Chapter 15 Look up to the sky and laugh and go out
Sins and sins, I have endured it for so long, and I can't fall short at this moment.
This is the common voice of two people, fortunately, that person seems to be upset, not as sensitive as usual, and does not capture the heart contained in these words, just turns his head sideways, as if he is thinking about something.
What he considered, although Long Xian'er and Li Yunfeng were both self-conscious, they couldn't guess at all, because the information they knew was not equal at all, and they still had a lot of things to learn, this person had opened the perspective of heaven at the beginning, and the ideas of both sides were not at the same level, this guy's thinking circuit was not human at all, but how could anyone guess his thoughts?
“...... It's not clean, and it's a lot of trouble in the back...... That speculation can't be verified...... No, no, it's not good because it can be verified...... No, no, no, it's hard to say, if you're not careful, the whole world will be because of me...... Huh? What's the matter with me? Even if it's all bad, it's ...... So...... Isn't that bad? Haha! Hahaha! That doesn't seem bad?"
Pacing back and forth, the man in the blue shirt fell into a new round of tangled thinking, his brows were sometimes frowning, sometimes stretching, the whole person was in an indecisive entanglement, and he didn't give half an explanation, but he kept chanting words in his mouth, which seemed to be very difficult, and the words he said, although incomplete, but the information revealed in it made Li Yunfeng and Long Xian'er more and more frightened the more they listened.
...... The most hated and feared fear of people is the unknown!
Obviously, they are all the top talents of the human race today, and they have a bright future even if they are put into the heavens and all the worlds, but in front of this man, listen to him groan, and wait for him to make a final judgment, the pressure is really not human, if it is not completely impossible to resist, I really want to join forces, just go up and blow him up...... I've always wanted to......
“...... Well, so be it. ”
Finally made a decision, the man in the blue shirt raised his head, looked at the two of them, his eyes did not have the previous oppressive force, and said calmly: "I hope you can clear the people of the Broken Star Cluster as I asked before, this is very important to me, but if you don't want to do it, then I won't force it, and I won't kill it...... You can also try it. ”
If you just hear this, you should be glad and relieved from the position of the two of them, but neither of them can be happy, because ...... The man was laughing.
It's a very frustrating fact that for a long time, that person has no sense of humor, and almost no laughs for good things, and conversely, when that person wants to laugh, there are usually no good things...... No, it should be said that the things that make that person want to laugh are all big bad things, and someone must be stepping into the pit without knowing it......
What's more, as a collaborator who has been following that person for a long time rather than being incited cannon fodder, Li Yunfeng is no stranger to this smile, the end of the wedding between Shang Gaiyong and Miss Seven, let the dead Miss Seven be reborn for a short time, and when Shang Gaiyong was asked if he was willing to bear all the costs, that person laughed like this. Afterwards, when he knew the price of Miss Seven's rebirth, he shuddered when he recalled this smile......
And even if Long Xian'er was not present at the time, she was not unfamiliar with this smile, I don't know how many times in the past, when she wanted to do something, that person used this kind of smile to herself, and it was always until she persistently moved forward, fell into the pit, and suffered enough, that she understood what this laugh meant, and she was more aware of the fact: if you go the wrong way, that person will not stop, but will only laugh! Only when this kind of stupid person insists on going the wrong way, that person will smile and wait for you to fall in......
"Then make your own choice. The man in the blue shirt smiled lightly: "I hope that the next time I come back, the world will be better...... It can't be worse, otherwise I'll do it myself...... Poof, whatever you want!"
Laughing loudly, the figure slowly faded and disappeared, leaving no more information, and there was no explanation, and he didn't care that the peaceful and prosperous world he had painstakingly created was about to come to naught, and that person left directly, and the two of them, who were at the peak of the empire, stood in place in such a daze, and it took several minutes to dare to believe this fact, and to be sure that this dark cloud that seemed to have been covering their heads for a lifetime would simply disappear.
...... So are you free?
...... Perhaps, but where does life come from true freedom? Although there is no irresistible external oppression, how can we be completely free with every step we take and every choice we make?
...... Later, what should I do?
Looking at each other, Long Xian'er and Li Yunfeng looked at each other, both asking the same question, but from the eyes of the other party, they could only see the same blankness.
Long Xian'er muttered: "If you want to reconcile with them, you can only stop immediately, and then confess the truth to them and make it clear, but ......"
...... Can this hand really stop? Should it really be stopped?
