly, from now on, he is already her boyfriend.
Jiang Kaiwei looked very happy, he poured cup after cup into his mouth, Xia Xiaowan was a little uneasy, persuaded him to drink less, and reached out to grab his cup, but he grinned and grabbed her hand and kissed it on his lips, the two of them pulled and pulled, attracting frequent sideways glances at the adjacent table, she had no choice but to give up.
Jiang Kaiwei was actually drunk, looking at her with confused eyes, but he didn't admit that he was drunk, he just looked at her stupidly and smiled, and kept looking down at her.
By the time they left, he couldn't even walk, and his arms were on her shoulders, but he trapped her in his arms.
Xia Xiaowan said: "Call the driver to pick it up, right?" ”
Jiang Kaiwei waved his hand indiscriminately and said vaguely, "Don't bother." Help me up, I have a room above me. ”
They were in the bar of the Splendid Hotel at the time, Xia Xiaowan knew that Jiang Kaiwei had his own room on the top floor, so he helped him upstairs and entered the room, Gu Nianbin fell on the bed, but he didn't let go of her hand, and looked at her with half-squinted eyes: "Don't go." ”
"I'm not leaving," she coaxed him, "I'll go wrive a towel for you to wipe your face." ”
"You can't go, you can't go anywhere." He clenched her hand domineeringly, as rude and unreasonable as usual, Xia Xiaowan couldn't resist him, so he had to let him hold it, but his heart was sweet.
The man's hair was scattered on his forehead, showing a hint of childishness, his eyebrows were stretched, and his usual domineering and arrogant spirit were completely gone. Her gaze slipped from his eyebrows to his lips, Jiang Kaiwei is thin lips, the book says that thin lips men have a cold temperament, she has always felt right, because Jiang Kaiwei has a lot of girlfriends, but he doesn't have long with them, as if he doesn't care about anyone, but tonight, she feels that he likes her, and it can be seen from his eyes.
His lips moved suddenly, opening a slit slightly, as if waiting for something, Xia Xiaowan looked at the ruddy lips, her heart began to pound again, her face was very hot, she looked up at the closed door, lowered her head like a child doing bad things, and quickly kissed him on the lips.
As soon as he raised his head, he suddenly opened his eyes, hugged her and turned over, pressed her underneath, and kissed her fiercely, she was startled by his sudden move, but she did not resist, and responded to him enthusiastically. But gradually, she felt that something was wrong, Jiang Kaiwei was not just kissing her, his fingers deftly probed into her clothes, causing her to tremble.
She was nervous and had a panic that she had never experienced before. So he slapped him vigorously and struggled: "Jiang Kaiwei, don't, no, Jiang Kaiwei, don't ......"
But the man was panting, deaf to her shouts, his arms were like iron tongs, firmly imprisoning her, his eyes were strange and terrifying, but he called her name one by one: "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan......"
The hot breath of a man enveloped her, and she finally lost her way......
As if after a fierce tear-up, both of them were exhausted, the man shrunk up, sleeping contentedly and peacefully, while she slowly sat up, put her clothes back on one by one, and tiptoed out of bed like a kitten. Although she is a rich girl, her family education is very strict, she has grown so big, she has never stayed home at night, and she especially ate the forbidden fruit, and she panicked. I got dressed and ran away from the room.
Xia Xiaowan naively thought that she gave her most precious thing to Jiang Kaiwei, and she could live a fairytale-like happy life with him from then on.
They did have a sweet time, but it didn't take long for her to find out that she was pregnant, and she ran to tell Jiang Kaiwei happily, but he suddenly changed his face and ridiculed her fiercely and ruthlessly.
She was stunned, as if she had been slapped hard, and the world was spinning, and she didn't know what was wrong? Why did Jiang Kaiwei dislike her when he had a child?
But what about her? What should I do if I have a child?
There was no way, because she couldn't escape, so she had to entangle again and again, but she was ruthlessly ridiculed by him, even Xia Nanze couldn't look at it, persuaded her to forget it, and said that Jiang Kaiwei was not suitable for her at all, she should find a man like Gu Nianbin, but she was obsessed, he had to be him, as if she was stunned, and persevered to entangle, but the more she entangled, the more disgusted Jiang Kaiwei became, and the two got out of control.
For the last time, Jiang Kaiwei threw down the heartless words, and the loud slap, and left in disgust, she was finally desperate!
But she is still relieved that it is not bad for someone who can't get him to get his child, and she wants to give birth to the child secretly.
Her abnormality finally made Xia Nanze suspicious, and she was in need of help, so she simply confessed.
As a result, Xia Nanze was furious and wanted to go to Jiang Kaiwei to settle accounts, but she dragged him to death and threatened him, so Xia Nanze didn't do it, but she was not allowed to have the child, and forced her to kill the child with a tough attitude, of course she refused.
Seeing that she was getting thinner and thinner, while the child was growing up day by day, Xia Nanze didn't dare to let her parents know, and asked her to go abroad to relax, and her parents also knew that she and Jiang Kaiwei had an unpleasant quarrel at that time, and said that it was okay to go out for a walk.
When she went abroad, Xia Nanze still forced her to kill the child, she swallowed sleeping pills in a fit of anger, but fortunately, she was rescued in time, she lived, but the child was gone.
She immediately went crazy, why didn't the child have it? How could she not have a child? No, she wants her child, her poor child......
She went crazy, screaming hysterically, someone hugged her, the embrace was very warm, the breath was very familiar, it was Xia Nanze, whenever something happened, he was always by his side to protect her.
He eagerly called her name: "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, wake up." ”
She was stunned for a moment, only to feel that her body was cold, and a cold breath spread from her heart to her limbs, not Xia Nanze, she could hear it, it was Jiang Kaiwei's voice.
In the end, whether it was a dream or a reality, she couldn't tell the difference, she only knew that Jiang Kaiwei was holding her, patting her back gently, coaxing softly, she half-opened her eyes, looked at him with hatred, and closed it again.
She said, "Jiang Kaiwei, you are a demon. ”
The man echoed in a low voice: "I'm a demon." ”
She said again: "Jiang Kaiwei, you killed my child. ”
The man's voice grew lower and lower, inaudible: "I killed your child." ”
She cried out: "Give back my child, and pay for your life." ”
The man hugged her tightly, caressed her back, tried to calm her down, and said, "Okay, give you my life." ”
She smiled coldly: "Do you think I don't dare to ask for it?" ”
The man didn't speak for a long time, just kept caressing her, Xia Xiaowan was tired, and was about to fall asleep in a daze, but heard the man's low voice: "My life has always been in your hands." ”