176. Willingly

"Don't."

This shout seemed to be stimulated by something, which made Shen Qingzhi's whole person look bad. Her face was still as pale as paper, and if she hadn't told the truth just now, I would have thought she had smeared a layer of ash on her face, otherwise how could she have had such an effect.

It's just that I can't figure out why she reacted so much. Could it be that my divorce from Xu Yi is not what she wants for her? As for the so-called lack of time, there is a way after all, except for the rhythm of waiting for death in the terminal stage of cancer, there is nothing hopeless. What's more, if Xu Yi is here, how can he not be saved. Of course, this is my unilateral idea.

In the final analysis, Shen Qingzhi just doesn't want me to divorce Xu Yi, that's what she means, but she doesn't want Xu Yi to be alone, she is afraid that he will be lonely. Then I'm still the spare tire, I just need to wait.

"If you are together without a name or a point, isn't Miss Shen afraid of being talked about by others? Judging by the way you look now, you probably can't be stimulated in any way. I'm also doing this for your own good, in fact, if you and Xu Yi are together, maybe there will be nothing left, and this is not impossible. Chongxi, I think Miss Shen should have heard of it. "Gently hit back, I think I'm really taking it with a normal heart.

Things are not complicated, complicated things are people's hearts, because they are never satisfied.

And like Shen Qingzhi, only she knows what her truest thoughts are in her heart. But she doesn't say it, no one knows.

"It's not right for me to like Xu Yi, but as a woman, you should know that falling in love with someone is really not something that can be controlled casually, even if you are married, do you say that you can let go of everything and leave? Enron, I just want you to give me a chance so that I have no regrets, why do you have to divorce Xu Yi? Even if you are here to fulfill us, you haven't thought about what you will do in the future, what will happen to Xu Yi in the future, will you be too selfish to do this. Another change in attitude, Shen Qingzhi spoke righteously, feeling like she was thinking about Xu Yi everywhere, if you can listen to it with your heart, she is nothing more than being in it and in the mud. Point all the fingers at me, and then make Xu Yi think that I am a selfish woman who will do anything for herself.

It's just a pity that I didn't think about it in that direction because of my simple thinking. But after knowing it, I felt that when it happened, it was actually nothing.

"And what do you mean?" Shen Qingzhi's words left me speechless, but I could only throw this question to Xu Yi. Anyway, she heard those words clearly, so I don't need to explain anymore. It's just that I don't know what he thinks now, but the final result is still him. Therefore, now all he needs is a word, whether this marriage is divorced or not.

It seems like a simple choice, but I think only I know how much sourness is involved. After all, it is also a person who has experienced it once, and another time is undoubtedly to pour salt on the wound. So when he looked at me, Xu Yi's eyes were indescribably complicated.

Of course, there were some things that he hadn't forgotten, just like the words he had said at the beginning, and he remembered them all. It's just that now, he can't let go of the women around him. Anything else, with this condition alone, he couldn't sit idly by.

Shen Qingzhi has lost everything, if she doesn't care about him now, then how can she hold on.

Many times the confusion needs a support, and as long as there is this support, then everything will not be difficult. But if not, the consequences are unimaginable.

In fact, Xu Yi wanted to say that Shen Qingzhi was not as strong as you looked, but he still didn't say it after all.

As for now, he really doesn't know what to do.

Xu Yi's tangled appearance made me feel that I was being aggressive again, he couldn't give an answer, but I desperately wanted to know. Looking at the clenched fists, whether this is forbearance or difficult to make a choice, I'm afraid only he knows, anyway, I can't know.

Whoever wants to embarrass whom, this is also something that cannot be helped. It's just that at this time, I have no better way, and Xu Yi can't make a choice.

"Actually, it's not that there is no way, it just depends on whether you can accept it. If so, then everything is easy to say. But if you can't......" When it was quiet, Shen Qingzhi spoke again. But this is only half of the story, and it can be regarded as an appetizer. Knowing that we don't have a better solution now, Shen Qingzhi will speak at this time. If her solution can, it's not unacceptable.

