398. Patterns of Habit

However, when I was grabbed by the hand, my body suddenly froze, and suddenly looked at me in surprise, but he only glanced at me and didn't say anything.

I'm sure I'm not mistaken, but the problem is that I don't know what she's surprised about now. It's also because I didn't think about it that way, so I ignored this issue. If it hadn't been for my carelessness that got them to grip it, the rest wouldn't have happened.

Sometimes I wish I hadn't heard so well, so that I wouldn't have to laugh when I heard those hurtful words.

Just as we walked to the door of the private room, the sound inside was particularly harsh.

"Come on, who doesn't know who this is. Just like her, I guess what she was before is still what she is now. Looking at what she is wearing, do you still think that it is now a student era? If that's the case, I'd like to. Think about how nice and carefree it was when you were a student. ”

"Now you're not bad, you don't have to go to work when you find a rich husband, how cool it is. Be content, look at the safety of others, maybe you are still single now. ”

"Cut, if you want me to say that I deserve to save him like that, no one wants it. Don't look at her own style, which man will look at her when she goes out. It was also our kind introduction to men to her, but as a result, people didn't appreciate it at all, and they really thought they were virgins. I think that if any man takes a fancy to her, he is either mentally retarded or mentally disabled, or he is seriously physically defective. ”

"Hahaha, your mouth is still as poisonous as before."

Listening to their laughter, I really felt out of place here.

Just as I was hesitating whether I wanted to leave directly, the door of the private room was pushed open, and everyone's attention was on me. Although they stopped laughing now, the mockery on their faces was still so clearly visible. Just say it's a joke, it seems to be true. It was and is still so, and it's really unwilling to think about it. It's just that I don't want to compare myself with them, is that wrong?

I wish this party was over soon, because I really didn't want to stay for a second anymore. But at this time, I can't go, not because I can't, but because I am not allowed.

Also, I think I should learn to get used to this kind of thing, after all, there are really a lot of things in front of you and behind the scenes, and it is normal for them to do this.

I thought their subject would change, at least not in front of me they wouldn't go too far. But it turns out that I underestimated their cheekiness.

Actually, at first I thought I could hide the facts, but I didn't want to think too simply.

Listening to their greetings, I suddenly received a WeChat message from Xu Yi, and he said that I should send him the location, and he would come to pick me up later. Of course, I feel very satisfied with his words, but I also believe that he will come and pick me up.

"Eh, I'll tell you about the opinion, and that's what I just discovered." Someone started to sell it, and of course the same person who went to the toilet to find me. Seeing her suddenly speak, I suddenly had a bad feeling. I can't put into words that feeling, but I just think that what she is going to say next may have something to do with me. And her eyes kept on me, which made me even more sure of what I was thinking.

Looking at those smiling eyes, my heart panicked.

"Okay, just say it quickly, don't sell it here, it's boring. If there is something good, it is natural to take it out and share it with everyone, otherwise it will be boring for one person to know. ”

"That is to say, what kind of wealth have you discovered or what secrets have you discovered, you have to tell it and share it with everyone."

Everyone, you and I are talking word by word, just urging, but there is no expectation. If this were for the average person, it might be curious. But in their case, it was definitely not curiosity.

"It's a secret, but it's not a secret. You know, in fact, Enron is already married, you gossip women still have to introduce men to others, don't you want to destroy other people's marriages, you are really hateful. This may sound like a righteous word, but it actually means something else.

And how could I not understand this.

"What? She's married? Are you kidding? Of course, there are also people who don't believe it, and looking at the look of surprise and disbelief, it is obviously an unacceptable fact.

