Of course, I understand all this, so I promised her again and again that I would cherish it.

But when I closed the door and took a closer look, I realized that this place was really different from what I imagined. People want 80, that's really a loss.

Tiled floors, linen sofas and beds, separate toilets and showers, and TV and water dispenser air conditioning, I think I've picked up a treasure in this well-equipped room. I didn't expect this to look bad on the outside, but it was a hole in the inside. I would like to stay here and it is also a good choice.

Turning on the phone, looking at the missed call that popped up, I quickly turned on the airplane mode, and then connected to the wifi here.

Only then was it connected, and the information was bombarded continuously, and the checkpoint did not let the mobile phone crash directly.

Looking at these countless messages, it was either Xu Yi or Zhou Xingliang, and it seemed that they all knew it. Looking through each message carefully, I couldn't stop crying. I washed my face in the toilet, but when I looked at myself in the mirror, I felt sick. How can you face such a self? I don't have that face, I don't have that courage.

This time it was my decision, since I left, then I have no intention of going back. Because now I really can't face Xu Yi anymore.

In this relationship, maybe the current me is like a grain of sand, only settled with the dust. I used to think about never giving up, but now at this time, I really don't have the courage to stick to it anymore. How can I stand by Xu Yi's side when I'm so ugly.

I turned on the TV when I turned off my phone again, and I couldn't keep watching the show, and I would even pay attention to the news.

Every day in the hotel, I basically eat except for sleeping, which makes me feel like a pig. But beyond that, I don't have much more to do. I don't want to go out, after all, I'm like this now, and going out will probably scare people. Rather than that, I'd better just stay in the house.

In the past few days, I have almost been in the room and have not gone out, even the dinner is sent by the boss. I have to say that the owner is really nice, always come to my room to chat with me, just to find someone to talk to. And for my face, she didn't dislike it, but comforted me and said that this person always has to break his appearance to grow up. It's okay to be burned, and the people she knows who have been burned are many times worse than me, but they are still alive and well. As if I didn't believe it, she took me to the family's house at night. In fact, it is not far, and it only takes half an hour to walk. But when I saw that person, I couldn't help but cry. People are so much worse than me to live well, and what qualifications do I have to escape?

To say that the hostess is really nice, it feels like her own sister, always taking care of me, and even enlightening me. But even so, I still don't know how to deal with it.

The stars were particularly bright tonight, which made the boss's sister take me to the roof. A small table was set up, and there were two glasses of a bottle of wine. Look at the posture, this is not only to see the scenery, but also to talk to me.

Maybe after getting acquainted with her, I had no defense against her, and even talked to her a lot. Of course, she didn't hide anything about her. Not to mention that they are all hard-working people, it is distressing to think about.

Don't look at this small hotel open here, but basically it is in a vacant state, to put it bluntly, I want to get some popularity in my own home, so the residence has been slightly modified. It's no wonder that the room I live in is so good, and feelings are the real reason.

"Sister, it's not that my sister said you, it's time to go back, otherwise it will only make the family worried." Looking at me, the boss's sister seemed to be persuading.

In fact, I don't know at all, people know everything, and it's strange that people will believe my lame lie, but they haven't debunked it in person.

However, seeing that I was not ready to talk, she continued: "It's not that I drove you away, it's just that there are some things, and you still have to think it out yourself." If they really leave their families, it will only worry them. As for you, you can stay here as long as you want, just think of it as if you were in your own home. "The boss's sister didn't say much, but she just came to such a sentence, which can be regarded as relieving me.

I don't think I'll leave this until I've thought about it thoroughly.

We seemed to drink a lot and talk a lot that night, but I still couldn't untie the knot. It's not that I can't solve it, it's just that I don't want to. If I had wanted to, I wouldn't be sitting here now.

Decisions are made, but sometimes plans don't keep up with changes. This is really beyond my imagination.

I also watched the news, and the person was injured in a major car accident, and he is still in the hospital. The TV was the scene of the crash, but when I saw the car...... My heart beat like I missed a beat, and I stopped breathing.

Of course I'm familiar with that car, it was Xu Yi's drive. For the past few years, we have been commuting together in this car, and we will be together at any time. There is also the easy-to-remember license plate number, 520, such a three-digit number, and only Xu Yi's car has it.

