Can you do it willingly? Is there still resistance in your heart? ”

"To tell you the truth, there was one at the beginning.

After being controlled by the dean of Wanhua with pills, think about what the dean said, only ten days a year when the peach blossoms first bloom can mate, usually when I think about that thing and do that thing, I am rotten, and there is no antidote, it is simply loveless.

Although I didn't think about hurting Dean Wanhua, I really hated her in my heart.

I didn't believe there was a cure, and I often took advantage of her going out to sneak into her office and rummage around, trying to find the cure.

However, it was in vain.

Dean Wanhua seemed to have expected that I would look for it, not to mention the antidote, I didn't find any medicine.

Sometimes, I would see outside the window those small transparent white jade bottles with a small pill in them.

However, when I finally waited for Dean Wanhua to leave and sneaked in to find them, those little white jade bottles were still there, but there was nothing in them.

I don't know if it's because I want to have an antidote and hallucinate, or if it's if I have a dean Wanhua and cast some kind of Taoist spell or something.

After doing this a few times, I almost went crazy.

Once, I saw Dean Wanhua inside, and I still saw those small bottles of pills in them.

I rushed in desperately in front of the Dean of Wanhua, trying to grab the pills, and I felt that there must be the antidote I wanted.

When I rushed in, the bottles were there as they were, and I could see the pills inside.

When Dean Wanhua saw me rushing in suddenly, he just glanced at me lightly, and he didn't even have a trace of surprise, or anger or anything.

She didn't even speak, just looked at me so lightly that I didn't pay attention to her, and reached for the bottles.

However, I had already grabbed a few bottles in my hand, and when I tried to eat the pills that had been poured out, I opened my hand, and it turned out to be empty, and there was nothing.

I was devastated. I knelt down in front of Dean Wanhua in agony and begged her to give me an antidote...... At that time, it was also full of ugliness.

However, Dean Wanhua said to me very calmly: Bai Yang, you don't have to waste your efforts.

I said that there is no antidote, that is, there is no antidote, why lie to you, you don't believe it, you don't believe it.

Just because you don't believe it doesn't mean there's a cure.

Well, there is no antidote, but if you want to be less upset than you are now, I can give you some pills to eat.

But the premise is that you have to cultivate virtue and art well and sincerely repent, if you don't cultivate virtue and art well and sincerely repent, you will eat the pill I gave you and it will not be of much use.

You go to the moral arts class every day, and after you finish it, come and tell me about your experience.

I'll hear if it's good, and if so, I'll give you a pill.

Until you feel that you are calm without pills, and you are not so sad that you feel that you can't live.

In the past few days, although I have been receiving pills, I feel that I am much better than before.

The body and mood are calm. Although I dare not say that I have no desire at all, it is not as evil as before. ”

Xiao Sisi listened and smiled faintly, "It seems that you still have medicine to save you." How is your brother, has he taken any medicine? ”

"Nope. He and I have become enemies.