"I really don't want you to divorce because of me, Enron, I know you love Xu Yi, but in fact, I can't. As long as I can stay by Xu Yi's side, you can do whatever you ask me to do, just don't drive me away. I don't want to leave regrets in this limited time. I love him more than I do. So, can you give me a chance? Said with emotion, that sincere look, really moved me.

But the meaning of her words, I think no one can accept it anymore.

If I don't divorce her and stay, that means that even if Xu Yi and I are still husband and wife, she is willing to be the third. I really can't accept insisting on being with a married man.

"Do you know the consequences of what you do? A third party who destroys the relationship between other couples, so are you willing to do so? "I really want to ask her what she is thinking, she can have such thoughts, it seems that she is really not a normal person. But then again, it's normal for the woman around Xu Yi to have anyone other than me. As for me, sometimes it's a little abnormal to think about it. But compared to these people, I'm considered normal.

"I do." Three simple words illustrate her determination. She's willing, she's willing, no matter what. As long as Xu Yi is by his side, then divorce is only a matter of time. So at this time, all she has to do is attract Xu Yi's full attention.

In today's society, there is no longer one side that can be upright. But a woman like Shen Qingzhi would rather stand in a place where there is no light.

"I said why are you doing this, in fact, as long as you say a word, as long as you agree, you can be together in the name of righteousness. As for the future, I'll talk about that later. Anyway, Xu Yi is not a child anymore, and his future life is also arranged by himself. It's you, is it really good to wronged yourself like this now? Or do you want Xu Yi to feel more sorry for you. Saying these words plainly, I don't feel as uncomfortable as before. It's only a little bit, but it feels really good to let go. At least in this way, I can be regarded as giving myself a way to live. Otherwise, what Shen Qingzhi said now would really make me angry.

"I do, I do, no matter what. As long as I can stay by Xu Yi's side, I really don't want to leave him. Enron, can't you satisfy me even with such a small request? I love Xu Yi and can love him at all costs. I don't ask for Mrs. Xu's position, as long as I can stay by his side. Enron, this is my last request, and the only time I ask for someone. ”

As he spoke, Shen Qingzhi was about to kneel on the ground again. If it weren't for Xu Yi being by his side. It's really possible.

Cheap kneeling, just to stay by Xu Yi's side.

Can I still say no?

"If you want, it's up to you." I think that's the last thing I can say.

What Shen Qingzhi wants is my consent, as long as I personally agree, she has no worries. Anyway, in a word, "Since you have agreed, then don't meddle again." "At the end of the day, I'm the superfluous being. Thinking about it this way, I am really pathetic to it.

What can I do, since people are willing, since people have no opinions, then is my idea still necessary? What's more, I don't have any ideas now.

"Xu Yi, I love you."

At this moment, Shen Qingzhi directly reached out and hugged Xu Yi, and after saying these words, he kissed him directly, in front of me, without the slightest concern. But think about it, what do people have to worry about now, since I've talked about this, it's useless to regret it.

Xu Yi wanted to stop the application from knowing about the hungry move, but he finally put down his hand and let Shen Qingzhi kiss him.

But the look in his eyes that looked at me was full of apologies, was this the rhythm that he couldn't get away with? If there had been such an awareness, then things would not have turned out like this now. It's a pity that everything was not known earlier.

I didn't feel too much discomfort when I looked at them like this, but I looked at them like this, with a smile on my face.

That's right, it's true love anyway, so what else can I say. I guess in addition to blessings, all I can do is bless.

Willingly, no one can force you. Even this time, I was just as willing.

After appeasing Shen Qingzhi, Xu Yi took the person away. Pacing in front of me, "Why did you agree to her request, Enron, don't you really care at all?" ”

I didn't expect Xu Yi to ask such a question, just now I thought he had something to say to me, such as a warning or something else. It turned out to be such a sentence, and I really don't know how to answer it.

"That's it, at least make up for all these years while she can still be by your side. I know, in fact, you still can't let go of her in your heart. As for me, I'll talk about it when the time comes. Looking up at Xu Yi, I just want to relax as much as possible, at least in her opinion, I really don't care.

Only the discomfort in my heart made me know that this superficial indifference was so uncomfortable, it was like a kind of torture. But everything is willing, what else can be said?