In a panic, I ran back to the house and took out my phone to turn it on, but there was no initial bombing inside. I ran downstairs with my phone and realized that it was three days ago, and it turned out that it had been happening for so long.

At this time, I couldn't care so much, I quickly dialed Xu Yi's phone, no matter how it rang, no one answered, over and over again, and still no one answered. His hands were shaking, and even his phone fell to the ground several times.

Tears flowed, and I knew it was ugly, but the problem was that I couldn't control it at all. I didn't want to do this either, but when I thought that Xu Yi might be in the hospital when his life and death were uncertain, I felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry.

When I finally dialed Zhou Xingliang's phone, I was so choked up that I could barely speak. I mean, I've even figured out how to speak, but when I hear his voice, I still can't speak. I couldn't cry anymore, so I couldn't speak.

"Enron, is that you? Where the hell are you now, will you come back soon? Mr. Xu maybe, maybe...... Hey, anyway, I can't tell you for a while, if you can, you better come back and have a look, maybe you can see one last time. "That voice was definitely not a joke, and even more so who would joke about such a thing. If it's really a joke, then the news will never deceive, it's all really reported.

"An Ran, don't cry yet, let's talk about it when we come back, okay? Now that Mr. Xu has no one around to take care of him, I still have to take care of my grandmother, but I really can't help it. Lin Xiao came and went several times, clamoring to stay here, but in the end he was driven away by the nest. Enron, come back quickly, no matter what the result is, the only person who can stay by Mr. Xu's side is you, and only you are the most reassuring one. This is not false at all, after all, they are a small couple. Just looking at the face on the hospital bed that was waiting in anticipation in the cold, Zhou Xingliang continued to add fuel and vinegar to say: "Enron, no matter what happens, you still have us, don't you?" Do you know how you always come to be when you've disappeared? I look for you everywhere day and night, and I don't have time to eat, that is, drink a little water. Even if it's iron, he can't bear it, not to mention that he basically doesn't rest. Unless sometimes I can't bear it anymore, I sleep for a while. Working during the day and looking for you at night, Mr. Xu really used all the time he could use. Enron, since Mr. Xu doesn't mind, what else do you mind? Zhou Xingliang's words were praised by Xu Yi, and he suddenly found that this kid was a god assist, and he could say that the dead could be said to be alive. It just doesn't matter if it works. Listening to the crying voice on the other end of the phone, he was also so distressed that he couldn't do it. But now that's the only way to go.

After saying everything, I finally decided to go back, said goodbye to my boss, and set out on the journey to the hospital.

Even though the speed was fast enough, I still urged the driver to drive faster, and almost didn't let the family knock me out of the car.

All the way, my tears flowed, like an endless rhythm. So when the car stopped steadily in front of the hospital, I threw down the money and rushed inside. Now I only have one thought, that is, to see Xu Yi, whether he is dead or alive now, I want to see him.

When I saw Zhou Xingliang, my whole person seemed to be in prostration, holding on to the wall and almost kneeling.

"How is Xu Yi, how is he?" Holding Zhou Xingliang's hand tightly, I asked anxiously. I didn't want to know the answer, but I couldn't help but ask. Whatever the outcome, I'm going to bear it. Because of me, Xu Yi made it like this. Because of me, he will suffer all this that he should not have suffered.

Zhou Xingliang's silence made me realize the seriousness, and I looked into his eyes, but I couldn't see anything.

"Well, you'd better go in and see it yourself. Perhaps, there is hope. ”

I don't know what Zhou Xingliang means by this, but I'm going to go in and have a look anyway. Whether the result is good or bad, now that I'm back, I'm ready.

But when I pushed the door open, my heart jerked. Looking at the man lying on a real hospital bed, looking at the instruments full of instruments inserted in him, I wish that the person lying on the hospital bed was me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know things would turn out like this, Xu Yi, are you okay when you wake up? I swear I'm never going to leave again, I'm never going to leave you again, okay? As long as you can wake up, I'm willing to do whatever you ask me to do. "Standing by the bedside, I was already crying, if this man had been comforted in the past, how could he lie motionless like now.