Li Yunfeng thought about it, and could only smile bitterly: "You...... Want to gamble?"
Long Xian'er smiled when she heard this, as bright as a fairy, "What do I dare not do? If the matter only involves me, I have always been very bold." ”
The smile on Li Yunfeng's face became even more bitter, because the two had worked together for many years, he could hear the true meaning of these words. If it only involves individuals, this old partner has always been fearless and really sees death as home, but if things involve the world and the common people, she is not only timid, she simply has zero tolerance for risks, so this time, she will never let herself be willful......
The reason why that person left her was not to deliberately leave a big rock that could suppress him, and he came down to block the way......
The memories gradually faded, and the only ones left to bear everything were each other.
“...... It's been more than ten years, and I'm still not sure if I made the wrong choice that day. Long Xian'er said calmly: "The first rat at both ends, can't make it, since you still choose to kill in the end, you shouldn't pin your main hope on being able to reconcile later; if you really want to shake hands with them, you should stop immediately, risk the unknown result, and kneel down with them to repent!"
Li Yunfeng said: "I don't think so, people are very complex creatures, extreme selection has never been human nature, politics has always been a game of compromise, kill everything that should be killed, send them to die if they can die, and save those who can't die, or hand it over to Ah San to protect...... On the one hand, we use the safest way to guard against the person's warning, and on the other hand, we also keep the possibility of talking with the other party...... It's a compromise, and to put it nicely, it's the best of both worlds!"
“...... So may I ask, Chairman Li, do you have the best of both worlds now?"
Long Xian'er squirted back unceremoniously, Li Yunfeng froze there directly, the bitterness in his smile could almost drip juice, and he could only say helplessly, "Well...... Nine times out of ten, although the world is broken and imperfect, there are always more bad things than good things, but don't you still have to live your life? Compromise, compromise is the king. ”
“...... It's been a pain for you all these years, and there's not a single thing you want to do, but you still have to stay there all the time. ”
Long Xian'er couldn't help but spit out this sentence, in the world, I'm afraid few people can understand, even Long Jintao, who thinks he understands the situation, doesn't know...... This man, who was first like a fish in water in the Shattered Star Cluster, regained control of the entire empire, and now holds the power of the Federation, connects the fairy world and Buddhism, can be the top of the human race, with infinite scenery and glory, and is almost regarded as the savior of the human race, has long been just an "empty shell".
Throughout the ages, many emperors, in the stage of the prince is too depressed, once ascended the throne, grasped the power of the emperor, completely out of control, and became a tyrant, misbehaving, fish and flesh people, cholera country, this one is the same, but the person who suppressed him before was not the emperor, but the plague god who was more terrifying than the emperor, completely resisted, and the accumulated pressure was greater, when the plague god left, he gradually couldn't suppress his desires, and wanted to put aside his responsibilities and do what he really wanted to do.
...... In his heart, the foundation of the empire and the people of Li are probably not as important as a finger of his brother, right?
...... Or, today, the important thing is no longer the brother, but the heart that has been completely driven crazy by guilt, and has been desperate to try to return to the good old days.
He should know that what he is looking for, it is impossible to achieve it. What has passed can never come back, even if it is the eternal that controls the laws of time, condenses the long river of time, and can reverse time, especially when the matter involves that person, and with his intelligence, there is no reason why he can't figure this out, but because he really wants it, he knowingly commits it, and he has to gamble everything to pursue it...... Just like those that have existed through the ages.
As a gambler, Li Yunfeng really pressed all the gambling books, promising to create an unprecedented peaceful and prosperous world, and make every effort to defend the human race and fight against demons, at the cost of this, let himself, Xiao Jianwat and Moonlight Shenni nod and agree, and fully cooperate with his crazy plan. Although he knew that his promise was insincere, because he didn't want to push him too hard, especially because he didn't want to drive him crazy because his spirit was too tight, and if this gamble was successful, it would indeed add a lot of certainty to the follow-up fight against demons, so everyone agreed to cooperate with his actions, and he had to gamble once.
However, the battle of Fengshentai, this big gamble ended in a fiasco, after the four martial gods completely fell apart, Li Yunfeng chose to stay to deal with the aftermath and reorganize the federation, in the eyes of Xiao Jianwat and Moonlight Shenni, Li Yunfeng may have recognized the reality, and finally gave up the meaningless chase and concentrated on his own responsibilities, but he knew very well that from that moment on, this body was just an empty shell full of talents, and there was no heart in it.
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