In terms of karma, a person suffering from depression must have committed some great sin in his previous life and violated God's damnation. So in this life, God let them live in this real world, but they let themselves be separated from this world by a cover, and their hearts are always full of dissatisfaction, doubt, depression, and hard to let go.

This is really retribution.

Otherwise, why is this disease, why is it mine, everyone who suffers from depression will repeatedly ask themselves in their hearts, but there is no answer.

The son of this life is this teenager, he has had a feeling since he can remember, he seems to be separated from this world by a veil, there always seems to be something in his heart that is pulling him, pulling him, making him always feel difficult to be happy, his emotions are also like being duller than others, in addition to the ability to feel pain, the boy wandered aimlessly on the side of the street, of course, he didn't notice the two people who quietly followed him, me and Xiaoyu.

I looked at this young man who had no love from the inside out, and thought to myself that he really wasted his handsome face, and it was understandable to say that Xiaoyu fell in love with him because of his face hundreds of years ago, so I asked Xiaoyu who was following me: "What wish do you want me to help you realize?" ”

She listened to me, stopped kicking the stones, and said to me, "Turn Childe into a normal person, you can feel emotions normally, and make him happy." ”

I listened to her and turned to look at her, "Are you sure?" Your wish has nothing to do with you, and after you make that wish, you will die, and his life will no longer be connected to you. ”

Xiaoyu narrowed his eyes and smiled at me: "I'm sure, I originally wanted Childe to remember me, and I could be by his side, but I looked for Childe IV, and the world couldn't do anything, and Childe wasn't happy, so what's the point of me being able to stay by his side?" ”

I nodded: "If you decide, then I can only do what you say." However, I can give you one day, and I will let him return to normal, and you can spend a day with him, and after a day, you will come back to fulfill your promise to me. ”

Xiaoyu listened to my words and hugged me in surprise: "Boss, you are really good, thank you, I will definitely cherish this day." ”

The young man has a delicate face, the most striking thing is his inky eyes, deep and shining, but he rarely smiles, his face is tired of this world, he looks at everything in this world coldly, thinking about what kind of death is the fastest and most convenient. If he hadn't died, he thought he would have spent his whole life like this.

But suddenly, maybe something happened, maybe something didn't happen, he suddenly found that his world seemed to have a lot more brilliance, obviously it was a familiar street, but it became completely different from usual, the point is, he actually felt that the world had become cute, the thing that had pressed on his chest for so many years and made him breathless seemed to disappear, he unconsciously felt the corners of his mouth cracked, and a dazzling smile bloomed, he cheered in his heart, is this what it feels like to be happy? It's a wonderful feeling.

At this moment, he saw a young girl standing in front of him, looking at him with a smile, he felt a little embarrassed, remembering how stupid he had just looked, he turned his head away and put away his smile.

Just when he felt that the girl was a little familiar, the girl smiled at him and said, "Don't you know me?" We met yesterday. The boy suddenly realized, it turned out to be her, no wonder he felt that the girl was a little familiar, it turned out to be the girl who suddenly jumped out yesterday and said that he wanted to accompany him, he thought, her smile is so bright, how could I forget her.

The boy nodded: "I remember you, you look good when you smile." ”

A hint of surprise flashed in Xiao Yu's eyes, she approached the boy and said to him, "Then you remember what I said yesterday, I said I wanted to accompany you." ”

The boy used to be immersed in his own world, and rarely dealt with girls, and when he heard her say so bluntly again, he felt a little embarrassed, and he scratched his head, not knowing how to answer her. Xiao Yu looked at him and smiled dotingly, and then, she showed a big smile and said with some regret: "But I am leaving tomorrow, and I have no chance to accompany you, but you must believe that you are a very good person, worthy of many beautiful things, and you must be happy every day." As she spoke, her voice lowered, "Make up for what you didn't have before." ”

"Huh?" The boy looked at the strange girl and said a lot of inexplicable things, but now he was happy, he could make time for a stranger, and he said to the girl, "Thank you, I hope you can be happy every day." ”

"Then we're already friends, as a friend, you can accompany me to watch the sunset." Xiao Yu sat down on a chair on the side of the street, she patted the empty seat next to her, and the boy hesitated for a moment and sat down next to her.

