Chapter 138, the wall fell and everyone pushed it
Tao Chun still had a water cup in his hand, and was about to cautiously ask him if he wanted to drink water. Hearing the word divorce, all her words were stuck in her throat, and the hand holding the water glass trembled violently, as if she was about to lose it. She looked at him in horror and shook her head slightly.
Fortunately, the knife behind Tao Chun did not pierce Lan Zihao's heart, so he is only weak after excessive blood loss now, and the sentence of divorce is the most important thought in his heart before he faints. He really wanted to get a divorce, and the time he married Tao Chun was the darkest time in his life. endured her cynicism every day, endured her uncertain bad temper, and was uncovered by her scars from time to time, and his male dignity was trampled under her feet without any scruples. He retreated countless times, tolerated countless times, accommodated countless times, and even humbly begged her to forget the past and start a new life.
But she is stubborn in living her life the way she wants, venting her anger as she wants, and he has always been the one who retreats.
He was tired and tormented.
But because of guilt, he gritted his teeth and endured everything.
However, he has always had a bottom line in his heart, as long as Tao Chun does not touch his bottom line, he can endure no matter how tormented he is.
This time, he didn't want to endure it anymore, because Tao Chun touched his bottom line. When he saw Cao Cao, who he guarded in his heart, being targeted by her again and again, his forbearance began to waver. It's just that today he saw Cao Cao almost die under her sharp knife. His forbearance and suffering for so long finally broke through, and all his guilt and reparation were consumed by her.
Tao Chun still looked at him in a daze, shook his head slightly, the water cup in his hand trembled slightly, and his body trembled.
Lan Zihao blinked, looked into her eyes honestly for the first time, and once again firmed up his thoughts, "We...... Let's get a divorce! β
Tao Chun felt an unprecedented panic, looking at his indifferent and calm eyes, her heart seemed to have set off a layer of turbulence. She couldn't find his usual guilt and tolerance, and what she saw was a barren peace. It was as if he had made up his mind, so resolute, so calm. She shook her head in horror, "No...... I don't get divorced, I don't want a divorce. β
Lan Zihao just repeated lightly, "Divorce...... When I'm discharged from the hospital, we'll go through the formalities. I will leave the house and leave everything after marriage to you. I'll leave you a sum of money, not much, but as much as I can. β
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The water cup in Tao Chun's hand fell in response to the sound, and instantly fell into pieces, just like her heart, broken into pieces, dripping with blood. She muttered her head and reached out to grab his hand, but accidentally touched his wound, and quickly retracted her hand, "No...... Zi Hao...... I don't want to divorce you. Please, don't get a divorce, okay? I know wrong...... I promise never again...... I really knew I was wrong. I shouldn't have done this to you, we should forget about the past and live a good life......"
Lan Zihao looked at her tears, his calm voice was tired and a little hoarse, "It's late...... Tao Chunzhen is really late. For more than a year, I've been trying to start over with you, I want to be sincere to you, I don't even care if you're disabled or not? But you've been pushing me far away, because of guilt, and because I've always wanted to make up for you, so I endured everything. But when I saw you stabbing Fu Ye and Cao Ruoxi with a knife, I saw a hideous and strange you. I began to wonder what kind of woman I had married. I have betrayed you, so I have been humbly looking up in front of you, but I am correcting, I am making amends. And you're not wrong? You have targeted Cao Ruoxi again and again, in fact, I am innocent with her and have nothing to do with it. You shouldn't want to kill her, you shouldn't hurt her, it's all because of me, and the first person you want to kill is me. β
Tao Chun cried and shook his head, "No...... I was wrong...... I'll never do that again......"
Lan Zihao said firmly and calmly, "It's late, I was willing to put up with you because of guilt before." Right now...... I have nothing but hideous and panicked feelings about you. I don't want to put up with you anymore, you've consumed all my guilt. We've never been happy together, think about this life for more than a year, is there a day when you haven't lost your temper? Another day when I was really happy to laugh? You're the same, you're not happy, have you ever felt happy? You didn't, and I even began to doubt my decision before I fainted. I'm thinking that I decided to marry you without hesitation...... Is it really wrong? If we hadn't gotten married, you wouldn't have to face me every day, and you wouldn't have to think about being betrayed every day, and you might not have been able to drill back in the long run. So, let's get it done. Rather than painfully tied together, it is better to end this pain. β
Perhaps, he and Tao Chun are destined to have no fate. As he tried to get closer to her, she kept pushing him farther away. And when she wanted to get closer, he turned away from her because of his tired heart.
A good relationship brings growth to each other. And what they leave each other with is torture and pain......
Tao Chun not only trembled in her body, but even her heart kept trembling, she was afraid, like a patient who suddenly lost her sight, she could no longer see the light in front of her, and her world was dark. In the dark, Lan Zihao's handsome face as warm as jade slowly emerged, and bits and pieces of married life also emerged. She lost her temper at him every day, splashed him with water when she took a bath, smashed him with a cup when she drank water, and forced him to cook soup for her and wash her clothes after he came home from a day of work. He has always tolerated her, coaxed her, hugged her countless nights, begged her to help him have a child, and live a good life in the future, but she replied to him sneeringly every time, "You are not worthy!" β
But now, when the man she despised suddenly filed for divorce, she was stunned. This feeling is like something that has always belonged to her, and suddenly she is reluctant to follow her, and this panic catches her off guard.
