355 The Scar ......
I went to the toilet as soon as I left, and looking at my cover-up appearance, I secretly sighed in my heart: "I shouldn't have been discovered." Looking at myself in the mirror, I couldn't help but ask myself. After all, the place that should be covered is covered, and it is impossible to be discovered. Of course, this is also a habit, thinking about Xu Yi's practice for me during this time, I didn't think about it so much. Anyway, everything that can be covered is covered, as long as you get used to it, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Of course, for Shen Fei, I have nothing to be embarrassed about. That's the way it is, and even if I try to run away, it's useless.
As the so-called soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, the way is always to come up. And my face, there should be a way. For this, I still choose to believe.
But looking at myself in the mirror, especially the side where my hair is lifted, I still can't help but feel uncomfortable.
Because of its medicinal use, the skin has taken on a reddish scar. It's just that when I touch it, the feeling makes me dare not touch it. The different depths of the pit are especially diaphragm, and even I feel uncomfortable with this feeling. I really don't know what face I have to stand in front of Xu Yi and stand in front of everyone. In fact, I know that even if these people don't say anything on the surface, they still dislike it in their hearts.
However, in front of Xu Yi, I always maintained an attitude of indifference. With his words, I naturally don't want to say anything, and I don't need words to communicate between the two of us.
With just one look, we can understand what is in each other's hearts. So when I was for Xu Yi, my inferiority complex would always be ruthlessly debunked by him, and then there would be endless comfort. In fact, for Xu Yi, I am really nothing like this, as far as his words are concerned, he has seen it more terrifying than me, not to mention that I am so beautiful.
I didn't believe what he said, but he always showed a serious look, and I couldn't refute it.
As for Shen Fei's appearance, I didn't plan to tell Xu Yi. Well, some people can only say that they are inconsequential. Even if it did, it would be just a passerby.
Look at yourself in the mirror, look at the pitted face, this scar......
Even I don't know when I'm going to get better, maybe soon, maybe maybe I won't be better for a lifetime.
I didn't expect Shen Fei to call me and ask me to make an appointment, with my previous experience, I was really a little scared of this man.
Regarding my silence, Shen Fei continued: "Don't worry, I will definitely not mess around again this time. That, I just want to send you something, I don't mean anything else, I just ...... "It's just that I didn't say anything clearly, this squeaky feeling is really not like the Shen Fei I know." At least in my mind, he's a serious man. This is the case from the very beginning, after all, his gentleness is only when it comes to Shen Qingzhi. That kind of him may be the real him.
"Enron, if you still want to be your old self, I think you should use these things."
Is this what Shen Fei meant? But I don't want this sentence to be said in my heart. Being back to my old self is certainly what I want to do now. Reaching out and touching my face, out of sight, my heart began to waver. If it is not possible, then what is the point of Shen Fei saying such things. In that case, you can actually try it.
There are some things, whether you can see it or not, whether you want to understand it or not, it all depends on the individual. If you don't think about the bad side, maybe there won't be the bad side either.
It's just that I've been through so much that it doesn't mean much to me. In other words, if Shen Fei wanted to do something to me, then why did he wait until now. He had a lot of opportunities, but he didn't. However, thinking of his confession, I couldn't help frowning.
We were in a crowded teahouse, and I walked over after looking at the man who had been waiting at the booth for a long time. He casually put the bag on the chair and said, "I'm sorry, I've been waiting for a long time." "I can only say sorry for this, I have eaten for half an hour at the appointed time, of course I did it on purpose. If it weren't for the wavering of my heart, I don't think I would have been able to get here. At this time at work, I just hope that a certain vinegar king will not find out, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable.
"What do you want to drink? Lemon? Seeing me sit down, Shen Fei began to speak. It's just that there is always a smile on his face, and it can even be said that he is excited.
"Whatever."
Calling the waiter, Shen Fei directly asked for a cup of lemon, and then put a paper bag on the table. I'm a little puzzled by this.
