At this time, Xia Bing seemed to be back to when she was 6 years old, and that time was the happiest day of her life.

Although she is in an orphanage, her lips are different from those of other children.

But children at that age don't have too many bad intentions, even if it's a little different, it's just a casual smile, it's a big deal to laugh a few words on weekdays, and it won't completely dislike someone because of some kind of defect.

And whenever a child makes fun of her, the dean's mother will stand up and say to everyone that this is nothing funny, everyone is a little different, for example, there is a small black mole on the arm of Little 13.

For example, a child has 6 fingers, for example, a child is born with short legs......

It's all God's fault, and there's nothing funny about it.

Over time, those children also felt that there was nothing great about being born with rabbit lips, and there were many defective children in the orphanage, and Xia Bing was actually not too strange among them.

At this time, what the dean's mother was holding in her hand was fruit candy, which was colorful and colorful, and it was Xia Bing's favorite thing in her childhood.

Again, the kind woman said, "What do little 11 see? What, is someone bullying you again today? Don't even want your favorite candy, go, mom will help you tell them to go. ”

is still the kindness in Xia Bing's memory, there is nothing in Xia Bing's life that is more profound than the dean's mother, and that loving smile is also the motivation for her to persist every time she can't hold on.

Two crystal tears slipped down her cheeks, Xia Bing sniffed, she was not as strong as outsiders imagined, not as strong as everyone thought.

She also has her own vulnerabilities.

But she always knew that tears were useless, fragility was useless, and if she wanted to make her life better and avoid those tragedies, she had to be strong.

Slowly, after a long time, she forgot how to laugh and how to cry.

But now that I saw the dean's mother again, the memories that she had deliberately hidden suddenly came out.

She felt very aggrieved, and suddenly threw herself into the arms of the dean's mother: "Dean's mother, I miss you, I think about it so much, I think about it......"

"You don't know, after you left, they all bullied me, everyone bullied me."

"I thought everyone was kind like you, I thought that kindness would be rewarded after all, even if it wasn't rewarded, it was nothing to ignore it, but I never expected that their hearts were so ruthless......"

"I'm obviously helping them, I think that everyone is human and should help each other, but I never thought that when the human race was about to become extinct, they wanted to make themselves stronger, they wanted to stand on top of this world......

What they want is to reduce the number of humans and make the food last a little longer......

"Mom, you know what? I sometimes wonder if I'm doing something wrong, if I should be more ruthless than them in order to suppress everything forcefully. ”

"It's because I'm too kind-hearted and too weak, so they think I'm a bully, but didn't you say that you should help each other...... Woowoo woo ......"

Xia Bing cried silently, this was the second time she cried heartbreakingly.

The first time was when the dean's mother died.

Since she lost the protection of the dean's mother, she has grown up rapidly, and now, there is even a feeling that everyone is drunk and I am alone, but the price of this growth is too painful.

I used to feel heart-rending pain every time I think about it, but now I feel that my original self was so muddy and nightmarish every time I think about it.

"Yes, you have a miserable life, everyone else is born happy, they are all protected by their elders, and they all have their own childhood."

"There were fights, there were troubles, someone cleaned up the mess for them, but you didn't, kid, you're having too hard, so why don't you end all this hard work?"

"How hard it all was?" Xia Bing was stunned.

"Yes, end all this hard work, reincarnate as a human being, then you can choose the birth you want, choose your own parents, you can be one step ahead of anyone in this world, your life will be rewritten, and all sources of suffering will be completely dissipated."

"Rewrite the ...... of life," Xia Bing murmured dumbly.

"Yes, it's to rewrite your life, the life you want, think about the pain you have experienced, those are imposed on you by others, and you can get a new life by ending this pain with your own hands now. Come, child, plunge this sword into your heart, and you will have a new life. A short sword was handed to Xia Bing's hand.

The loving voice continued: "New life, a different life, written by your own hands, only one step away, you just need to plunge the sword into your heart, all the pain will end, and you will usher in a new life." ”

"Yes, I need a new life, and I can't let the old pain hold me back." Xia Bing said as he slowly raised his hand and aimed the small short sword in his hand at his heart.

"Yes, that's it, you'll get a new ...... right away Uh......" The loving voice stopped abruptly.