"That said, are you kidding us? She was actually married? I don't even believe it. She's going to have a man to ask for, it's the biggest joke of the year. ”

Listening to everyone's words, I could only keep my head down and silently tell myself that as long as I didn't care, it would be fine. Knowing that they are all debtors, if you care about it, then you may really be angry to death. So don't get angry and don't care, just treat them as if they're farting. At this time, it seems that I can only comfort myself in this way. It's not that I don't have a temper, in fact, I'm also angry, and I want to scold, but the question is whether it really works if I do this? It is estimated that when the time comes, it will only backfire and make these people worse. Rather than face their stronger onslaught, I'd better remain silent. I think I can make them stop slowly as long as they don't speak, after all, they will shut up when they don't have fun, but I don't want to think according to normal thinking.

"I know you don't believe it, but there's evidence. When I went to the toilet just now, I touched the ring on her hand. If she doesn't believe me, let her take out her left hand and look at it. ”

As soon as these words came out, everyone present began to coax, just let me take out my hand and take a look.

How could I possibly take my hand out and show them at this time, and think of what I had just heard outside, and maybe what they would say about me. I can even imagine them saying that my ring was from a roadside stall or something, or that it was bought on some kind of shopping mall. In short, no one will believe that this is true, even if it is my marriage.

Some people mocked and some people were silent, but I sat in silence all the time, hoping that time would pass a little faster so that it would be over. To say that this is not a class reunion at all, but a mockery assembly, everyone is trying to mock me, whether it is clothing or life. To put it bluntly, I'm just not as good as them, I'm just not as good as them, that's all.

"Okay, you guys, it's hard for people to remarry, are you so sour at people? It's not easy, isn't it a bit too much for you to treat others like this? At this moment, a voice suddenly interrupted everyone's voices, and it felt as if the world had become quiet at this moment. Just looking at those surprised faces, I think they are serious not about me getting married, but about my remarriage.

"Hehe, it turned out to be a remarriage."

"I really can't imagine that An Ran will remarry?"

In the face of everyone's surprise, I remained silent. I always think that as long as I don't say anything, I always think that as long as I endure it, I will be fine.

But when I looked at everyone's disdainful looks, I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.

I don't know how they found out about it, but now that someone has said it, it proves that everyone knows. As the saying goes, paper can't hold fire

"Oh, I remembered. I seem to have heard someone say the same thing before, saying that they are divorced, and that their father and mother are dead. ”

"No, why is it so miserable, this is all dead, it's not like she's the only one left."

"You said you too, why didn't you say this kind of thing earlier, so that we wouldn't be ......" The latter words naturally don't need to be said, I think everyone should understand the meaning of this. After all, they are all smart people, and it is naturally easier to deal with smart people. Of course, only people like them can sit together, just like in college, there will always be small groups.

"Gee, that's not what I just knew. If I hadn't gone to the toilet to find Enron, we probably wouldn't have known the truth of the matter by now. The woman continued, with no intention of stopping, not even the slightest apology, and continued to speak lightly.

"I said how to grab An Ran's hand and feel that there is something, then I really don't know if I don't know it. Enron, it's too good for you to say that you are hidden. If we don't find out, we really don't know. ”

"Actually, this is not an unsightly thing, isn't it normal to divorce and remarry. If I don't marry well, then I will also divorce, why should I have wronged myself. It's not easy for a woman, if you even have to wronged yourself in life, then it's really too tiring to live. If something like this were to happen to me, I think I'd choose to end it too. What's wrong with the second marriage, isn't it the dissatisfaction of the first marriage. If you want to say that you don't take it to heart, the second marriage is not a very shameful thing, isn't it. It's just that among us, there has not yet been a second marriage. ”

I just laughed when I heard this, and I didn't intend to interject, of course, I didn't bother to say it. It sounds like you're speaking for me, but it's not really showing off that you're hitting me. What else am I not used to in this way? Anyway, the mouth grows on them, and it's their own business to say it, and it basically doesn't have much to do with me. I was angry, yes, but when I thought about it, I wasn't so angry. If I'm angry because of this, then it's strange that so many people don't get angry with me.

Thinking about it now, I can only comfort myself like this, even if I am used to this model, but this heart is still inevitably uncomfortable. If I could, I wish I had been more resolute......