Chapter 30 She is a ray of light that dwells in my heart
"Yuanxiang, I remember that you used to have long hair. Is it for the show? ”
"Liang Yi, do you remember that I had long hair?" Yuanxiang's eyes suddenly revealed a red light like meeting a bosom friend, which was a fiery but very simple joy.
"Yes, it happened more than ten years ago, at the dinner table at the family party, you sat across from me, and I thought you were a girl."
"Hmm......" Yuanxiang's eyes dimmed, and Liang Yi knew that there would be a turning point after this "um".
"Yes, I like to dress up as a woman, but I still know in my heart that I'm a man. I had long hair, wore skirts, and even wore high heels and false eyelashes, but I knew I was a man. I can do everything a man can do. Yuanxiang choked in his throat, but immediately covered it up and continued: "But do you know what my parents say about me? Call me a transvestite, call me a shemale. Waste that cannot be passed down from generation to generation. Lost all their faces, and raised me to this age only to find out that I had raised a monster. He spoke faster and faster, as if an express train was coming out of his throat, loaded with a series of unpleasant adjectives.
"I wanted to be an anti-actor at that time. And full of fighting spirit. However, my parents told me with their actions that they did not approve of my idea. Their actual action was to pack up and throw away all my women's clothes, including a set of cheongsams and a few sets of Hanfu that I had collected, while I was away. When I came home from work that day, I found that all the feminine things in my room were gone, including makeup, foundation, eyebrow pencil, lipstick, ......" Yuanxiang's face was full of mourning, as if he had lost a loved one forever.
Liang Yi thought to himself, Yuanxiang probably lost all his beloved things, and there was no longer a warm smile on his face.
"My original job was as a cosmic anime character at a comic con, but then I was forced to shave my long hair and was forced to take the lifeguard certificate. My mom said that the lifeguards in the gym swimming pool generally don't need to go into the water to save people, and they can make money by sitting on the shore for a day, which is the most suitable for me. ”
"Yuanxiang ......" Liang Yi listened to his mental journey, and wanted to apologize to him a little, because she couldn't get used to his strong femininity before, but now she felt that she was indeed too narrow-minded.
"I thought I was going to sit on the shore all day long in a mess with my mom's job, useless for the rest of my life. Until I met Pianpin, she was the first person I rescued. When she said thank you to me that day, I felt a light shine through my heart. The light grew bigger and brighter. She invited me to a private meal to thank me for her old her, and after that we started talking, I told her that I wanted to do something about being an actress, and showed her pictures of me in costume, and at first I was afraid that she would be disgusted, but I didn't expect her to say that I was cool. Because I have been separated from this family for a long time, I don't know that Pian Pian is Uncle Tao's second wife, in fact, I don't even know when Aunt Mozi died. You may think it's incredible to say it, I went to Zou Wei's house to play games about a year ago, and I met Pian Pian at his house, only to know that we were 'family', and she was mine...... After the aunt. Later, she proposed to me to end the relationship, and I relied on her to let go. Because she already lives in my heart, and if she is not there, there will be no light in my heart. Yu Yuanxiang said to Liang Yi, his eyes gradually lost focus, and it was not until he turned his gaze to Zhang Pianpian's direction that his whole face slowly regained its vitality.
Liang Yi wanted to ask him rhetorically, did she know that it would be cheating for Zhang Pianpian and Uncle Yongtao to be with you after they got married, but she couldn't bear to destroy his state of mind when he said "because she understands me". She can understand Yuanxiang's joy of being reborn when he is appreciated and recognized by another person after being belittled by his parents.
"So, after you know that Zhang Pianpian is a person who has an ambiguous relationship with his teacher's husband in order to have a foothold in a big city, to get involved in the husband and wife relationship of his mentor, and to have an affair with his mentor's husband, you ...... Do you still love her? Liang Yi thought about it and didn't know how to tell Yuanxiang tactfully that their relationship was wrong.
"I still love her. Though...... In fact, what I love is to understand me, appreciate the part of my inner world that lives in my heart, but she can't only separate this part from her, so I can only love her all. Yu Yuanxiang looked at Zhang Pianpian and said categorically.
Liang Yi couldn't understand his absurd but pure feelings for a while, and I wanted to say that Zhang Pianpian might be with you because her husband was old and thought you were young and handsome, so he pretended to cater to what you liked and made you happy.
But...... She really couldn't bear to use her own speculation to destroy the beauty in his heart.
