Chapter 244: Where I Am Is Your Home
But no.
Every blind date is perfunctory.
However, from now on, she can raise her eyebrows.
With a daughter-in-law, can the grandson be far away......
Su Jin feels that life is like a play, and the people in the play are dressed as ugly and ugly, interpreting different lives; Life is like a game of chess, which seems to be a calm chess game, but there are hidden ever-changing situations.
In the game, who can see through the strange changes, who can expect to kill step by step, and have already secretly stepped down?
Now, Su Jin looked back at the past, and while he had an epiphany, he sighed and lamented countless times.
The hatred of the past, the resentment of the past, have all turned into a helpless sigh now......
It has been less than two months since she met Jin Hengyuan, but her life has stirred up thousands of waves because of him.
Angry, resentful, happy, grateful, ecstatic, and angry, the emotions of the previous moment will always be in the later heart-to-heart conversation, the bad mood will disappear, and the good mood will become stronger and stronger......
The more I know him, the more I like and attach to him, and that feeling is growing little by little.
And she couldn't stop it, she could only watch herself sink step by stepβthe speed of the fall was much faster than she had imagined.
At this moment, she had an epiphany: if she hadn't used her true feelings, why would she have been really angry and ran away in anger......
In the twilight, the remnants of the sun are like a dream.
The quiet Jin Mansion shows the other side of life: the years are quiet - looking at this calm scenery, and then thinking about what Hengyuan said just now, it feels so unreal.
But it is indeed what has really happened: cruelty, warmth, the pace of life, never stop for anyone, no matter hardship, or joy and happiness, whether you accept it or not, it will come when it comes, you can't push away and can't hide. Step by step, it never cares about other people's emotions.
In life, we can only passively accept, enjoy it when we are happy, overcome it when it is difficult, and only when we always have positive energy in our hearts can we find true happiness in adversity.
Adjust your mood, set sail again, and the hope of life is everywhere.
Walking among the flowers, her mood suddenly brightened inexplicably, and then, she hugged the man next to her deeply.
"Huh, what's wrong?"
Jin Hengyuan was a little puzzled, and he was very happy about her sudden little coquettishness.
"It's nothing, I just want to hug you."
She held the motionless one.
There was some emotion, and her heart was full of overflow.
What kind of fate is this between her and him, after going through so much separately, they finally got together.
Among them, as long as there is a little accident, now, they cannot be husband and wife.
Was it meant to be?
Perhaps, really.
All the sorrows, in the end, are the knots between them......
"Okay, okay, you can hold it for as long as you like......"
He smiled and kissed her hair.
Such a kiss with him is a gift.
A great gift.
In Su Jin's heart, everyone should love each other and live in harmony with each other, just like the Su family in the past. That's something to be missed.
Today's Jin family is also warm and warm.
In the evening, Yi Zhongtian came home from school, saw Jin Hengyuan, and came over to give him a big hug, and the brothers seemed to have a very good relationship.
Jin Hengyuan whispered to her: "This kid, it's bad, when I was a child, as long as I hugged him, he would pee on me." Now you can get along with me. Before, I really had a headache for him. If you don't hug it, Mom will have an opinion, hug it, I'm covered in urine, and I can't beat this soft little thing, so depressed that I gritted my teeth, and I couldn't do anything about him. β
Su Jin laughed when he heard this, and imagined that a big boy of eighteen or nineteen years was wet by a little pee, but he had no ruts, which made it strange and interesting to think about it.
At the dinner table, the family gathered around the dinner, and you expressed your opinions on their marriage, wondering where to hold the wedding and who to invite. Old Man Jin and Old Lady Jin asked Su Jin if he had any ideas.
She smiled lightly: "I don't have any opinion, when the time comes, your second elder and my grandparents will discuss it!" β
The dining atmosphere is quite good, and the taste of home is very strong.
After the meal, Jin Hengyuan took Su Jin for a walk under the moon.
"I heard grandma say that since Aunt Beat remarried, you have gradually come back here less, why? Isn't the atmosphere of the house here very good? Why did you choose to work in Shanghai instead of opening a law firm nearby in Beijing, so that you want to see your family closer......
Hand in hand, facing the wind, clothed in the moon, they talked casually, and unconsciously discussed the concept of "home".
She believes that home should be a place where you can get close to your loved ones when you go out early and return late.
A home, no matter how good it is, is empty and boring. As for him, he has been busy like this for many years.
"Since my parents divorced, since my mother remarried, for me, there is no home.
"Whether it's my grandparents or my grandparents, I can't feel at home anymore.
"No matter how good it is here, it is my mother, Zhongtian, and Uncle Yi's home.
"I'm like superfluous.
