"It's blatantly targeting you, remember when I said it was madly paranoid? Publicity is its nature, and restraint is also its nature, and the two contradictory individuals are fused into a human body, and an unpredictable psychological form will be formed. So on the one hand, L&K appears in your propaganda poster as a restrained herald that it is coming, and on the other hand, you can't wait to make you perceive him. With such a mentality, there will be no one else except him. ”

"You're saying that Yan's return is...... Yi Feng? ”

Gao Cheng was noncommittal, but looking at the expression, it should be. The face with the black and white mask naturally came to my mind, if he was Yi Feng, he used himself to mean the deep meaning of l&k...... Yang Xiaofeng's love for Yi Feng, Xia Zhu's killing of Gao Cheng. No wonder he said he was personally involved in that game as well.

He opened his mouth and retracted the words from his mouth.

"Just ask." He ordered lightly. I pursed my lower lip and glanced away, "Did you mean to say those things outside the labyrinth?" His answer was: "Half and half, I was really angry at the time, but I also realized that the incident was complicated, so I was afraid to follow the other party's script to see what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd." ”

"The poetry code words in the mouth of the J guide, you already know the meaning." It's not a question, it's a certainty.

He gave me a light look, "Is that hard?" ”

It's not hard, that's for him. I ignored that Director J was rescued from the labyrinth by him, and he must have heard those three lines of poetry in the process. I can understand the answer, I think he is more proficient, especially Luo Jinghan, who loves ancient style, and the name of the word brand, I am afraid that it will be interpreted immediately. So, "Before you came to the police station, you actually asked Luo Jinghan to thoroughly check Yang Xiaofeng's information?" At that point, it was concluded that she might be me? ”

"It's not a possibility, it's a certainty." Gao Cheng replied in a shallow voice, "A person's appearance and memory can change, but the external outline is still there, even if there is a deviation, it is not far from the same. The body shape, height, interpupillary distance, head shape, and swirls are all identical, so you can basically conclude that you are her. In addition, the psychological hypnosis that I did to you before, Qiu said a word, she said that it must be the outside world that can make you consciously resist, and it will not be innate. Since you can't find this outside world in your memory, there is only one possibility, and your current memories do not belong to you, but are imposed on your brain consciousness. Every time you retreat into a dream to see what happened, the impact on your parents' art school is just a vague outline, not a small thing.

Since the age of six, people will have a special and impressive memory seal, even the smallest details, can be presented in their entirety. But you don't, it's impossible to remember even an important detail for more than twenty years, remember when I first met you, I said that you had a weak family relationship? At that time, you were only cold by nature, and later found out that you were actually very soft except for Mu Ne, but the psychological defense line was very strong, and the whole person was a contradiction. Taken together, it could only be that the memory is overwritten. ”

It's not that I've heard it from his mouth, I've never heard of the phrase "memory is overwritten", it's not that it's against him, but since this kind of lucidity exists in theory, then, "Why can't it be Xia Zhu who is me, and Yang Xiaofeng's memory is imposed?" "The reverse argument is also valid.

Gao Cheng stretched out his hand and pulled a tuft of hair around my fingertips, and his starry eyes were dark: "Why are you so awkward, the level of consciousness has a sequence, and the shallow layer of natural laws cannot overshadow the deep layer, just like black is black, and white can never completely cover black." It's just Yang Xiaofeng or Xia Zhu, it's just an ideology, you don't have to care too much. ”

"Try it for you? If you somehow have more memories of another person, and then you are told that it is not Chu Gaocheng, can you accept it? I was a little impulsive, because I didn't like his breezy tone. And he was not annoyed, he only said: "Chu Gaocheng is just a shell, the important thing is the heart, who he thinks he is, that is." ”

I fell silent, and as time passed silently, the depression in my heart gradually dissipated. Even the anger that was originally psychologically manipulated by him disappeared little by little. It seems to understand his feelings, but he can't reach the depths, but one thing is certain: he did all this for me.

In fact, we have already entered a dead end, and we are all led by the nose by the L&K hidden behind the scenes. He arched me out in the way of online public opinion, he asked me to enter the maze to make that choice without a choice, he told me "Yang Xiaofeng, come for you", step by step is a planned way to push forward, which is equivalent to saying that even if Gao Cheng doesn't do this, the next L&K may wake me up in his way and let me be Yang Xiaofeng again.

l&k, love and kill. The other side of killing is hatred, and from beginning to end, the meaning of his actions is hatred. He hates Yang Xiaofeng! So this is definitely not a game in the name of love, and the last image of the sinking dream suddenly comes to my mind. Before the fire, the figure walking in the opposite direction, with indifferent eyes, should have broken with Yi Feng.

