Chapter 239: The reason for the divorce was a misunderstanding
The light illuminated Xiao Zhidong's face a little pale, and his eyes were staring straight ahead, as if there was a lonely sadness in his eyes.
"If you want to sue me afterwards, you can do so. I will bear the legal responsibility that should be borne by me.
"When Han Guan decided to help me, he was also ready to be punished. In this matter, I will compensate him in other ways.
"Huang psychologist is also ready to take risks for this experiment.
"Xiaoyuan, we do this, we only hope that Xiao Gu can get out of the predicament......"
Jin Hengyuan couldn't listen to it anymore, and broke off in a cold voice:
"Then have you ever thought about how unfair it is to Su Jin for you to do this?
"Yes, I also hope that Gu Lijun can regain her strength.
But we can't hurt others because we want to achieve such a goal!
"This matter is too unfair to Su Jin.
"Why should she be tortured like this?
"Whether she is my wife or not, you are like this, involving an innocent person, don't you think that she will have a psychological shadow because of this?
"As I said, if she is in the know-how of the whole project, if she agrees in advance and is willing to participate, this can be called an experiment. The problem is, she's completely unaware of ......"
He pointed to Su Jin on the computer screen and reminded sharply:
"She's scared now, you're blind, don't you see?"
"Well, that's right, I originally wanted to communicate with Miss Su Jin before proceeding. But then, I thought about it again and thought that if Miss Su Jin knew the whole plan, she might not be able to force her potential tension, that is, her physiological limits, as well as various psychological feelings about life and death in the face of limits, would be greatly reduced, which would affect the final effect. So ......"
Huang Psycho's explanation is really a fucking bastard.
Jin Hengyuan gritted his teeth and crackled, and his fists were clenched: "So, in order to achieve the most realistic effect, you really carried out a kidnapping in a substantive sense, right?" ”
"Whatever you think, it seems to me that this was never a kidnapping, it was just an experiment.
"This experiment may make Su Jin suffer a little torture and grievances. But what you don't see is a completely bad thing.
"You can get to know her more deeply through this experiment
。
"It's good for strengthening your marriage.
"If you don't believe me, you can listen to what Su Jindu said......
"As for you, you want me to cancel this plan, I'm sorry, Xiaoyuan, no matter how much you hate me and hate me, I can't give up ......"
Xiao Zhidong's attitude was indestructible, he turned his head and landed his gaze on the screen, and with a movement of his fingers, he turned the volume to the maximum.
Jin Hengyuan was angry, but his attention was attracted by Su Jin's voice.
At this time, Su Jin was telling her life experience, saying that she had also committed suicide, but later figured it out.
She used the living example of Mr. Yang Jiang to show that a woman should not live purely for feelings when she lives in the world.
When youth is gone, love is not there, marriage is not there, and when life enters its twilight years, the only thing that supports a person to live bravely is faith.
To live in the world, a person must have faith in life.
That's what she wants to say.
Because of Su Jin's voice, Jin Hengyuan closed his mouth and listened quietly.
She said that very calmly, but it was of profound significance.
Such a mind is really impressive.
Jin Hengyuan has always known that Su Jin is an unusual little woman, she looks very ordinary, but her heart is very wide. Her love is very broad.
She loves her adoptive mother, her brother, her friends, she loves life, even if life hurts her, but she still loves very hard. Although sometimes it can be a little willful, for example, for the adoptive mother she loves, she can willfully find a strange man to marry.
But to a certain extent, this also shows that she wants to come out, she wants to have a new life, but the method is a little clumsy, but her attitude is definitely positive.
After Su Jin said this, he seemed to be asleep, and the instrument on their bodies showed that their vital signs were good.
Jin Hengyuan closed his eyes, and heard Huang Psychologist analyzing Gu Lijun's psychological reaction:
“…… Although Xiao Gu only interjected a few words in this process, her psychological journey had been fully reflected......
“…… Xiao Gu was afraid of this environment, and she hated Su Jin, who had put her in a desperate situation. But because Su Jin's voice was relatively calm from beginning to end, she tried very hard to understand the psychological fear of the environment from the two people through the method of speaking.
Therefore, Xiao Gu's mood has been affected a little bit, and he began to respond to Su Jin.
“…… Falling out of love, committing suicide, and being an orphan have directly shortened the distance between the two people......
"Based on my experience, in the future, Xiao Gu should tell Su Jin her story......
"They can definitely interact with each other because of this, and they will motivate each other to persevere......"
The tone is so affirmative, so confident.
Jin Hengyuan listened, snorted coldly, stared at the handcuffs, and began to peck at how to save himself.
"Why, don't you believe it? Okay, then we'll see. ”
The psychologist wanted to provoke him:
"If your speculation is correct, then please cooperate with us
。 I can guarantee that Miss Su Jin will not have too much psychological shadow in this experiment. Because of her psychological condition, she is stronger than ordinary people......"
He ignored it.
The judgment of this psychologist surnamed Huang is really correct.
A few hours later, Gu Lijun began to take the initiative to deal with Su Jin, and also told the story of her childhood, sentence after sentence, pouring out all her childhood happiness and misfortune.
Jin Hengyuan knew some of these things, and some of them were heard of for the first time.
He could hear that Gu Lijun at that time was grateful to Xiao Zhidong.
