Chapter 408: The Meaning of Companionship
Yin Zheng knew Song He too well, and he saw that Song He's eyes gradually darkened as he looked at him. The lower lip was bitten deeply but without saying a word, and I knew what she was thinking.
Yin Zheng reached out and brushed the corners of Song He's mouth, wanting her to relax a little, so that she wouldn't bite herself too hard. Then he said: "Song He, I know that in your heart, you have always thought that you are like a vine. You can only survive by relying on me. ”
Yin Zheng said the truest thoughts in Song He's heart so bluntly and without any difference, which made Song He feel that it was useless to be real. But what Yin Zheng said next was something he had never expressed to himself before. It's something I've never thought about before.
"But Song He, a vine, can't it survive without relying on this big tree? Whether it was a tree or a vine, it was sun, rain and dirt that kept him alive. This is true for all plants. ”
For a while, Song He really felt Yin Zheng's changes. Yin Zheng's attitude towards her became more gentle and patient. It's like that's what I'm saying now.
"So do we. It is not said who is attached to whom to survive. I stand by your side because I want you to keep working hard, always positive, to see the scenery in the distance, away from those messy weeds, and enjoy the sun and breeze without any scruples. Yin Zheng said very seriously, Song He had never seen Yin Zheng have such an expression when facing him.
"And because I have your company, I don't feel lonely and lonely. I wish you could be by my side all the time, would you? Yin Zheng looked into Song He's eyes and asked.
"I ......" was suddenly asked by Yin Zheng, and Song He didn't know how to answer.
"Song He, I know we've been through so much between us. But I hope that's a thing of the past, and you have to think about it later. I want you to follow what is most truly in your heart. Don't grieve yourself, and don't deny the value of your existence. ”
Yin Zheng knew that Song He was used to hiding himself, and no matter what he thought in his heart, he would not express it easily. Because of this, Yin Zheng couldn't force Song He to give him an answer immediately.
If Song He is forced to be in a hurry, then her most likely reaction is to escape only according to the most instinctive reaction of her animal when it encounters danger. This is the last thing Yin Zheng wants to see, he can only guide Song He step by step, get out of his protective shell, and open his heart to himself.
Song He's heart is very chaotic now. Since returning to the Yin family until today, the relationship between her and Yin Zheng has been developing step by step in the direction she expected. She wanted to escape from Yin Zheng, but finally returned to Yin Zheng, he wanted to have nothing to do with Yin Zheng, but he was entangled with him again and again, she wanted to completely forget Yin Zheng, but she couldn't forget, Yin Zheng's figure always appeared in her mind without warning.
Maybe it's because the living environment has been too comfortable recently, or maybe it's because the child is still relatively weak when he was born. Song He hasn't had time to sort out his thoughts yet, and he hasn't had time to sort out what he should do in the future.
But Yin Zheng only expressed his thoughts, and did not even force her to answer the last question. In this way, Song He breathed a sigh of relief.
"Yin Zheng, I ......" Song He really didn't know how to answer at this moment.
Yin Zheng saw her speak twice, but she didn't say anything, so she gently changed the topic. "I just finished breakfast, and I asked my aunt to bring lunch later. I'm so sleepy now, can I sleep for a while? ”
Although Yin Zheng didn't say that he didn't sleep all night last night, Song He also guessed from his ugly face. Coupled with the fact that I had to deal with those things in the morning, I must have been tired by a long time.
"Okay, go get some sleep." Song He said.
Yin Zheng took off his coat, went to lie on the bed, and turned his head to see Song He staring at him. "Would you like to sleep a little longer?" Yin Zheng asked. There was only one bed in the house, and Yin Zheng's question made Song He blush for a while.
"I, I'm not sleepy, you sleep, I'll go see the child." After saying that, Song He turned around and went out.
Yin Zheng slept very soundly this night, and when he woke up, Song He had already returned.
Song He sat on the edge of the bed with the child in his arms and shook it gently. He was still humming a lullaby. Yin Zheng couldn't see whether the child was asleep or awake, but he was sure that the baby in his mother's arms at this time must be happy.
It may be that the food nutrition has been better recently, and Song He has finally gained some weight compared to before. But this is just right in Yin Zheng's opinion, and Yin Zheng even thinks that Song He should be fatter.
Song He's whole person exudes the brilliance of motherhood, the white gauze skirt is printed against her white skin, and the golden light is really reflected in the sun. Yin Zheng stared at Song He like this for a long time.
The room was quiet, and Song He's soft singing reached Yin Zheng's ears. It made him feel appeased, and unconsciously a little confused.
Yin Zheng turned over, wanting to sober himself up, but he didn't plan to get up yet. Yin Zheng has never had the habit of lying in bed, and has always woken up and gotten up. I somehow want to spend a little more time in bed today.