At this time, the sky became bright, Xia Bing fiercely pulled out his short sword, and said lightly: "Thank you for letting me meet the dean's mother, although it is not true." ”

"Impossible, how can you see through it, obviously I have completely confused your mind just now......"

As the voice sounded, the loving dean's mother in front of Xia Bing slowly dissipated and turned into a Piao.

"Have I passed this level? Or do I have to kill you to get through? Xia Bing said calmly.

She had nothing to explain about the Ah Piao in front of her, she knew from the beginning that everything just now was fake......

But sometimes, fake is also a luxury.

Just let her indulge a little, since the dean's mother left, the world, all living beings, she has no one to talk to.

In the past, there was also a Erha called Maomao, which was a very smart husky, whether it understood it or not, Xia Bing would tell it.

But it's a pity that the cat was infected when the end of the world came, and instead of becoming a mutant animal, it directly became a zombie animal.

What she killed with her own hands was also the first zombie animal she killed after the end of the world!

Piao: "......"

"Have you ever been? I'm in a hurry! After not receiving an answer for a long time, Xia Bing asked again.

"It's over, I'm the reward for this level, do you want it?"

"Yes." Xia Bing replied in the affirmative.

No matter what it is, whether it is useful or not, but what she can get through the level, even if it is a waste, she will pick it up.

"Anyway, what's the use of you?" Xia Bing thought about it and asked.

"Of course it's useful, this world is what I conjured up, as long as I follow you, then this world is equivalent to becoming yours." Ah Piao said very stinkyly.

"Really?" This Xia Bing was really unexpected.

She thought that the phantom that tested her was just one of them, but she didn't expect it to be the head of the phantom here?

"Isn't this test a little too easy?" Xia Bing asked again.

She felt that after she came to this world, she seemed to be a little surprised, and she didn't go through many tribulations.

Even when it comes to treasure hunting, these tests are also a little beyond imagination.

Of course, she didn't say that she liked to challenge the hardest, and it would be best if she could get a treasure from heaven without doing anything.

But the question is, is there really such a cheap thing in the world?

Aren't they all saying that there is no shortcut to cultivating immortals?

"Simple?" Ah Piao was speechless: "The test of the soul is the saddest level for immortal cultivators, you actually say that it is simple?" ”

"Do you know that many people can't break through, not because they don't have enough talent and strength, but because their state of mind hasn't reached that point."

"The state of mind can't keep up, so they can't break through no matter what, and at this time, it's more difficult, and if they can't break through, they will be more anxious, and they will think of some other ways to help break through, and at this time, it will be easier to go crazy."

"For immortal cultivators, unstable mood is the biggest test."

"The reason why you can pass the test so easily, I think, is that your soul is very stable."

"For example, you have been through too much, and you have always understood what you want, your mind has never wavered, and your soul has been squeezed by space, so it is more stable."

"And your rationality is greater than your emotion, so you are not deluded, in fact, it is not necessarily confusing, because those are what you have personally experienced, and they are what you care about the most."

"Cultivating immortals is actually not much different from the test I just gave you, and every time I encounter the inner demon pass, that kind of temptation is similar to what I just did."

"As long as a mind is unstable, then it is extremely easy to be guided by the demons in the heart, and then fall into the devil's path."

"Many people are trapped in these levels, and some people obviously have reached the requirements for breakthrough with the spiritual power in their bodies, but they can't break through because of this, and you actually say it's simple, if you are heard by some people who are not in a good mood in the outside world and disturbed by the demons, it will definitely tear you alive."

"So mysterious?" Xia Bing frowned slightly.

It's too early to say that you're happy now, and your state of mind will change accordingly, and the things you care about will slowly become different depending on what you experience.

Or, even if the things you originally cared about have not changed, you will still add some things that you care about.

Does that mean that the longer a person lives, the more he will experience, and in the end, the more difficult the level of the demons will be?

But if you don't experience too much, then you will be too simple, your life will be boring, and your state of mind will not be able to keep up?

Isn't that a contradiction?

As if to understand what she was thinking, Ah Piao continued: "You must refine your knowledge and state of mind, so that you can have an understanding of the various states of the world and the way of heaven. Just"

"As for going through too much, if you can't be firm in what you think in your heart, the heart demon will naturally be even more sad. But these are all things that can't be helped, you have to solve the contradictions, otherwise why do you earn the Tao in the sky? ”