It was precisely because of this panic that she thought of the various advantages of this man in the past. only to find that she had long been accustomed to his tolerance, his forbearance, and the thought of imminent loss, a feeling of pain arose, and her internal organs were in pain.
She struggled to move the wheelchair forward, closer to the man, tugging at the corners of the quilt in fear, and muttering, "Don't ...... Don't do that...... Zihao, don't be like this, okay? I really realize that I was wrong, you give me another chance, give us a chance...... Shall we start over? β
A touch of despair flashed in Lan Zihao's eyes, and he shook his head gently, "The nature of the country is easy to change, Tao Chun, your character is like this, it is difficult to change." Even if you can really change, the feeling between us changes. After going through so many things, it's like a minefield between us, there are so many things that can't be mentioned and touched, and if we accidentally touch it, it will explode in minutes, and we will be crushed. The world is so big, life is so long, instead of torturing each other, it is better to let each one go......"
Tao Chun shook his head desperately, "Don't ...... No...... I don't want to let go......"
Lan Zihao sighed helplessly, "Okay, I'm tired, so be it." We'll get a divorce when I'm discharged from the hospital, and if you still don't want to, I don't mind going through the legal route. β
Tao Chun's fingers slowly stiffened, and she was about to cry in panic, so she only looked at him sadly and desperately, muttering and begging, "Don't ...... I don't get divorced! β
Lan Zihao closed his eyes tiredly and stopped talking.
A week later, Lan Zihao was discharged from the hospital.
The first thing I did after I was discharged from the hospital was to move out of the house that the Tao family rented later.
On the day he packed up his things, Tao Chun cried and begged him, "Zihao, don't do this...... Give me a chance, okay? I'll change it, I'll really change it...... Will you give me a chance? β
Lan Zihao's eyes were calm and dim, and he just silently packed his luggage and didn't look at her.
Tao Chun was about to collapse, fell from the wheelchair to the ground, hugged Lan Zihao's thigh, and begged bitterly, "Please, give me another chance, okay?" I really won't be the same again......"
Lan Zihao watched her cry, his heart was numb for a while, and after he finished cleaning up, he said lightly, "I'm sorry, it's late, I'm numb now, I can't face you anymore." Don't waste time on each other, maybe your change your efforts, I'm not in the mood to look at it. β
Frustrated, he just wants to break free from all this, and then start over, and live a real good life.
Tao Chun cried heartbreakingly, hugged his legs tightly, and refused to let go.
Lan Zihao put his luggage aside, took out his wallet from his suit pocket, and took out a bank card and put it in front of her, "This is all my savings over the years to buy a house as my last compensation." When I encounter difficulties in life in the future, I will still do my best. β
Tao Chun shook his head, "I don't want to ...... I don't want to listen to these ......"
Tao Kang and Fu Jingyun both stood at the door and watched, Fu Jingyun couldn't stand it anymore, and her shoulders trembled.
It is said that mother's love is selfless, but mother's love is also selfish.
Fu Jingyun rushed forward and accused, "Lan Zihao, how can you be so cold-blooded and ruthless? Chun Chun is already crying like this? Why can't you try to give her a chance? Why? Do you think our Tao family is down now? The wall is down and everyone pushes it, isn't it? β
Lan Zihao didn't speak, just picked up his simple duffel bag again.
Fu Jingyun cried and blocked in front of Lan Zihao, not letting him leave, feeling sorry for his daughter, "Give Chunchun a chance, okay?" It's just you now...... You can't leave her anymore......"
Lan Zihao's eyes were firm, "I'm sorry...... We can't go on any longer. Thank you for taking care of me in this family for more than a year, and if you have difficulties in life in the future, please contact me at any time. Please take care of your health. β
Fu Jingyun was also very uncomfortable in her heart, and her mood was about to collapse, so she pulled Lan Zihao, "No!" Don't go! What will happen to my daughter when you're gone? β
Tao Kang is a man, in the end, he is still sensible, he pulled Fu Jingyun aside, and shouted in a deep voice, "What are you doing here?" Let him go! Haven't you always watched how your daughter has treated him for more than a year? She is doing this on herself, this is taking the blame on herself! No one can be trampled by her for a lifetime! β
After speaking, he looked at Lan Zihao, and only said two words in a hoarse voice, "Take care!" β
Lan Zihao took a slight breath, carried his simple luggage, and left without looking back.
On the floor behind her, Tao Chun cried until she went into shock, and the man she pleaded with didn't look back at him......
A week later, the two went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures according to the agreed date.
Fu Jingyun came with Tao Chun, Tao Chun's whole person was obviously thin, his eyes were empty, and he no longer had the same light as before.
She didn't even have Lan Zihao, she just looked down at the divorce agreement in her hand.
After Lan Zihao signed, he waited for her to sign.
Tao Chun looked at the divorce agreement, but smiled, his empty eyes were full of madness, he laughed loudly, and hit the wall with his head when he laughed.