182 Hearts (Three Watches
Jingshu didn't beg for mercy, nor did she struggle, it was very different from usual, but it made Qi Xu feel strange. He was half drunk and half awake, it was when he had a headache, and when he saw Jingshu so miserable, he should have pity Xiangxiang and cherish the jade, but after all, he was very impatient, and shook her off and said, "What tricks do you want to play?" ”
"I just want to live, I just want to live." Jingshu closed her eyes, ready to die at any time, she really couldn't bear such a dark life, and said desperately, "I know you are disgusting with me, the way you look at me in front of the Mingde Palace, I will never forget it for the rest of my life, but I will not forget the way you looked at me in the imperial garden, do you remember, Your Majesty?" Do you remember what I was like? ”
Of course, Qi Xu remembered Song Jingshu, who was like a fairy, and it was the first time he had seen such a stunning beauty in his life, but ...... He frowned and sneered: "Do you think that with these words, I can forget your shameless behavior?" ”
Jing Shu raised her hand, touched a hairpin on her bun, held it tightly between her fingers, and said sadly: "I did that just to live, if you hadn't seen me that day, there wouldn't be me now, I would have died under the clutches of Concubine Li, I had been eaten alive by Sun Zhaoyi, I just wanted to live, am I wrong?" ”
The emperor was not moved at all, staring at Jing Shu and was about to say mean words, but saw her pull out the hairpin on her bun and stab her throat suddenly, the emperor subconsciously pounced on her and grabbed her hand, Jing Shu's hand loosened the hairpin and fell to the ground, and there was a heavy slap on the cheek, which hurt her eyes, and the emperor scolded angrily: "Want to seek death? ”
"I like you, I like you from the time I see you in the Imperial Garden, the moment I see you in front of the Mingde Palace, I want to die, it's really not worth it to live until now. What else can there be but to humiliate me and hate me? Jingshu closed her eyes in pain, tears kept falling from both sides, she cried and said, "The woman you like, she has long been someone else's, can't you see me beside you, wholeheartedly to you?" ”
The slender neck was pinched by hatred, and the breathless Jing Shu instinctively opened her eyes, the emperor's fierce gaze was close to him, and he sneered: "Do you really not want to live?" ”
Jingshu nodded, revealing a desolate smile: "Being able to die by your side is also a wish." ”
The emperor's gaze gradually dimmed, his hand gently brushed Jingshu's cheeks, wiped her tears, and said: "Seeing you, it's like seeing myself, Song Jingshu, do you know, I'm the same as you, I have struggled to survive for more than 20 years, that day the first emperor's whip was on me, you also saw it, that kind of thing happened countless times in the past, and I only know now that because I am a bad seed, he can't wait to break my body into thousands of pieces." ”
Jingshu trembled, not daring to imagine that the emperor would say this to her.
The emperor let go of his hand again, turned over and lay on the ground like Jingshu, the thick and soft carpet, the earth dragon was burning under the floor tiles, he lay on his back and eight forks, as if he said these words, the whole person was bright, and laughed loudly: "What qualifications do I have to humiliate you, I don't even know whose son I am." ”
Jingshu became more and more afraid, she said those words with the heart of dying today, what kind of mentality did the emperor have? Could it be that after saying this, you really want her to die? But who is not afraid of death, she really can't live anymore because of her grief and anger, so she desperately wants to end up with herself, but that impulsive thought passed in an instant, and she soon began to fear death again. As she said, when she saw the prince in front of the Mingde Palace, she already wanted to die, but she didn't dare to die after all, and even did more and more unbearable things in order to be alive.
"I thought that if I became the emperor, I would be able to get rid of all the shadows of the past, I thought that if the Mo family got out, I would not be bound by others, in the end, it turned out that the emperor was not easy to do, and it was not that he could see whose head he wanted to cut off." The more the emperor laughed, the more hideous he became, panting loudly, "Only when you are tormented, can you do whatever you want." ”
Jingshu slowly got up, her torn clothes slipped off her shoulders, she picked it up to cover her body as much as possible, and lowered her head and said, "The emperor has said so much, is the concubine body supposed to die?" ”
Qi Xu turned around tiredly, looking at Song Jingshu who was unclothed, her fair and slender body, she was incredibly beautiful in any pose, she had a beauty that all men in the world would covet, even if she was tortured, even if she even broke a toe, she was still a flower that was proud of the crowd, what a pity to die, even if she stayed by her side as a plaything. But today, hearing Song Jingshu's heartfelt words, the emperor said his most aggrieved words without scruples, and somehow, he was no longer so disgusting Jingshu.
"Come here." He hooked his fingers.
"Your Majesty?" Jing Shu trembled for a moment, but immediately sank her heart again, humiliated and humiliated again and again, but she understood the emperor more and more, and she could see that the expression in Qi Xu's eyes was very different at this moment, he shouldn't want to kill himself.
