Chapter 152: Betting
For Song He's sudden inexplicable and unforeseen smile, Yin Zheng not only felt a little relieved because Song He finally smiled, but even heavier, because Song He had never smiled so indifferently and strangely at him, not once.
Faced with such a smile, Yin Zheng's heart suddenly became uneasy, and he suddenly felt hesitant - what is Song He thinking now, what does Song He want?
Yin Zheng asked himself in his heart, but he didn't answer himself.
He suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of confusion about Song He, and the feelings between himself and Song He, Yin Zheng was not even sure now whether he really understood Song He, but now, obviously, this is a negative answer,
Yin Zheng has never understood why Song Ha has always been obsessed with distinguishing the child from herself as two separate individuals, and even rises to doubt her feelings for her because she has recently shown that she cares about the child.
Feelings can't stand the suspicion the most, Rao is invincible, a man like Yin Zheng feels a little tired in Song He's suspicion and repetition day after day.
The man didn't even know how long he could hold himself up, as long as he thought of this, Yin Zheng felt that his heart would always be cold.
Yin Zheng asked himself, he has lived to this day in his life, the only three most important women in his life, and now only Song He is left by his side, life and death are the most powerless things, so after the death of his mother and Lin Xue, Yin Zheng regretted it before he understood this truth.
So Yin Zheng knew that he would definitely not let Song He leave him - Song He was the only willing and only heat that could warm him in his dark and cold life.
He looks lofty, but when you count them carefully, it seems that there is nothing in the life that you already have.
Family affection - Yin Zheng couldn't help but want to laugh whenever he thought of this word, at least in the Yin family, he had never felt what real family affection was, the Yin family was like an old society with strict hierarchies, his grandfather was busy checking and balancing between his children and grandchildren, his father used to be busy with different women's beds, and his stepmother and younger brother coveted what he had like jackals, tigers and leopards with green eyes.
It is such a materially wealthy but spiritually and emotionally poor original family that has created Yin Zheng's iron-hearted character, and his step-by-step life is destined to make him unable to easily trust a person, and even the death of his mother and Lin Xue has made Yin Zheng have a kind of despair for family affection and love.
Until Song He walked into Yin Zheng's life, Yin Zheng first watched coldly, but Song He touched Yin Zheng with her most sincere feelings, and Yin Zheng only felt a little warmth, and then knew that he couldn't let go of Song He.
But now, the only light and heat that can warm Yin Zheng for the rest of his life are about to be extinguished, and even the murderer is the woman who gave him hope.
Yin Zheng clearly felt that in addition to love, there was also resentment in his heart, and these two extreme emotions were stirred up in Yin Zheng's heart, making Yin Zheng sometimes feel sorry for Song He, and sometimes he wanted to completely erase Song He from society and be completely possessed by himself.
"What are you laughing at?" Yin Zheng's voice sounded like there were no ripples, and while he turned his head sideways to look at the cold smile that was already hanging high on the corner of Song He's mouth, and covered the meaning of mockery, he felt that his heart was actually a little cold.
"Laugh at you." Song He said concisely, but at the same time, he also added a sentence in his heart: "I'm also laughing at myself." ’
Yin Zheng didn't understand the true meaning of these two words, so he asked, "What?" ”
This time, the question thrown by Yin Zheng was not answered immediately, and Song He's gaze on Yin Zheng's face suddenly fell into a trance for a moment, I don't know if it was Yin Zheng's illusion, he seemed to see tenderness in it, but soon, the gentleness that Yin Zheng expected disappeared from Song He's bright eyes.
Instead, there was a clear look of disgust on her delicate and beautiful face.
Song He stretched out his hand, and his slender fingers touched the sharp lines on Yin Zheng's chin, and the cold fingertips were like a sharp blade, swimming between Yin Zheng's jawbones.
Outside the window, the gloomy light penetrated into the car, exerting a faint and vague tenderness on Yin Zheng Junlang's facial features, Song He felt a little nostalgic in his heart, and he also knew that it was only this time.
Song He knows that the biggest gap between himself and Yin Zheng is that Yin Zheng longs for family, and what he longs for is Yin Zheng who is the only one in his eyes, which sounds contradictory, but Song He understands that if he continues like this, sooner or later...... Sooner or later, Song He will break the agreement between himself and the baby.