Is this what he's going to give me? I don't know what it is, but it looks like it's good. Know that the more expensive the stuff, the better the bag. Just like when I used to buy things, I always like good-looking bags. And those good-looking bags are generally exchanged for a lot of money.
"This one's for you, Enron, I think you should be able to use it. This is what I dragged a friend to bring back abroad, and it is said to work very well, I miss your face...... It should be usable. As he said this, Shen Fei also stretched out his hand to me. The gesture of touching my face really frightened me and shrank back, and I directly dodged the big hand.
Naturally, I can't accept such a move, even if our relationship is good, such a move can only be done by Xu Yi. At the end of the day, there was only one person in my mind. Think about Fang Ziqing, think about the seniors, think about those who missed it, only Xu Yi is the person in my life. Therefore, such a move will never appear to others.
Looking at Shen Fei's hand that stopped in mid-air, he didn't seem to have any other movements at this time, just maintained this shape, and his eyes flashed with loss.
I was a little embarrassed to see him like this. I thought it was for my own good, but I was a little out of sight.
Feelings are all things he wants to give me, but then again, I feel that I can't accept them. So after thinking about it, he said, "How much are these things, I will give you money, and you will treat it as if you helped me bring it." "I guess that's the only way to do it now, to show my attitude, and to save this man from thinking too much. But the main thing is that I don't want Xu Yi to be angry when I find out about this.
A man's anger is sometimes just because he cares, not because he is vexatious. It's a pity that at this point, the wayward Xu Yi seems to be making trouble unreasonably. Even though I knew what he meant, he was still acting a little weird.
"I'm curious how the hell did you know about this. Not many people know about this, but how do you know about it? "Out of curiosity, I wondered how this man knew about this. He also ran to the company and asked knowingly, could it be that this still has the ability to predict the future? If he says that, then I'll do it. The excuse of holding back is probably that a three-year-old child will not believe it.
However, the answer I was waiting for was only three words, and the moment Shen Fei looked up at me, I only heard him say the word "I'm sorry". It was like an apology, and I didn't understand what he meant.
Apologize to me? This man ......
However, the truth is unacceptable to me, in fact, it is not unacceptable, but I can't imagine it.
"I'm sorry Enron, I sent someone to follow you, and I knew your every move during that time. Especially the events of that day, I knew about it, but I didn't let people do it. I thought she was just trying to teach you a lesson, that's why people are evacuating. Thinking that you wouldn't be in much danger, thinking that she wouldn't do anything too out of the ordinary, and thinking that I could ignore it, I let people go. But I didn't expect that in the end, Enron, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. If I had known, I wouldn't have let people go, even if I had to keep following. At least that way, you won't have any accidents. I thought this would teach Xu Yi a lesson, but things turned out ...... Enron, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Shen Fei told the ins and outs of the matter, and he also said sorry vigorously.
yes, if he hadn't evacuated at the time, I wouldn't be like this now.
But now that I think about it, I can only smile bitterly. Who can blame you for making yourself what you are now? If I had some self-preservation, I probably wouldn't be like this now. If I had been a little more ruthless back then, maybe I wouldn't be like this now. In the end, this is self-inflicted death, and who can stop it. I think Xu Yi's obstruction at that time, if it weren't for my stubbornness......
Stretched out his hand and brushed his hair, but he didn't want Shen Fei to suddenly get up and pinch my wrist, little by little. The warm breath hit his face, and it seemed to be right in the place of the scar.
"This scar ......" Shen Fei's voice was very low, but he only said these three words.
"Enron, no matter what, I will buy you the best medicine to get you back to the way you were before. This is my fault, and I will definitely make amends to you. At this moment, Shen Fei was deeply blaming himself, and there was a kind of distress in his heart.
The original plan was disrupted, and he couldn't even face the current picture. Especially looking at the scars on his face, self-blame and heartache were feelings he had never felt before. Even Shen Qingzhi, who he once loved deeply, had never felt like this.
Only when he faced the woman in front of him, the weirdness in his heart became stronger and stronger.