203 You can't miss her when you're drunk
Gu Nianbin thought of everything, but he didn't expect Du Xiaoxian to leave. Obviously, she did something wrong, didn't repent, didn't take the initiative to admit her mistakes, and walked away! How dare she!
He thought that he had such a big temper that it was enough to make Du Xiaoxian think about it, so he waited patiently, but he didn't expect to wait for such news.
When the housekeeper called him, he was in a meeting, his mobile phone was muted, and when he returned to the office, he opened his mobile phone and glanced at it, thinking that someone was coming to Du Xiaoxian's trouble, so he immediately went back, but he didn't expect the housekeeper to tell him that Du Xiaoxian left with a bag on his back.
didn't have time to think about anything, he immediately rushed back, and the moment he pushed the door open, he still had a trace of trance, as if such a scene was familiar.
The room was silent, there was Du Xiaoxian's mobile phone and the bank card on the dining table, it really seemed familiar, last time she said goodbye without saying goodbye, he worked hard to find her, in that small hotel, Du Xiaoxian swore that he would never leave him, and would always be with him, how long did it take, and she actually left again. A Gu Shanshan made her easily betray her oath, Gu Nianbin really didn't know, in her heart, what was he?
Last time she would have left a piece of paper to say that she was gone, and this time, she didn't want to leave a word to him.
Gu Nianbin picked up the mobile phone, suddenly fell to the ground hard, with a snap, the mobile phone jumped on the ground twice, except for the shell falling off, the screen cracked a mark, and there was no other damage, Gu Nianbin was puzzled, kicked it away, the mobile phone was kicked into the wall and then fell down, the battery came out, and the screen was finally broken, scattering debris on the ground.
Gu Nianbin sat on the sofa and buried his face in the palm of his hand, if Du Xiaoxian broke his heart when he said that he was going to leave him, then her departure sprinkled a handful of salt on his wound again, I didn't expect her to really leave, he was sitting here, and he couldn't believe it, just because of Gu Shanshan, just because of that kind of words, so she left? Then their relationship is too fragile, they can't withstand a little wind and rain, how can they work together to advance and retreat, and stand together through thick and thin?
At the end of the day, she still doesn't believe him, doesn't believe that he can solve everything, and doesn't believe that he can protect her!
Gu Nianbin lit a cigarette, inhaled a little violently, choked on the cigarette into the trachea, and coughed violently, such a big movement sounded a little scary in the quiet room, as if he was going to cough out all his internal organs. After half a ring, Gu Nianbin straightened up, pulled the paper towel on the coffee table and wiped his face. The cigarette rested on the crystal ashtray, there was half an inch of ash left, he looked at it in a daze, did not reach out to take it, kept watching the ash overwhelmed, and finally fell gently, falling in the ashtray is still a small piece of whole, like the pencil head of Du Xiaoxian's painting.
He stood up and walked upstairs slowly, knowing that it was impossible, he still thought about it, maybe he was wrong? Maybe Du Xiaoxian is sleeping upstairs?
He walked very slowly, step by step, almost silently, his eyes swept over his feet, and suddenly he found that he had not changed his shoes, but was wearing a pair of leather shoes with cow tendon soles, and he looked back to see that there were no dirty marks on the stairs. After hesitating for a moment, he continued to walk forward, and finally arrived at the door, as long as he pushed it gently, he would know that Du Xiaoxian was not there?
The door was tightly closed, and the golden handle glowed faintly in the darkness. Gu Nianbin stopped at the door, slowly pushed open the door, the room was cleaned up, the bed was made flat, everything was placed in its proper place, he went straight to the cloakroom, there was a wall full of Du Xiaoxian's clothes, he looked at it for a long time, he didn't see what she took away, he bought her a lot of clothes, Du Xiaoxian cherishes clothes very much, always says that if you wear bad one to one, but where are such clothes bad? So a lot of them haven't taken the tag yet.
He is only responsible for buying, and never forces her to wear anything, and she pleases whether he wears anything or not. I looked at it carefully from top to bottom, and the clothes were hung full, as if there was no one missing. But he knew that Du Xiaoxian must have taken some, and this time he moved, the workers lost the clothes that Du Xiaoxian had brought, so she definitely had to take a few pieces, it should be just a few, because she took less, so he couldn't see it.
He went to look at the gift box and backpack again, and as he guessed, Du Xiaoxian took away her favorite army-green backpack, which was bought when he took Du Xiaoxian to the mall when he was in S City, and she took a fancy to it at a glance, and happily put it on her back, looked left and right in front of the mirror, and asked him if he was very handsome? Looking at her elated appearance, of course he was full of agreement. Such a vivid imprint, now in retrospect, only bitterness.
Gu Nianbin sat in the cloakroom for a while, returned to the room, ripped off the quilt and lay down, the curtains were closed, so the room was very dark, only the glass vase on the table was faint and cold, Gu Nianbin stared at it for a while, he didn't understand, it was just a craft vase, why did Du Xiaoxian like to look at it so much, she could focus on it for a long time, sometimes Hou didn't even seem to hear him speak.
Gu Nianbin watched it for a long time, but he didn't see anything good, but his eyelids were embarrassed, and he finally got down, and he was sleepy.
