358 Self-blame to collapse
I don't know what Zhou Xingliang said in the woman's ear, which made the woman tremble with laughter, and then waved his hand to let these big men disperse.
The bar is like this, as long as there is no big event, then everyone usually does not watch too much, especially the last one, which makes everyone return to the music again, and sway to the rhythm.
"Girl, don't take what you said to heart just now, after all, we don't know what we really think. There are some things that you still have to look at better, especially marriage. But if you really can't hold on, you can also come here to find your sister. I couldn't find it, so I asked the bartender, and they knew me. You can call me Sister Yuan, the Yuan of a celebrity. "This momentary change really made me a little uncomfortable, how to say that I was going to die just now, why did I become friendly now.
But I know very well that all this is due to Zhou Xingliang's nonsense. If it weren't for the sympathy he had just said, it is estimated that this woman would not have been so good for a long time.
This has basically become Zhou Xingliang's home field, which makes women laugh all the time. But because of the shape of this little milk dog, he can't get the heart of the beauty. But this seems to be thankful, at least for so far, he Zhou Xingliang is also safe.
"It's not too early, let's take him back quickly. Look at whether this drunk person is drunk or not, this is the most uncomfortable. "Look at Xu Yi, who was lying on the bar and holding a wine glass, the woman looked at me and said. And in her eyes, there has always been a touch of sympathy mixed in.
"Then thank you sister first, we'll come and play with you when we're free." On the occasion of leaving, Zhou Xingliang directly said such a sentence. It's a good thing that he can drive, otherwise I'd be a drunk driver.
Sister? According to Zhou Xingliang's words, just now the woman directly recognized him as a younger brother, and said that she would look for her if there was anything in the future. In fact, it is not difficult to see that woman is really bold, whether it is talk or demeanor, she is a bold woman. can be so big, how to say that this person is not bad. If we were really ruthless, I guess we wouldn't be on the way home now.
However, by the time we got home, it was already three o'clock in the morning.
Zhou Xingliang said that he wanted to leave, but I stopped his way. "It's so late, I don't worry about you going back alone, anyway, there are many rooms here, so you can stay. It's good to go to the company together at dawn, so let's stay. And you see, with this look, are you really at ease? "I definitely mean this, after all, it's really not good to let him go back alone at this point in time, plus he didn't save the taxi he saw along the way, could it be that he was going to walk back?
However, just as Zhou Xingliang was about to speak, Xu Yi suddenly took action. The body shrank down, and the whole person sat straight on the ground. But this was just the beginning, because his next move really made me laugh and cry.
Zhou Xingliang and I were going to help him, Xu Yi suddenly cried, and the muffled voice made the two of us stop moving, just looking at the two lines of tears rolling down.
It is said that men have tears and don't flick but they haven't reached the sad place, and Xu Yi's current appearance, I think this is also something sad that comes to mind.
Zhou Xingliang went to the guest room with interest, but at the moment when the door closed, he didn't forget to wink at me.
I really didn't understand what this meant, but before I could ask, they slammed shut.
However, Xu Yi, who was sitting on the ground, was still crying, and he looked like a child at this time. By the way, he still hugged my leg and deliberately rubbed snot and tears on it.
I would like Xu Yi to get up, and even persuade him to say something. But the problem is that no matter what I say now, he has no intention of stopping. A big man crying like this, maybe it's the effect of alcohol. Anyway, I guess this must have been backlogged for too long. You must know that some emotions that have been pent-up for a long time and are not vented will really suffocate people. And Xu Yi's ......
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my wife. It's all my fault, it's all my fault. If I had some ability, you wouldn't be where you are. I'm a fuck off, I'm a liar. As he spoke, Xu Yi hit himself hard. The slaps that came one after another made me feel distressed. I really didn't expect Xu Yi to be like this, feeling that he went to drink just because of this incident.
Thinking about it this way, I really feel that I have gone too far, and what I thought about before might be her dislike of me. Because of the way I am now, he doesn't want to see it, so he chooses to escape. And yet now......
Hold his hand tightly, afraid that he will continue. Although it is true that he is blaming himself now, he will not use such a method. Look at the white and red face, the slap print is also clearly visible.