But as soon as he turned over, Song He heard the movement and turned around.
"Yin Zheng, are you awake?" Song He asked.
Against the light, Yin Zheng couldn't see Song He's expression clearly, but his voice was full of tenderness. Yin Zheng also vaguely saw Song He's smile.
Yin Zhenghe, who had just woken up, was usually completely different, and at this time he was like a refreshing big boy. And this ignorant cuteness, but in the past, he would always bring himself back to consciousness as soon as he woke up.
Song He was rarely able to see Yin Zheng, who was still in a daze after waking up, perhaps because of his motherhood. She actually felt as if such Yin Zheng was her grown child.
Song He was surprised by his own idea, but he thought it was funny, and laughed unconsciously.
"I've been sleeping for a long time." was looked at by Song He like this, and Yin Zheng was embarrassed to continue to lie in bed. So he got up.
He saw that it was a little dark outside the window, and he realized that he had slept for so long. So he said embarrassedly.
"It's okay, you've been tired for the past two days. You should take a good rest, otherwise your body will not be able to bear it. ”
Song He put the child in the cradle and handed the coat to Yin Zheng.
Yin Zheng was very happy when he saw Song He's natural movements. Next, Song He's words warmed his heart even more.
"The sun is going down, it's a little cold, let's put on your clothes."
Although he just got up, Yin Zheng didn't feel cold, but he still obediently put on his clothes.
"Is it okay for the child to be here all the time?" Yin Zheng sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the baby in the cradle next to him and asked Song He.
When Song He gave birth to Yin Xia, Yin Zheng did not accompany Song He, which has always been a difficult hurdle for Yin Zheng to cross. Especially Song He was not very smooth at that time.
Every time he thought of this, Yin Zheng felt heartache. Fortunately, in the end, whether it was Song He or the child, there was no problem, which made Yin Zheng feel a little comforted. Otherwise, he will never forgive himself.
Now, of course, he will not let go of those who try to disturb the stable life of himself and Song He's mother and son just because Song He and the child are safe and sound.
After all, if they hadn't made trouble from it, they wouldn't have missed such an important moment in their lives and Song He's life. Don't miss the moment when you see your son for the first time.
There are also those messy things in the company, and Yin Zheng will calculate all the accounts one by one.
But at the moment, he didn't want to disturb his time with his family because of these things. Therefore, he put all his energy on Song He and the child.
"It's okay. The doctor said that the baby's body is recovering, and he is in good condition for the past two days. It's already the same as a normal child, and you can be discharged from the hospital at any time. ”
Song He gently shook the blue, the child fell asleep in the cradle, not knowing what kind of dreams he had, and stretched his legs and smacked his lips from time to time.
It may be because Song He's mental state was not good in the early stages of pregnancy and she was too tired physically. and Song He was worried about Yin Zheng and was too anxious when she was in labor, and Yin Zheng was not around when she gave birth, and Song He felt deeply uneasy.
Therefore, when the child is born, the biological condition is very bad. But after seeing the medical staff, Song He, Yin Zheng and the careful care of the family, the child finally recovered little by little and finally became a healthy baby.
Song He was very happy, and after feeling comfortable, Yin Zheng felt that Song He's physical condition had also improved.
Song He Yin Zheng has been worried about the child's physical condition, but Yin Zheng is also worried about Song He's body. Before pregnancy, Song He's body was quite healthy, but it was not so good that it was not worrying at all.
After Song He became pregnant, her physical fitness became worse and worse. Yin Zheng knew that this must have something to do with him. So it was sad to see Song He's weak appearance. But now, the child and Song He look healthy, and Yin Zheng is also happy.
"Are you tired of being in the hospital?" Yin Zheng asked Song He.
"yes!" Song He nodded and replied.
No one wanted to stay in the hospital, and Yin Zheng had already seen Song He's thoughts. It's just for the sake of her and the child's health. He still wanted Song He to stay in the hospital with the child for a few days.
Today, I heard Song He personally say that she wanted to be discharged from the hospital, so Yin Zheng naturally wanted to fulfill her wish. As long as the doctor says there is no problem.
"Tomorrow you and the child will have another full body check-up, and if there is no problem, we will go home and recuperate. What do you think? ”
"Okay." Song He's voice replied with a hint of excitement.
Yin Zheng raised his hand and rubbed Song He's hair.
Early the next morning, Song He took the child for an examination. It seems that she really can't wait to get out of the hospital.
Yin Zheng was halfway through and went to prepare breakfast. For the sake of checking, Song He and the child did not eat in the morning. In order to have food for Song He to eat as soon as the inspection was completed, so as not to starve, Yin Zheng left first.