386. The past
While I was hesitating, I suddenly vomited out a mouthful of blood, and at the same time, Lao Sun was in the same situation. My heart tightened, and I immediately asked the person beside me, "What did you do to them?" ”
Gu Xi's gaze swept over He Zhixu's hand and then floated the blood on the ground, and the corners of his mouth sneered: "You don't need me to do anything, it's that they can't bear the cold poison of this space." That warning was not enough? If you still want to live, retreat to a place where your heart can be revived. ”
He knew that Xu Shen glanced at me, and without saying a word, he turned around and dragged the dying old grandson on the ground out of the hole.
Suddenly there were only two people left in the space, Gu Xi and me, and before that, I tried everything to wake him up, but I didn't know what to say after he really woke up. Eyes followed that face urgently, in fact, even if he didn't have the freedom to control me, I wouldn't really leave him, because this moment was what I needed, and I wanted to be alone with him.
He asked, "What do you see?" ”
I stared into those dark eyes and whispered, "Whoever you become, don't leave, okay?" ”
His eyes moved suddenly, and he raised his eyebrows: "You see it?" I shook my head, wrapped my hands around his waist, put my face on his chest and said slowly, "I don't see anything, I don't want to know, I just want to be with you like this." ”
"Won't you be afraid?"
I was stunned and raised my face to look at him, "What are you afraid of?" ”
"They say I might be an old man who has lived for thousands of years, and I'm a monster like that Dao Fei."
suddenly wanted to laugh, and asked the question in his heart: "You just drove them away because of this sentence?" Gu Xi turned his face away in a rare surprise and acquiesced in what he had just done.
I said, "No matter how long you live, you are you, and Gu Xi's name was given by yourself, so I will only identify this person." ”
Regarding his age, in fact, I may subconsciously rebound when He Zhixu gives a theoretical basis for inference, but when Lao Sun said it "honestly", I was not so surprised. Because he told me before that the so-called immortality is actually just a kind of space-time stillness in the illusion of people, including Dao Fei, he can live until now not because he has cultivated some earth-shattering Dao technique, nor because he has obtained the elixir of immortality, but he will use illusion to create a space where time stands still. As long as he stays in that space long enough and leaves when he needs to do something, his life can be infinitely long.
Therefore, Gu Xi's situation is actually similar to this but different, the difference is that the magnetic field of the illusion realm is based on him, that is, the alternation of history and the rotation of time and space outside are all static for him.
I will...... I feel sorry for him like this, just like what he said to Dao Fei, he has lived enough.
My waist tightened, I felt a little pain, and when I raised my eyes, I saw Gu Xi looking at me unhappily: "Don't think about those who don't have it in front of me, I said that to Dao Fei was just to scold him, who can live and really want to die?" ”
I took a deep breath and asked, "Can you tell me if you left the natal element in me?" "If not, then how can I know what is in my mind all the time?
But I heard him answer: "If you want to see through your mind, why do you need to inject the natal element?" I said that you are special, and I can sense your thoughts very early, but it is not clear, and then after we merge, you have my breath on you, and when your mind turns, it can immediately reflect in my mind. ”
"So, you don't know how to read minds? Can't see through other people's minds? ”
He said with disdain: "What kind of mind reading, that's just something to deceive people." I only need to calculate with others, why should I look at it, not to mention that I am not interested in what other people think in their hearts. ”
It's his tune, and I'm afraid that ordinary people's minds can't escape his calculations, and even He Zhixu, who I always thought that the scheming city government was no less than him, thought that he couldn't calculate him. It seems to be a contest between the two of them, but it is always still on Gu Xi's chessboard.
"As for the natal element...... Gu Xi's long voice pulled back my thoughts, and when I listened carefully, I saw him show a strange smile: "I did it on purpose to fool the world." ”
"What do you mean? What did you do? ”
"My life is stopped, where does my natal element come from? In other words, I can be considered a dead man, but in my living form. ”
My heart skipped a beat, and I let go of the hand that was around him and stared at those eyes and asked, "Then if you don't have a natal element, how can you exorcise the demon soul of that generous master and snatch back your body?"
