412 I can

said this promise, in fact, I know that Xu Yi is also looking forward to it. It's just that sometimes, it's really hard to say.

We also repeatedly promised my mother to complete the task, and my mother eased her emotions.

"Kid, you have to work hard. I know that in the past, you were because there were too many obstacles in the middle, so this led to ...... But don't worry, from now on, you and Xu Yi will be fine. Patting my hand, Mom said lightly. It's just that when I said these words, I could clearly feel that my mother's mood was not very good, and it was possible that she thought of the past.

"It's okay Mom, I can do it. In fact, after so long, I also want to have another child, a child belonging to me and Xu Yi. Looking at my mother, I said it directly.

I talked a lot with my mom tonight, and of course I was the kind of open-minded.

There are some things that I am really embarrassed to say to Xu Yi, of course, I just don't want him to worry. Otherwise, I guess things will only get more complicated. So I've been like a nobody for so long, just because I don't want him to worry.

Child, I also want to have a child, which can be regarded as making up for the missing child.

It was also when I imagined everything beautiful, and it was only after it happened that I realized how ridiculous I was. Why me? I've never figured that out. Am I doomed to tragedy? But if you really want to say that, then is Xu Yi's appearance also my tragedy? No, it should be said that this is my little luck. Lucky to have parents, even more fortunate to have a little one. Otherwise, I can't imagine what kind of dire situation I would be.

Xu Yi didn't drive today, probably because it was still early, so he proposed to walk back. Although the distance is a little long, it doesn't matter, anyway, it should be a workout after dinner.

Hand in hand, we walked in the night, looking up at the sky from time to time, and from time to time at the sparse pedestrians on the road.

Along the way, we talked about each other, but we always talked about irrelevant topics, and even I didn't want to go on.

It feels like Xu Yi has something to say, but if he doesn't speak, is it because I'm thinking too much? But I still believe in my feelings, doesn't it mean that a woman's sixth sense is the most accurate. So this time I'm pretty sure that Xu Yi must have something to say to me.

Holding hands and continuing to walk forward, Xu Yi still didn't seem to have the intention of speaking, which made me anxious.

"What the hell is going on, just say it quickly, is it possible that you have to hold it all the time? Or are you going to tell me when you get home? He didn't look into Xu Yi's eyes, nor did he look by, just stared straight ahead. I don't think he even said that there should be any concerns, but there shouldn't be any of that between us. Because he knew what kind of person Xu Yi was, he was more sure of his thoughts.

In particular, the slight tremor of the palms made me more sure of my inner thoughts.

"Okay, if you have anything, you can say it directly, it's hard to be embarrassed to talk to me. If that's the case, I think there's something wrong with you. "I said this very lightly, and of course I was joking. Because no matter what, Xu Yi will never do anything to be sorry for me. There are no absolutes, only complete trust. His difference has long been proven by his actions.

"Don't keep everything in your heart, maybe we can figure it out together. But if you don't say that, I can't guess what you're thinking. Not to mention that women's hearts are under the sea, even if you men are the same, it is estimated that the bottom of the sea can be dug by you. No matter what kind of thing it is, don't we all have to face it together, have you forgotten that you said it yourself? I warn you, if you dare to hide anything from me, I will definitely go to my grandmother's complaint, and of course my mother will also sue me. ”

It's really bad to hold some things in your heart, especially those things that you can't figure out and can't figure out, let alone that. Maybe that's the case with Xu Yi now, but as long as he says it, I think we must have a way to solve it. Of course, if I know what this is, otherwise I won't be able to prescribe the right medicine.

"Fool, I just don't want you to care too much about what your mother said, we can take our time with the child's problem, and when your heart can fully accept it, it's okay for us to have another one, just let it be, everything has me." Suddenly stopped, so that Xu Yi stood in front of me and faced me.

The affectionate look looks like I'm in love, which makes my heart beat faster inexplicably, and even my face feels a little hot.

If it weren't for the night, I guess Xu Yi would have been able to see me blushing.