Hundreds of years ago, there was also such an evening, when Childe wandered the world with the little fish, and they had just met a group of robbers, and escaped from under the noses of the robbers, who chased them all the way, but lost them in a mountain forest. Childe looked at the red glow in the sky and said to Xiaoyu, "Xiaoyu, let's watch the sunset here." The little fish happily flicked his tail in the fish tank, spit out a few bubbles, the son lay on the hillside, with his arm on his head, he turned his head to look at the fat little fish, a doting smile floated on his face, he smiled and knocked on the fish tank, the little fish swam over and looked at him. He smiled and asked, "Xiaoyu, when will you become a girl?" I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for that day. Xiaoyu listened to his words, hung her head a little depressed, and stopped swimming, she thought to herself, maybe she really can't cultivate the human form, we have been running together for so many years, and the corners of Childe's eyes have fine lines, but she hasn't changed anything, and she is still the stupid little fish who can only spit bubbles.

Seeing that the little fish was very lost, Childe felt a little funny, he approached the fish tank, played with the tail of the little fish, and said quietly: "However, it doesn't matter if you don't change into a human form, you are originally a fish, and what I like is a fish." ”

Xiao Yu listened to his words and looked at him excitedly: "Really? You say you like me, don't you? Childe smiled: "Yes, I like you, I like a fish." ”

Xiaoyu was very happy, but he was still a little depressed: "But I really don't, it's been so long, and I can't cultivate my human form, so you will be ridiculed." ”

Childe thought for a while, and then said to Xiaoyu: "It's a bit of a pity that I can't see you turn into a human, but I don't regret it, I'm very happy to be with you." We agreed that as long as I live for one day, I will try to wait for you to cultivate into a human form, and I will always be with you. ”

Xiaoyu happily spit out a few bubbles, spun in a circle in the water, and she smiled happily: "Childe, you must wait until the day I become a human, and when that day comes, I will watch the sunset with you, as long as you see the rouge mark on my forehead, you have to recognize me, okay?" ”

Childe's dark eyes reflected the figure of Xiaoyu, he lay down comfortably, looked at the red glow in the sky, listened to the sound of Xiaoyu chirping in his ears, he said in his heart: Xiaoyu, no matter where you are, I will recognize you.

The boy looked at the girl sitting beside him, looking at the sunset seriously, the girl is not beautiful, but it just makes people feel comfortable, her smile is warm and bright, which is beyond the reach of many people, and a rouge mark on her forehead, which always makes the boy unable to take his eyes off, the boy thinks to himself, I seem to have seen her somewhere. It wasn't yesterday, it was a long time ago, but where was it, and why couldn't I remember it?

The sunset is infinitely good, but it is almost dusk, the sunset has completely sunk into the horizon, converged his brilliance, the night has come, enveloping the world, fortunately, the moon has taken over his duties, emitting a faint cold light shining on the world, the moon and the sun really have completely different personalities.

Xiao Yu didn't notice the young man's gaze, the day was over, she should leave, she tried to squeeze out a smile, and said to the young man, "I'm leaving." The boy nodded silently, watching Xiao Yu leave, and suddenly, Xiao Yu heard the young man ask, "Have we met, a long time ago." ”

Xiao Yuleng was stunned and didn't look back, because she was afraid that if she turned around, the boy would see her tears, and she thought silently in her heart: Childe is really annoying, can't you let me leave well, and she will tear at this time. She tried to keep her voice as calm as she could: "Maybe, but I don't remember either." ”

The young man was a little lost, but he seemed to remember something, and said with some hesitation: "Can't you just not go?" Today is my happiest day, and with you by my side, I want to be friends with you forever. ”

"You have to be happy all the time, be happy all the time."

After saying this, the little fish disappeared into the darkness, and the boy chased after him, but there was nothing but a silent night sky. When the boy woke up, it was in his bed, he looked at the familiar environment around him, and touched his head a little blankly, there was no bench on the side of the street, no girl with rouge marks on her forehead, no noisy, endless flow of people, he came to the window, pushed open the window, it was raining outside, only the street lamp gave orange light, not even the moon. The boy looked at the night sky, and suddenly couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream, it should be a dream, he sighed, but the familiar girl in his own dream told him to remember to be happy.

I put a crimson bead in a clear glass bottle and placed it on the shelf where I stored my soul. This is the soul of the little fish, and it is also the 312 souls I have collected.

My shop is full of people, and every day people come to exchange their precious souls for a promise from me. As for whether it's worth it or not, only they have the final say. I'm just a collector of souls, exchange souls, and I'll help you fulfill a wish.