He chuckled when he heard this: "You call him a demon soul?" He's not qualified enough, he's just a puppet sealed in the jade seal. In vain, he has not crossed time and space for thousands of years, and he is not as knowledgeable as an ordinary inverted thief, and the place of the shadow is ten thousand empty, and the life and interest are ten thousand yuan spirits, you should already know its name. ”
Gu Xi's fingers casually pointed to the cold jade in front of me, and I blurted out out out of instinct: "Return to the shadow." ”
Gu Xi nodded and let go of the arm that was wrapping around me, and walked to the front and stroked it with his palm, and a strange scene happened. The originally dim cold jade suddenly lit up, and a cold air came out, and the space suddenly became cold, and I couldn't help but shrink.
It was back to the way I first saw it in an instant!
I only heard Gu Xi call in a low voice: "Guiying, I'm back again." ”
I stared at him with wide eyes, something in my mind that was gradually becoming clear, and it was some fragment that I had just recalled that was suddenly blurry and confused. The first time I came, I chiseled through the outer wall and looked inside, and saw that Gu Xi was weirdly knocking this cold jade with his head, so can I think that it was also bleak before this, because Gu Xi's arrival and even came into contact with it to make it what it is now?
At this moment, a sudden deep sound came out of the cold jade, as if it was responding to Gu Xi.
Hanyu becomes a demon...... Lao Sun's first sentence is this, the soul of jade was also told to me by Gu Xi, just like the jade whistle he gave me and the later jade key and jade plate, and the soul of Dafang Shi was sealed in the Wang seal, I don't dare to think about it later.
But Gu Xi looked back, and without giving me the slightest breathing space, he asked cruelly: "You have actually thought of it, right?" I shook my head again and again, and even stepped back, "No, I didn't think of it. Gu Xi, since you're okay, let's get out of here. "Fear is coming at me like a huge wave, and I just want to get out of here with him at once.
But he lowered his eyes and sighed lightly, with a desolate expression on his face that I had never seen before, and a faint voice slowly came into my ears from all directions: "Little wish, you can't take him away, except for staying here, he may be resurrected, and after going out, it will become transparent little by little as you saw before, and then become a human stone, or you can call it a human jade." ”
"Nope! You talk nonsense, he is not a stone, he is not a jade, he is a man. ”
"I didn't say he was a stone or a jade, but when one day his life is connected with Guiying, something is destined to be unchangeable, this is his fate."
My emotions were on the verge of collapse, and I shook my head and stared at the person with drooping eyes: "I don't believe in fatalism, man will conquer the sky." ”
"That's just wishful thinking on your part, once he thought so, wanted to get rid of this fate, but it was useless, whether it was struggling or suffering, it was there quietly watching him walk into the cycle of fate. Leaving again and again, coming back again and again, no matter how powerful the ability is, there will come a time when he has to return, and the people he has been to and in contact with will also be erased because of his return. ”
After I was shocked, I retorted loudly: "No, I haven't forgotten him since he left me three years ago, and Qin Fu and Qin Zhou also remember him." ”
"That's because that time is not a real return, it's just that Wang Yinli's soul has temporarily lost energy and returned to recharge, so those who have had a deep intersection with him will not forget. This time he has exhausted all the vitality in his body for you, and he has nothing else to go except to rest here. Now you must understand why he was able to exorcise the evil spirits and protect you so that you could absorb the power of the Seven Stars. ”
I don't want to understand, but this Gu Xi in front of me has already said it very clearly.
He wasn't the person I really knew, touched, and fell in love with, but he was really Guxi.
"Where is he? How is he doing now? I regretted it, because Gu Xi looked at me with more pity in his eyes, and he said, "You know, you woke up just now when you watched me." ”
The scene just now flashed in my mind, first my thoughts were confused, and then I saw him open his dark black eyes, I thought it was a hallucination, but in fact, I felt it and saw it, but these He Zhixu and Lao Sun couldn't see it.
Because...... He is in the past.
I heard Gu Xi approaching, and his hand was on my shoulder, and then said, "He must have told you about these three forms: past, present, and future, so you were scared when you saw me." He has no past or future because his life has stopped in the present tense, and I will only appear when this present is coming to an end, because I am responsible for the state of keeping this life going. ”
My heart was pounding and aching, staring at the same chest but I couldn't lean on, and finally understood the meaning of that sentence: don't look back at the past, don't look up to the future, you should live in the present. Only the present and the present are the most precious, but it is a pity that Gu Xi's present is still asleep in the illusory time and space, but he has awakened the past from his slumber.
I hesitated and asked, "Are you ...... When did he pass? ”
"When his life stops in the same place, I am the past."
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