"We can not rush to have children, and we will talk about it when you are ready. Anyway, we're still young, so it's good to just let things be, you know? Let's just listen to what Mom said, there's no need to be serious. Besides, there are some things she doesn't know. So sometimes you don't take what she says to heart at all, she's just anxious at best. "Put your hands on my shoulders, Xu Yi said softly, but sometimes there will still be blame and dissatisfaction in it." You know, this man likes children as soon as he gets older. I know you still can't let go of it, so why don't I be the same. But wife, I don't want you to be wronged or sad, you know? So don't care what other people think, not even mom, no one can influence you know? ”

Xu Yi is so serious that I really don't know what else to say, looking at him like this, I nodded fiercely, but shook my head quickly.

I know what he means, but the question is that if I really do what he says, then I'm not too selfish. Obviously, this is not a difficult thing, but it is really not so difficult for me. I really want a child, that urgency is self-evident, and I even fantasize a lot of times that this child who doesn't appear will be like someone more, it's me or Xu Yi. But in the end, I still think it's better to be a little more than Xu Yi, after all, the genes of the Xu family are so strong, ordinary people will not have them. Of course, I'll forget it, after all, I'm stupid and ugly, and if I really want to be like me, it will be troublesome.

"Xu Yi, in fact, I can." In that expectant look, I said it anyway. Just three simple words that prove all my decisions. I can, I really can. It's true that I've been through so much before, but isn't everything okay now? All the dangers are gone, so what do I have to worry about? It's just the guilt in my heart, and I think it's time to lighten it a little bit.

This time, I took Xu Yi's hand and walked home, of course, I was also prepared in my heart. Of course, this matter is decided, and it is time to proceed. Look at Vincent and Mia, it's only been two months and we've succeeded, so can we still lag behind?

Obviously, this time Xu became nervous at first, and he felt like a hairy boy, and he almost sat next to me helplessly.

"What, is the driver nervous right now? If that's the case, then forget it. "After saying this, I am naturally ready to leave, and I can't go on anyway, so staying together is also torture, so it's better to separate and calm down. However, this does not rule out the method of agitation, after all, it is very treated, and I can only use some means.

But apparently this trick is useful, at least for Xu Yina, it definitely works. Before he left, he was dragged by Xu Yi.

"Since my wife is so active, can I still be a gentleman? No, when did your husband and I ever be a gentleman? In that case, then I'm not welcome tonight. My good wife, can you really do it? I want an affirmative answer. He owed it, but the expression on his face was still the same nervous.

"Brother, are you afraid? As a veteran driver, it's embarrassing for you to react like this. Looking at Xu Yi, I teased directly.

"Don't really push yourself too hard, okay? We can take our time, I can wait slowly. Don't be wronged, you know, then I'll be distressed. "Get my hair behind my ears for me, Xu Yi said softly again. Only this time he didn't let go of anything, and just hugged me so tightly.

"Don't be nervous, I think you're the most nervous right now. You, who are usually thoughtful, why did you coax it at such a time. You say that you are the most worrying thing now. "That's the case, and the current Xu Yi really gives me this feeling.

"You, it's really getting worse and worse now. But what to do, I just like you to be so bad. Still hugging me tightly, Xu Yi pretended to be serious and said.

"But are you really ready? Wife, I'm afraid you'll have a psychological shadow. "It's still the same thing, Xu Yi is not at ease now, and he can't rest assured.

"Don't worry, since I've said so, prove that I can. But you, how do you feel like you're scared? Don't worry, there is no cut that can't be passed, just see if you dare to face it. So this time, I'm going to face it bravely. Xu Yi, we want to have a child of our own. From now on, let's work together. Holding Xu Yi's face, I said seriously. I just feel that this is a seriousness that I have never been before, and maybe this is also a new beginning.

Sometimes people are like that, and the decision is made in that moment. It was at this moment that Xu Yi and I both made this decision. Either way, I knew I could.