"So, when I was in college, I chose to rent a house near the school. Began a life of oneself taking care of oneself alone. β
Su Jin heard a strong loneliness in his words - divorced families, for children, the harm is always the greatest.
She hugged his sturdy back again, her eyes sparkled, and she promised softly:
"Hengyuan, in the future, where there is you, it will be my home, and where there is me, it will be your home."
This sentence is what Jin Hengyuan likes to hear, and his smile is intoxicating because of the woman's sweet words, and his hands naturally hold up her waist.
"Mrs. Jin, is this comforting me?"
He asked, smiling, his lips touching her smooth forehead.
"Do you need my comfort?"
She raised her chin and looked at the handsome man who could dazzle a woman under the street lamp.
"Yes."
He nodded earnestly.
She looked at it, and suddenly thought of what Xiao Zhidong had said:
No matter how strong a man is, there is always a vulnerable side.
A man is not a man, and when he is in his mother's arms, he is just a boy.
Gender gave him that he must be tenacious, must have tears and not flick, but ignored that at the beginning, he was only pregnant with a child's heart.
The mother can give the child that strength and teach him to be strong.
When he grew up, he was finally strong, and his fragile heart was still there, but it was wrapped in layers and hidden.
If one day, the external force tears those layers of camouflage, and the heart will eventually be hurt.
And at this moment, a woman, as a wife, as a partner, what she should give is warm comfort, warm his heart, understand his heart, above the spirit, be each other's partners, and do not dislike each other, then it can be regarded as husband and wife.
"It's a consolation, but it's also a promise."
After thinking about it, she said softly.
"I like that kind of agreement."
He cried softly, his eyes sparkling, and hugged her tightly, for she was homeβthe home he had always longed for.
When he was a child, although his parents were there, because of their unharmonious relationship, the family environment was not very harmonious.
Discord is not discord, it is always a complete home.
After the age of seventeen, his parents divorced, and the concept of home was shattered into slag in his young heart.
At this moment, when I think back to the beginning, I will feel a lot of distress.
"Do you know how I spent the Chinese New Year's Eve after my parents divorced?"
He suddenly whispered.
"I don't know."
She shook her head slightly.
"I spent my time coaxing my sister to sleep.
"She has always been unhappy and has always wanted to call my mother from Beijing back to Jiashi. But my mother flew to England with my grandfather on the same day. I didn't spend the Spring Festival in China.
"That Chinese New Year's Eve was the most painful year I ever had, my family was miserable, my grandparents were complaining about my father, how could I sign that word......
"And my father locked himself in the study throughout the Spring Festival, and he became more and more unkind of caring for others."
He sighed softly, and the memory was bitter:
"In the beginning, it's often the least adaptable. Especially my sister is my mother's hand. Later, she said to put it down, and said that she would leave her to my father, and the person ran away without a trace, and her heart was indeed a little harder. I didn't tell you! β
"What?"
She asked, looking up.
"My sister has always been close to my mother.
"The group photo I showed you was taken together at my request.
"It's a big deal for my mother.
"When I was a kid, she loved to dress up my sister.
Later, they divorced...... For a long time, she took her grandmother and grandfather on a trip. I didn't come to see my sister. I turned off my phone and saw nobody. My sister is sick in the hospital, and she doesn't know either.
By the time she found out, it was already half a year later. The mother and daughter have never kissed each other in their lives. β
And he, sandwiched between two women, is sometimes a bit difficult to be.
"So, I cherish our home very much."
He turned the subject back and reached out to touch her face:
"When we were very young, our parents gave our homes, and if our parents were unhappy, our children would also be unhappy.
"Once we're older, we're going to have our own little home. At this time, our attitude will directly affect the quality of life of the next generation.
"Xiao Su, we agreed, okay, we will be good in the future, and we will also let our little family be good. It is the cradle of our future children. We want him or her to grow up carefree......"
"Good!"
She was full of promises, and her voice was crisp and bright.
He smiled and a kiss landed on her lips:
"I want our kids to come soon."
"It's not good."
She sensibly refused.
"The conditions are not yet ripe. Also, explain to me everything you owe me and haven't said yet, and we'll look into the rest. β
She smiled and pushed him away, and like a fairy under the moon, she trotted down the path.
Jin Hengyuan raised his eyebrows, admiring and pondering.
What exactly does he owe her?
I don't even give a hint.
Well, could it be Xiaoya's thing?
Su Jin and Jin Hengyuan took a turn outside and went to the main house again. Jin Yuan asked them to come over.
When I entered the door, I was stopped.
"Xiao Su, Xiao Yuan, the medicine is all boiled, come and drink it...... You have to drink this medicine while it's hot...... Oh, this is Xiaoyuan's, this is Xiaosu's...... Let's drink it......"
Jin Yuan went to be busy again, and Yi Zhongtian called in the kitchen.