Because of Xiao Zhidong, she and Gu Lihua have a new life, they went to a prestigious university, and they don't have to worry about money in their daily life.
But later, when he found out that Xiao Zhidong had other intentions for her, he panicked......
When Jin Hengyuan heard this, he stared at his father coldly, and saw a bit of ridicule spread between his eyebrows, looking so helpless, as if he felt wronged......
"Really?"
He looked at it and asked expressionlessly:
"Did you really think that way?"
Xiao Zhidong sat and was silent for a long time.
"I ask you, did you already have that idea at that time?"
Jin Hengyuan asked.
Xiao Zhidong lit a cigarette, spit it out, one by one, did not answer, and said after a long time:
"Do you know what your mother's reason for divorcing me in the first place?"
Jin Hengyuan pursed his lips:
"I didn't know at the time, and my mother didn't tell me anything. It wasn't until six years ago that my mother and I found out. ”
Xiao Zhidong smiled faintly: "After listening to your mother's words, what do you think?" Do you also think that I raised Gu Lijun when I was a child, just because I have a perverted psychology? ”
"It sounds like I've wronged you, okay, now, you can make it clear."
Jin Hengyuan gave him a chance to explain.
In fact, he does feel that his psychological state is a little abnormal, and he doesn't love his beautiful wife, but he has a soft spot for a little girl who can be his daughter, which makes him feel particularly disgusting after knowing the whole story, and he is also not worthy of his mother.
That's why he resolutely changed his name.
In the green smoke, Xiao Zhidong recalled: "My friendship with Gu Yuan and Wan Wan is not particularly deep, but I have been together for a few years. Because of Wan Wan, your Aunt Zongjie left me and died outside, which has always been a pain for me. So, after that, I never had any contact with them.
"More than ten years later, I couldn't push it off at a class reunion, so I went to participate, only to know that Gu Yuan and Wan Wan were no longer there. There are also a pair of children at home, and there is no one to take care of them, so they may have to be sent to an orphanage.
"Someone asked me: Lao Xiao, didn't you have a good relationship before? Otherwise, you go and help them. You're the least bad of us all. Helping them out, that's a gesture.
"As people get older, they become more sensitive to death. People in their thirties are gone like that, which is even more distressing.
"Because of nostalgia, I went to find them.
"That day, I knocked on their door, but it never opened
。 I felt that something was wrong, so I went to ask the community security guard to come over, and after making sure that the two siblings had not been out. I had people smash their doors. Then they were seen unconscious in bed because of a high fever.
"The first time I saw Gu Lijun, I was stunned for a long time.
"Her appearance is really eight ~ nine points similar to Zong Jie.
"Originally, I wanted to take the two siblings home, to keep them at home, so that they could be the companions of your two brothers. But because of the similarity, I dismissed the idea. Because of your mom. ”
Xiao Zhidong put his head on the back of the chair, took a few puffs of the cigarette, and then said in a deep voice:
"Your mother is an extremely conceited person, and she has always felt that because of Zong Jie, I snubbed her. If you bring Xiao Gu home again, your grandmother will definitely like it, but your mother will definitely not be happy, and the family will definitely make trouble. I'm afraid that the Gu family sisters and brothers don't have a good life.
"I thought about it and thought about it, so I didn't raise them, but just became their sponsor. is responsible for growing them up, and it is worthy of their parents.
"That was my initial idea.
"Gradually, Xiao Gu, who grew up, is becoming more and more like your Aunt Zongjie.
"But she is still different from Zong Jie. Zong Jie is very quiet, very beautiful in the style of everyone, and never frizzy. Xiao Gu, although his parents are dead, his temperament is still sunny and lively. Those are two completely different personalities. It doesn't feel the same.
"Sometimes, I go to them and sit there for a while and take care of their studies.
"It's a fact. But that kind of mind is not evil.
"Another time, Oak Hua pestered me for a long time and wanted to go to Phuket, I thought about it, picked a day that was not busy, and took them there. That's just a reward for Lihua for taking the first place in the whole grade once.
"It was on this trip that someone saw me with these two kids and told your mom.
"Your mother checked me, and after she saw Xiao Gu, she decided that this was my little lover raised outside. Divorce is divorce, no matter how I explain it, there is no way to keep her. ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Zhidong smiled lonely, and snuffed out the cigarette tightly in his heart, completely unaware of the pain:
"It's also that I give her too little sense of security! Marriages inevitably broke down.
"At that time, I really didn't want to get divorced. Because of Xiao Huan, she needs her father, and she needs her mother even more.
"More so because I don't want to lose her.
"Xiaoyuan, don't believe it or not, from beginning to end, I love Xiao Gu and I have no other ideas.
"That kind of love is just a love from an elder to a younger generation.
"Six years ago, before it happened. In my life, apart from the late Zong Jie, there is only one woman in your mother.
"Eighteen years of husband and wife, I am not a good husband, I am ashamed of her. By the time I knew what I wanted, her heart was gone.
"I had to say yes to a divorce.
"Originally, I wanted to pursue her again after the divorce and after calming down with each other for a while.
"It's just that she didn't give me a chance, so she married herself in a hurry......"
The trembling voice, carrying great sorrow and chasing Ni, inexplicably, pierced Jin Hengyuan's heart.
At last, he was silent, because he believed.
--- digression--- there is one more more.