Song He looked at Yin Zheng stupidly, and between the closing distances, she felt that her breathing and Yin Zheng's rapid breathing gradually merged, as if there would be a lingering kiss soon, and she was finally willing to answer Yin Zheng's question: "I laugh at you, it's stupid!" ”
Song He's face suddenly showed a sharp look, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes seemed to be covered by the coldest ice and snow on the top of the mountain, and there was no nostalgia for Yin Zheng, as if they were born to be a pair of enemies, born to meet, just to use extreme means to hurt each other like now.
Maybe the encounter was right or wrong.
Song He didn't want to care about and dwell on this issue now, she just wanted to get out of Yin Zheng's sight quickly, so she had to make Yin Zheng completely desperate for her.
The tender white finger that was originally rubbing on the line of Yin Zheng's mandible suddenly grabbed Yin Zheng's jaw, and Song He looked directly at Yin Zheng with an unprecedentedly strong posture, with a heavy aura condensed in his beautiful eyebrows.
"Don't waste time on me." Song He tried hard to make himself think about Yin Zheng's disadvantages, but the more he did this, the more he thought of Yin Zheng who was like a majestic mountain, blocking in front of him and giving him protection.
Yin Zheng, who can give her a sense of security, is willing to be gentle with her Yin Zheng...... This simply made Song He too nostalgic.
But Song He knew that she had made too many mistakes and gone too far, which was not a good thing for herself or Yin Zheng, so she could only pretend to be strong and pretend that she didn't care about it at all.
"Yin Zheng, didn't we just take what we needed from the beginning? I'm just using you to help me defeat Su Wen and Su Duo, and to punish all the people who have hurt me. Song He was ruthless, trying to make the expression on her face look more indifferent, "You love me so much?" willingly willing to be my gunman...... So since that's the case......"
Song He showed an innocent thinking expression again, but soon, she opened her mouth again, and her words were full of malice: "In this case, as long as you say that you are willing for me to beat the child, if you can do it, I believe that you love me and will never leave you in this life." ”
'I'm sorry, baby......'
Song Heqiang's indifference and viciousness were like a barrier blocking her true heart, and she wept bitterly in her heart for her selfishness.
To Song He's surprise, Yin Zheng didn't show obvious anger after Song He did all this, or even calm excesses.
But soon, Song He knew the truth.
Yin Zheng is not insensitive, nor is he very calm, and even because he is too angry, to a height of anger that Yin Zheng has never had, he will appear calm.
Yin Zheng didn't say anything after Song He finished speaking, he just turned his head, let go of the arms that imprisoned Song He, and then stepped on the accelerator, and in an instant, the car rushed onto the driving lane without warning.
Song He even slammed into the front because the car was too violent, this time, Song He hit the windshield solidly, and no more Yin Zheng stretched out his hand and used his dry and warm palm to help her block the impact on her forehead.
But at this moment, Song He obviously didn't care about the sadness, because she clearly saw that on the dashboard, the speed of the car brought by Yin Zheng banging down the accelerator - this is not a normal starting speed, the speed that can appear on the road.
"Yin Zheng!" Song He quickly raised his head, looked at Yin Zheng looking straight ahead, with a cold side face, and shouted loudly: "Are you crazy?!" ”
Yin Zheng didn't answer Song He, he still stepped on the accelerator, controlled the steering wheel, and let the car with excellent performance they were sitting in rush forward like crazy, driving a kind of drag racing speed.
"Yin Zheng!! What are you crazy about?! Song He didn't dare to touch Yin Zheng's steering wheel, so she could only try to recall Yin Zheng's sanity with her own voice, but obviously, Song He's stimulation to Yin Zheng just now was too great, so that at this moment, Yin Zheng almost had a decisive momentum to have a complete break with Song He.
"Song He, let's make a bet."
Different from Yin Zheng's crazy speed, his voice is smooth and calm, if you just listen to the sound, you can't hear that Yin Zheng has driven the car he is driving out of the speed of a racing car, and it is like a crazy shuttle in the traffic on the highway.
Song He's face turned pale and he didn't answer.
Yin Zheng looked ahead, and said without leaving any afterglow for Song He: "If I die today, you are free." If you die, I'm free. If you and I were both dead......"
A light laugh emanated from Yin Zheng's nose and throat, floating coldly in the tense carriage, Song He almost involuntarily held her breath, she knew what Yin Zheng didn't finish.
- If you and I both die, we will be able to spare each other as soon as we die.
In just three sentences, the despair in Yin Zheng's heart was vividly displayed in front of Song He's eyes.
Song He looked at the man in front of her dumbly, at this moment Song He didn't even feel that the soaring speed was endangering her life, just because of the despair that the man revealed, and her heart ached.