On the table, two bowls of black medicinal soup were bubbling white, and the smell of medicine was very strong.
Su Jin didn't get any illness when he was a child, he has always been healthy, he really hasn't taken this kind of medicine, he smells uncomfortable, and he feels sick to his stomach, and it is a vigorous straight up.
Jin Hengyuan was nothing, picked it up, and drank it without changing his face.
Seeing Su Jin's eyes, he swallowed his saliva uneasily.
"Isn't it bitter?"
She asked softly with the medicine bowl in her hand.
"Okay."
He said.
Su Jin believed it, took a sip, his thin brows furrowed, and he almost vomited on the ground:
"It's bitter."
The voice suddenly became pitiful.
Such a tone, Jin Hengyuan is the first time he has encountered it, she has usually revealed such a little emotion inherent in a little daughter, and he can't help but smile lightly, and hurriedly responded:
"How so? I'm not bitter in this bowl! Bring it to me and taste it. β
Seeing that she looked bitter and hated this bowl of medicine, the smile deepened on his face.
He took it and was about to taste it, when Jin Yuan, who came out of the kitchen, happened to see it, chased after him, and slapped it with his hand:
"What nonsense, this medicine, you can't drink it indiscriminately. This is for your daughter-in-law's body, can't you help drink it......"
Hurriedly moved the medicine over and put it back in Su Jin's hand.
"I don't want to drink it, it's Xiao Su who said it's bitter, my bowl is not bitter...... I just wanted to compare ......"
Jin Hengyuan explained.
"The herbs of the two patches are different, but of course the taste is different. Xiao Su's bowl must be more bitter than yours...... Xiao Su, you shouldn't be afraid of hardship, right......"
At the end, Jin Yuan looked at his daughter-in-law, who was a little reluctant to drink medicine, and guessed.
"I've never taken such a bitter medicine......"
Su Jin was extremely embarrassed.
"Good medicine is good for disease. This medicine is very good for replenishing yin deficiency. Drink it obediently, as for the fear of bitterness, well, there is a way to solve it...... You wait......"
Jin Yuan turned around and went back to the kitchen, and came out after a while, with a glass of water in his hand:
"This is honey tea, drink it, use it over your mouth. Also, this is the lollipop I brought from the UK, Zhongtian likes this taste the most, and it won't be bitter when you take it later......"
"Ouch, Mom, why do you love your daughter-in-law so much...... Hit small, you give me medicine, you always give me a fist, coax your daughter-in-law to drink medicine, it's honey water, it's lollipop, and the big and small eyes are a little too powerful......"
Jin Hengyuan hooked his mother's shoulder a little inappropriately and joked.
"You little monkey, you love to worry me so much, you have to eat your fists. There is a filial son under the stick, and there are allusions in ancient times. This daughter-in-law is married to give you pain, and your grandma and grandpa are waiting for good news......"
Jin Yuan smiled and slapped his son.
Su Jin, looking at this medicine, it was really nauseous for a while, but it was not easy to pour it, so he had to endure it and drink it in front of Jin Yuan.
But this taste is too bitter!
She covered her mouth and wanted to throw it up.
Jin Yuan hurriedly patted it: "Don't vomit, don't vomit...... Hurry up, Xiaoyuan, give your daughter-in-law honey tea......"
Jin Hengyuan hurriedly handed over the tea, and Su Jin took it and drank it quickly. Jin Yuan waited for her to drink the honey tea, and hurriedly stuffed the lollipop candy into her daughter-in-law's mouth.
"Thank you, Auntie!"
Su Jin thanked him with sugar.
Jin Yuan smiled happily: "Thank you don't need it, just change your name and call your mother as soon as possible." β
Su Jin listened and hurriedly changed his words: "Thank you, Mom." β
Jin Yuan immediately raised his eyebrows: "Good! Go to bed early! β
On the side, Jin Hengyuan looked extremely pleased.
A man will have two important women in his life, one is his mother, this person conceives him, raises him, raises him, and cultivates him into a talent, and this kindness is deep; One is his wife, who will become his lifelong partner, will have children for him, build a warm little home for him, take over his mother's place, and become all he has for the rest of his life.
If these two women can be harmonious, the small family will be happy, and everyone will be happy; If these two women are-for-tat, there will be no peace at home.
God has mercy, the person he loves, his mother also loves him, what a fate.
If he really insisted on marrying Gu Lijun six years ago, it would be a lot of anger and resentment, self-destruction of life, and there would be no way to talk about a happy marriage.
People have grown up step by step.
Thankfully, it's not too late.
The spring that belongs to him, although it comes late, but the flowers bloom charmingly, better than the beauty of early spring, the fragrance of flowers is rich, and it can be more intoxicating.