Chapter 150: Honesty
At the moment before Shu Yu stretched out his hand to open the door, Han Yan's low and hesitant voice sounded behind him: "It's not that I don't want to confess to you, it's just that I have a last resort......
The helpless tone was full of expectation, expecting Shu Yu to understand his last resort.
Shu Yu stopped his steps, but did not turn around, chuckled, and said in a low voice: "Okay, then when Brother Han no longer has to have a last resort, let's continue to talk about this matter." ”
She understands his last resort, but she has her own insistence.
Han Yan choked and couldn't answer.
Shu Yu sighed with a smile and said, "It's getting late, if there's anything, let's talk about it tomorrow...... Good night. ”
With that, he resolutely reached out and opened the door.
The dark shadow in front of him was clothed, and a gust of wind blew.
Shu Yu was startled, and when he looked at it again, Han Yan had already reached out and closed the slightly opened door with a "snap", looking at her with burning eyes, and it was difficult to hide the contradictions and struggles in his deep eyes.
"Can you give me a moment?" Han Yan pleaded in a low voice, "At least, don't be busy walking for now." ”
If Shu Yu leaves like this, there will definitely be a gap between the two, and it will be troublesome to eliminate the misunderstanding in the future.
In an instant, Shu Yu's heart softened, sour and sour, I don't know if he was distressed for Han Yan, who prayed for pain and forbearance, or if he was wronged for himself.
blurted out words that seemed to be aggrieved and mocking: "If we change places, will Brother Han accept such a 'last resort of good intentions'?" ”
Han Yan looked stunned.
Of course he didn't want to!
Since he decided to spend this life hand in hand with Shu Yu, how could he bear her to bear everything and endure the sorrow and pain alone behind her back.
So thinking about it the other way, Shu Yu probably didn't want to be kept in the dark.
"But you're a girl!" Han Yan hesitated, "I should have sheltered from the wind and rain behind the man and enjoyed the ...... of peace."
Outside the male protagonist, the female protagonist is internal, and this has been the case for thousands of years.
If you are a man, you should grit your teeth and bear the ups and downs outside, hold up a clear sky for your wife and children, and let them live freely and carefree.
Shu Yu smiled and said sincerely: "I admire Brother Han's responsibility...... But words of admiration alone are not enough to make a girl willingly accept your love and confession. ”
If this person was not Han Yan, she might also be forced to marry herself in the future due to the pressure of the world, and even felt that it was a good choice.
But the other party is Han Yan, who is already excited by her, and the situation is naturally different.
When a person faces someone he really likes, he will tolerate and appreciate it, but he will inevitably think more, care more, be anxious, and suffer from gains and losses.
She hopes that she and Han Yan can be honest and know each other in this life, instead of one party thinking that it is considerate and kind to hide from the other.
Besides, Han Yan's past and identity are suspicious everywhere, she feels sorry for his difficulties, hopes that she can do her best to share the responsibility and pain with him, and also hopes to get the necessary right to know before handing over a heart.
She admits that she doesn't have the courage to be a moth to a fire, but it is not because she is cowardly and selfish, but precisely because she cherishes this relationship too much, so she has to think about it again and again.
"Brother Han, I'll give you a poem." Shu Yu suddenly said with a smile.
Han Yan looked up and was stunned, how could Shu Yu suddenly have Yaxing to write poems for him at this time?
However, no matter what the reason is, as long as Shu Yu doesn't plan to leave now and doesn't give up communicating with him.
Han Yan breathed a long sigh of relief, nodded with joy on his face, and cautiously flattered: "Okay, good!" Let's sit down and talk. ”
Shu Yu nodded, and sat down on the stool in front of the table for the third time.
Compared with the joy and anxiety of the first time and the nervous hesitation of the second time, this time, although she was still in a stirring mood, her reason had returned, so she calmly and calmly whispered:
"If I love you, I will never learn to climb the Lingxiao flower, borrow your high branches, and show off yourself......
"I must be a kapok near you, standing with you in the image of a tree......
“……”
Han Yan was surprised: "What kind of poem is this?" Lefu? It's not much like ......."
Shu Yu was surprised when he saw Han Yan frowning, so he smiled and said, "It doesn't matter what kind of poetry it is. Well, if you have to decide on a poetic style, then Brother Han can treat it as a mountain song. ”
Han Yan suddenly realized, nodded and smiled: "Grievances sound very novel." ”
Not only is the style of the poem novel, but the content is even more innovative.
He knew that Shu Yu was using the tree as a metaphor, and tactfully told him that she should not be regarded as a weak and helpless silk flower, she could go hand in hand with him, bear the ups and downs and sunny days in life, and get through the ups and downs of the years.
There has never been a girl or woman who has ever said such a thing, even if she is calm and talented like the eldest sister, she is also a young court, and her husband is the sky, and everything is based on suppleness as the first priority.
The shock was followed by ecstasy.
Although Shu Yu just recited "if", if she wasn't also pleased with him, why bother to "compose poems" to persuade him!
This kind of ecstasy gave Han Yan infinite courage.
He pondered for a moment, and soon made up his mind.
"Okay, I can be honest with you, explain it clearly, if you want to listen and be able to accept it." Han Yan's face was solemn, although there was apprehension in his eyes, but it was more excited and relaxed.
A person who guards a big secret and can't talk to anyone is actually a suffocating and desperate loneliness and torment.
Now, at last, someone is willing to share with him, and this person happens to be the girl he puts on the tip of his heart, which is really no better.
However, what surprised Han Yan even more was still to come.
I saw Shu Yu, who was sitting opposite, silent, frowned slightly, and asked in a low voice, "Is it related to the lady in Yanjia Palace?" ”
Han Yan stared, so shocked that he couldn't hide it at all.
When did Shu Yu find out?
Does that mean that everyone else is ......
Seeing Han Yan's brows furrowed, his expression nervous and guarded, Shu Yu hurriedly opened his mouth and explained, "Brother Han doesn't have to worry. No one else knows about it......
"I also heard Bai Qi mention the matter of Yanjiadian walking in the water that day, and I happened to see Brother Han's expression was wrong, so I guessed that you came to a bitter cold place like Badger Village with Xiao Wangzhi thousands of miles away, maybe it has something to do with that lady."
With Shu Yu's words, Han Yan remembered that when he and Xiao Wangzhi first arrived in Badger Village, when Bai Qi was dissatisfied and provoked him, he took Zhao Guifei's slanderous words against the eldest sister as the capital to show off, and wanted to give him a disadvantage.
It turned out that Shu Yu was already in the western room at that time, and he saw the slight change in his deliberately concealed expression in his eyes and remembered it in his heart. 2k reading web