This sleep was very deep, the phone rang for a long time, he woke up, when he opened his eyes, he was still a little dazed, he didn't know how he slept at home, but it was just a moment, he remembered it all, Du Xiaoxian had left.
The call came from Zhou Ting and asked him if the afternoon meeting was held as usual?
He looked at the time, it turned out that it was almost time to go to work, presumably Zhou Ting saw that he hadn't gone yet, so he asked in advance. He told Zhou Ting that the meeting would go ahead as usual, but it would be postponed by an hour.
He sat up to smoke a cigarette, but when he dug into his pocket, he remembered that the cigarette case had been dropped downstairs. There was no smoke in the room, because he didn't want Du Xiaoxian to smoke second-hand smoke, so he never smoked in the room.
He went downstairs and went into the kitchen to get himself something to eat. The kitchen is also very clean, with marble countertops that can be seen in light and shadow, range hoods that are spotless, stainless steel water taps that are shiny and shiny, and rags that hang neatly. He knew at a glance that Du Xiaoxian had done it, and she carefully cleaned the entire house before leaving.
Gu Nianbin frowned, what did she want to express?
Opening the refrigerator, he looked closely, the beef was missing a corner, he saw the cut on it, and the egg seemed to be missing one, because he remembered that it was just full, and now there is an empty spot. Other than that, there is nothing else. The contents of the refrigerator were all bought by him, so he was very impressed. He opened the locker again, it was originally very messy, and he threw the things he bought back into it, but it was also neatly tidied, and the bag was neatly stacked, and he couldn't tell if it was missing.
Gu Nianbin thought that if there was no beef and eggs, it would definitely be used to cook noodles. At this moment, he was actually a little relieved, Du Xiaoxian should have been sad before leaving, but she still ate.
Gu Nianbin cooked a bowl of beef noodles for himself, sat at the dining table alone and ate slowly, he imagined the scene of Du Xiaoxian eating noodles alone, I don't know if she was crying while eating, Du Xiaoxian loved to cry very much, and her eyes turned red when she was a little wronged, he thought she must be crying.
Maybe it was because he slept well, and when Gu Nianbin walked out of the door of the apartment, he was in a calm mood.
He was busy all afternoon, presiding over meetings and signing a thick stack of papers. He was more serious and careful than ever before, and if he found that the data was wrong, he would personally call and check with the head of the department, and in the past, such work was left to Zhou Ting to do.
When it was time to get off work, he was not done, Zhou Ting looked at the door a few times, as if he wanted to stop talking, he inadvertently glanced at Zhou Ting when he appeared at the door again, he let her get off work.
Zhou Ting said hello, packed her things lightly, and when she left, she looked back at Gu Nianbin's door in confusion. In the afternoon, the boss's performance was a little disgusted, and he looked very calm, but it was as if he had built an invisible wall, separating him from the whole world, and several times she went in to deliver things, and she felt very depressed. She knew that it must be related to Du Xiaoxian, after all, the bosses were staying in hotels, it seemed that they were making a big fuss this time, she thought about it, took out her mobile phone to call Du Xiaoxian, but the earpiece came with a prompt sound of turning off. Zhou Ting was stunned for a moment, and felt more and more that something was wrong.
No matter how many things there are, there is a time to finish it, and when night falls, Gu Nianbin finally put down the pen in his hand, leaned back in the chair, and pinched his eyebrows tiredly. As soon as his brain was empty, Du Xiaoxian's face appeared, with a pair of red eyes, looking at him pitifully.
He had to open his eyes, but Du Xiaoxian was still there, no matter where he looked, that face was there, and he couldn't get rid of it.
He sighed, picked up his coat and went out. went downstairs, Xiao Ding dutifully stood next to the car, opened the car door for him, Gu Nianbin said, "I drove away by myself." You come to the hotel tomorrow to pick me up. With that, he got into the car and drove away with one foot on the accelerator.
He went to a bar street, he had been to Shao Baiqing twice in this kind of place, he was not very familiar, he parked the car on the side of the road, and walked into a bar casually, the time was still early, there was no table of guests, and when he saw someone coming in, the waiter hurriedly greeted him, Gu Nianbin picked a corner position, asked for a bottle of foreign bottles, and drank by himself. The waiter knew that this was a distinguished guest when he ordered the name of the wine, and wanted to be more courteous, Gu Nianbin had already waved him to leave.
He wants to get drunk, and when he's drunk, he doesn't want her.
Cup after glass, he drank fast and urgently, the spicy alcohol burned his esophagus and then flowed into the empty stomach, it was actually very uncomfortable, but there was no way, it was better than thinking about her, it was better than heartache.
It is said that sad people are easy to get drunk, Gu Nianbin felt that this was not right at all, he was not drunk after drinking a bottle of wine to the end, so he beckoned for another bottle. The waiter saw that he was drinking alone, afraid that something would happen, and wanted to persuade him, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he waved him away.
Gu Nianbin sneered again and again, he wanted to get drunk, but why was he so sober all the time? Always think so about her?
In a trance, someone sat down next to him, he thought it was a waiter, but after a closer look, it was not, it was a woman, was it Du Xiaoxian? He squinted his eyes but couldn't see it really, it wasn't Du Xiaoxian, Du Xiaoxian didn't have such a fragrance on his body. So who is it? Who is it in the end?