But the memory is still incomplete, and it is not known why he went from being gentle to being in the situation later. There was something I had to ask Gao Cheng for, and he stared at his dark eyes calmly, repeating a question from a long time ago, word by word: "Do you know how to read minds?" At that moment, I saw my eyes flicker, and after a few seconds of silence, he replied, "No." As I said a long time ago, there is no such thing as mind reading. ”

"But why can't I hide everything I'm thinking from you? Don't tell me that you judge through behavioral logic, that can only bluff me, a layman who didn't know anything about it in the first place. At most, human behavior and language can only give the other party a one-sided message, and it is impossible to say that everything in the thinking layer is known in detail. So stop telling me, can you come in the space I'm in under your unconscious behavior? ”

Gao Cheng was silent for a long time this time, and his eyes seemed to be faint and deep to freeze me, if it weren't for the paranoid desire for an answer, I wouldn't be able to hold on for long under his gaze before I looked away. Finally, I saw that his eyebrows were curled, and a meaningful smile appeared on his face, "In the end, I studied psychology, and theoretical knowledge and practice can be combined." That's right, this is not a logical judgment of behavior, nor is it a mind-reading technique, it is an ability, just like you can draw a picture, you can refract the environment and traces into an image, and I can go into the human thinking space to see the things I want to see. ”

Very...... Terrible! The only thing that comes to my mind is that if he has this ability, then wouldn't everyone have nothing to hide in front of him? As soon as his mind flipped, he spied on it?

"You still don't get it. The focus is on space! At this moment, I can read your thoughts because of the doubt in your expression. This is a kind of behavioral language logic, and you should understand it. And what I mean by the ability to shuttle people's thinking space, under normal circumstances, you just turn a thought in your head, which is not up to the definition of space, you must enter a specific environment with specific content to belong to space, understand? ”

"You mean dreams?"

"Dreams are a form of space, and so are memories. When your mind remembers something in the past, there must be a specific occasion and environment, and this exists in a spatial degree, and then I can walk in and perceive it. ”

"Can you participate or change?"

He shook his head, "The consciousness layer of thinking is something that belongs to itself, I belong to an outsider, I can only wait and see, and if I forcibly participate or change, it will disturb the balance of space." I noticed that he used the word "if", which means that he has the ability? So I asked, "What happens when the spatial balance is out of order?" ”

"It's not just the mind creator who can't get out of that unique space, even I may not be able to get out."

I asked, "What if you can't get out?" Will you stay in that space forever? ”

He pondered for a moment before replying: "Human consciousness cannot be withdrawn from the body for too long, once it is too long, it will escape into a nightmare, and it will never wake up again." Hearing this, my heart tightened, and I subconsciously grabbed his hand, "Then don't try it in the future." He paused, then gently pulled me to his side again.

After making sure that he didn't know how to read minds, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, because I really didn't want to be like a transparent person, no matter what I thought, he would know. Especially, as Yang Xiaofeng's memories melt in little by little, some things that Yan is hiding at the bottom are also revealed, and I don't want him to know for the time being, because I can't integrate into Yang Xiaofeng's world so far, because that is a secret that belongs to her.

As soon as I quieted down, that deep fear poured out again, and it opened its bloody mouth like a beast in the dark, devouring me little by little. Some thoughts are uncontrollable, no wonder I can't remember anything about my father, it turns out that it is outside my memory; It's no wonder that I don't have a good relationship with my mother, because I'm not her daughter. Wait a minute, if I'm not Xia Zhu, then what about the real Xia Zhu? The little girl I saw in my dreams a few times...... Where is she?

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, because if I continued to think about it, I would not be able to control my mind to go to extremes. And about why I became Xia Zhu, who is the person who erased Yang Xiaofeng's memory and hid it? These are like bottomless black holes, and the more you think about it, the deeper you sink in. The biggest fear of people is not the fact that it is a done fact, but the unknown, because you never know what will happen next.

It's cold. The slightest chill oozing from my heart encroached on every pore, making me shiver.

Gao Chengben was also thinking about something, and only then did he realize that something was wrong with me and asked, "What's wrong?" I turned sideways and hugged him, my teeth chattering as I spoke: "I'm cold." It was warm in front of him, and he could feel the heat when he got close, but the chill rising from the bottom of his heart quickly covered up the warmth. <