Although, the relationship between Yuanxiang and Zhang Pianpian is indeed immoral.
When Yu Yuanxiang sent Liang Yi downstairs, Liang Yi said: "Actually, you will tell me the address of your hotel, and let me visit, and I am really surprised to say so much to me." ”
"What's the surprise, since the matter has been exposed, then let's face it well, I'm a man, and I want to know how to escape when I encounter something." Yu Yuanxiang hammered his chest, she didn't have the strong physique of a man, and her skeleton was even more slender and slender than a woman, but Liang Yi felt that he was very manly when he said this.
"Then what are you and Zhang Pianpian going to do later?"
"Uncle Yongtao should divorce her, and I will take her away when the time comes, and we will go to other cities, and I will do what I like and leave my parents' house."
Liang Yi wants to say, will Zhang Pianpian be willing to go with you? The poor and uncertain life may expose her true colors and find another rich man.
"Maybe you want to warn me that Pian Pian won't follow me through the wandering days. But even if it will be like this one day, I don't regret it. For me, she is a lover and a benefactor, and because I know her, I have always insisted on what I like. Makes me feel like I'm not an outlier. Yu Yuanxiang sighed, his tone was rare and relaxed: "Actually, I'm quite grateful to this news for exposing me and Pianpian, which made me see the true colors of many people." It also made me braver. ”
"What are many people?" Liang Yi's eyes slipped towards him, "Who do you mean?" ”
"It's Zou Qing, Zou Yongtao, Zou Yongzhong and my mother. It's the first time I've known that they love money so much. ”
"How do you see that?" Liang Yi felt that this matter must be related to Yuanxiang's mother going to Zou Wei's house to beat Zhang Pianpian.
"First of all, of course, my mother, not long after the news broke the night before yesterday, she came to Zou Wei's house to look for me, I stayed at Zou Wei's house that day to help, he had just been discharged from the hospital and was weak." He smiled, "Of course, now you know that I went to take care of Zou Wei, mostly because I wanted to be with Pianpin." ”
Liang Yi nodded tacitly.
"My mother came over and scolded Pianpin, how vicious her mouth is, I won't copy it. At that time, we didn't know about the news breakout, so when my mother asked Pian Pian why she seduced me, Pian Pian and I were very surprised, it was Zou Yongtao who opened the door for my mother, so he was also present at the time, but he didn't react at all when he heard my mother's words, as if he knew the news before my mother came. But my mother doesn't play Weibo, and Uncle Tao shouldn't use Weibo either, why did they see this news so quickly? Later, I learned that they saw it in the WeChat circle of friends, and Zou Yongtao said that she saw the boss's lady send it. I don't know who the hostess is referring to. ”
When the elevator arrived at the lobby on the first floor, Liang Yi pulled Yuanxiang to the passenger rest area, found a seat in the corner, and continued to talk.
"I know this proprietress, she runs a commissary at the entrance of my grandmother's community, we went to my grandmother's house to play when we were children, and we would go to her commissary to buy three-color cups to eat, do you remember?" Liang Yi remembered that a few days ago in the hospital, Uncle Tao told him that this proprietress was a megaphone.
Yuanxiang held his chin and finally found the figure of this boss lady in his memory, "Oh! I remembered who the proprietress was, and when I was a child, I thought she talked a lot. ”
"And then?" Liang Yi didn't want to waste time discussing how noisy this proprietress was.
My mother crackled and scolded Pianpian first, and then said that she wanted Zou Yongtao to divorce her as soon as possible. She said, 'Before, we discussed valuing the old lady's house and dividing the inheritance, but fortunately it didn't go on, otherwise after the property was divided, the money of the four of us would fall on Zhang Pianpian's head." ”
"They were talking about valuing the house?" Liang Yi remembered the second hot search - Zou Wei's father and uncle divided his mother's property. Moreover, she still vaguely remembers that on the night of her grandmother's death, outside the hospital ward, Zou Qing and Zou Yongtao came over, and the word "house" seemed to have been mentioned in their mouths. Don't...... On the night of my grandmother's death, they had already begun to discuss the matter of dividing the money?
"When my mom said 'the four of us', it's probably the four people I said at the beginning." Yuanxiang was like talking about someone else's family trivial, without any mood fluctuations in his tone.
"Then how did Zou Yongtao answer?"
He was silent and did not answer. I don't think his feelings for Pian Pian are so deep, compared to money, his feelings for money are much deeper. ”