Jing Shu slowly approached her, and the emperor gently touched the cheek that he slapped him, and snorted softly: "Wholeheartedly to me, what can you do, I just like Xiangxiang, but you want to deny that she is the prime minister's daughter." ”
"But the concubine feels ......" Jingshu wanted to excuse herself, she felt that the emperor was different from before, this time she said the truth with a mortal heart, but in exchange for unexpected results, she wanted to maintain this slightly lighter relationship, and said cautiously, "The concubine feels that Xiangxiang is not the daughter of the prime minister, she is the same age as Miss Pang, and she was picked up by the Xiangjiang River." If it was a huge person who had an affair with the maid in the house, how could Mrs. Pang let the maid go out, either as a concubine or ...... And he died. Think about it again, if they don't know, then how can the maid or some woman outside run away with the child, how can the huge people know. He has children and daughters under his knees, and how he believes that the children born of other women is his species. Your Majesty, will the Prime Minister have another purpose, but he lied to you that he was looking for his daughter? ”
The emperor squinted his eyes, afraid to pat Jingshu's cheek: "Why have you become smart again, in this case, why do you want to be self-defeating, you shouldn't give me a fake, you should say these things first." ”
Jing Shu trembled and said: "The concubine body is also only thinking about it now, as for the fake token, it's just, it's just that the concubine body is too scared." ”
The emperor said suspiciously: "What is that thing for, what is it for, it was brought by Xiangxiang in swaddling clothes?" ”
Jingshu nodded, shook her head again, and said that she had never found anything unusual about an ordinary brand, so she reminded the emperor: "Why doesn't the emperor check from the prime minister?" ”
The emperor rubbed his swollen head and said: "Didn't I say it just now, I can't do it, this emperor is very cowardly, I understand why the first emperor was greedy for pleasure, anyway, it's not interesting to work hard." ”
Jingshu pulled her clothes well, covered the spring light on her chest, sat down beside the emperor and pillowed his head on her lap, gently soothed the swelling pain in her head, and said softly: "The prime minister is powerful, but there must be many enemies, the Mo family ......" She paused, seeing that the emperor had no different colors, and said, "Isn't the Mo family too many enemies, Concubine Li was rampant and domineering that day, but there was no one to help when she was in trouble, why not take your time, sooner or later, let the Pang family follow in the footsteps of the Mo family." ”
Qi Xu sneered: "It's easy to think, woman's opinion." ”
Jingshu plucked up the courage to say: "Xiangxiang, whom you like, always said to her concubines that it is useless to think about anything, although it may not have results if you do it, but if you don't do it, there will definitely be no results." If you don't dare to do it if you're afraid of losing, then don't even think about it, and you're not qualified to complain. ”
The emperor sat up suddenly, Jing Shu's face turned pale with fright, and he bowed his head and said: "The emperor forgives the sin, the concubine is just, just ......."
But unexpectedly, the emperor did not blame her, but said: "But no, if I don't do anything, I will be reduced to the same as the first emperor, and I am destined not to get her." ”
Jingshu was disappointed in her heart, but forced herself to say: "The concubine must be the emperor's whole, let Xiangxiang follow you with all his heart." ”
The emperor sneered and asked, "You don't want to die?" ”
Jing Shu burst into tears, and said with her head bowed: "Concubine, reluctant to the emperor." ”
After that day, Song Jingshu's situation in front of the emperor was very different, Mo said that she was more and more able to bully the little queen without fear, and in front of the royal family, she couldn't help but straighten her waist. She is now a woman who has been shared by the emperor in her heart, compared to the heartiness of the clouds and rain on the bed, the original spiritual communication can really shorten the distance.
She is in love with the emperor, and if she can be counted as being born after death that day, then she will live better when she is reborn.
As for the token, the emperor's explanation to Pang Jun was that he forced Concubine Jing to ask him, and the concubine admitted that it was because she had lost the original thing, and in panic, she casually found an object to replace it, but she didn't remember where she lost the original thing. The emperor concealed something that might have returned to Xiangxiang's hands, and he also wanted to find out what Pang Jun wanted to do when he was looking for this thing.
The emperor's words were half true and half false, Pang Jun couldn't embarrass him anymore, and the news that all the eunuchs and palace maids of the Longevity Palace were killed with a cane also came out, and he knew that the emperor had indeed been forced to ask. Fortunately, although the clue was broken, Pang Jun at most went to Prince Shuo's Mansion without being fully prepared, in fact, he had long wanted to move Prince Shuo's Mansion, for the rich gold under the ground.
In a blink of an eye, the Lantern Festival has passed, Xi Niang wants to return to the Closed Moon Pavilion, Xiangxiang is a little lost, not because Xi Niang is leaving, but because Mu Qing has not been able to rush back for so long, she always hopes that Xi Niang can think about this matter again. Now the only way to wait for Mu Qing to return is to ask Qi Hui what he means.
On the day she sent Xi Niang away, Xiang Xiang said that it would be Qi Hui's birthday in a few days, and if she celebrated, she would inevitably think of her late mother, and Xiang Xiang didn't know how to spend it.
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