"Ivanov, I, Chen Kangwei, have always been Chen Kangwei, and they have never changed." Even though the pain had made me sweat all over my body, I still struggled to raise my head and look directly at the fire beating in Ivanov's eyes, I saw something, it was twisted, angry, hatred twisted his heart, so that he only learned to be cruel, I couldn't help but feel that such Ivanov was particularly pathetic.

"What kind of eyes are you, don't look at me like that, I said don't look at me like that!" Ivanov's madness at this time did not know what words to use, he stepped on my flesh vine again and again, and I cried out desperately, as if only a loud shout could alleviate the physical pain.

I don't know how long I've been shouting, I feel a burning pain in my throat, as if someone threw a torch into my mouth, even if I don't have to look at it, I can roughly guess that my mouth must have a lot of white bubbles, so uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, my lungs are about to explode, I feel less and less air in my mouth, I swallow the outside air a little greedily, like a person in the desert who lacks water, hungry and thirsty for someone to give me a little water.

I looked at my flesh vine had become a blur of flesh and blood, I looked at the little boy, he seemed to be frightened, yes, it was just a child, of course he would be scared to see such a terrible scene, and the courage to protect his father should have been almost consumed now.

"You are brave, don't be afraid, he won't hurt you again." I nodded affirmatively to the little boy huddled beside my father.

A meat vine, a young meat vine stretched out from behind the little boy, gently stroking my hand, I could see his worry, when I held this meat vine tightly I felt that the pain in my body seemed to be reduced a lot, a feeling called warmth along this meat vine into my body, so that all the cells in my body were like a hot spring, extremely comfortable.

"Conway, why don't you fight back, do you want to be killed by me!" I closed my eyes as I watched Ivanov's foot on my vine, and I thought that the vine, which I was already in pain and almost had no feeling, would once again bear the tremendous force of destruction, but he suddenly stopped.

"Conway, you are such a fool, I treat you like this, don't you know how to fight back!" Ivanov suddenly lifted my whole body up, his face magnified infinitely before my eyes, I could clearly see every eyelash of his, the anger on his face, the wrinkles that appeared because of his anger.

I suddenly laughed out loud, and I gently patted Ivanov's shoulder with my hand hanging at my side and said, "Because we are friends, how can I hurt my friends." ”

"You are so confident, aren't you afraid that I will go crazy and not recognize my six relatives!" After the venting, Ivanov also slowly calmed down, he looked at me, and said in a seemingly serious and joking manner.

"Even if you really don't recognize your relatives, I know you won't hurt me."

"Why?"

"Intuition."

"What, what kind of bullshit answer is this."

"Because I know that you are a gentle man at heart." Ivanov burst out laughing out loud as I finished speaking, and his body trembled with laughter, and I knew he might not believe what I said, but it was true.

When the war is over, we all return to our normal days, and the days of peace gradually make people forget all the terrible things, and we live a simple life in ordinary days. Go to work, go home from work, live at three o'clock and one line, the comfort of life sometimes makes me feel that life is very boring, but Ivanov, he still did not forget the war, even if he lived in a peaceful life, the war still left a huge shadow on his body, and the peaceful life in our eyes is like a short break, he is always afraid, afraid that one day all this will be destroyed again, so he is more crazy than us and desperately feels everything ordinary.

I still remember one day, I forgot what day it was, we joked, I didn't know what bad luck I had fallen again, I said that life is really boring now, what is the joy of living, if it was during the war years, maybe I could still be an officer.

It was just a joke at the time, but Ivanov was in a hurry, he gave me a slap, and I remember what he said when he was angry.

Do you think war is cool, do you think it's exciting to kill enemies on the battlefield! When you watch the people around you being brutally killed one by one, and even yourself will be tortured to death by the enemy, can you still say such light-hearted bullshit!

When we desperately want to forget, it is clearer in his memory.

People who have experienced pain will understand the feelings of those who are in pain better, Ivanov has a gentle heart for anyone, whether it is a friend or a stranger, he can feel the pain of others, and he hopes that everyone can be happy, cruelty is not his nature, it is the pain left to him by the war.

The battle was over, the little boy was taken away by Noi, I once asked him why he had been watching us fight, he just smiled and told me, because he knew that it was between our brothers, he had no right to meddle, I just smiled, you can say the answer to such a chicken thief, you are afraid of trouble.

When I came to the building again, I saw a lot of people presenting flowers next to the building, and TV shows often reported these touching stories.

There are a lot of people, will come here to send white flowers, some people even cry because they are too sad and faint, I remember a story that is particularly touching, it is the story of a couple, the monster that suddenly appeared and ate the girl's boyfriend, when the interview, the girl was already crying silently, she told reporters, just because her boyfriend wants to protect herself, they will get married next year, and she also wears the engagement ring given to her by her boyfriend, It was supposed to be a happy little couple, but it was still a tragic separation.

"Mom, what are we doing here?" A little boy's immature voice caught my attention, I looked over, the little boy looked like he was 5 years old and 6 years old, so pitiful, such a young father has died, how tired that woman should be to raise such a small child alone, I silently grieved for the little boy and the woman in my heart.

"We're coming to see Daddy."

"Dad, is Dad here, Dad hasn't come home all this time, is he not going to want me and Mom anymore?"

"Silly boy, Dad loves you so much, how could he not want you anymore, Dad is in heaven, with your favorite grandparents, they are silently watching us in that place, watching our cute little Tao more and more handsome, more and more intelligent." At the end of the day, the woman began to cry with the child in her arms, and the child was obviously frightened by the appearance of the mother, but stroked the mother's hair with a finger, which was considered a kind of comfort to them.

"Mom, don't cry, if you cry again, Dad will laugh at you."

"Okay, okay, baby we have to be happy and healthy, so that Dad won't worry about us, and they will be as relieved as grandparents."

"Will I still see Daddy, Mommy?" The little boy asked, tilting his head to look at the woman.

"Of course, silly boy, Dad loves you the most, of course I hope to see more of our little baby."

"Then I'll come next time, I drew a beautiful picture in the class, and I have to tell my dad that I scored 100 points in the exam!"

I watched the mother and daughter slowly walk away, the corners of their mouths were slowly hooked unconsciously, I thought they would cry like those before them, it seems that they are not, they are very brave, bravely accept the fact that their relatives have died, strong, with the best wishes of their relatives before death, bravely continue their lives, I touched my face, when did I become as sentimental as a woman, I was moved to tears.