Jin Hengyuan was silent, and when he came to the bus stop, several citizens waiting for the bus, some gave up their seats, and some called for ambulance......

He gently put her on the seat, and at this moment, she was covered in blood and extremely badly injured.

"Sit down for a moment! The ambulance should arrive soon. ”

He ignored it, didn't make any reply, only said it lightly.

Turn around and go for it.

Gu Lijun immediately grabbed his hand, nervous:

"Are you leaving? Don't go, okay. Ah Heng, don't go. ”

The voice was astringent, hoarse, and a deep sense of pleading overflowed.

Jin Hengyuan looked down, the delicate hand, the wrist, and several scars were so clearly visible.

He had heard that once, she was depressed after giving birth, and she tried to commit suicide several times of self-harm, but was finally rescued......

That confident girl no longer exists.

He sighed secretly in his heart and withdrew his hand:

"I'm going to pick up something in the car. You sit down here. ”

He turned and strode towards his car, his steps heavy, like a mountain pressed against his heart.

Everything in the past seemed to be back in front of him, those happy and painful, entangled, oppressed his heart, and torn his soul apart—

If you have to say that he doesn't have half feelings for Gu Lijun, it must be fake.

For three or four years, that girl was the only person he dated.

At that time, she used her 120,000 patience and sweet smile to erode his soul day after day, making him gradually obscure the idea of marriage, and finally, forced him to oppose his father, and even thought of taking her abroad, when all that never happened......

Yes, just a little bit closer, he married her.

Because he blames himself, because he wants to make amends, because he feels that he should take that responsibility......

But what if you really get married......

Then he will really be doomed......

Jin Hengyuan came to his car with a complicated mind, opened the door, and took his briefcase and mobile phone.

The mobile phone showed that there was a missed call, which was Su Jin's call.

He wanted to call the insurance company, but after looking at it, he called back while walking to the bus stop:

"Xiao Su?"

The sun was shining down and it was warm.

His heart, as if it had been chilled by ice, was very cold, but it was warmed layer by layer because of her voice.

"Hengyuan, it's almost noon, will you come back for lunch?"

A gentle and gentle voice came through the airwaves.

It's a comforting calling.

He listened, glanced at the traffic in all directions, and exhaled, wanting to spit out the uncomfortable mass that was pressing on his heart.

At this moment, he desperately wanted to go back immediately and take her into his arms, but he had to stay and deal with this mess:

"I'm afraid not. There's something going on on my side. You can't go back until you've processed it. You ask the kitchen to leave me food, probably, it will be a little late to go back. ”

"Okay."

She agreed, but didn't hang up the phone, but asked in wonder:

"Where are you? Why is it so noisy? There are also sirens. ”

"Well, in the downtown area, there is a car running a red light, and my car is also affected. My head is flattened, I'll have to call the insurance company......"

He reported the truth.

"What's wrong again?"

Over there, Su Jin was startled and hurriedly asked.

"You're alright!"

"It's okay! Okay. ”

He smiled slightly.

"No, you have too many records of dishonesty. I can't even trust you now. In this case, you can take a picture and send it to me right away. ”

Su Jin was not at ease, for fear that he would be blinded by her again.

Now he is in the mood to take selfies, he has never been the kind of stinky and beautiful person, but in order to calm her heart, he still sighed lightly and agreed:

"Wait!"

He stood still, took a selfie at an angle, and sent it over:

"Are you alright...... It's still so handsome, and there are no dead ends at 360 degrees. ”

deliberately humorous.

Even at this moment, his mood is actually very bad.

Over there, Su Jin breathed a sigh of relief and said softly:

"How can you be so narcissistic at all times? I had a car accident, and I can still be so happy. I'm really convinced. ”

He smiled, because of her, he was narcissistic!

That stupid girl, when will you understand?

"I'm not broken, if I don't die, there will be a blessing, of course I'm happy."

"Alright, you don't have to be poor there. Remember, get done and come back early. I'll have to check you out to see if you're lying. ”

"Got it! Alas, little housekeeper, why are you more and more in charge of me now? ”

He sighed deliberately.

Su Jin smiled lightly: "It's too late to regret it now." I'll take care of your ...... for the rest of your life."

"Okay, then it's for life. I'm so happy. Needless to say, I still have something to deal with on my side. ”

"Well, see you later!"

"See you later!"

Putting away his phone, Jin Hengyuan raised his head and put away the light smile on the corner of his lips.

Gu Lijun was looking at him, her eyes were so sad.

Jin Hengyuan was in a trance.

Some memories are turned up.

I remember the first time I saw her, she smiled like a flower and crashed into his arms.

I remember her looking back and laughing, and all the bright naughtiness was written on her face.

I remember her face full of shyness, leaning on his shoulder......

I remember that she was as passionate as fire and kissed him deeply......