Maybe Zhou Xingliang is creating an opportunity for us, otherwise he wouldn't have gotten into the house so quickly. I have to say that this kid is really smart, both at work and in life. If you really want to describe it in one sentence, it is that this kid not only has a high IQ, but also has a high emotional intelligence.
We sat on the sofa that was destined to be sleepless all night, and Xu Yi, who had stopped crying, still leaned on my arms like a child and said words of self-blame.
He looks really distressed like this, "No one can predict what will happen, but don't you see that I'm still sitting here now?" As long as you don't dislike me for being ugly, then everything is easy to know? And you see, it's not too scary, is it? Compared to those who were burned, I was pretty good. "Actually, I don't know how to comfort Xu Yi, but these words are definitely the truth. At least it's best to be alive now, if not...... I can't imagine what's next.
However, the problem now is that no matter what I say, Xu Yi is still blaming himself.
"I used so many medicines, but why didn't it work? obviously said that it was okay, but now ......" Xu Yi at this time is really like a child, except for a slight complaint, he doesn't seem to have any other emotions. Maybe it's already out of venting, or maybe it's no longer strong.
I know Xu Yi's efforts, especially the medicines he brought back, which were basically brought back from abroad, and they were said to have the best effect. But even the best, the burned skin can't change back to its original shape. Of course I understand these truths, but the problem is Xu Yi, he seems to blame himself for this. Because of those drugs that can't achieve the desired effect, because of my face that can't be changed.
In the end, he still cares, but the backlog of emotions is really too long.
At this moment, of course I understand Xu Yi's mood, but the problem is that he can't get out by himself, this is a problem. But no matter how much I persuaded him, Xu Yi didn't look like he wanted to forgive himself. Even in the end, the man became irritable directly, but it came too suddenly, so I was not prepared at all.
Obviously, this time he was directly irritable, and I couldn't persuade him. As long as it is something that can be seen and smashed, Xu Yi smashed it all. For a moment, the clean house became a mess. Even if Zhou Xingliang ran out to help, it didn't stop Xu Yi's irritability.
"Forget it, leave it alone."
Just when I was about to stop Xu Yi again, I didn't want Zhou Xingliang next to me to come directly to say this. It sounds like persuasion, but it feels like it's going to be left unfolded.
No matter?
Watching Xu Yi hurt himself like this, my heart hurts a little bit. I can buy it again when it's gone, but the way he hurts himself like this really makes me worry.
"Now at this time, let him vent well." Looking at Xu Yi, Zhou Xingliang said lightly. Since I went to the bar, I felt that Zhou Xingliang had a problem, especially when he said it, there always seemed to be another layer of meaning in it. I didn't say it explicitly, but I did think so in my heart.
"Then tell me, what else do you know?" Not a doubt, but a statement. Since he, Zhou Xingliang, can say such a thing, it is enough to prove what he knows. I only now understand that it is not impossible to let Xu Yi vent, but the real reason is probably only known to Xu Yi and Zhou Xingliang.
Since when did these two men get along so well that they wore a pair of pants?
It's not that I didn't think that Zhou Xingliang would choose to keep it secret, but he still said it.
"There's nothing to hide from that, you just don't know. Ever since the accident that hit you, Brother Xu has been blaming himself. Even when you were in the hospital, he thought of countless ways, afraid that you would not be able to accept yourself like this when you woke up. He bought the best medicines, and always believed that perseverance would always have an effect. It's just that this effect didn't achieve the effect she wanted. It's just that the man gave you something, although you are useless, but Brother Xu's heart is still uncomfortable. Enron, I can see that Brother Xu really loves you. I've never seen a man like this in all my age. I don't know if you have noticed, Brother Xu has lost a lot of weight recently. He's been thinking of a way, but it's ...... now."
"Alright, don't talk about it, I know." Holding back the uncomfortable feeling of tears about to break the embankment, I choked up and interrupted Zhou Xingliang.
I knew about my meeting with Shen Fei for a while, but why didn't he say it, but chose to go to such a place? If it's just because he's angry, then what about his apology and self-blame.
It wasn't until the family was completely in trouble that Xu Yi stopped. The screaming at that moment almost made him completely collapse. Xu Yi, who was kneeling on the ground, directly bent over and cried on the ground, like a child, crying heartbreakingly.