A lot of what he remembered was hidden by him.

Because he wanted to let go, he was pounded at the time, the reasons were complicated, his mind was not as simple as she imagined.

Now, the memory is there, the love has faded, and the mood is long gone.

*

In the hospital, Jin Hengyuan dealt with the bruised arm, and then went to the ward.

The doctor said: "Gu Lijun's foot is badly injured and needs to be hospitalized for observation." Are you a family member? Let's go through the formalities! ”

He shook his head: "No, I'm not." The family members are on their way here. ”

Not long ago, he made a phone call to Xiao Zhidong:

"I had a car accident on XX Road and collided with Gu Lijun's car. Daben burned down. She's fine, this side of the ward. If it's inconvenient for you to come over, let Gu Lihua go. This side needs to be taken care of by the family. I have to go back. Xiao Su will be worried. ”

"Got it. I'll come in person. A little later. Xiaoyuan, you help me guard her first. ”

Here is his answer.

Why should he be kept to her?

He didn't ask, hurriedly hung up the phone, and then quietly looked out the window.

The relationship between the Father and the Son will evolve into something that none of them wants to see.

But life has given them such an embarrassment.

*

In the ward, Gu Lijun was hanging salt water, her foot was seriously injured, and she had just had tetanus.

Jin Hengyuan walked in gently.

Gu Lijun, who looked wilted, saw him come in, and immediately sat up, her red eyes from crying suddenly released bright colors, just like the rising morning glow, brightened layer by layer:

"Ah Heng."

The sound was as clear as ever.

But when he listened, it was so awkward, and his thick eyebrows frowned.

Standing there for a long time, he walked over, holding a bottle of drink in his hand, and when he approached, he handed it over.

Gu Lijun took it, and her eyes turned red: because it was the lemon flavor she liked.

She covered her mouth, and a whimper came out of her mouth, and more moisture gathered under her eyes:

"It's been six years, Ah Heng, there is a saying, I have never had a chance to ...... you"

The voice with a cry is extremely sultry.

Jin Hengyuan put his hands in his pockets, looked at it, and lightly intercepted the words:

"Now that you know that it's been so long, whatever you want to say now, it's too late...... So what else is there to say...... No matter what happened back then, everything was gone...... Gone ......"

In other words, it's really ruthless.

Gu Lijun's lips trembled several times, and there was no way to connect him with him back then.

Did he forget what he said back then?

"Do you really think it's all over?"

She asked painfully.

"With me. Be. ”

His answer was silent.

"But I'm still alive at that time."

She almost shouted, unwilling, and even more incredulous.

He listened and turned his head away:

"I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't help you with this."

She opened her mouth, as if she didn't believe that he was so ruthless, her eyes expressed such a meaning, thought about it, but spit out such a sentence:

"Ah Heng, I've thought about going to England with you, really...... However, that time, I ......"

Jin Hengyuan spoke faster than her, and his eyebrows were frowned:

"Those don't matter anymore. It doesn't make any sense anymore. Please remember who you are now. That's the choice for you. ”

"No, no, no, that's not my choice, that's never my will."

Gu Lijun shouted desperately, shaking her head:

"My choice will always be your ......"

She pulled the drip off her hand and lunged at him, hugging him tightly.

It couldn't be tighter!

She was afraid that as soon as she let go, he would run away without a trace.

Jin Hengyuan was motionless, his angular face was extremely indifferent, his voice was extremely cold, and he only threw out three words:

"Please respect yourself."

"Ah Heng."

He made her miserable.

Just now at the scene of the car accident, she saw that when he was talking on the phone, his expression was so gentle and amiable, but now he is completely like a different person.

"The past is gone. In the future, we don't need to see each other again, and we don't need to have any more communication. ”

He looked down and peeled off her fingers, one by one.

The force used was very strong, and it hurt her raw.

Yes, he was forcing her to let go.

Pain spread across her face, mournful, enveloping her face.

She felt like she was going to lose him completely......

Jin Hengyuan turned his head at this time and looked at her, but his face was calm, as if the woman standing in front of him was just a stranger, not his first love who had been in love for many years.

Immediately afterwards, a few serious words quietly came out of his mouth:

"Forget about the past! Grow up with Jingqi.

"Whether your marriage can survive or not, it is always born by you.

"Whether you were forced to do so or willingly, he has come into this world.

"When you choose to embark on this road in order to protect Gu Lihua, you should have such a psychological preparation.

"The things of this world are not all things in the world. There is no turning back.

"Rest well, someone will take care of you. I'll go first. ”

He turned to leave.

She dragged her injured foot, opened her arms to block the way, and let the tears roll down, and her body trembled uncontrollably:

"Am I supposed to spend my life on an old man? How willing you make me feel. I was only thirty-two years old. Are you trying to make me die hopelessly? ”

--- digression--- first update!